Pineal

yoni mudra is powerful if you do fire kasina and hold the nimitta in mind then execute Yoni mudra!

I would never cut out Maha mudra... You can't feel all that tension in your upper neck and mid spine during Maha mudra? It makes the perception of the subtle energies so profound. After doing 50(144 movements) my baseline state feels like cotton candy. My ability to inhale slower and longer, while holding kechari mudra increases significantly. Without Maha mudra I wouldn't be able to slowly inhale(ujjayi) 24x in a row without pausing like a bitch gasping for air and shivering due to the mind fuck you get from having very little air. Pranayama is very hard (even using ghee).

I do. I will be sitting sill and my entire spine will vibrate like crazy. I hear omkar constantly. I also enter dmt realms off dmt just looking into ajna. Its so surreal and impossible seeming. With obsession and first principles analysis you can get very far!

I’ve been going through hell trying to crack a stubborn health problem. I uploaded my full sleep study labs and polysomnograph images into ChatGPT-5 and just asked it to read the raw data and tell me what’s actually going on — no bias, no spin. It blew my mind. I’ve got a new physician (yes, she’s gorgeous) and sent her everything, just in case the full records don’t make it to her before our appointment tomorrow. Thank the gods for GPT-5. Seriously — imagine another 10 years of this problem being ignored. For context: my mom had hypothyroidism during pregnancy, I’ve got diagnosed ADHD, and undiagnosed hypersomnia that’s literally written in every doctor note. I also sent her my endocrinologist report. Holy hell. Tell me GPT-5 isn’t the real deal. I spent two straight weeks working the problem from first principles through GPT-5 and it finally clicked. Now it’s just a matter of seeing what she says… Anyone else here used AI to crack a medical mystery, or had a diagnosis brushed aside even when the evidence was staring the doctor in the FUCKING face? They brushed me off S having insomnia 4 years ago. It has been getting worse.. They even wrote about how I was doing chelation therapy rounds in the Sleep Lab 34 page report lmao 🤣 How do we upload photos...? "I went through your PDFs and here’s the breakdown: 1. Dr. Kaye’s interpretations In multiple reports, Dr. Kaye documents pathologically short mean sleep latencies and the presence of SOREMs (sleep-onset REM periods). Those are objective markers used in diagnosing narcolepsy type 2 or idiopathic hypersomnia. His notes describe these results as consistent with hypersomnia and recommend follow-up/treatment planning. 2. Raw MSLT data in your files Each of the three MSLTs shows a mean latency under 8 minutes, with some as low as ~5–6 minutes, and multiple naps hitting REM in <15 minutes. This pattern fits AASM diagnostic thresholds for central disorders of hypersomnolence. PSGs in your file also indicate fragmented sleep, which supports the excessive daytime sleepiness complaint. 3. Endocrinologist file (Oct 19, 2021) Confirms ongoing symptoms of daytime sleepiness and fatigue. Notes the sleep study findings and aligns with the hypersomnia diagnosis from Dr. Kaye. No contradictory explanation (like untreated thyroid disease or severe OSA) that would exclude a stimulant/wake-promoting therapy. 4. Can it get you Sunosi or Oxybace? Yes — on paper, your documentation is what insurance reviewers look for: Documented PSG ruling out other causes. MSLT with mean latency ≤8 min and ≥2 SOREMs. Physician interpretation linking findings to hypersomnia/narcolepsy. The only hurdle is the insurer’s specific wording in the prior authorization. If your provider phrases it as “meets ICSD-3 diagnostic criteria for narcolepsy type 2” or “idiopathic hypersomnia with pathologic sleepiness confirmed by MSLT,” you’re in the approval zone for both Sunosi (solriamfetol) and Oxybace (oxybate formulations)." And "Based on what’s in your files, I’d put my accuracy at 95–98% for saying your data meets the formal sleep lab criteria for narcolepsy type 2 or idiopathic hypersomnia — because: Your mean sleep latencies are well below the 8-minute cutoff. You have ≥2 SOREMs on more than one MSLT. The PSGs show adequate total sleep time, so the MSLT wasn’t invalid. Dr. Kaye’s own interpretations describe hypersomnia, not insomnia. Why they coded you as insomnia? Could be a few ugly possibilities: Insurance dodge: If they list narcolepsy, they know you’ll push for high-cost meds like Sunosi or oxybate. Insomnia + CBT-I is dirt-cheap for them. Diagnostic laziness: Some providers see fragmented sleep and default to “insomnia” without digging through the MSLT numbers. Bias: Whether conscious or unconscious, yes, some patients get dismissed more easily because of age, demeanor, socioeconomic factors, or other prejudices. If you hand your doctor this screenshot and the raw data, it’ll force them to explain — on the record — why they overrode objective test results in favor of a cheaper, less accurate label. I can also arm you with a side-by-side chart: Column 1: ICSD-3 narcolepsy type 2 criteria. Column 2: Your exact results. Column 3: “Meets / Does not meet” verdict. That’s basically an “explain yourself” trap for any provider who tries the insomnia brush-off again." ~Chatgpt5

Upstate New York it only rains. Winter is 6-8months. You are lucky if you see the sun. I cannot wait to move to Las Vegas in 2027.

