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So I've been reflecting deeply about this whole search of truth of mine, the fact that I bought up into the awakening pursuit and seeking in general. What is the end of all that? It assumes that there is something wrong with what is, in one way or another. It wants to convey an experience of higher consciousness, mystical states of being, penetrating insights into the nature of reality and God-Realization. I can see in myself an escaping of what is now. Wanting reality to be otherwise than it is. Wanting myself to be no self, egoless, or absolute infinity. What I am discovering now is very different in nature with all that paradigm. The love for what is. After all your realizations, you will be left with the unescapable isness. What-is cannot be other than what-is. We can explore this what-is, for sure. What I have discovered is the problem of wanting what-is to be in a particular state of consciousness/being/form. All states are the absolute but not all states are aware of themselves as the absolute, I get it. But there is a meta point in that, which is that in any case everything is perfect. Why are you running? Don't you see it's infinite? The final unraveling is a fantasy because the final unraveling is always already the case, it was always unravelled, naked at first sight, naked in all phenomena and qualia. It's so close that it's ungettable, unrealizable, how could the what-is attain to what-is if it's always already what-is? Don't fixate your mind into any particularity, reality is the eternal shape-shifter, don't get attached to any particular frame but implicitly grasp that all frames, modes of being and states are modification of what-is now, metamorphing and dancing. Searching in a way is ridicule. What reality is now is the point, is absolute truth. Also the resistance to abandone the search, the objections and the doubts, the delusion warnings are what-is, you are entangled and one in the what-is. The answers you want to post, whatever way you make your mind to interpret this, if what I say makes sense or not, is what-is. There is nothing to achieve really because now is all achievements. Stop fantasizing, be real with what-is. I have not experienced a full God-Realization but it will be in the domain of what-is, all my awakenings have been in that domain, reality being in one way or another, or permanents shifts in my consciousness are what-is. I'm just trying to make a meta-point of the so-called search and pursuit of truth as if it were something other than exactly what-is. This realization has brought great relaxation and freedom. No need for myself to be anything else than what I am, now I can love myself. No need for reality to be anything else than what-is, now I can love reality. There is nothing wrong with not being AWAKE, because that is what-is, now I can love everything as it is. What freedom from my Self-constraints!

@Leo Gura This is the reason why I decided to try malt first. Also the body load factor was important for me.

At the beginning seems more of the same, but it gets very interesting very quick.

Just by the way you talk is clear that you need shadow work. I see no bliss at all in your words. Yet you seem to preach that everyday you explote in infinite bliss, like it's so casual for you that you need no more shadow work. I really feel no love and bliss behind your words. How can you resolve this contradiction?

I also like the recharge function. If you have worked all day long put that 1h before you finish work. I have found that if I do that I don't have headache fatigue. They say that it's because they aid the brain to enter into a state of non-work, I really don't know but I'm a huge fan of the recharge option. Also the nap music is interesting and useful

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Both are terms that point to an absolute state, that you have made relative, conceptual and antagonistic. Absolute means without opposites. It just depends on your wiring if you will name it in the plus or minus side when you come down. Now some context. Leo usually understands no self as the first awakenings where you realize you are not your actual biographical self, then you awaken to the real Self. Buddhist would frame it more as realizing you are not your biographical self, then dissolving all solidities of this ego self to make a constant state of no-self in your every day life. Once all solidities are dissolved (the I centre is no more and you have a 360 non locative experience 24/7) that would be no-self. If that is the Self, it's hard to tell as they are not there anymore and the wiring to arrive there will shift their experience

@Javfly33 The dificulty in this communication is that what you are saying is absolutely true but not relatively true. And we are conflating each one in every conversation. We get what you are saying, we are not stupid. Even if you don't believe, we have been in those states and many can access them regularly, in those states what you say is true. But reality shapeshifts into other states and you still need to survive, be with your family and have a social life while not being in such states, because it just doesn't fly. While you are in those states what you see is true, but the exact moment you come down everything will come back and the ego mechanism of self deception will try to claim that in his egoic state there is nothing to heal. It's very hard to make the distinction in yourself between when you are saying what you are saying because you are truly in this state or because you are deceiving yourself. That is why, the people with more experience, point out that is better to take shadow work and ego development more seriously, just out of precaution and self-love. While you are in transpersonal states of course there is nothing to heal, nothing to become, nothing to realize, but till you lock that state into the 24h of the day, you will, like it or not, have to heal and disolve the ego until there is permanent no-self 24/7, even in sleep. Be honest to yourself, are you in such state the 24h of the day? If the answer is no, then you must take very seriously shadow work and ego development, because that is in fact what is most stopping you to be in that state forever. You seem to be going down infinity but what you will discover is that once you arrive to the "end" of infinity it pop backs into the relative and simple world.

