Schizophonia

Men are less anxious and therefore have less ego on average.

You are a heterosexual man.

Cannabis is not something we evolved with. You are the one who decided this in your head, it is a begging of principles. No, you're lying, you're a mentalist. It's relatively boring and you know it very well. Yes but why. It wasn't even really a pro-carnivore argument, just anti-vegan versus those claiming that humans evolved from starch. Among other evidence of different natures (theoretical, archaeological, etc.) That's basically the number of calories in a large 1kilo rib steak, and it's so disgusting that you can regularly find it in restaurants. I didn't even say that anyone should miss out on anything, you do what you want with your life, I don't care. Btw, my own diet is varied. I didn't say spices were a problem, I said you can't say a food was enjoyable if you rely primarily on condiments.

The more I advance, the more I communicate with God eheh. What disturbs me is that this communication is articulated as if God were fundamentally separate from me, it is not Solipsistic. Or my ego is still too strong to play with Solipism, idk.

fake We want to maximize sensitivity, not just in sexuality but in all areas. Junk food, most content on social networks and television, loud music, idleness etc. are just as much evolutionary nonsense, a regression of human consciousness. Most people like body hair. Fortunately

still less than me narcissistic flex*

But above all: it's like saying that we shouldn't open a banana from the protruding end, because chimpanzees intuitively open it the opposite way for some reason. It doesn't matter what the tribal people do, what brings us to higher levels of overall experience and therefore in fine the delights of consciousness matters, and this includes and begins with the mastery of sexual energy. All we gain in a liberated, hypersexualized and relaxed society in general is less excitement and pleasure. Too much chocolate kills the chocolate.

Are you referring to the infinity of God? Do you agree ?

Sex, music and highly stimulating activities like that suck your life energy. You can have low vital energy due to chronic stress but you can reverse it with more rest, high quality food, being social (having fun with people is great for that, even if you are "introvert"), kinds of yogic/meditations/breathwork practices, work/religion and devotional works in general...

This might put you in a tricky situation, don't listen to your dick.

It makes no sense, if God can be "infinite love" then why does he engage in potentially horrible and/or boring and/or wacky avatars and scenarios ? No one here really died, just killed their ego with enpathogenic pharmaceuticals, even 5 MeO supposed to be "cold", "hard" is still empathogenic. I wouldn't dare associate relative experiences with God, love is a relative experience. A priori, no duality, no experience.

There is infinite potential for subjectivity. I see very well how Trump can be a good man. Even so-called atrocious people like Hitler are profoundly good from a certain point of view. Whatever.

real

This may be true from a certain angle. There is no objective reality.

There is also gabapentine. Apparently better. Meth has a way higher affinity for Dopaminergic receptors (as a full agonist) and dopamine transporter.

CBD makes me feel dumb.

"Dick" is still a part of the brain.

Super false, from what i've seen.

When you no longer have "external" sounds to pay attention to, if you pay attention there is no real silence, but rather a sort of monotonous residual noise, close to what you can perceive if you are shocked by an explosive or something like that but much more subtle, obviously. If you are careful when you observe things (it is even more visible in the dark, if you close your eyes for example), there is no perceptible color in absolute terms, but rather an infinity of small dots without real color. Do you see it? Other little things like that?

You are on the verge of discovering the best drink in the world (chai latte)

why ? Vienna ?

I am gradually discovering how I create my character and therefore the world, at different scales of consciousness (compulsivity). Prepare yourself, I'm going to push us into a world where the earth is flat

It's not that I enjoy endlessly, it's that I have no loss of energy.

In fact I believe that I have a very strong ego (in the psychiatric-spiritual sense of the term), and that this is partly what caused my insomnia to a large extent. This gave rise to a paradox where sexual excitement or even stress sedated me and actually helped me sleep, because it was disempowering. When the orgasm comes, after that I want to do things again, even if it's as trivial as going in circles. I also eat a diet quite rich in zinc, which can greatly reduce prolactin.