Schizophonia

Perfect according to what criteria?

I like autistic and anxious girls, but because I like to be seen as a guide, a compass, lol. Call me narcissists if you want

Reminds me of my former bipolar father-in-law who opened a marriage agency to meet Westerners and Thai women, lol. Having a woman explicitly submissive thanks to the power of money compensates for the feeling of not being able to find the same feelings of voluntary subjugation by other means. Everyone knows that South East Asian woman hunters are often ugly and/or sociopathic old Westerners.

Beginning the question + Dunning kruger effect.

Mirror effect, you speak of yourself in denial.

Justify what to whom? What does that mean ? There are quality industrial food products, and the worst thing I ate was Asian street food.There are quality industrial food products, and the worst thing I ate was Asian street food. Products like white rice, white sugar, or peanut oil can be described as junk food but they are not poisons, they just lack micronutrients. My chronic insomnia has nothing to do with food + I just awkwardly anglicized an expression. Ben voyons

No, it's perfectly normal, why would you be emotionally involved for someone who isn't part of your entourage? This guy is severely mentally ill, has destroyed his body and especially his feet because of his exercises and is probably infertile.

If you are sick, don't wean yourself off all at once, this can also make it more difficult for you to quit on a psychological level. Take a normal dose and give all your stock to someone who will ration you in a withdrawal logic. Replace if necessary with gentler or alternative products (subutex) Certainly not.

Orange juice and gasoline are products of a completely different nature. Can you drink a liter of oil without severe intoxication? Alcohol is poison, smoke inhalation (if you smoke) is poison. it's just potentially low in micronutrients, you just want to avoid basing your diet on it and inducing deficiencies. There is no reason to stress when you eat it because the body will do well with it, you have to see in the longer term. It's everything I wanted to say. Btw, “junk food” can refer to anything and everything.

Most people are not picky and will settle for someone who is more or less drinkable. But you pay attention to what you really like in others with delicacy, what makes you tick, you will see that what attracts you is literally yourself (with “objective” quality aside (and again)), and that goes beyond your self-hatred. Whether physical or energetic characteristics, it's asymptotic.

Dimensions are illusions.

lol I think it deserves 3 points of warning

Because it maintains your legend, it is a fantasy way to give you importance. If you start to simply be productive and be happy, then it is as if everything that could have happened no longer has any importance, and your ego does not like it and tries to maintain continuity.

Unconditional love does not exist. Parental love is literally conditioned by the biological bond between the two parties lol.

Not only is homosexuality natural, but the natural/artificial dichotomy is illusory. No one would call a beaver dam “artificial.”

I wouldn't know what more to say from there. 🤷‍♂️

What do you plan to inoculate yourself with? Many transgender people gorge themselves on estradiol and end up having that typical hysterical, combative mood. It needs to be balanced by progesterone and probably DHEA to compensate for the absence of LH. Also why not go on the androgenic side? As with many DHT creams 🤔

But it is also a machine to suck out your sexual energy, it is literally castrating. If you listen to a lot of music, stop and observe how your libido grows, your voice gets louder, etcetc.

I mean that a discomfort correlated with an experience is often less about the fundamental nature of the experience than the point of view one gets stuck in for whatever reason, as you have implied. It may also be that the pure experience and the discomfort are not fundamentally linked but have a common cause, such as a brain problem.

Certainly not.

Someone who has a penis and let's say at least 500nd/dl of testosterone 🤓

Well what's the problem? 👁

What will this change in the experience?

The way you react to something is not fundamentally linked to its nature.

3D is an illusion. Everything is an illusion, even the reactions to orgasm or torture is an illusion, it is possible to reach a state where having a piece of your leg cut off is no different than having an orgasm because ultimately it It's comedy. There is no free will, there is no choice, there is just a film and everything we can perceive in it is a sleight of hand. We can of course see what you have with a scan yes. You said nothing "outside" (even though the inside/outside dichotomy is also an illusion lol) but that's wrong, you want to try to deplete serotonin and/or antagonize it and/or look for increase Dopamine/catecholamine or even Histamine. Dominant state in catecholamine is: -Reactive (euphoric or angry depending on the context) -Delirious, can give the impression that his vision of life is modeled on imagination. Subject to political extremism, megalomania, paranoia, erotomania… -Impulsive and expressive, more childish and primitive behavior in general. -Low appetite, preference for bland/low-calorie things. -Big libido -Difficulty gaining weight. -Not very sensitive to heat. -Hyperthyroidism That's what sticks out in my mind. What might help if you're desperate: Low dose Quetiapine or Cyproheptadine (for 5HT2 antagonism), fenclonine (for sérotonine depletation), and Wellbutrin or Modafinil for catecholamine neurotransmition).