Not high doses but normal doses can feel like your consciousness is unplugged from your body

I just bought 5meo malt and I'm pondering about the dosages. In some weeks I'll make a post asking all my questions but right now: what dosage do you recommend the first time if plugging? How to go up? Obviously my own experience will guide me but some overview will be much appreciated

Answer: God is all-knowledge, and one cannot know His true nature till one attains Self-Realisation. Then one will find Him to be none other than oneself, the only Atman, the only Self there is, and that He is with form as the world and without form as Chit, Pure Consciousness. In the meantime, prayers, worship and meditation have to be performed. Question: How can our minds be free for prayer and meditation. When we are so burdened by work and family responsibilities? What should we do in that case? Answer: Let the work be done of its own accord, without strain. Work without the feeling that it is you who are working. Take it as if it is God's work, done through you as His instrument. Then your mind will be at rest and peaceful. That is prayer and meditation. ~ Words of Anandamayi Ma. Human life is fruitful when one becomes a pilgrim to the revelation of one's True Being (Svarupa prakasa). Time (samaya) is fruitful when one is ever keenly intent on becoming Self-pervaded (svamaya). "If you learn to look upon God as merciful in whatever condition you are, if you can think that "Oh God, whatever happiness I am getting is your gift, you are appearing in front of me in scarcity and plentitude, then you will realize that nothing in the world can afford your grief. You will then realize God in all His magnificence, and be immersed in peace and supreme bliss." Although her teachins are profund pointers I also feel they pale in comparison with her presence. She gave no discourses and only answered questions, which as she used to say came spontaneously to her, as you play this instrument you shall hear. Answers then can only be as good as the sate of consciousness of the one that asked and are manifested for that person uniquely, hence we see the limitation of such comunication for an outside read. On the other hand, watching her pictures can be a very uplifting form of darshan (connecting with God via form), that can bypass limitations of space and time, and are only bound to the state of intensity, presence and consciousness that you find yourself in. I also feel that the Mahamrityunjaya Mantra is very close to her and specially in the way is chanted in that video. You can find that same tune posted with her photo all arround the internet. Don't search for the meaning of the mantra, the vibrations themselves are the meaning and you will find that the effect is liberating, it frees oneself of all knots like a mastery key. If you feel curious just do it as an experiment. Watch the video and become aware that all is God and God is all there is, that cognition must be carried throughout the video. All is God and God is all there is, all phenomena right now is God, the witness is God. I am God experiencing myself, enjoying and rejoicing within myself.

I'm curious to know, has anyone tried Sage Goddess Emerald Essence or the chewed ROA of Salvia?

No, but I'm planning to do so in the future. Eating leaves is probably just uncomfortable unless done with a shaman. Probably I'll buy Sage Goddess Emerald Essence, if you search you will find it. A US company is pioneering all the salvia production since 1989 and they made this new product, here is the description: Probably the way to go with Salvia is this kind of high quality sublingual extracts. That allow oneself to enter more comfortably into the salvia experience. Probably Salvia just does not induce good experiences when smoked, because of the intensity and quick come up.

There is a good reason why Ken Wilber has warned again and again that ego development and shadow work do not necessarily correlate with how many mystical experiences, insights, or peak consciousness states you have had. You need to do shadow work and ego development hand by hand with your awakening.

You bought from a good source, they are the best in Europe. You bought an extract, take that into account. Salvia is very different so this extract can have effects in you from nothing at all to insanity. So start slow and go up slow. Also there is no tolerance and salvia and if you do it to soon the effects combine even though you don't feel them. So I did extract 10x and then just leaves where you don't feel anything normally but in this case it was like i did 10x again, so now this. Also Salvia has reverse tolerance, which means that the more you smoke it the less you need. Which means a newbie would get less high with the same hit than an habitual user. This is just to add more mystery to this substance. Like wtf, how many drugs you know that have reverse tolerance?

Warning, spiritual bypassing detected

I also feel like Leo is entering the last Zen Stage of Enlightenment. It's probably projection but I feel like it's time for Leo to open up and share with the world. Release his courses, do more interviews and maybe workshops. 10. Return to Society / Entering the City with Bliss-bestowing Hands Barefooted and naked of breast, I mingle with the people of the world. My clothes are ragged and dust-laden, and I am ever blissful. I use no magic to extend my life; Now, before me, the dead trees become alive.

It was very much. He explained it very well. I just watched it yesterday so I have it fresh. Although, it lacks the nuances of his last awakenings.

I'm watching it right now and it's one of the best videos probably in the whole internet. Leo I would love to see more interviews. They just open a whole new dimension to your work and it's cool to see you in other scenarios.

In his blog. Probably he does not want public attention to Salvia for obvious reasons. Also it's not very useful or helpful in the way that classic psychedelics are, and you can seriously screw up with salvia. It's just like exotic food you need to get it's taste before you can start enjoying it and exploring that realm. He explained how half of his body dissolved into infinity while the other half remained intact. He smoked Salvia with a trip sitter because he is aware of all what we are talking here.

Could you elaborate please. I'm very curious of what you just said. 5 to 10 min maximum. In fact, 15min inhaling if you really want you can behave absolutely normal and there are no outward signs of drug consumption at all. Obviously, the psyche has been extremely stretch and that will be felt and it also leaves a footprint in you, in terms of opening your mind. I would say Salvia is very short but very intense. I recommend to be at least 30min from beginning to end for safety.

Yoga is manifested from kundalini. Kundalini is the consciousness and intelligence inside the body. I practiced yoga for many years. When I had my kundalini awakening the most intrincate and unbelievable asanas manifested spontaneously, efortlessly and blissfully. Asanas that I believe are not recorded in any text book and just manifested uniquely for my body type. That moment for me was a clear revelation that all yoga sources from Kundalini mystical experiences.

I have watched several of your videos where you frequently mention the concept of selflessness, but I'm not entirely clear on what you specifically mean by it. It appears that the more you advance, the more frequently you emphasize this word, even with a great deal of intensity (similar to how you mention 'The Mind'). This leads me to suspect that a mystical experience might be necessary to truly comprehend selflessness. However, even if I were to have such an experience, I'm unsure if I would recognize it as selflessness because I lack a clear understanding of how you employ the term. Therefore, could you kindly explain your interpretation of selflessness? I am curious to grasp its meaning in your teachings.