Razard86

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  1. You can't die....dissolving into infinity is not death its your true state. Remember...you are asleep, all dissolving into infinity is...YOU WAKE UP. That's it..YOU WAKE UP. That is all that happens....you just really enjoy the dream you are having right now.
  2. Solipsism still exists...you are still the only thing that exists...you can just make copies of yourself. Its still you.
  3. Psydelics are a catalyst that can send you into ridiculous high states of consciousness. Its like they trigger something within you that tricks the body into thinking it is dead. Once your body dies certain processes happen that raise your consciousness to ridiculous levels. Meditation is how you control and maintain these states. So he is not saying you cannot reach this state...he is saying unless you do what he is doing you aren't going to reach that state and he is correct. Unless you are using psyedelics as a catalyst to continually raise your awareness and then meditating while on them to understand and experience those states then you won't reach them. But understand....doing this is taxing on you and you have to have no fear of death to do this because you cannot control what is revealed to you, you can influence it but you cannot directly control it. Your higher self loves testing you by continually exposing you to your greatest fears.
  4. One of the things you realize when you go through enough awakenings is that you can dissolve and return to source. You can actually leave the dream at anytime. The only one stopping you from leaving is YOU. How to leave the dream. - Meditate, meditate so much that your NATURAL state is meditation - Focus on raising your consciousness -Remove all attachments to your life...then you will fade back into your infinite consciousness and leave the dream. Psydelics can reveal all this to you if you are ready to find out. I got into a car accident recently and saw the other side. My awareness skyrocketed the closer my physical body got to death. I then became aware of my true self...and was aware that I could LEAVE and return to my divine self...I instantly realized how much I enjoyed being a human. When you face the choice of leaving....you realize how much you want to stay. The only ones who leave the dream are the ones that TRULY want to leave. And suicide isn't an example that only happens because they have forgotten what they are.
  5. .....If you are omniscient and know everything that means you are perfect. If you are perfect you can just BE for all eternity. Let me ask you right now....are you READY to dissolve into INFINITY and JUST BE? If you are... just do what Leo does and study consciousness with the AIM to be the most loving divine version of yourself right now. Meditate, and focus on raising your consciousness. You do it enough...and you will return to source. I doubt you will do it....because you LOVE YOUR LIFE as a human.
  6. Until Science gets rid of its bias against Mysticism....it will never know everything because Science thinks it can measure everything. How in the world can you measure infinity. You can't even properly explain infinity. If someone were to tell you that right now your finger is an infinite singularity in which it is boundless and it never ends....could science explain how this is possible? The highest form of knowledge is intuition. When you understand something intuitively you understand it in your being (your spiritual self). Any attempts to explain using words....always distorts the understanding.
  7. The answer is a paradox, yes and no. Yes in that I cannot access your reality as you are a sovereign being, and no because all separation is an illusion. The best way to understand this is....if God believes it is a turtle....its a turtle. But in the true scope of things...God is not a turtle. But because God chooses to believe it is a turtle....it becomes a turtle and that becomes REAL. This is why what is real and not real.....there is no difference. Infinity encompasses everything. The only limit on infinity that is placed is Unconditional Love. So that is why the sovereign thing is such a big deal. To violate that wouldn't be Love. So yes there are seperate dreams...but the interesting thing is....those dreams CAN BECOME ONE through forging a RELATIONSHIP. You see each video actually builds on itself. The Solipsism video gives you the awareness that everything is one, but the current video reveals that you can forge the deepest connection ever by splitting....reuniting....and sharing. God is able to split off and share with itself. It is actually truly amazing when you think about it. It actually makes existence even better because each version of God would have its own unique dream, and can choose to share it with you. So you can explore each other into infinity and never get bored because you each have a separateness. But think about it...by choice all the parts could also choose to merge back into One with no separateness as well. But they would all have to agree. So you can experience infinite variety and the deepest connection ever. Here is the best way to show you. Watch this video of this famous sketch comedy Youtuber. Notice every one of the "characters" is him. But his acting is so good they all seem like separate individuals. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OC375rujZhs&ab_channel=CalebCity
  8. I will say one more thing. Understand that logic is finite. Logic has a beginning and an end. Logic has to create an other, and that other must also be finite. Whenever you discuss these topics, you have to release your attachment to logic. The highest learning comes from intuition, you have to be able to arrive at it intuitively which is through rising your consciousness otherwise it is merely a concept for you. Here are a couple of takeaways. Consciousness apparently just dreams everything...even another God. What Leo says makes sense, if God makes a copy....it will not violate the sovereignty of its copy because....the copy is it. Instead of complaining about this...look at this as a model of how to interact in ALL relationships. In India they say Namaste : I recognize the God in you, Or I recognize the divine in you. Notice how his teachings are coming full circle. His teachings are not just research into consciousness, its also research into your true divine nature. We should take all teachings as concepts to aspire and implement into our daily lives. Your divine origin is always communicating to you....as you raise in consciousness you will actually start to notice this. Its like playing the Sims video game and you are attempting to communicate to the part of you that fell asleep to wake up. If you want an easy to understand example how there can be one think of the cells in your body. Each Cell has its own task, and function, and its own life. You too have your own tasks and function. Even though each cell is distinct in its own way ultimately every cell is one. Each cell makes up an organ and each organ works in harmony together for the existence of all. If humanity could mirror the way their cells and organs co-exist together we would truly understand how it is to operate as ONE.
