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@James123 @Princess Arabia @Ishanga @r0ckyreed @Creatorbeing Thanks for all your replies. It really helps. actually I have a day off today, will spend it meditating, doing breathing exercice in nature and reading. @James123 how do you find time to meditate 3-4hours a day ??

What does Ralston mean in this video ? I get some of what he says and have to admit it is really one of his funniest video but I always come back to « everything is states of consciousness »

How is it the first time I watch this masterpiece ? 😂

Thanks for your answer eventhough I have to admit it hurts a lot reading that if I had done things a little different, it could have been different. eventhough it might be true. I do not even want to think about this. Sorry for your story, I know what it is like, I missed so much opportunity playing the white knight too that I could not even tell all the stories here. And yes I already have frienzoned some girls. One of them is a 17yo girl, I love her so much, she really is an angel always here for me. Sometimes I feel bad cause she’s so innocent and naive. I almost made a move on her once when I felt really bad but retained myself. If I had done it I would definitely have joined the Men with no Honor crew.

Okay I’m gonna really open myself up here which is really uncomfortable for me as I’m not used to this so I would ask so I am expecting goodwill from people. basically I’m still obsessed with the same girl and it feels really toxic. I saw that girl long ago(we met in a psych ward) and I felt completely for her. We had dates, kissed it was sometimes cute. She even from time to time told me she was feeling something for me but we never had sex. Once we could have had but she basically told me no we are not gonna have sex but it was weird cause after I just said « ok » she told me « I can’t determine you » then we were sleeping next to each other she told me she felt hot and remove her clothes and was almost naked and put my hand on her breast and another on her ass. I just caressed her softly as she told me before we are not gonna have sex but did not make any very forward move as I did not want to cross what she told me before. anyway after a while she came back to her home. She then explained me she’s been raped and she can not have sex which is weird cause she before told me she had sex with another guy before we met. But when I confronted her about she told me it was because she was drunk. then we continued to hang out, it was sometimes cool, sometimes I was feeling that we did not move forward in term of our relationship. Anyway another time I would have an opportunity to have sex with her but I did not because she was too drunk and my soul can not fuck a drunk girl . anyway then she told me that she only sees my as a friend and I learned that she fucked other dudes(she did not even told me, I had to invistigate on myself) and later she text me saying « are u okay » we talked and finally decided to meet again. I was expecting to only meet as friend but she was giving me signals telling me she missed me and asking me as we were talking « but you do not still want me » the. After hesitation I kissed her, decided to give it another shot but after admitting by text to her one night as I was a little pissed of and traumatize by the fact that she fucked other dudes that I invistigated in a not healthy way. and knew people she fucked. She told me it was the end and she did not want to see me again. I was completely heartbroken. I also have to say I have mental Illnesses so mixing love for a woman with my neurosis is never healthy for me I think. anyway for a certain time I felt also a little relief telling myself at least all the toxicity of the relationship is over and I tried to date other girls but I’m realizing how physically selectif I’ve became. I realize she was maybe physically out of my league cause the girls I date I always find something that bother me. And I did not find a girl which I could really connect and who I would be willing to sacrifice a little physicality for personality. Anyway as I’m writting, we could say I’m having an « ex backlash » I do not even know if I could call her an ex as we did not even have sex but anyway I feel terrible. My state of consciousness is burning, and I can really feel a flame feeling in my conscious which is really awful.

Thanks a lot, it felt really good reading this !

the issue is most people are blind to deep values.

Beautiful. Thanks. I need this stories honestly.

don't underestimate the power of higher status even in a small way. Just being a manager or some professor can give you a tremendous advantage. I've actually seen it with my own eyes. Just the frame it puts can be the laverage that'll get you a very hot girl.

black pill is conscious of the importance of social status in a man. In France, we have very ugly rappers and they get to fuck whoever they want.

