Schizophonia

Day 30 People develop neurotic tendencies to protect themselves from castration (i.e. to avoid being physically hurt, physically, or even humiliated) by transferring the libido from one object to another. What is a normal libidinal object and what is an abnormal one on which the libido would be transferred is individual, but some objects will be clearly recognized as neurotic by most humans; Nazism, to give an extreme example, is clearly neurotic: Wanting to have military parades, putting eagles and swastikas everywhere, and wanting to massively put populations in ovens are behaviors, delusions, wacky "libidinal wells". Most of the most dysfunctional people are not psychotics/schizophrenics; They invent objects but they are relatively normal objects most of the time, they are indeed most extremely neurotic people. Politics and spirituality are probably the areas that feed the most on neurosis; As the neurotic is too afraid of dying, that is to say symbolizing castration, that he prefers to libidinally outbid stupid objects over which he has control rather than being constructive. This gives this tendency to "live in loops", in a way that is ultimately particularly vain. We are all more or less neurotic, but especially today because of modern living conditions that are both negative (solitude, family structures, societal structure in general, wealth inequalities) and positive (comfort). Carl Jung's shadow work is about getting out of your comfort zone (neurotic loop) to confront what motivated its implementation, that is to say strong emotions, sometimes traumatic depending on the degree of dysfunction, which were repressed to guarantee the survival of the system (blocking the symbolization of castration). Here we find a crossroads between Freudo-Lacanian, Jungian and Arthur Janov philosophy; It's super interesting. There is no need to do "psychedelic trips", assuming that it worked for a significant number of people lol, it can be simply watching movies, changing sports practice or many other things as long as it allows you to get out of your comfort zone and therefore meet new mirrors; It is precisely in these new mirrors that this shadow sits. Any situation perceived by the self-concept (the ego) complains a priori about the persona, it will remain paradoxically difficult to change at first because it remains polarized into negative and positive consequences, even if this is denied (and projected onto others in passing). Example: "He's an asshole! He's mean to me!" -> Usually I kiss other people's ass to pretend that I'm something other than an obsessive hysteric to whom nothing can be said, but now that I have a mirror in my hand (an asshole) I can be an asshole and call him an asshole. In this case, to be able to possibly change, I will have to accept that I am an asshole and that I enjoy it, otherwise if I don't recognize it I will automatically not be able to change it (how to change something that I don't recognize). By changing therefore, we must understand castrating ourselves from the positive effects of this functioning; This can eventually generate physical decompensation, depressive episodes, and learned helplessness in general; especially if you undergo the castration of your neurotic imaginary phallus in a violent and unexpected manner. Example: "Everyone is an idiot" -> As everyone turns their back on you since you take everyone for an idiot (which is true, but what individual is the common point between all these idiots?) -> You are angry, ruminate (neurotic response) then, faced with the evidence of castration, its symbolization, you end up recognizing that you are alone and that you suffer from it.

Even me i never did that. 🤏👌 Ok lol i stop. yum. Best meat.

You still went pretty quickly from "Oh I like pina coladas :]" to "I get drunk alone in my room" lol. It has very little importance. Ditto. Wait until I come and put my entrecôte and my Coca Cola . And my own dishes (not contaminated with Naphtha).

No the net negative is to support useless dangerous lunatics.

Most of the most powerful countries (United States, Russia, China, India, Japan...) have the death penalty + it is a sophism not an argument. I am speaking from an ethical point of view.

Certainly not; The death penalty makes perfect sense. Because a person is similar to a homo sapiens then he has a right to life even if he is crazy and useless ? Where does this right to life come from; It's just stupid and useless idealism.

Yep. He get drunk but didn't get poisoning or side effects in general. You will be able to do research on how to get bigger breasts lol

It is psychedelic ? The pharmacology doesn't seems that different, exept that it increases more dopamine, basically.

I never used it. Trolls doesn't exists in my world (or rather almost doesn't exist).

@Santiago Ram Leo isn't religious but he has a dialectic, a terminology very inspired by Christianity

Can you give a precise exemple ?

It's the mirror effect, if you look at the energy that pushes you to make this topic you will see with enough honesty and humor that it is the same energy projected on those concerned. And I see this topic and want to answer it for the same reason. We are all mirrored here, and the only thing to do is to continue playing ("gnegnegne addanenemymadeaccordingtotherestofourkarmicbaggage") or to play another game.

It blocks 5ht receptors with high affinity so yes.

Day 29 Same as yesterday. Tomorrow I will be free, I will make a nice post, I already have the idea.

I have always ordered online, either on rc sites on the cleen weeb, or on markets onions. I have only been scammed once. Willy approves. Abdullah, Neville Goddard's mentor could drink as much alcohol as he wanted without any problem, that's even better lol No, that's for having a lucid dream in my case. Hypnagogic state is just the state of sub-vigilance with falling asleep; The state of confusion before lucid dreaming. I will, if I ever get there again for some reason eheh. And me i'm going to email my feline alien's parents and tell them not to let her have her apartment. Way too dangerous. 🫨

Why MDMA ?

Yes. It's probably very toxic though.

All the more reason not to use it.

lol this despair. Btw for the anecdote it is theoretically possible to trip with a large quantity of poppies ; The plant is in the same family as opium and also contains some opioids inside.

How much is there? There should be about 1 gram.

Indeed there is nothing in his bag lol 😂

Gemini is the most ass-licking AI I've ever tried. It's willing to invent anything to get your way.

lol

Too bad. I'm mischievous so I want to try it; It's supposed to be recreational and at the same time much less dangerous than most opiates. High feeling + pleasant warmth in the body similar to that obtained after sport or a hot shower. I need to find a source on the deep web, I know a seller who sells XTC in the shape of a swastika or other Nazi symbols, no joke lol, he must be reliable. 🫨 I think the world is a projection of beliefs. So if you believe astral travel is a hallucination you have proof of it, if you believe it is true "but in a different way than usual, in the real world" you have proof of it, and if you believe it can be the same you have proof of it; I believe we live on a sphere of probability structured by the beliefs that shape the sense of self. As one of my masters Franck Lopvet would say, "that's why spirituality is not provable, because those who think (want to think, moreover) that there is only matter will have the proof" Sometimes I speak of "egregor" to speak of experimental belief blocks on earth; It can be voodoo magic as well as class struggle. Aw but me too honey. Not easy when you have this goofy alien nearby. Ditto. I read part of the book "Autobiography of a Yogi" and in it they talk about yogi being able to be in several places at the same time or that kind of thing. Personally I prefer the siddhis of eating as much as I want without getting fat lol but it's a nice egregor too. Yes exactly. From what I have observed it is essentially a combination of strong physical and psychic relaxation/fatigue and strong attention (not diluted/manic). If what I say makes sense. Yes indeed I am cowardly lol so I prefer to wake up right away, except once I described and the results were not so scary but above all strange. Yes This is my job as a great intellectual. picks his nose* Yes. The illegal stuffs are things like magic truffles, magic mushroom grow kit, LSA seeds (a psychedelic close to LSD/AL LAD), Salvia, kratom extract (that are quite weak there unfortunately) etc.