  9. What Leo posted in his most recent video was actually stated in the Bible. Jesus said it. I was led to this verse ONE day by my higher self before Leo made this video. I was led to two Biblical verses the first is John 10 verse 33-34. John 10:33-34 New International Version 33 “We are not stoning you for any good work,” they replied, “but for blasphemy, because you, a mere man, claim to be God.” 34 Jesus answered them, “Is it not written in your Law, ‘I have said you are “gods”’ The second I was led to, was Psalms 82:6 I have said, Ye are gods; and all of you are children of the most High. I struggled with this because the first verse I thought was a mistranslation but when I came across Psalms I realized it was NOT a mistranslation. Then all of a sudden the next day Leo releases his video and IT ALL MAKES SENSE!!! He hasn't lost his marbles he is bringing into your awareness lost ancient knowledge that is hidden!!!! If you paid attention... He winked for a reason in the video!!! If you don't understand why he did that.....well I don't know what to tell you.
  10. You are actually false. In some people it does, or did you forget the monks that would protest by setting themselves on fire. I think you underestimate what it means to live in a world with infinite possibilities. The moment you start thinking you got a handle on reality weird things start happening.
  11. Anyone that tells you discipline is the key to getting what you want has no clue. If you study anyone in life, even the most lazy person you will discover they have aspects of their life that they are disciplined. So you do not lack discipline, I know some people who are far more disciplined than others and yet cannot discipline themselves on the things that matter. You are correct that identity is the key, your identity is the foundation of your belief systems and you cannot outperform your belief systems. Whatever you believe to be true, will be your reality. So yes you must reprogram your belief systems because your belief systems are the lens through which you view and operate in reality with your identity being the foundation which upholds those beliefs. All attempts to improve will fail if you have not healed from negative beliefs. Every human throughout their life has taken up different types of information and all that information impacts you in various ways. The great thing is that every impression (information) you are exposed to you are able to drop the impression. It just takes conscious effort in going through and releasing negative beliefs. There is no one size fits all approach, you need to find the method that works for you, but one core point MUST be acknowledged. Unless the method you utilize addresses healing, and releasing of negative thought patterns you will never be truly free. You and everybody in existence has the power to make lasting changes in their life, all resistance is due to fear and that fear was GIVEN to you. You have to heal and release that which was given to you. If this point is ignored no lasting change will happen.
  12. In truth theft doesn't even exist as everything is just consciousness. So in the grand scheme of things....he isn't really doing anything. Also....there is nothing new under the sun....meaning every single thing in existence is just a remix of something that already exists. Originality no longer exists.
  13. I applaud your raw honesty!! I once felt the way you have felt, in fact a lot of what you wrote has happened to me so I understand exactly how you feel. But a couple of things to respond... spirituality isn't B.S. it's the truth. How I found a way out of the pain you experienced is I first learned to love myself. The only opinion when it comes to you IS YOUR OPINION. If you cannot find a way to love yourself you are doomed to be miserable for your entire life. You are a loveable person, take joy in the thought that no matter how bad you want to be a devil you cannot. You cannot because you are conscious, you understand emotional pain at a HIGH level and as a result you do not wish that on anyone. How can someone who understands the depths of pain wish to inflict that on anyone else? This is proof of how loving you are!!! You are already on the path of Spirituality, Spirituality is the path of truth both personal and existential. It is about being honest with yourself and others and taking ownership, I'm talking EXTREME OWNERSHIP!! You are already walking that path ready you realize it or not. Your honesty is a breath of fresh air!!! Dig deeper, unravel more layers of pain, keep digging until you bring ALL OF IT to the surface. If you want fast results psychedelics can assist in that regard. You only heal when you use the raw honesty you are using now, tune into that. Spirituality teaches you to love yourself, to stop searching outward and focus inward, to take ownership for everything in your life, and as a result to acknowledge the value of your existence. You have no clue how important your life is to you.....until it is truly threatened to be taken from you. All your pain is an illusion that feels real, if you go through the Dark Night of the Soul process all this will be revealed to you. It gets worse before it gets better, keep on keeping on. I've been where you are, and it is totally worth it in the end!!!
