Jowblob

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  1. So it's really the only way to do it? And it felt like you had to die to lose your ego? I felt my ayahuasca trip was gentle on me because i already didnt have that much ego maybe. I just tried to let go of breathing by saying my body knows how to breath and i was like ready to let go/die. I can't imagine this on 5 meo how scary it must be
  2. @Leo Gura What's the best method in achieving that? I'm kinda scared to take 5 meo and 5 meo malt isn't available in my country? Any other options? Also thanks for helping me during my ayahuasca trip by showing me the "quote" the thing that you like about ayahuasca is that it's so gentle on beginners, really helped me haha. And also how you were there and i had this realization what kind of stuff you had to experience/endure and i had tears. It was like you were helping me during the trip can't explain
  3. @Batman @Michael Jackson have you both ever experienced this energy field around your body that you could feel after psychedelics? Or a strong energy field emitting from other without psychedelics?
  4. Like i did ayahuasca and the aura/energy around your body was insane. It was like 8inches away from your body and was emitting huge amount of energy. Exactly what i was saying all the time in real life before psychedelics that human aura is around 8 inches way from your body, your consciousness has to be on a high level for you to emit this aura and for others to feel. I have been watching vids and reading alot but no1 is talking about this aura why? Is not everyone experiencing it?
  5. @Thought Art Can you elaborate, and in what other ocassions did you experience yourself having this energie field/aura that you could feel?
  6. Why no1 is saying anything?
  7. Yes like an energy field which was highly apperant to me, specially because i experienced the same energy field when i was at my most conscious without psychedelics. It felt like the same aura... Why no1 is talking about it in ayahuasca? Is not everyone getting it?
  8. @Raptorsin7 I wanted to do 5 meo, but after ayahuasca i'm definitally not gonna do that anymore. I also don't want to do ayahuasca anymore, maybe just couple of times LSD that's all. But who knows, maybe i might change my mind in the future. The thing that i also got from ayahuasca is that it just gives insights but it doesn't increase your base or day to day consciousness, it just gives you insights what is humanly possible. To increase your day to day consciousness you have to be born like this or achieve it by yourself by working on consciousness. But even if you work on your consciousness for the rest of your life without psychedelics you won't really increase it by much. So the conclusion is, it's mostly genetic and comes from reincarnating alot or something like that in my opinion. @no_name Throwing up isn't anything special, you shouldn't fear that. Just have a bucket near you and couple of tissues that's all. My diet for 1 week was mostly tea/vegetables/fruits and fresh salm fish with potatoes. Low tyramine diet.
  9. that is just your belief
  10. Yes definitally, this is 100% an illusion part of god. In other words , it is what it is . Ayahuasca showed me that everything is a belief that you experience, during dmt/5 meo dmt etc. And that everything in this world is based on beliefs. In another words you dream what the beliefs are this is what god does. The only truth is that you're god and that this is a dream/illusion , this is the core of everything.
  11. The core of the reality is that it is an illusion, in this illusion everything is possible since it's an illusion. What i'm saying are just beliefs part of the illusion but it doesnt make it necessarily truth since it's part of the illusion. The only truth is that you're god
  12. I;ve watched alot of his videos today, definitally seems like a high consciousness guy. But because he's asking 2750 dollars for his mastery course makes me doubt him. High consciousness people want the information to be available for free and not for such a huge amount of money. At my level of consciousness i want to write a book and make it for free for example. Explain?
  13. And what's the reason for me in imagining you, so you can teach me all of this? You're the reason i'm gonna do 5 meo dmt for the first time in the future? Why do i need that? I don't get what's the point in creating people that will be more aware of the ultimate reality or other realities besides this materialistic reality? Why us?
  14. Makes sense, but now it also doesnt make any sense for how to reach the consciousness level of unconditional love? What steps "one" would have to take to reach that level? It seems to reach the level of unconditional love level you would have to go to other dimensions to realize all is one? And to go to other dimensions you would need to meditate for all your life or take psychedelics?
  15. Haidakhan babaji has the highest proof from 20 century, he is mahavatar Babaji but basically appeared again in the 1980s. He's also one of the reasons of my spiritual awakening, the proof that i have seen is astonishing
  16. How is this guy allowed to keep going on with his toxic behaviour? When i joined a forum, i made a post of my awakening (my own definition of it). All he has done is kept being judgemental and disrespectfull while also claiming that he is god-realized and also acted like he knew everything from his own pov/experience/perspective and acted like everything besides his own perspective is wrong. I studied psychology for nearly 6 years, he's projecting alot and has alot of maniac narcissistic behaviours, he even went as far in following me on this forum so he could comment on every post i made. He has low quality of consciousness and cognition. He didn't like that i called him out in private message for his behaviours and unmasked him, so he tried to get me back somehow by sending me a private message with all the "mods" attached in the private message. I made this post to expose this person and his fake "god realization" or enlightenment, he lives in lower states of consciousness.
