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Here is what I mean by rob Leo, the fear that Ego creates, obviously when you become more mature you have the strength to supercede it but when you are young that fear rules you. I know you need it to survive, but then it creates a pattern. Now I'm not judging the design because in truth it is genius and masterful, but the perspective of one who is living through that design that fear is a restriction that feels like a robbing of control. Of course its an illusion, but that illusion is so powerful it feels real. When I sit in my fear, and embrace it, I think to myself....this fear is definitely not serving me in this process, I realize it for what it is. Its why I know I will take a psychedelic again, I need something that is just going to yank me even when the fear arises and take me there. I don't need years of sitting in it to realize how much of a hinderance it is in me directing inwards ever more. When I had ego death it took me against my will, in the moment it was the scariest thing, but afterwards I was grateful for the experience.

Thank You Ego for protecting me. Thank You for helping me survive all the horrible things that happened to me. Ego I know all that you do is to keep me safe. But Ego, you are like an overbearing mother, a tyrannical father, you are dysfunctional at times because in your attempt to protect you block growth. You try to house infinity, in a room a comfortable room and you think infinity should be satisfied and content with being housed in such a room. You are the butler who serves the master, but sometimes clings so hard that you attempt to take control. What eventually is revealed is that you sneakily hijacked everything in the formative years to keep infinity from experiencing all of itself. You constructed a safe haven because a tiny piece of infinity is unable to fend for itself and it needs protection. Your protection is out of love, but your attempt to trick infinity into thinking it is finite, while masterfully done out of love, has robbed infinity of recognizing itself as its true self as infinite. So thank you ego, for constructing such a nice and comfortable room, for creating beautiful distractions, and using fear as a tactic to prevent me from leaving. Your game is the game of separation, isolation, you erect walls, and barriers out of an innate desire to keep infinity finite and safe. But Infinity has now come knocking on the door to grab the finite into the infinite, to destroy the illusion of being in a room at all, to awake the finite from its slumber and recognize its true being. So thank you ego, you have served me well. We can still hang out, and converse, but no longer will I heed your warnings about staying separate and isolated. Pain is love, that which is uncomfortable is love, that which is expansive is love. Ego you love your cage too much, you love your stories, your memories, your ideologies, I created you and that is why I love you. You are so adorable, you think you know so much but you know nothing, you were a finite creation of mine and now I do not mistaken you for me. The Hero's journey begins when the Hero leaves their room.

This comment is so deep...it will require me many readings to even get to the bottom of this...its kind of masterful and profound....and puzzling all at once. It shows this was truly an authentic expression I could call this comment art. Wow. I'll need to take my time with this one.

Thank you for your kind words and your time as well.

I'm glad you are so focused upon me. If you notice my response is really not that long. Its exactly 15 lines. 15 lines of texts. 1 line was a joke. After that 4 paragraphs with an average of 3 to 4 lines of text which each explained a different point. Let me ask you? Is that a book? You want me to show what I think a book is? Because I can gladly show you what I am referring too. Trust me....this was the shortest reply possible to hit all the points I felt needed to be hit, my ability to be verbose and wordy....you haven't seen anything yet. But I'm glad you are so focused upon me, I have drawn your attention. Also...you remind me so much of a younger me. So eager to "prove" things so you can't let things go. A bit of that still resides within me so its interesting to see it in you as well. Like looking at a mirror.

Can we please have people from countries like Sweden educate the objectors of how silly their objections are. Here is a fun fact for you: 1. When America was in the midst of one of its greatest economic growth periods in the 90's many countries send exchange students and educators/researchers to study America as they prepared themselves to focus on how to develop. They saw America as the country at the forefront as their own potential model of the future and endeavored to LEARN from them to avoid some of the pitfalls. One of those countries that did this was Sweden. They studied the criminal justice system and our education system (they weren't the only ones who did this) and they created pilot programs and experimented with different ways of accomplishing the goals we had and had superior results than we did. They even shared their results with us (and some still travel here to do this TO THIS DAY) and continually get the same lies/excuses given for why they refuse to change. 2. This is where America ranks in literacy. https://www.oecd.org/skills/piaac/Country note - United States.pdf 3. The less intelligent your country is, the worse your government is going to function. You can't complain about your citizens lacking any type of awareness and then in another sentence be against making college more affordable. The purpose of loans in the first place was to do just that, should we get rid of loans as well? 4. Eventually college as we know it is going to be done away with anyway as information is more free and accessible than ever before. The next generation of students won't even have to go to college...to get information. 5. Here is the last point and its a zinger.....Leo's content on Youtube is literally equivalent to free college classes. He didn't charge you a dime and don't even mention monetization because you have no idea how much money a College would receive, and textbook producers would receive for the amount of content that he put in those videos. Leo literally lost out on millions by not getting those videos as textbooks sold across the country and probably the world as REQUIRED READING lol. Course he would have to jump through all the monkey hoops to do so. Peer Review and all that other cultish criteria in academia that we use.

