Razard86

Only to discover the end is the beginning lol!!!

The same God that looks through your eyes is the same God that looks through mine. You are a video game character that God plays with, a thought manifested into form and enjoys having a life with. It doesn't matter how many versions God dreams up or imagines...there is only ONE player playing all characters. So you are, right now, literally talking to yourself. There is nobody else. At all.

Have you had any mystical experiences? If not...instead of merely believing he is wrong....why not investigate it for yourself. From my own personal perspective...I have investigated it...and discovered....he is right. Scary right. But I don't take it on as dogma and belief....he is so right you really cannot deny it. There is too much evidence...wayyyyy too much evidence. But you need to take the plunge....and really go after searching for the truth. Until you take that plunge...you won't know for sure. He can't give you anymore proof and pointers than he has...yet he keeps farting out more....lol.

^Very well done explanation. It was so well done.... that one will have to read it more than once to understand how you took something so advanced....and explained it so succinctly. You have no idea how much genius it took to do what you just did....or maybe you do?

There we go....now when I tell you this...it will blow your mind because it is so very simple. BUT YOU ARE CORRECT that is hardwiring. Women are more emotional....because babies and kids are emotional. Without our women being more emotional, and being able to connect to babies and children on a DEEP emotional level...humanity would have died off a long time ago. Who takes care of the kids, the sick and the elderly? Primarily women. Women are over whelming represented in the health care fields and service industries. If women were like men...they would be too impatient to even take the time to deal with children. Only in the last couple hundred years have men started really taking time to spend with their children in ancient times outside of rites of passage and military training the fathers weren't really at home with the kids. They were too busy doing other things like conquering, hunting, and building/inventing. This simple fact....I have noticed...NOBODY SAYS!!! So guess what? Now as a man...you can't blame her for being emotional...because you know its needed in her ability to connect with children as you have said...its hardwired in. The other reasons are also the emotional center in her brain is more pronounced and active than a man's, and obviously her menstrual cycle makes her internal chemistry very chaotic in comparison to a man's.

1. Women do like rude men. Why? Rude is subjective. What is rude to one person is funny to another depending on the circumstances. It is well known behavior between close male friends to criticize each other for fun. Some men even do this all the time. In fact a lot of people like rude men. Have you not noticed there are a lot of popular rude men. So rude is actually an attractive behavioral trait. In fact there is research that people high in the Dark Triad Traits do well with women and in business. 2. You didn't explain why women were more emotional. You just said they are. Which means you don't know. Or maybe you forgot to mention it. So again I ask. WHY are women more emotional. Don't tell me they are. WHY?

What makes you think I want your trust? I want you to admit you don't know anything. As long as you think you understand something you don't you will be lost. So how about I ask you some questions. Why do women like rude men? Why are women emotional? Answer those questions.

Look at all your anger. See how emotional you are? You are very bitter. Again...notice...you have not asked for any answers. Why? Because you don't care for answers. You want to vent and be emotional. So you are acting exactly....the way that you despise. You demonize women for being emotional...and now look!!! You are being emotional!!! Look at what passion you type!!! Again...you haven't asked for any answers. Every response is self-assured, you know I'm wrong....why? Because you are angry. If you knew the answer...you wouldn't be complaining and acting the way you are acting right now. Why am I being so tough on you? Because for you to get women...you have to get rid of this part of you. As long as you cannot learn emotional control...no woman...will ever stick around for long. Now again...do you want me to provide you with answers? Or are you going to continue to whine and complain. I can easily get you all the answers you want. But as long as you keep this up...you reveal you don't want answers....you want attention.

Again you are whining because you don't understand. If you understood you wouldn't be whining. Notice...you are acting very similar to someone who is not acting logical. What does a logical person do? They investigate as to why something is. What does an emotional person do? Complain about it. I know why you don't understand I was once in your shoes. The difference is I did complain BUT I OWNED IT!! I realized that it was something I wasn't understanding. It took me 4 years and I finally cracked the code. But notice....you aren't doing that...you are sitting here complaining. I could reveal to you why things are the way they are, but notice you didn't ask me for that....instead YOU GOT EMOTIONAL and are now defending your beliefs. Explain to me is that logical? What is logical and what is not is just self bias. Because I could explain in a logical way WHY you did these things. What is logical and isn't logical is just selfish projection. You are selfish and just want things your way. So you have a choice....you could ask for the answer and accept it...or continue to whine on the forums and get no closer to the truth. Which do you want?

