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HOLY FUCK! THIS. IS. AMAZING.

I tried Sulbutiamine stacked with Alpha-GPC and Uridine. I liked it, but I had to take 800mg of Sulbutiamine to be able to replace my morning coffee with this stack.

Yeah, I love powerful substances. I will buy some armodafinil, thanks!

I've had several trips on LSD and I've also tried other substances. Heck, I tried the whole alphabet. I started my psychedelic adventures with 5-meo after you released your video about it. I'm also grateful to you for sharing your experiences with that. Looking back, I think my 5-meo breakthroughs totally changed my life. Do you think armodafinil is safer than modafinil in the long run? Or does it worth buying it just to feel the difference between the two?

I'm also hoping that it will rewire my brain to pay more attention to the present moment.

Thanks! I don't know yet, next week probably from Monday 'till Friday to see how my body reacts to it on frequent usage. So far I really like it.

Keep it, share it!

Shin, the tricky thing about this thread is that you kinda want us to help you to manipulate yourself into stopping to manipulate others...

I'm manipulative when I don't trust life, when I have an imaginary reason to think that life won't unfold perfectly. I think this trust issue comes from not trusting the Life in me. I don't trust my Spontaneous Self that it will behave acceptably if I stop manipulating it. So my approach is that I just let myself free, I let go of trying to control my mind and I let go of my intentions. This attitude cultivates self trust and this gradually extends to trusting others and trusting life. I mean, what would happen if you just stopped manipulating the roller-coaster?

Has any of you listened to the audiobook called The One of Us? I'm looking for similar books/audiobooks. Any recommendation is welcome.

=)) best thread of the month. Moderators: please don't stop this!

This is my new favorite spiritual practice, thanks!

Concept and imagination. Look at your hand! I agree with the things you're saying, but the way you're saying it sounds disharmonic to me. It has truth but little love. Maybe I'm wrong, but I feel like you're using your knowledge as a weapon, and you fight for your self development. In any case, whatever your beliefs are, those are exactly what's keeping you from evolving further.

I know, the title is weird, but hear me out I just realized, that when I'm considering doing something risky, I'm afraid only because of one reason. This reason is that my future self wouldn't like the negative consequences. When I resist what I'm doing in the present moment, I'm only resisting it because the self in me doesn't like it. But what is this "self"? Why does the opinion of this self appear to be more important than what's actually happening in the present moment? Why do I want this self to like this life? What if this self is really just the conditioning of the past? What if this current self couldn't even like how the unconditionally loving Self expresses itself? Why do I have to like my life if I can choose to unconditionally love it?

I can assure you, officer, everything is fine, no conscience around here!

@i am I AM I think there was a misunderstanding. I didn't say that I had "no need for response". Although, that's true, why would I need responses? I just said that I didn't ask those questions to get answers for them. Those were contemplating questions, not questions to be answered. A contemplating question in me comes from curiosity and it searches for a feeling, not a thought. I like contemplating, I shared it for others who would also like it.

You can be thankful for the food that you're eating before every meal. This can change your diet drastically. Before eating an apple, you can be thankful for that apple and for the tree that produced it. Before drinking a cup of milk, you can be thankful for the milk and for the cow that produced it. This way, before eating every meal you'll remember where the food came from, and you can decide whether you want to support that source of food or not. For example, before you drink milk, you'll remember that this milk came from factory farming or from a nice farmer household depending on what kind of milk you (or your parents) bought. And then you can decide whether you want to support that source of food or not. Emotionally it feels very good to be free from the diet related guilt that builds up over time.

Beautiful. Both videos. The first one reminds me of the meditation I was doing last night. I was curious how does it feel to be from the most effortless aspect of myself. So I just fell into that effortlessness. In the end I just fell asleep.

Eat mushrooms. And then eat what the mushrooms tell you to eat

I don't believe in conclusions. Conclusion exists only in thoughts. In reality, everything is infinite without finalities, without conclusions. I ask questions, but not to get an answer in thoughts. My intent is not even to start a thinking process. I ask questions because I like to feel into that curiosity that the question opens up in me.

I wasn't expecting answers, I was offering a contemplation. I'm not searching for answers and I cannot trust those who have them.

When I ask "what is Truth?", the Truth is not gonna be the answer to this question. The Truth for me is the question itself.

This is beautiful

Society and spirituality is teaching about how to be safe. Why isn't almost anybody teaching us to be courageous? Almost nobody is recommending courageous acts because those are not safe, because courageous acts are irresponsible, and you shouldn't go against the odds, and you shouldn't risk your life and so on. We have a word for courageous people, we call them stupid. Why is it that we value safety more than courage? What is this strange feeling in us when somebody is recommending us not to be safe? What is it in us that wants to survive so badly? Think about it. Like children wonder about these stuff