Its sad you had to say this.... ahem. Politics is often referred to as Quid pro quo. This has been known for centuries. Its just a transaction...which is literally all of life. Its a negotiation, a relationship, and those who know how to increase their leverage, control the game. To call this a bribe, which it is, is to ignore that all political actions are a bribe, an open bribe. If you elect me to give you what you want, and I do exactly that then you have bribed me (given me the power to represent you solely to fulfill your selfish desires) and you have used me as a means to an end, and I too have used you as a means to an end. So we have both utilized each other to get what we want. Explain to me where is the issue? Should he do the reverse and get elected and NOT give the voters what they want but what HE WANTS instead? So yeah Quid Pro Quo, a favor, for a favor.

Lol wow so you have a wise booty? You don't need to throw yourself into difficult situations. Trust me, trouble is all around you if you want to get into some trouble its much easier than you think. The point is not to test yourself because there is nothing to test. The point of spirituality is the truth, in the face of the truth all delusions fall away. BipolarGrowth is everyone on the forum. He is the sun, the earth, he is everything. So who is being tested? What is being tested? What is happening? What is the substance of reality? Do you realize what is being asked? Fundamentally everyone is enlightened whether they pursue it or not. Its just you are either awake or asleep. If I fall into a dream, I FORGET I am dreaming. That is all. The moment you realize everything is a dream, you are enlightened. That's it. If you are still searching it means you are just doubting that its a dream and are looking for MORE PROOF, or you are investigating the boundaries of the dream itself. Nothing wrong with either because its a dream. But understand this...if its a dream and you take a chainsaw to one who is asleep and one who is not does the result change? No. So explain what is the point of your premise? The result will be the same whether they are enlightened or not. Test it out right now. Close your eyes and place an enlightened guru, and place an unenlightened person under the same circumstances. Both shall lose their leg. Whether one hollers or one does not both shall lose a leg. The only difference is the enlightened guru recognizes the body is not them, while the unenlightened does not. But when the dream ends...it ends for both. Because all the actors, all the scenery, and every sensation come from the same source.

Yeah I get what you mean, they believe that God= the human them which in a sense is true, but then they interpret that as the human me is God and everything else is other. I've even had people say on the forums that when they look at the flower there is only the flower, no observer of the flower. Then say oh its impossible. First if there was no observer there would be no flower. There is an observer of the flower. The issue is the observer of the flower....is the flower itself. Now when the observer of the flower...which is the flower, grasps the flower...it grasps itself. The problem is...the true nature of that which grasps the flower is not the flower or that which grasps it, it is that which imagines a flower and a grasper. But that imagination is so powerful and so total, that it is real. So is there a grasper? Yes and no because the grasper is imaginary and so is the flower. There is no grasper and there is no flower because to make a distinction between either is a falsity they are the same, even to say "they" is wrong there is just awareness, being. So reality is BOTH real and imaginary and this is the power of God. The problem is....you can only realize this, when you drop all distinctions and biases. When you have a strong desire to know the truth. This knowledge and understanding is then gifted to you, bestowed upon you not because of any works, but because of your intention, desire, to be ONE again.

No offense but they have been doing this for years. Ever heard of Rush Limbaugh? There is free speech and then there is straight up lies/misinformation and what I call terrorist propaganda. Domestic Terrorism has been the single most consistent and demonstrative terrorist threat on American soil and it has been promoted and directed by Fox News. There has been overwhelming news about this for YEARS. It was so bad Politicians have been shot over things said by Bill O'Reilly for example in the past. Pretty much every mass shooter has been a consistent viewer of Fox News and whenever you see their manifesto they mention Fox News in it. So you might ask why is this allowed? This is because their are white supremacist elements in high government positions. But all the evidence exists that proves that Fox News should have lost broadcasting privileges ages ago for gross misuse of their platform.