I just see everybody as a different expression of me. Since its me, shouldn't I be kind to them?

While everything you said is absolutely true....I have recently learned....it will fall on deaf ears. Sadly we have to motivate the mouse to run on the treadmill until it burns through its karma and is like...is this it? Then they will be ready to listen. It is what it is.

Have you not realized that contradiction is Infinity? What do you think Paradox is? You think contradiction is a bug? A falsity? It is literally what Infinity is made of. Have you not realized that Infinity is NON SENSE? Its NON SENSE. Its not logical. It created logic. Please understand...logic is not what reality is built off of, reality is built off a controlled insanity, a controlled contradiction, a controlled paradox. But a belief system is not what is needed a verification is what is needed.

One day you will outgrow debating lol. Have you not noticed no matter how many good points you gave....he just kept running in circles? Sometimes...you got to know when it ain't worth your time.

Porn affects marriage rates, which impacts the production of children for the machine of society. Without replacement rate of population being at least 2.5 society will collapse in a couple generations. So they need more worker bees to keep the machine functioning. Its the same reason they outlaw prostitution.

That's your bias, also its not logical and you are just whining. What's logical is what works....not complaining about what doesn't work. That's playing the victim....the same thing you are complaining about right now. You are complaining because you don't understand.

You got it!!!! You adjust it as you go along....notice that? You adjust it as you go along...which means you are making it up on the fly....which is what we call B.S.!!!! Its so funny. Reality works the same way...it is just happening...so it is being made up on the fly...but....with the highest intelligence!!! So we have to match life to flow with it!!!

Easy.... your greatest fear is to realize.....that you are full of shit....I KNOW I AM FULL OF SHIT!!! So figuring out what is going on with me is EASY!!! You will never be able to be honest with yourself and realize what is going on inside...until you realize....YOU ARE FULL OF SHIT!!! Its okay....because....everyone you ever met...even ones you admire are all full of shit!!!! Now this is what you are afraid of....its why you take things ohhhh so serious because you delude yourself into thinking.....you know the difference between right and wrong!! This delusion is VERRRY STROOONGGG you really think you have things figured out!!! You use appeals to authority, case studies, rationales, for you every one of your beliefs is true and everyone else is crazy!!! As you go along life back hands you, spanks you, laughs at you, criticizes you, humbles you, but it mixes some praise in-between so it doesn't completely break you. Now you are angry!!! You judge the world!! You say life is unfair!!! People are mean, people are fake, they are inauthentic!!! You aren't wrong, they are....but the problem is....they are just responding to your fakeness. You see....when you own your own shit, and admit you are full of shit, you give permission for others to own their own shit!!! Then you can both realize....you were both shitting yourselves and allow the rest of the world the freedom to admit this together!!! When you realize you are full of shit....suddenly...you can see things clearly!!!! You see....when your body takes in food, it owns its shit by recognizing it and letting it go. If only you realized...that was literally a clue of what you should do with your mental diet!!! Own your own shit so you can function clearly!!!! Life has given you clues...everything is your guide....EVEN YOUR OWN FECES!!!!! Who would have thought? Is this world really this crazy? Or maybe....I'm just shitting you!!!!

I don't know if I am late....I just found out about this.... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZV8gfEo_hG4

Your beauty, you bring me into your movie You let me behind the scenes, absent a backstage pass, this moment is so loving, why does time pass so fast, I melt in our loving I want these good times to last, You are so beautiful, like a divine rapture, You are mesmerizing filling me up with divine laughter, Our attraction is on cosmic levels, our unity sublime, We will dance for infinity, we do this all the time, You are my reflection, my polar opposite, the half of my whole, You get lost in me as I set the direction, you the fuel of my soul, who knew life could be this good with you next to me, I was blind too but you help me see, and hand in hand we are ecstasy, I could drive around the universe and I couldn't forget you, live a thousand life times and I'd be empty without you I look into your eyes and I see life and death I see the creator of all staring back at me You are the vibration of my life, creative energy

