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@Emerald, would you be able to find some examples to help support your view in this thread? The main issue I think that is happening within this discussion is that many people are unable to approach what you’re saying from a conscious place. Using examples would help bridge that misunderstanding by taking away theory and focusing more on reality. I’m sure there are some great examples on YouTube, even if just in the form of clips.

Great post @Emerald, something this section of the forum has been in dire need. I think providing some examples of powerful male role models for men as part of your post would be the icing on the cake. Healthy SD stage yellow individuals who resonate with the generations of people between 15-30 would be perfect. Such examples would no doubt help bridge the gap between the complex dynamics and subsequent nuances you’ve presented. The core foundation for change is that of being able to provide a more simplistic and accessible pathway for men at the level of development you’ve described. Only through real life examples will the inspiration and connection required for their growth and transition of the exploration, integration, and transcendence of the polarity of masculinity and femininity be achieved. Keep up the great content

Are you sure?

Are you sure?

Surely one can see that the conversation being had there is one of confusion? Truly two persons sharing word soup in a hope of expressing what is already known lol

One could say that all human bias is driven by control. The more pertinent question to ask is, why?

@Emerald I do wholly agree with your view on what prevents relationships with significant age gaps working. That being said they can work, albeit the reality is that this is really rare. It does require both people to bring significant maturity and openness to grow, relative to their age, to make it work. For me personally, it would be fantastic to find a youthful younger person who fulfils the above. Although, one should not close their eyes to the beauty of every person around them in pursuit of one particular outcome.

@StarStruck I would be happy to do some contemplation work with yourself. There are only two rules; 1. You may only make statements in your messages. 2. I may only ask questions in my messages. If you’re interested, please give me a message.

Thanks @Michael569, appreciate it I take it that routine is a single session undertaken three times a week? Interestingly I use all those exercises in my programs but just perform them as a bro split. Had great results, it just comes down to a matter of how much food am I willing to eat to grow bigger.

@Michael569 would you be able to share your program? I have been using 3-5 day splits over the last 6 years with great success, however I’d love to try something new; especially with your strength improvement experience

@Thought Art Phenomenal healing potential. Just a very misunderstood substance in my personal opinion. People fall into the trap of the mind and create all sorts of meaning and unfortunately miss what’s happening. It literally shows you, you; the complete and utter mystery of yourself. It shows you experience itself and that there is no meaning, just being. Yet we, our minds, want to make sense of it and in doing so we construct these fantastic stories. Yet the only story is the absolute experience of ourselves. Don’t get me wrong, I have to really concentrate on being conscious of being conscious. Therefore, most of my experience is of the stories in the mind. In a way, the dream is so beautiful it is no more or less than the realisation of the absolute of oneself. Wherever one chooses to reside is a perfect choice. I do believe that to get the most out of this substance is to do it alone, and then to share your experience with others. In doing so, you soon discover all this talk of god and infinity is nothing more than another experience of the mind. It’s very much “if you know, you know”. What a pleasure it is once one knows, without knowing, what has always been know. How did you find 5 Meo in comparison?

Hopefully the below will be insightful for people who want to venture into DMT: Personally not a fan, it was too chaotic for me during the come up and peak. The post 15-60 minute afterglow, depending upon your initial dose, is fantastic though for contemplation. Just a pain to have to go through the rollercoaster to get there. To caveat though, I have only vaped NN and never tried oral ROA. Would like to try oral to see what the experience is like. On another note, my deeply ingrained anxiety and depression which I suffered with since my teenage years, I’m in my 30s now, has been completely removed. I still suffer from anxiety when my body is in an extreme state; such as significant hunger, post alcohol use, and acute high caffeine intake. In a resting state I feel great, and post weight lifting session I feel at complete peace with existence. Another big cost has been that I have suffered a complete physiological change. I can no longer consume poor quality food or alcohol without feeling ill; my digestive system is wrecked. I mainly have to eat single ingredient whole foods; I function best with high protein and fat, with low carbs. Effectively, my physiology tolerance to stress has been completely destroyed. I have googled these symptoms and can’t find any anecdotal stories from other users of DMT other than @Leo Gura, however I don’t know whether he would attribute his health conditions to DMT. As reference, I consumed 1 gram over 7 months which was very intense. I would not recommend this approach at all; I only did so as I was ready to die for the truth, and in a way I have. I completely lost all material interest and effectively went insane. I was very fortunate to have a close friend who kept me grounded as I recovered over the last 18 months. My mental sanity is solid again and my awareness is exceptional; I would place myself firmly at the construct/ego aware EDT stage, with infrequent bouts of unitive experiences under certain conditions. Still however very keen to try 5 Meo DMT with the aim of 1 gram over 2-3 years. Just can’t find a supplier unfortunately. If anyone has any questions, please ask and @ me.

@BlueOak how did you blow it?

@LittoDitto Great to hear, take care

Have you sought any professional medical help?