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Im the same. You can feel it without the art being present. Just make room for it and be mindful of the will to share it with others. You will do it, Im sure! And its beautiful

You are stuck in your life right now because you are attached to it. Let go of procrastination, let go of becoming rich, let go of comparing yourself with others, let go of your beliefs. And ultimately, let go of your depression and what makes you depressed. Thats what I would focus on now. Dont try to add more stuff, instead try to let it all go. Say good bye to it, lovingly. And fully embrace what is coming next.

@Serotoninluv love your post! Depends on what you mean with self-actualizing journey! Its highly individual. Joy to me is pretty meaningless*. Find out what your values are and what you goals are. Then you can see how well you perform. Growth for me has 3 steps 1. Wanting something silly (sex, friends/fame, money) 2. Realizing that you dont need it. Doing inner work, changing your self, letting go of old beliefs. 3. Being. Working on your vision. Expressing love. Good video on growth Some inspiration for defining your goals *Feeling joyful during your day could be an indicator for emotional mastery. A step up after joy is the category of emotions called "peace". Examples are feeling aware, calm, tranquil, complete, centered, and free.

You want the company to have a clear mission statement and philosophy. Communicating this mission also while hiring to find people who will fit. Then no one should make public statements without prior checking it with PR department. The situation you are in is because the company didnt do this good enough in the first place. So now it needs fixing. But thats not a problem. Things like this happen all the time. Your problem is that you fear of loosing value in the eyes of your employer. The solution is to become aware of the value and worth you already have. Be loving to yourself. The more grounded in this you become, the less you care about if your boss thinks your doing good or bad. You might still want to do a good job or spend more time with people who appreciate you more. But it wont really bother you.

Well what do you watch? If you binge on actualized videos thats at least binge time spend on something that could help you. I found the best way to counteract this is by simply having more interesting stuff to do. So maybe the problem will solve itself when you found your job. Or you could start a new habit, a new hobby.

It was only a dream. Relax Lucid dream to me means something else. It means you are aware of your dream and could for example have teleported the girl out of your room. What you had I would maybe describe as a vivid dream! Also I dont interpret dreams so much. They just are. You could find meaning in a coffee cup if you try hard enough. Are those dreams bothering you and you are asking how to get rid of them?

You can release all your triggers via the sedona method. Let go of it, to get the power back. Start small. See this video for example.

Here is an interesting study https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/26899133/ Drinking coffee 9h before bedtime does have a negative effect on your sleep. There are a lot of studies that show the positives in coffee which I think boil down to that it makes you more productive = doing something = feeling better. And some other health benefits e.g. from antioxidants.

Alcohol is definitely bad for your health. But so are: breathing in polluted air and being exposed to background radiation. You have to see if the benefits outweight the negatives for yourself.

Of course it could be an underlying issue. But I think most likely its just that you are not used to it. After cardio your blood oxygen levels go down. If possible meassure them and your heart rate. Also drink lots of water and eat healthy.

Yes, its in "The Power of Now". Great book! I highly recommend it! @TheUniverseIsLove be loving to your body during these days. I cant give specific advice but Im sure you can master your skills to a level where it becomes less of an issue. Maybe even a welcome challange. Prepare yourself and practise, practise, practise. And accept and let go of it.

The two books you read are good and should give you enough information if you read them carefully. Where are you at right now? What are you looking for exactly?

No no, all good. So you said you "experienced them". When did you experience them? And when do they exist?

Not enough. Did you watch a james bond movie? If yes, does james bond exist? When you think about a 3 headed elephant. Does the elephant exist? Did you dream about a city in the sky? If yes, does it exist? I assume you had at least one trip on LSD, did you got any visuals? If yes, do these things you saw on LSD exist? How do you define what is real and what is not?

Do you have 5k already? If yes, then why not make another 5k until august? Then you can buy a 10k pc and play with the big bois

How do you know your mother even really exists?

Yes psychedelics are very good to deal with fear. When you see the TRUTH you realize there is nothing to fear. Only love and acceptance

Learn about how woman see the world. There are fundamental differences. If you dont understand them you will run into these problems again and again.

Is this a new era on actualized.org?

If its only to make money and you dont need it, I wouldnt do the job. If its in a field that is interesting to you and could help you find your LP you could do both. The course and going to work. Basically: Time > Money.

What are you teaching? Maybe you can double down on that. Make an online-course that people can buy and watch anytime. Build a franchise/platform with other people coaching for you. Affiliate marketing for related products/services.

You can do regular hobbies with a high consciousness. Be creative! Or you could start coaching, teaching, volunteering etc.

If people would do everything Leo says that would be amazing! Maybe he should start to say. "God doesnt care if you help poor people, go to vote, meditate and work very hard on your life purpose to bring the most value to our society". People would magically start doing all that. Wow. Mind = Blown

Self-Love. lots and lots of Self-Love. Love the part of you that didnt got love from your mother when you were a child. Love the part of you that believed what your mother said. Love the part of you which resented your mother for how she abused you. Love the part of you that doesnt believe what your mother said. Love the part of you that is your mother. Love the part of you that doesnt feel worthy. Love the part of you that feels useless. Love the part of you that judges people on their worth. Love the part of you that feels very much worthy. Let go of any resentment you have towards your mother or to yourself. Let go of judging yourself or others as good enough or not good enough. There is no such thing. Everyone is equal. Right now. Imagine a situation in which you open up to others. Feel the fear coming up. Welcome it. Let it be with you. Breath into that fear/tension. Ask yourself this three simple questions and then simply just feel. "Can I welcome that feeling even more?" "Do I want to let this feeling go?" "When do I want to let it go?"

Only listened to the podcast a few minutes but it seems like they were on complete different levels... so its probably a good thing. Still heartbreaking.