Lol easy, first you must first believe that there is no such thing as right or wrong. You have to drop that belief completely. Second, you have to KNOW that you love yourself completely, so completely that you KNOW that you will NOT intentionally harm others, but also KNOW you will take the best action in any given moment. You also leave yourself space to make mistakes (in the ultimate sense there are no mistakes) and don't judge yourself or others as bad. Then whatever values you admire you aim to embody them as best you can while leaving yourself space again to not embody them perfectly and allow that space for others. Accept yourself as you are, never consider anyone an authority figure, everyone is just a guide, you listen if it resonates and you ignore if it doesn't suit your tastes. And trust as you move along in life your judgment on your adjustments. Here is the biggest takeaway....don't be afraid to offend anyone. You are going to offend anyone anyway. Obviously in general you shouldn't make that your aim but in specific circumstances you may have to trigger people. Trust your intuition on when to do this. But express yourself fully, who can tell you your full of shit....when all of life is built on shit? What is shit? Non Sense, Insanity, which is....what is the essence of creativity, which is INFINITY!!

Its one of the greatest discoveries when you can admit this to yourself as one you truly realize you are on the same footing as everybody else. Everybody is just doing the best they can, nobody has everything figured out, it is then you realize....its on YOU to determine how you plan to build your belief structures. I will help you along since you don't realize how full of shit you are. John 8:7 So when they continued asking him, he lifted up himself, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her. Alan Watts - There is a doctrine in the Jewish religion that, when God created Adam, he put into him a spirit which is called the yetzer hara, and that means the “wayward spirit,” or what I call the element of irreducible rascality. And that is in us all—a little bit; it’s not the whole of us. It’s like just a pinch of salt in the stew, and you don’t want the whole stew to be salt. But you have to have just a touch of rascality to be human. And I find it difficult to get along with people who don’t know that they have it. People who come on that they’re all sincere, all good, all pure, bore me to death and scare me. Fool- Easy to be deceived. What do you think self-deception is? Denial of the truth. If you have deceived yourself...you are a fool. Even right now....you may still be in denial....which just proves....what you really are. You want clarity in life? Vision? Admit you are full of shit, deceitful, untrustworthy, hateful, judgmental, shitty to the core....then your vision will be PRISTINE!!! Now here is the coupe de grace WHAT THE HELL YOU THINK LEO IS POINTING TO YOU HERE!!!! https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-007 An awakening is the blooming of a flower....but read his insight above? Where did that flower grow out of?

Its really sad you actually are fooling yourself to believe what you just wrote. A lot of growing my friend awaits you!!! One day, you will realize you are full of shit!!!

You got it!!!! Its sad that some people....still are in denial and don't get it!!