  17. For example i know about haidakhan babaji and did research about him for 5-6 months. There is just too much evidence that either he was an avatar or he was enlightened high consciousness master. Too many highly spiritual groups from all over the world gathered and described his miracles/aura things he did, for example one guy said he wasnt spiritual or anything but the moment he came near him he felt like he was standing near god. Which is according to david Hawkins people that are consciousness 600+ and especially enlightened people have this of aura. And i have felt this aura 1x and also projected it 1x to somebody else when i was in a very highly conscious state that i was seeing everything in fulll hd/golden/lighter/alive colors. The moment i felt this aura i got into bliss and was overwhelmed. So do you guys know any other people that are like haidakha babaji from 20-21 century? According to David Hawkins people with stable 600-700+ consciousness are extremely rare. Let alone 700+ enlightened masters.
  18. Probably not, they would've told you about your aura energy. When i was in my highest consciousness state i achieved it naturally by knowing and finding things on my own, this made me do god like things/ materialisation because i fully understand how "it" worked to achieve it. This was during clinical psychology interview, i was seeing everything in the world different. After this highly consciouss state i had an awakening and started researching/reading alot and now im gonna do my first psychdelic next month mahavatar babaji has been reincarnating for many thousands of years , haidakhan babaji was his latest reincarnation from 1970 to 1984. People all over the world flew to see him, i have seen too many highly awoke people from different countries describing him. Based on my research he's 100% an avatar or not born from earth.
  19. @Preety_India I said from 20/21st century. that's why i said that name. I'm actually familliar with lots of name and did my research on many, just looking for some new names. Most evidence that i have seen in enlightenment/high unhuman consciousness. Is haidakhan babaji
  20. I'm sure that most of you have a nice developed level of consciousness so you probably all experienced this. Have you ever met people that had to do a job for you or anything, or you're working with. You can just clearly feel/tell from their behaviour/energy/aura that they have low consciousness. For example i had this guy working for me and he didn't finish his job and didnt come, he would give me alot of low consciousness excuses that in his reality made sense to him. He would also fake and say he was in jail and that it was his wife messaging me/answering my texts when it was clearly he himself messaging back. He would also make low/bad quality descisions that made his life even worse for him and so on. Like i've met/experienced many people like this, and i always have a feeling that they show up in my life so i can give them some kind of a lessons or something to make them more aware. Their consciousness is at a such low level that it actually feels that they're sick without them actually being mentally/physically sick Do you guys have any experience with this? ____________________________________________________________ So basically i had this guy recently working for me in my house, he didnt finish alot of things and just left. From the first time i met him my intuition instantly told me that he has low consciousness basically and that i should be aware. But i decided to go against my intuition and give him a chance. He worked for 6 hours didnt finish his job and just left, my intuition told me he wanted to scam me since i already paid him. Next day he had an excuse why he couldnt come, then the second day he had an excuse why he couldnt come. And it kept going for 2 months and still is, it got to a point where the excuses are so redicilous and they don't make any sense but in his reality they're normal because he has really low consciousness. Lots of promises too but never follows them up, then he said one time: I'm gonna come on monday with 3 guys to finish the job, he knew that i worked on monday and my intuition told me he wanted to scare me because he also said he was in jail for some time. Basically my intuition told me that his plan was to scare me and just let it be and so on. In his reality he was thinking he was being smart and like his plan was amazing Like in my life i dealed with those people so many times, i give them so many chances without judging but then it gets to the point and i tell them to truth and they don't even understand what i'm saying. it feel to my consciousness like they're sick people because their consciousness is so low even though there is nothing wrong with them mentally/physically, was just wondering if i wasnt the only one that experienced this
  21. Not really, but i know the real meaning of 11:11 or seeing 1111 all the time . It means affirmation and there's gonna be change. Had it happen to me for like 2 months, seeing 11:11 1111 everywhere, then i met a specific person and got accepted, and my consciousness got raised onto a new level. And then it stopped. Then after 2-2.5 years happend again etc. So 11:11/ 1111 = there's gonna be a big change or just an affirmation for your question/curiosity that it is correct or not (depends on your thoughts on the time) *edit- Also i have 33 posts, and it fell on your thread. You're controlling me consciously Maybe it means something like he's telling the truth or its correct i don't know