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8 hours more of free time is what I want. I will be able to go for as long as i want in a mountain to meditate and enjoy beauty, then come back into the city without financial and work problems. How is that not a different place than being stuck with the horrible air and noise pollution of the city. Yes. There are better places to be physically. If one can sustain themselves.

I want the money because of the freedom money offers. Like I said, to travel, to get what you need, to be free from work. With 1 million I would be able to spend whatever amount of time I want in meditation for example. Things like that. Oh yeah and I will feel that life is not screwing me in every way possible. It will be screwing me in every way possible except one!

Try following the question "Am I aware?" - from Rupert Spira. This question holts awareness from honing in on the objects appearing, and instead relaxes it into a recognition of itself by itself. Which Rupert calls a Non-practice - hence no effort.

If I believe something that is not, I am delusional I guess I already am for believing deeply I am this body-mind though. Perhaps being delusional is the only way to be.

Posted by @ADD in a closed thread. Found it rather funny I want to add "My father gave me a small loan of a million meditations to get started"

Obviously if I want something I don't have it. This is just nonsense. So I will attract 1 million if I don't feel like I lack 1 million. How can that happen if I don't have 1 million? Impossible If I concentrate on gratitude and love it will not be connected to the 1 million, so in this case law of attraction will also not attract 1 million, but perhaps other things. So it will not work 'perfectly' for my desired outcome either way. That's why I say it's either a lie or useless.

But how is that the law of attraction then? It's simply working towards your goal. It's not a magical property of the universe.. My problem is with the whole concept of the law of attraction. It's presented as this magical thing that can give you whatever you want effortlessly. It makes me almost angry that so many people believe in that crap. I don't know why. Attraction implies stuff comes to you, not that you have to walk towards them and get them. It's just a shitty lie that's all.

A millionaire would use their money. Simply believing somehow that I am a millionaire doesn't grant me the ability to use my millions of money. You see the problem? Doesn't get me out of debt, freedom from work, doesn't give me freedom to travel the world, doesn't give me [insert what money gives, which is a lot here].

@AleksM i was referring to the pregnant dimensionless point of potentiality that I supposedly am - from one of the trillion vids you posted ?

I believe synchronicities are not sign of special power, but simply a noticing of the fractal nature of reality.

I have asked myself this, and the answer could be that God is unconscious / doesn't care. Or perhaps God wanted to create something real, like playing Sims without cheat codes when you get in trouble. When you are young you want to use cheat codes in games in order to win, but later you realize that to become actually good at a game, there is no shortcut. Have to play it and suffer many defeats in the process. Perhaps it's no different than this. Perhaps it's random, perhaps it values suffering as much as joy. Who knows

@AleksM I have been sick and vomiting all night. Is this from my newfound identity as a pregnant point? :-D Feelsbadman It's really hard to find the good sometimes when every 10 minutes you throw up, become dehydrated, drink again and repeat. Looks like a horrible strange loop :-D! Not fun being pregnant :-D

I remember In maths there is this thing when a contradiction /paradox appears, which this episode made come up in my mind. If for example you are trying to find x and then while solving the problem you find that x>5 and x<3 for example. Then you would write the symbol for contradiction and then would write that x belongs to the empty set (not that it doesn't exist). Sounds very sexy

@AleksM i thought of this one at the beginning of the vid nice post

Ofcourse i dont have those problems when im high on weed, but god made sure to make it illegal. What a jackass :-D

It's inadequate for dealing with the world it has been popped into. Inadequate to get into a proper relationship, inadequate to succeed financially, inadequate for enlightenment, inadequate, inadequate, inadequate. The pleasures of this world are reserved for those blessed with looks/talent/luck. Give me money and a good girl and you wouldn't see me seeking, because there wouldn't be any suffering. God can make anything, but cannot make this happen. God is inadequate. I trully am made in his image.

@Hero in progress I like the idea. I've had a similar one with a topic "Contemplative questions", but it didn't work out. I feel like the body is a pleasure and torture instrument. I don't know who I am and why I am experiencing exactly this body. The body I'm experiencing is way more a torture instrument than a pleasure one, making it a thing I want to get rid of, perhaps replace with a better version. How do I get rid of the cross?

We all have 10000+ hours of being. We are masters of being. We all have 10000+ hours of Unconsciousness/Ego. We are masters of unconsciousness. Hurray.

@nexusoflife If God's creation doubts God, who's to blame? God is really getting on my nerves, only talks to people who take drugs... Has no power over the Ego it seems... It seems the Ego is stronger if it can silence God and plunge God into non existence. What I want is for me to not exist, but God has created a reality where you never get what you want if it's positive, and always get what you want if it's negative. Funny.

Thank you. I want to give rep but the new bookmark is on top and I cant press it on my phone. Managed to do it, superpower I guess! :-D

I am the god damn screen, how come therr are things not relevant to me? There's a lot of back and forth on this. One time I am the screen, the other time I am the monkey on the screen. I dont have evidence of a screen, only of the monkey. So I know for sure the monkey is there, even if it's not me. How could I do awareness right and how can I do it wrong? Isn't it what I am no matter what? Isn't it effortless? It really turns out awareness is just a sedative. No real value but to take another monkey out by making it fearless. Fearless monkeys do dumb shit. Trusting in a higher power.. Total crap. Have to make everything yourself. Logical mind only. Fuck God. Fuck spirituality. I am calm while saying this, i am a monkey on spiritual sedatives ready to be amusement for the real Gods. Which the monkey says "fuck you" to,because it is full of spiritual seditives and doesn't care.

I have a blanket. meditation is one of the few things I will be able to do! It's like hitting the spiritual lottery, what a lucky guy I am

I want death! Please please please! I dont fear death, I fear pain. (pain such as being inadequate in society, pain like sleeping on the cold during the winter, pain like that, non of the psychological pain that is the easiest thing to beat - poor rich sufferers out there, poor souls, life is so hard, oh depression for no reason! Shut up and eat your sandwich, which you have money to buy) I often walk around wishing some terrorist will pop up and end my miserable existence. Trully enlightened can only be the dead. You know, the ones who cant type in a forum, because they trully have no self. I want to be like that, but no. Terrorists never want to fulfill my dream. All they want is bomb other people who dont want it. Total injustice and bullshit! Come terror me you sons of bitches.

I have tried already to make money appear out of thin air, in fact I havent been able to perform any miracle. What good is it being a God when I can't do anything Godly? I'm not a God at all, just a bunch of atoms and the uneventful awareness aware of them. What can awareness do when you're really in trouble? Nothing, it just allows and accepts it. I'm still going to be on the street. Sure, I can have a good state of mind about it and be peaceful about it, but what's the point? I can't do shit. The shittiest type of God I am, if I am one at all. Looks more like I'm just a monkey.

@AleksM please make me disappear. I've had enough! Btw I'll be living on the streets soon, much time to meditate. Great plans from God for this body, amazing plans. Very well played.