Yimpa

He talks about it here as well:

saying mate, mate. “ayyy mate wanna eat some dates while we mate, mate? i mate it juss fer u, mate. checkmate, mate!”

Reminds me of this Leo quote:

@integral your ai art is so awwsome :))

@Emull comparing your current profile pic and your “real” face is so fun! it’s like seeing two different parts of you at once.

@Emull what is that white dot on your hair?

#205 and #206 also contain powerful exercises. Not for the faint of heart, though. And don't do the exercise contained in 206 while on a psychedelic if you're a newbie 😅

Yippee!

There are? Please give an example clip. (besides ones that say to do psychedelics lol)

Oh, I didn't know that! I had assumed it was a yearly event like the NBA Finals.

5:37 satan also has 3 heads hehehe

Of course you had no idea. I mask my conditions in public. I never think or feel like I'm lying in the moment. Whatever cray cray emotional roller coaster comes up in that moment IS my reality. And just like a roller coaster, I have no control over it once it starts. I'm just along for the ride (and anyone else who dares to ride along with me). There's no gap between feelings and reality. There's no way to reason with me in that moment. I'm completely out of control! The "lie" only becomes visible later, in hindsight, when I'm no longer in that BPD state. I smashed a plastic laundry basket into a million pieces after a minor miscommunication about a month ago, in my own home. That's how intense I can be in private. It doesn't happen as often as it did when I was much younger, thanks to years of therapy and psychedelic integration.