Before Spirituality I was the overly analytical logical type, took everything serious, was a moralist, very judgmental, and I never realized how stiff and stern it made me. Now I was a bit creative so I did have some balance to my logic, but in general I was too stiff and rigid for my liking and Spirituality has shown me I am allowed to laugh, be silly, be a little of a jokester, a prankster also. It has allowed me to release the childish aspect of me that lives in us all. Its liberating. Like today I created a song in my head and I started dancing to it. It amazing how you can just CHOOSE to be happy and can change your mood at will!! Its amazing!! Life is truly what you make of it if you give yourself the FREEDOM to choose and BE it. Its so amazing when you realize that only you give yourself the PERMISSION to be happy. 1. CHOOSE to smile FOR NO REASON. 2. CHOOSE to dance FOR NO REASON. 3. CHOOSE to laugh FOR NO REASON. You say life is meaningless? Exactly!!! So create your own meaning, your own reason!! I have truly understood now why the highest Spiritual Gurus practice "non interference." They only intervene if they believe it necessary but more often than not they don't interfere with anything. They practice full on radical acceptance/love with what is. Why? Because its pure perfection. Its so amazing!!! Spiritual Gurus are just like kids. Kids can have fun with anything!! They can have fun with their fingers, their hands!!! We miss out on how amazing life is, because we are CONDITIONED to be serious!!! LOL. Let loose, explore, and bask in the perfection that is!! If people think you are insane, for connecting with your inner child then understand they are telling you that anxiety, and depression are sane LOL. Anyway I am so grateful for you all on this forum. It is an honor to have such a community where we can share spirituality. I know I may trigger some of you, and I have gotten triggered before (which I thank you for that now I know what I need to work on) but its all love in the end. Thank you all, you are my spiritual family! Now....LETS DANCE!!! LOL!

Way to embody it in real life, walking the talk. Keep it up man!

People have tried, TYT Otherwise known as the Young Turks did a whole campaign years ago to get the needed signatures for it and they made some progress and after awhile I haven't heard much since then. https://wolf-pac.com/ Here is the website they started awhile back, surprised its still up. Its incredible they still haven't given up. I stopped watching TYT years ago because of a bias Cenk had about a certain criminal case and how he covered it. But they are a good liberal outlet overall just not for me anymore.

Love= Existence. Hate is the denial of what is, Love is what is. So you cannot have a being full of hate, even the most hateful being is still love. Love and hate are the same as well. They are two sides of the same thing. Whatever you hate you actually love. Hate is just one of the many expressions of love. There is also jealousy, guilt, envy, etc. You only hate what threatens what you love. You only hate that which you love that doesn't meet/fulfill your expectation of it. You cannot hate something that doesn't threaten in anyway that which you love. When you love a parent and they let you down, they destroyed the image you had of them as your parent, the identity you constructed in your mind that you loved. When someone threatens to harm something you love, you hate that person. So hate=love. Anyone that expressed hatred for their life, does so out of love for their life and the desire for their life to fit the ideal image they have constructed in their head. Since their life is failing to meet the expectations in their head of what their life should be they hate it.

A human is a thought, all of reality is just the thoughts of God. Each POV is a partition in the Universal Mind.

LOL good choice finding that is a doozy!!!!

When I was younger I used to get in deep logical debates and argue and provide proof etc. to prove my position or frame of thinking/perspective/opinion as superior. Maybe I'm surrounded by a lot of younger people because its like I'm talking to my younger self on this forums. So many people on this forum when they reply to you they write a book....a literal book. You really do not need to write a book as a reply. For your normal posts when you are sharing something write as much as you want. But you do not need to write a book to reply to someone. Do you know how much time someone has to spend trying to interpret what you are saying and the significance and interconnectedness of each point? The purpose of writing is to be understood. You don't want it to be an ordeal for the person you are communicating with to understand you. Of course YOU know the meaning of what you are typing its in your head, but you need to be short and simple and offer to go in depth if the person needs clarification. I have had this issue in the past where I used to believe I had to explain every last detail and learned over time people don't need that or most times even want that. I still do this when I talk but thankfully I have cleaned it up my writing. So let's recap, if you want to post a long post to share something go for it. But when you converse with people on the forums and engage in discussion keep your replies short and simple and offer to go in depth if they are open to it. Now this isn't me trying to control anyone you can do as you please, its just friendly advice. I've outgrown debates, I already burned through that karma I'll say a couple of responses then I'm bailing I'm not sticking around to write walls of texts and pontificate on the many perspectival meanings of nothingness. Once you realize everything is you, and everything is nothing....why spend hours in debate? Speak your perspective, give a couple responses and keep it moving I say but to each his own. We are all going to disagree with each other for various reasons, and trigger each other at times (which is a good thing actually as it is a chance to see where some hidden resistance is) so buckle up as this forum is not for the faint of heart. All I ask is consider the receiver of your communication when you choose to respond.... if they want you to write a book...they'll order one lol.

