Schizophonia

It's normal. I am a nice guy. (to say with a lisp*) You don't. That's interesting, keep us informed. I've rarely seen people like being on neuroleptic lol but well. Will it also be in combination with Prozac? You can find a village and stock up on cats to scare the creepers, or wolves to attack the various hostile mobs while you do your thing. I just googled it. It looks like some kind of Wizard 101 for girls. The mobs look like they're on MDMA lmao, what is that.

Why so much interests for this random bacteria? You should be interested in the big guns, like Joe Dispenza's work, chelation and turpentine deworming protocols, castor oil purge, celery juice, green juices here and there, pomegranate, cooked oysters and liver, vitamins cures, etcetc.

What health problem do you have?

Next time I'll put some MDMA in my suitcase ahah. Jokes aside I understand, you explained to us enough what was happening. It's in March that you try Risperdale, right? It's nice to pass the time but it's quite repetitive. So in the end I just end up squatting in the caves too and then rage quit after doing something stupid like dying in the lava in the neither or blown up by a creeper with my stuff on me. 👍

Eheh. No pbs. 👍 I see2.

@Sugarcoat Nothing to do, as planned I can't play this weekend, but I could play next time. If you're looking for a cool game, even if it's just to play alone, Portal 2 is available on Steam for less than 1 euro right now; Minecraft is ok but it quickly gets boring. I also recommend the Paradox Interactive games, even if it's rare that girls like them, even if you're an alien.

I saw the modification of the message to please me 😂 Nevermind, ty you're sweet. I understand, not a big deal.

What's the purpose ? It seems like a bit of a pointless fad, I wouldn't give it much thought unless it's just for the fun of making yogurt.

Amazon ?

I'm not talking about what is allowed or not, I'm talking about your desires.

Btw I must have already said it but I can delete if I say stuff that is too embarrassing, I don't care. It just makes me laugh.

My mom often makes homemade yogurt. There is no need for kefir grains or probiotics, just another commercial yogurt that is already colonized.

It seemed to me that it was mainly touristic. But the heritage must indeed be richer than the rest of Indonesia, it must be pleasant. What are your problematics ? if you dont mind. A pretty Indonesian girl who cooks and knows the Vedas 😂 Jk You can post pictures too if you want/think about it.

No pb. That's true, but it's not meant to be fun, in fact most of my delusions/obsessions tended to generate negative effects, such as being interested and getting upset about political news. I also have my little secret ... 👀 ... Turns his head to the right, towards his phone.* 🤏🤏 -"Thanks Sora AI, now make me a hot video with this girl " puts the photo of his pocket suedo-croatian hottie* -"This content has been filtered. Please make sure your chats comply with our Terms and Community Guideslines" -"☹️..." Eats his peanut butter sandwich disappointed*

It's my day 😎 He is mentally ill.

Cool, why are you going to Bali ?

Day 21 I am more and more construct aware, to the point where I regularly do not know how to react in social contexts. It is not just that I can contemplate how I force myself to be goofy when my "higher self" would actually like to be serious and vice versa, how I force myself to say "lol" instead of "ahah" instead of an emoji or instead of nothing at all; I can see how I embody a character, a persona with its own frequency, with its own emotional and logical patterns and I am not even really sure of the existence of this "higher self" anymore. Franck Lopvet, one of my main "gurus" if we can say it like that lol, thinks that it is basically an infinite succession of masks, but always masks, with their negative and polarization. Anyway I try to play a fairly balanced character, I tried a little to put myself in a persona close to that of Leo Gura, like very serious who reproaches everyone for not "being mature" but strangely this frequency makes me rather lethargic and solitary, not very creative or enterprising. I feel better by injecting a little impulsiveness into my persona; It's a bit like the aromatization of testosterone into estrogen in men (🤓), if testosterone is high but aromatization too you will have a manic and potentially antisocial behavior, too little and you will seem dry and weak.

Day 20 I went to a restaurant with my father unexpectedly. I want to go to bed early so I'm not going to make a real post for today. Let's say it was a good day, classic. The best was ordering Neville Goddard books eheh, 3 in total, I just finished the two books I had to read so it's perfect timing. The worst was sleeping, I slept properly but in several times and having quite a few nightmares, not horrible things but still quite annoying. I dreamed that I was in what was supposed to be a big high school organized like an airport, I had to choose a destination that was supposed to be a "life path", in an archetypal Jung style form; The atmosphere was heavy, everyone was quite stressed and/or euphoric and even disguised themselves, depending on the chosen path, to the professions they were supposed to be trained for. I had chosen something quite simple and easy by default and pressure from my mother, but especially by default by "cowardice", it was a training like to plant flowers lol, I don't remember but it was something stupid like that. But at the same time I was bored and even if it was intimidating, I had a strong desire to join another course which this time was supposed to transform me into a soldier, I had passed in the alley to register for this course and I recognized old acquaintances who were rather friendly to me among other students then dressed in military uniform. As I said before it was intimidating, and at the same time exciting; I felt it as being the real "deal".

Can you give a very concrete exemple that happens to you ?

I also want to make a stupid book and make YouTube shorts with a deep and assertive voice to gain tons of buyers. 😂

What exactly did Trump/Musk do wrong? Can you give some examples?

This is an overrated book. You just have to work, that's all.

best class.

I joked. spot on I recommand his book.

I felt pressure in my face, my skull in general.