  14. The fact they are on this forum at all is denial itself. This forum is pretty spirituality dominated. They just made a thread on a website that is spirituality /consciousness focused and claimed that those who are in that path are miserable and how they themselves are less miserable. Projection- To put your inner state onto something outside of you. So because trying to walk the path of Spirituality isn't fulfilling for you, to avoid feeling negative feelings you claim the others who are pursuing it are somehow miserable and are just fooling themselves. The many games the ego plays..... I feel bad so I point at you and say you are bad. Now for the obvious response, to accuse me for pointing this out as me projecting or being somehow insecure or bad. Oh the wonderful games we play as humans. Instead of taking accountability for our actions, our thoughts, and emotions we continually point outwards in delusion a label something. You will then say that is exactly what you are doing, EXACTLY the only way to call someone out on something...is to recognize that trait IN YOURSELF. So anytime you become upset at something or someone....you are actually upset at yourself. Your entire life is a mirror, whenever you point your finger at something...you are pointing at yourself. The difference between me and you....I'm aware that as I write this message....I'm pointing at myself. LOL. i
  15. Yeah a lot of virgin guys feel that way about a vagina until they penetrate it and then their entire perspective shifts and they can see the beauty in the vagina. You only feel this way because you are a virgin, the moment you lose your virginity (if it is a good experience) then you will see vaginas as pretty.
  16. .......The ego is the greatest trickster....because even though it isn't real BOY does it feel real. I thank you for this thread because I was ruminating over the no self-concept and this thread reminded me of the power of the ego. 1. The ego does not exist. There is no self. What is the easiest way to understand this? Easy...we will use the example of you going to sleep. When you go to sleep you experience your dream usually from a first person perspective (sometimes I experience it from a third person but you get my point) and you IDENTIFY with that perspective as being YOU and everything else as being other. But when you wake up, you realize that it was ALL YOU. You dreamed and created EVERYTHING. 2. This is how reality works. You are DREAMING your LIFE. But because you have attached yourself to the current perspective you think that is you. As a result through that attachment you create a self or ego and thus you become who you are. Understand that ego always creates story. Ego is always engaged in activity. That the key to discovering yourself is in BEING. Being is stillness, not thinking, not emoting, not doing anything but just stillness. You do it long enough....and the dream will start to reveal itself every so slowly as a dream. 3. I thank you for this thread.....it reminded me of the illusion of ego as for some reason I was starting to forget.
  17. Love is Union, but it goes deeper, Love is the embrace of all distinction into ONE. Essentially all distinction will eventually collapse into ONE and that is the definition of Love. Love DOES NOT SEE DISTINCTION. LOVE DOES NOT SEE DIFFERENCE. All love sees is itself, reflected back to itself. The further you are from absolute love, the more distinction you will see. And the further you are from love, the more you will play favorites with each distinction. To play with the dial analogy that Leo likes to use. As you raise in awareness you see less distinction until all distinction collapses and all you see and experience is ONE. Essentially from that perspective Feces would be equivalent to Pizza. This is kind of ridiculous....to think Love sees no difference. I know many have said it including me, but when you actually understand what that means. All distinction is illusion only Oneness actually is here. But the ability to turn your awareness down so you can actually experience distinction is the only way to enjoy this dream. If you deconstruct this dream too much....you will go insane, and see the truth, and the wool will be pulled from your eyes. How deep do you want to go in search of the truth.....because it may not be what you want to know....
  18. 1. I wish I could give you pointers. What I have constantly learned about giving advice....is that the advice only works if it speaks to you, if it resonates with you. The best I can say is remember that the phrase "I am that I am" is your reality in every moment. Words are spells, they are magic. You become whatever you think, or feel you are. Now the words themselves are not what creates the magic. Its what you believe from your heart to be true. I am sad is true when you believe it from the depths of your being. Once that happens your mind then goes to work to JUSTIFY why that belief is true. Understand feeling comes first...that feeling is Love, then as a result of Love, Truth comes into existence. (Of course my understanding and interpretation is dualistic in reality they exist simultaneously and always have but I need to illustrate it this way). So if you can learn to navigate your feelings and learn how to guide them toward something EMPOWERING, then you can say... I feel good Take conscious control of your feelings. You can choose your feelings....you just need to go through the process of making the decision every day to construct yourself into the person you want to be... PIECE BY PIECE. Understand that every pain you feel....is illusionary even though it feels real. So as you feel pain tell yourself, I SEE THE ILLUSION FOR WHAT IT IS. Process the pain if you must....but don't dwell in it. YOU ARE THE GREAT I AM!!! YOU CAN CHOOSE TO BE THE SAD I AM, OR THE GREAT I AM IN EVERY MOMENT!!! This guy did a great job of explaining what I learned through my awakening.