I think Leo is doing a work of very exquisite balance in sucking around the Black pill without ever swallowing it ;pp

when I travel in spain, I always see hotties with short fat guy

Can’t psychedelics and good diet and environment have a transformational effect on your genetic ?

The more a girl shows the ability to be cruel, the more I'm attracted to her. I think this survival strategy works both ways. There"s a certain cruelty being hot as fuck. But I'm definitely sliping into toxicity.

I guess it depends on the woman. But look definitely matters. I actually disagreed with the first Leo's videos on the importance of look for a man attractiveness. I personally have attracted many girls just due to my look and this even when I was very depressed so I do not think I was bringing anything else on the table. Moreover look has a social validation effect. If you are in a group of people and only one girl thinks you are cute. it can cascade on the other girls who subconsciously know one girl is attracted to you and are suddenly more attracted eventhough they were not attracted on the first place. But of course, look is not enough to maintain attraction with a girl. I repelled many girls who were at the beginning attracted to my look with my other weaknesses. To conclude I would say that look in a man is not as important as it is for a girl but it helps a lot.

(It's not the greatest weakness of actualized.org but at least the greatest weakness of me relating to actualized.org. I might have misinterpret some stuff..)

Okay so I wanna talk about what for me has been the biggest weakness following actualized.org which is conciliating my ambition with my health. I do not have the best health at all. Far from it and this in many ways.. (diagnosed with mental illnesses and chronic pain and fatigue in my body) Anyway, for me one of the greatest weakness of actualized.org is that it will subconciously filll you with amazing ambition for creating the best life possible not emphasizing enough with the beauty of the simple things, maybe it was part of Leo's agenda to sell the life purpose course but I know for a fact that it had negative impact on me hearing things like "If you don't do this work your life will be a 5/10" of course as a young man, a 5/10 for my life is unacceptable and it put great pressure for me living an extraordinary life but to me what all my health problems teached me is that life even in its simplest way is beautiful. I have plans for my future but I'm not as crazy as I used to be and also as delusional. My Life is a 10/10 no matter what will happen. I'll intelligently put my energy toward Love. I do not have amazing ambition except being a Man people can count on. Being someone honest and selfless. One of the few adults children will be able to trust completely. In that way I'll live the good life and will die with honor no matter what will happen. Of course hard work is important as long as you don't burn your self out but sometimes, just going through your mundane shits is already hard work (for me at least)

Isn’t it scary when you think about it ? every one is surviving so no one can be trusted. I remember feeling this insight even as a child realizing that even adults can’t be trusted and it just terrified me. now I’ve grown up(27yo) but from time to time, I still feel the terror of this truth that no one can be trusted. It is really insane when you really think about it. It makes life so challenging if you have interest in Truth. 99,99% of people will never escape the labyrinth of survival only because 99.99% will never escape the labyrinth of survival. religious people, professors, scientists, athletes. People who are considered to have success have just ace the survival game but they are 0/10 at the Truth game and most people only look at the survival to evaluate if people are trust worthy or not. Even someone as Peter Ralston is only known from people because he won a martial art tournaments but how could he have become well known without that ? How could Leo have become well known without all his 2014-2016 videos about classical how to survive ? anyway I’m trying to find a Truthful survival post at Life but it is gonna be so hard. I feel like I will have to get my hands dirty one way or another.

Sorry I did not see the whole post. where are you located ? how are you surviving right now ? are you living with your parents ?

Start by accepting yourself right now as you are. then try to incorporate productive things you like to do more and more in your life. Be patient. Get out of your confort zone whenever you can. the more effort you put in yourself. The lighter your path will be.

It hurts myself so much anytime I want to approach dating, sexuality with the Truth. if 100 000 years of violence had to be put somewhere it would be here. Normal people sees dating and romance. I see psychos cutting throats to get what they want.

If you want to be sure not to experience bad trip with the same dosage. 2weeks between trips is not long enough.

At the middle there’s God

No, it is a demon game