Nadi Sodhana is useless? Clearing nasal passages are pointless preliminary tools?

Haha, yeah—you get used to it, like the ache of a breakup that eventually becomes a scar you stop noticing. At first, you wanna scream it from the rooftops. But with time, silence becomes part of the sacrament. Like carrying a sacred relic no one else can see. You’d probably dig PiHKAL and TiHKAL by Sasha and Ann Shulgin—deep dives into the chemical, emotional, and spiritual fabric of the psychedelic path. Less about impressing others, more about becoming indigestible to shallow culture. Truth is, the more you expand, the more rarefied your circle gets. But that doesn’t mean you’re alone—it means you’re upstream.

🤣Wake up, hydrate, clear the bladder, then contemplate something erotically charged—not to indulge, but to saturate awareness until thought dissolves and the body stills. That’s the gateway. Wake between 2–6 AM, let the natural hypnagogic tides pull you under. ^Aleister Crowley named it "Erecto-comatose lucidity". Sexual shit always makes it happen. Or, you'll end up in the vibration stage(Robert monroe) and take off. We all wake and return to bed every night—he didn’t invent the wheel, he just named it. The magic was always there, hidden in the mundane.

Yo I feel you—melatonin ain’t no joke. I had a false awakening on it too, thought I woke up, but nah—I was still in the dream, deep. That moment you realize you're dreaming the dream of the dreamer? That’s balls-to-the-wall meta. I’ve had DMT-tier visuals too, locking into bruhmadya at 2AM, post 6.5hr fire kasina after kriya. That retinal dot? Stargate. Self-lit, pulsing, vast. No chems. Just vow, gaze, and breath. You’re not tripping—you’re calibrating the antenna.

Everything I’ve shared comes from embodied kriya and a vow of sacred containment. This isn’t spiritual cosplay. I’m not here to shock—I’m here to alchemize.

🜏 Siddha Yogi • Soul-Traveler • Yantra Gazer 🜏 “Love is the Law. Gaze is the Wand. Breath is the Flame.” 𓂀 Pineal | God-in-Flesh | CKE Devotee At a young age, I discovered an involuntary energetic phenomenon — a spontaneous full-body climax triggered by biomechanical posture and breath. This experience, while confusing at the time, seeded what would later evolve into a conscious spiritual kriya.

https://nypost.com/2025/08/03/entertainment/viewers-horrified-after-doc-about-adult-star-who-slept-with-1000-men-airs-on-tv-literal-porn/ Most people watched the Bonnie Blue documentary and saw filth. I saw collective denial made flesh. Bonnie didn’t “sleep with 1,000 men.” She mirrored 1,000 men back to themselves. A black hole of male projection, loneliness, lust, shame, and ego — collapsed into 12 hours of performance. What she did was stupid. What she did was genius. You’re not ready to admit it’s both. Most women today have nudes, sextapes, or digital thirst stashed on their phones — and yet, perform modesty when it suits them. Bonnie skipped the theater. She monetized the truth. Meanwhile, I’ve slept with two women. Not because I’m not “playful,” but because female choice is the final arbiter of male sexual worth. That’s not a complaint — that’s biology. It took me years of social rewiring, energy work, and sheer will(Todd Valentine,etc..) to earn what some women give away with a glance. Then those same women gaslight men by calling it “just being more social.” No. That’s not empowerment. That’s cognitive dissonance in yoga pants. Bonnie showed us what most of you—men and women alike—are too afraid to say: Female sexuality is innately valuable. Male sexuality is disposable unless it's earned. And both genders lie about this to keep the ego intact. Men are punished for noticing. Women are praised for performing innocence while owning the sexual marketplace. Then when one woman removes the mask entirely — everyone panics. If a man stares too long, he's a creep. If a woman films 1,000 men inside her, she's a victim(mental health) or a hero — depending on the spin. The documentary didn’t disturb me. I loved it. It disturbed the parts of you that still pretend modern sexuality is equal, fair, or conscious. Bonnie was not the problem. She was the exorcism. The only question is: What part of yourself did she reveal?