  19. Good idea... nice suggestion!!!
  20. Based on what you have written....the nice guy syndrome is definitely NOT your problem. Your issue is just you are trying to figure out how you want to change. That's it. You are just going through a transitional period which means you are growing and maturing and you are trying to figure out what image or persona you want to create. All we can do at this point is give suggestions but ultimately it will be you that chooses what you want. Instead of suggestions I will ask some questions to get the screws winding around in your head. 1. What type of relationship goal do you have? Monogamous Marriage, life partners? Poly? 2. What type of sexual relationship do you want with your partner? Frequent sex? Tame? Exploratory? 3. Do you want kids? 4. If you want kids do you want your wife to stay at home or work and you guys hire a babysitter? Questions Questions. This should get the gears turning in your head.
  21. Its not too radical, its very simple actually. If you see everyone as YOU, then why would you harm them? Why would you judge them? THEY ARE YOU!! Morality creates unrealistic expectations. And whenever you fall short in words, thoughts or deeds you are deemed unworthy. The fact that you believe in morality means you deem others and yourself unworthy. This causes you and others to creates distortions or shadow aspects of yourself. Again morality is a trap, one of the greatest traps actually and is the cause of so many people walking around angry. Ever heard of righteous anger? Righteous anger is born out of morality and is literally the most hypocritical thing. In the words of Jesus "He who is without sin cast the first stone." You cannot judge the imperfection of others if you yourself are imperfect. If you lie, you are just a couple degrees from thievery, if you steal, you are just a couple degrees from murder, if you try to control other people you have become a rapist, as rape is not just physical, it is also mental and emotional. For example slavery is rape, it is forcing yourself upon someone against their will. So violence is rape, bullying is rape. We all have committed evil just in various degrees and then we think we have the right to judge someone? It is so hilarious!!!! and so hypocritical!!! Even worse the irony is everything you see and experience IS YOU!!! So you are just judging yourself!! And what does that accomplish? It accomplishes absolutely nothing. So again I say to you....Morality is a trap. If you engage in morality you are choosing to be a devil, and that is fine...be a devil if you want!!!
  22. I found a video where Jordan Peterson talks about doing Kundalini Yoga....I never knew he did that.... Anyway I think as a result there may be hope for him yet. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s-YYpKnRgcQ&list=PLimK6clJHdM2Rf1ZYfYQqAhd2YrNZ_prA&index=2 I think this video is important because it reveals something a lot of people do not realize.....life's true nature is insanity. Sanity is just another illusion, the closer you get to the deepest most hidden truths the deeper you will go in losing your touch with reality. As they say the true nature of reality is that it is groundless, so any grounding you have is due to you being sane. You cannot dabble with the true nature of reality and not become groundless yourself, basically your understanding of reality becomes groundless and infinite and if that happens and you KNOW IT TO BE TRUE at THAT EXACT MOMENT you will be SUCKED OUT OF REALITY. The secret to reality is that you are only able to stay in this dream because you have a series of beliefs that you (KNOW to be true, yes your belief is so strong it reaches the level of knowing) hold so strongly that ground you here. You could literally leave this dimension if someone or something could cause you to KNOW a different reality emotionally....then LITERALLY everything will shatter and collapse into an infinite singularity. If you take a psyadelic or have enough mystical experiences you will discover this. I lost my mind a week ago and experienced this and discovered I had to tell myself lies to STAY HERE. Its really quite amazing that God must lie to itself to exist in this 3Dimensional dream. Really funny if you ask me. Your entire life...IS A GAME OF PRETEND THAT YOU PLAY WITH YOURSELF!!! HAHHAHAHAH so funny. Anyway Jordan Peterson is obviously far from this realization but he is certainly on his way.....
  23. Great post!!! You are on to something great!!! One of my lessons my True Self told me was to be more emotional and be more playful. Playfullness is actually one of the paths of Yoga. Sadhguru talks about this.
  24. Morality is a trap. Morality judges.... and judgment is not of God, only Satan/Devil/Ego judges. So if you use morality as a map of life you will just be a devil and will judge yourself and others.
  25. Ummm sorry to inform you.... mushrooms are a catalyst.... the one doing the mind fucking is YOU. Your true self just wants to reveal itself to you but you won't let it. So when you take a mushroom and relax.... your true self is like FINALLY I CAN SHOW YOU A GLIMPSE OF WHAT YOU TRULY ARE!!! And the games begin!!!! You do it too much....and you may awaken your kundalini.