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@An young being This hits in so many levels. Funny that my partner is very close to Kali and I am very close to Shiva. I mean all of these are archetypes, unknotting styles we could say. When it clicks then it clicks, otherwise you end up looking at pixels or making stories. First state comes, then space opens, from that powers florish, when it becomes second nature, beingness is felt, superconsciousness then must eventually come. From superconsciousness a convenient ecosystem happens arround you and through you in all levels. These is true in microcycles and macrocycles

Having a loving partner pays dividents the rest of your life. I'm grateful for having an amazing girl besides me. I feel like we complement each other. Kundalini for me is when you become so conscious that the most embodied nature of your self is taken over by energy in pool like motions healing all your being and evolving the whole human vessel. I also intuit that it segregates some psychedelic chemistry by using the inner lab of the body, yet this is speculation. What I do feel is profound healing dissolving all contractions and knots in my body and mind, working towards an efortless flow of energy. Kundalini upgrades your baseline consciousness, after the whole proccess ends your ground of consciousness is forever upgraded. You are more conscious, every moment and you cannot fall from that checkpoint so to speak. You feel alive and energy feels femenine so it has this flavour. You really feel life and reality, like cleaning a mirror.

Hope you are doing better. We are all going through our own things. We are not perfect and it takes courage to speak and be honest with ourselves and others. When we help others we help ourselves. This remind me about an incident yesterday. I've been going through a kundalini awakening that is rewiring my whole body and was triggered by malt + cannabis and is lasting for several days as for now. Yesterday I had some joint left over from the trip and decided to finish it. The kundalini and energy in my body was given a boost to keep working. When I went to the bathroom, after peeing I flushed with my whole being literally gave it all, cleaning myself, in that pressing and feeling the water go down the whole toilet system. Yet it started to do some weird noises with the water, it was 3 am and I live with other people in the next rooms. I don't know why, I convinced myself that I broke the toilet and the water was falling down somewhere as the sound was very intense. I thought I would wake up everyone, while literally going through an intense Awakening. Some objectively low time after but subjectively long time after, the toilet stopped the sound when the water filled itself and silence returned. I was left there in my bed like: wow I've constructed all this in my mind. It was a humbling experience. It is also hard to communicate and people receive shuch stories when shared, it is something you live in the end, but we all live in some way or in the other, so intimate yet so shared.

The seed is already planted. Truth has is power even though it does not click immediately. It is indeed. I find that answers are usually some kind of unknotting in my mind that allow it to return to it's natural symmetry, but not an end in themselves. Reality is much juicer when it is naturally being itself, whatever that means

@Bazooka Jesus That is so beautiful. Thank you I really enjoyed it Idk why we are so serious, even here. Life is a celebration. Lots of love my friend

Answers make sense when they come out of direct experience and understanding, till then all answers are no answer really. Someone has to live it, to be it, for there to be an answer. This must be you. This must be myself. With this conviction inquiry is grounded in Truth and authenticity. Inquary is well lubricated and flowing towards a state and space where asking is answering.

Also talk to yourself, don't bring more cooks into the kitchen.

Also allow your inquiry to breathe and expand. By it's nature it is a practice that contracts and breakthroughs. If you are able to relax and open you will be able to contract and breakthrough more. Otherwise you strain yourself or burn yourself. Having some good breathes and expanding your sense of self to the space you find yourself gives room to broader and more holistic insights. There also comes a point where the contraction and breakthrough is not done through the body itself but through the expansion, a bigger reality is now juiced up so to speak to grasp and extract better what already is. In reality all is in all, in practice it usually happens like this. Your human mind is too little for genuine inquiry, grow over your human mind, expand to your room's mind and to universal mind. From Universal Mind, the length breath and depth of the inquiry is evolved to it's pinnacle yet the feeling of this is home and natural, keep on increasing. Chew all these again and again, otherwise you will throw it before getting the taste. All this can not only be experienced but be experienced continuosly in an unbroken chain of beingness. Just tune yourself, that is all, how easy and how difficult.