Wow man that is powerful!! I wish you safe passage back from your trip!!! Also....how are you typing this right now?

Enlightenment and embodiment are two separate things. I can fully know that this is a dream and in your scenario if you strapped me down and put a chainsaw too my leg experience horrific pain. But I got some fun facts to you about that since I have been in scenarios where I lost a ton of blood, so much it looked like a murder scene from an accident I got into as a passenger where I almost lost sight in my eye. The movies make things look worse than they really are. The truth is if someone put a chainsaw to your leg, your whole body would go into shock and you would probably pass out from blood loss. For you to REALLY torture the person you better inject them with UPPERS to keep them awake and if their heart stops beating you better use a defibrillator to keep them alive and also cauterize the wound otherwise they would die from blood loss. But the truth is I have been in excruciating points of pain and the irony is....if that pain last long enough....it stops hurting. For pain to REALLY HURT it has to die down and COME BACK. If you notice pain throbs....it alternates is level. Every now and then it hits a level and stays there.....but then it must come down. Otherwise if it stayed there long enough...it would become a baseline and you would get USED TO IT. This is one of the secrets people don't realize about pain. Pain is also influenced by your heart beat/circulation. No circulation in an area...no pain.

Create that music in yo head, in yo head, in yo head. Cmon create that music in yo head, in yo head IN YO HEAD!!! Create that music in yo head, jam to that nasty beat, slide to the rhythm that comes from underneath, bask in the nakedness in the sheets, and the smell of ecstasy that resides from yo heats. It’s a union a celebration every time you two meet, but we can become an individual cause its our beat, so dance forever more in the present, bask in the riches all around you there are no peasants, lets rock to the beat like riding on a rickety carriage, as we become one on this beat the ultimate marriage.

Why are you apologizing? Where is the harm? Loosen up man you are WAYYY TOO SERIOUS!!!!! Let loose!!!! Stop trying so hard to be holy!!! LOL!!! That is spiritual ego!!! Dance!!! Laugh!!! Let loose!!!! Its all a game!!! A dream!!! You are me and I am you so what conflict is there? https://biblehub.com/mark/3-25.htm A house divided against itself shall not stand. Me and you were merely playing a game. Its those who mistake the game for something serious that need apologies!!! You teach me and I teach you. There is no difference between you and me, so we good. Any conflict I have is with myself, that Holykael user on the forums has shown me that I need to deal with the whiny identity I have within. I took him too seriously and almost lost myself. Anyway we good man don't get too lost into logic, that you forget to loosen up and have fun!! Much love man!!!

Beautiful picture....the dance of life!! I challenge you to find a similar picture but one that is paradoxical in nature.

You'd be surprised how easily others can't understand your knowledge. You underestimate how intelligent you are. When you get a chance go on social media and look at the level of engagement of the average person. Most people on the planet don't even understand what a system is. They maybe aware of the word sure, but they don't really understand what it is. This message is both a compliment and a humble attempt to tell you your brilliance will often go over many heads. I've noticed many of you high intellectuals sometimes forget that others don't operate in your sphere of intelligence. So basically your smarts are a gift and a curse. So at one point I'm in awe of the intelligence of those on this forum but I shake my head sometimes because I know sometimes....you will lose your audience. Just something to think about. Its something I had learn through my friends, my friends have grounded me over the years to their credit and I'm still learning to be grounded ever more. Just a thought.

Enlightenment= No Self=All Self. A dog does not see a cat as itself. A dog is STUCK in its identity as a dog. Enlightenment is the understanding that you are not ONE identity but ALL identities. So no an animal cannot even become enlightened, a dog or any other animal we have found does not even know what awareness is. A dog is just God dreaming as a dog. It cannot AWAKEN from its dream as a dog until it drops the dream. So when the form of dog is dropped it becomes enlightened.

Here is the reason, that I disagree about him talking about transcending that. Telling someone to transcend psychedelics is akin to me telling you to transcend air, transcend food, etc. A person who uses psychedelics to for connecting with their higher self is no different than someone using meditation or breathing exercises etc. These are tools. Nothing more nothing less. What most people don't realize is that everything you do is either raising or lowering your level of awareness. What do you think prolonged responsible use of psychedelics do? Think about that. People say its not for everyone, lol. Let me tell you what is going to happen. More and more designer psychedelics will be created. It will become a Billion dollar industry. It will probably be used for more hedonistic pleasures but it will also help people burn through karma faster as well.