Schizophonia

Hi. To me nicotine feels like a kick in the butt; if you're paralyzed by ruminations, a lack of concentration, or a general lack of motivation, tobacco gets you back on track. Unlike coffee, it's stronger/more effective, more "recreational," and it's physically a downer. It also helps you socialize a lot, but in a "smart" way, not in a depraved way like alcohol. I'm also sensitive to nicotine, if I smoke too fast, I feel empty, dizzy, and can't walk properly lol. I don't know if it's related to 5 MeO; they're somewhat similar in their ability to suppress mental speech and physical sedation. It must be turbo strong.

It's a hobby and more or less unconsciously a way to become more powerful.

I forgive you. Eheh you i like you, it's okay. I allow myself to be "cringe" or "bawdy" here because I know it will have no tangible repercussions on me. In fact, I'm pretty sure now that behind the pathologies common to spiritual seekers a feeling of being at the bottom of the social hierarchy in general. there are just too much paranoid tendancies.

I don't know if you realize that I made a lame joke about being Indian, and that you took the opportunity to spew ad hominem and projection of your personal insecurities. You would never dare say things like that to me face to face, like everyone here who has made bad comments to me for some obscure reason.

I read one of his books and interviews with him. He's not a thinker; he's completely bogus. If Putin has a brain, then Dugin is probably just a puppet to lure weak-minded people into his ideological paradigm, but not the other way around.

Never never never. Never let the Obertone window move towards the opponent for electoral reasons, it is a very bad long-term plan.

Why are you being triggered because I said ? I was teasing you, to have fun, and you take it as a casus beli to be aggressive.You're the one who's keeping this hell going. I flirt/tease @Sugarcoat because it's funny to me and because she please me, even if she remains and will remain discreet about it on the forum. I know her personally and she's not twice my age lmao: I'm neither blocked nor desperate; That would actually be completely stupid when I can relatively easily get 7/10s where I am. Trying to please isn't simping or anything, it's narcissistic and weird to think like that. We all seek love and social connections; Whether it works or not. As for hormones, hehe, well, those are my passions/experiments; it's as simple as that, my karma in general, if you like. I would advise you to find your own passions instead of "wanking off on the forum" if you're really feeling unwell.

Ok Tamerlan

I knew a guy who liked to watch gore and he was also on neuroleptics with symptoms of derealization or something like that. He surprised me because he had good success with girls despite being average, speaking in a hypomanic, almost feminine way in text messages, and suffering from psychosis. He was something, too bad he blocked me. Yes, but it's always painful in one way or another; even if there are things like comfort or love. Yes; the samara wheel. But then if God is subject to impermanence then he is not omnipotent/infinite. If you see what i mean. He is Indian of course his life sucks. Jk

Dolores Cannon says earth is one of the hardest kind of scenario.

I did a topic abour that once 🤔 If God is infinite then such a scenario should be possible, but if it were possible then God could never again evolve and experience being infinite.

Me i daydreamed about being spiderman.

Yes. It's both; you want to be "authentic", but at the same time, sometimes you're twisted in such a way that you need feedback to realize how you're acting and to make an effort to change. Being overly serious, or cowardly/feminine, whatever, isn't natural; it's an anomaly.

There are plenty of reasons to be alone; you're not even old. Meanwhile, you're not vibing love but resentment.

We're in the bottom of the toilets of the universe, none of this matters. It's free, in any sense of the word.

This lame site I came across an article that begins with "I'm sick of anti-smoking propaganda." When you have these kinds of persecutory fantasies, it's actually a projection; the world in general is a projection. It's you who doesn't like smoking, but you force yourself more or less for some reason, and the "you" who doesn't like it appears in a mirror.

Tobacco doesn't exactly feels the same that nicotine. I couldn't if it's essentially a placebo or if it's because of other compounds in tobacco (harmalans).

Lol this is one of the most stupid statements I have ever heard in my life.

Carbohydrates are also converted to fat when there's a calorie surplus, and they actually cause an insulin spike and a toxic glycation process. When I was still interested in nutrition, I sometimes watched videos by John McDougall, one of the pillars of the low-fat diet, and not only did he have horrible skin and little muscle even for his age, but he admitted somewhere that he must have been eating very little because he was gaining weight quickly. Even among "raw food" eaters, those who follow a high-fat diet like Markus Rothkranz and Lou Corona look much better than those who eat only fruit. The most common advice for good skin is to apply oil to the skin, and/or indeed some peptides that optimize collagen formation. But there is a clear benefit to fats for the skin. I also watch videos from the biggest French scientist and one of the biggest in the world on fitness, and he shared studies that showed that you need more calories to maintain a same weight with a diet higher in fat and lower in carbohydrates. But these are ridiculous amounts, measured in picograms, and cannot be absorbed at a level that's itself very low (<=10%). I'm not particularly pro-dairy; dairy casein probably increases prolactin and can be an allergen in general. At least i think it's the case with me. Maybe, it's not very ethical. It's mainly because it's cheap and very caloric/nutritious. There's a lot of bro-science in bodybuilding too. The amount of hormones in milk is again absolutely minuscule compared to human even men production, even if you drink even a gallon a day. I'm agree.

Skin is mostly fat. Is acne more of a mild endocrine abnormality? There are very few hormones in milk even when the cow is pregnant, and natural, unesterified hormones are absorbed by less than 10% orally. I'm willing to believe you.

"On liter of milk per day, makes valentin less away " 😏 Yea 😂 No more warning points.

Lol. Indeed i did. More precisely if I drink too much milk I get brain fog and it makes me a little antisocial. Maybe because of lactose or because it inceases my prolactine idk.

; ) This is normal in a situation like this. Why do you say passion is feminin ?

What is there to detoxify?

You have the right to complain.