Facts. There is a threshold point where all questions solve themselves immediately. There is no question or problem in all levels that is not revealed to you. Then the game of question and answer does not arise, at all. You should know this is a possibility also, till then questions are needed and extremely important. When you walk all the paths in your mind and self then and only then, can be hope for something transhuman.

Straightforward intimacy is at the heart of all inquiry This understanding grounds inquiry: if it has to be done is to be done now, in the now, awakening in the now, understanding in the now, realizing in the now, if it is not now, it will never happen, now is the moment, now I have to know, now I have to discover, now I have to realize, now I have to experience, Now I have to Awaken. How Straightforward have you been with what I just said? How direct? Have you been intimate with these sharing moments? This is a little elaboration on the previous point, the seed is here you will have to chew it yourself to unravel the particularities for you.

Fearlessness and Straightforwardedness

Multiple reasons are there. For making videos also.

Osho one of the most misunderstood.

Yesterday had a an inmense energetic opening in Malt + Weed. This video gave me some insights about how to use weed as a psychedelic which was enough base for me to just walk on my own.

It reminds me of the pursuit of Shivapuri baba after 25 years in isolation Awakening embarked The round of the world, (80% on foot) and dying at the age of 136. One of the few human beings in Tier 3 Spiral Dynamics. This book about his life : Long Pilgrimage – The Life and Teaching of the Shivapuri Baba explains more in detail all his travels from 18 audiences with Queen Victoria to walking all America from USA to Argentina and all in the middle on foot. His life experiences really inspire me, truly one of a kind. What I call a life worth living. Here is a little interview and summary of his life:

@Sabth What actions have you taken so far? What is your vision?

What I find interesting is the weird connection between DMT psychonaut experiences and christian angels. However DMT seems to be more rich and all-encompasing. Psychologist argue that all comes from our unconscious mind. While others afirm that they actually exist like you and me. Personally speaking I feel just intrigued by this complex lore and connections. Beings of higher consciousness residing in other planes of existence

It worked for me

Consciousness is Existence

It's powerful but you need to have some knowledge and practices to work with sexual energy.

Question: People say Brahman is unknown. so why try? Sri Ma: If I ask you to describe this flower you will say, it is red, it is a rose and so on and on, but never will you be able to express fully all that this flower is. So all things are known and unknown, manifest and unmanifest, both. It is what it is. Form and formless; with qualities and without qualities. Such is He. You cannot exhaustively enumerate the qualities of even ordinary things. One must go beyond all this. The language of going, coming also is not apt. It is self-revealing. The ocean and tides, below the waves the water is still and deep. You will say that even below the water there are currents. Be it so. That is not fragmenting the ocean. There are so many ways of indicating the One underlying Reality. Yet no matter how much one says, it seems everything has been left unsaid.

Desire only creates more desire. Desire longs for desirelessness. Pleasure and pain come together, if you go up you will go down. Most hedonic pursuits are just scratching the itch. Practically speaking you don't need to be dry, but pleasures should be far down in your list of priorities.

Don't let that stop you. Don't limit yourself. Become the person that achieves it, transform yourself into someone that will make it into a reality. You cannot change your past but you can change your future and it all happens in the now. Become clear now, talk to yourself now. It is in the now that mature conversations happen in yourself. Watch Leo's video of Life advice for young people:

Probably the most underrated video of all time. This video makes the difference (not to gime him authority again but to go meta about the whole business)

@Clarence Why it seems you worship Leo? You are God! There is no Leo, no more "you", no more I; yet existance is. Do you talk from direct experience, really? I feel you like when I first started awakening. Brilliant but still far off, fascinated for Leo giving me my first breakthrough after all my life searching for truth and then watching his video what is Truth. I saw but there is still sooo much. Take your time, breathe through the process, enjoy the ride my friend. There is nothing to show. Be yourself, awaken yourself, everything will fall into place I assure you.