Life is a constantly changing maze. But not just a maze, one full of traps, and illusions. Not only that....its dark, has dead ends, and all you have is this little flash light you call "knowledge." So in the beginning when you are young, energetic, and you jump in with enthusiasm and say I got this figured out!!! You may even have some early successes but eventually you find yourself lost. You look around and you see other people are figuring out their puzzles and you get confused. Some of their flashlights don't shoot out as much light, so how are they getting further than you? Is there some secret? There has to be one big key that you are missing. You might ask me...what is the secret? It's obvious....the maze will actually tell you where to go....it has been whispering to you the entire time but you were so busy at the task at hand you never stopped and just paid attention. So the maze had to do things to get your attention, make the tile you were standing on burning hot, make a spike pop up and poke you, throw some water on you!!! It did everything but slap you in the face and yell at you. The maze was like...when is he/she gonna realize....the only way to solve this maze is to cheat!!! You aren't solving it otherwise!!! You gotta cheat!!! So you may ask me what is the cheat code? Easy....learn how to receive the hints the maze gives you...develop your insight. Every moment....you are being spoken to, raise your awareness by paying attention. When we say wake up....we mean wake up to the fact....that you have access to the same hints from the maze as anyone else. You think people are sooo smart.....lol....they are just being given hints and are noticing....you are being given hints you just aren't noticing. Listen...it is impossible to navigate the maze with a flashlight. Do you get it? The flashlight is your knowledge. So I repeat...it is impossible to navigate the maze with just a little flashlight. The maze is ALIVE, it constantly changes and its dark. Why do you think life seems hard? Because if you try to use knowledge to navigate it....you will make a wrong turn...GUARANTEED!!! Now the secret is the maze is YOU!!! So even when you make a wrong turn the maze will try to adjust to help you but it will not navigate it for you. This is your game you created!!! Awakening is not just about God Realization....it is also about working WITH the maze. The maze is your servant. It is your slave. It is only following your own instructions. Your instructions were simple, make an impossible maze to figure out with the self-imposed limitation I have given myself but guide me to the truth that I am you. Then!!!! Help me solve the maze....without spoiling it by telling me the answers!!! So I can enjoy the surprise and really live an adventure. The fear will still be there because my avatar is vulnerable, and your hints are not always obvious so there will be some suspense, but because I know the maze is ME!!! I can trust that everything will happen the way it should. The truth is.... the secret of life is....you see as far as you can with that flashlight, give your best effort...and make the rest up as you go. Life is just Improv Comedy!!! Do you get why life/death is a cosmic joke? ^^^^Really notice what I am pointing to you!!! I am running out of fingers here!!!! Stop being so got damn logical!!! Lol!!!! Just go for it!!! You don't learn the improv comedy of life by studying it, you learn it by jumping in....and willing to look foolish. Then....YOU WILL GET THE JOKE!!!

The first part of my life when I was young, was laden with bullying, constant fights, and isolation. I didn't have my first real friend until I was in the 11th grade and around the age of 17. I was a natural extrovert who was isolated from real close relationships for the first 17 years of my life. I did have acquaintances in which I played outside with, but they also talked down to me lol. So I was surrounded by people who constantly told me I was weird, ugly, my Father told me I was a disappointment and called me stupid when I was around 6-7 years old. I got into a fight in Kindergarten, 1st grade, 2nd grade, 3rd grade, 4th grade, 5th grade, 6th grade, 7th grade, 8th grade, 9th grade, 10,grade, 11th grade, not senior year, freshman year in college, we won't even talk about growing up the fights I got into in the street!!! Lol!!! Can't even talk about the fights me and my twin brother (fraternal) got into as well!! Anyway I pretty much grew up with everyone around me telling me I'm crap so how did I keep my sanity? Easy...I made a concerted effort to prove my own self-worth to myself. I made a vow to give my best effort at whatever I did. I made a vow to be honest, trustworthy, I basically built myself into the person I wanted to be. Now did I always get the results I wanted? NO!!! LOL. So then I realized that if I built my self-respect on results...then I would fall into a trap of my self-respect and love being outside my control. So I chose to make my entire self-worth based entirely on effort, and basically morality. Looking back...even though I know the real truth that your worth is solely based on your very existence, had I told myself that back then it wouldn't have worked. So...everything has a time and a place....if you are in a spot where you feel worthless, its because you have not decided to prove to yourself your value. How do you do it? DARE TO BE ARROGANT!!! Dare to believe that the b.s. people tell you about yourself is b.s. and that you know better!!! You got to start somewhere, so why not start believing that you are worth something? I know personally people who look successful on the outside but on the inside struggle with feelings of self-worth. Self-worth....has to be earned. Its like building a house!!! Before you can believe someone when they tell you that you are legendary, that you are a unique expression like a flower, you need to convince yourself that this is true. You have a feminine and a masculine component within. The feminine wants to believe in you, but it watches you and sees that you don't believe in yourself. You don't give your best effort, you don't keep the promises you make to yourself, you are afraid to take risks, so the feminine (your feelings) expresses back to you that it doesn't trust you. Now had you went out and gave your best, the feminine would respond (you did your best there was nothing else you could have done) and then a little respect XP is earned. The more you stay true to your word to yourself and others, call yourself when you fall out of alignment, and give your best effort the more respect XP is earned. For the Masculine, respect from the feminine is LOVE!!! The more you tackle the unknown and get out of your comfort zone the more you are rewarded with self-love. Eventually you amass so much...you just OOZE confidence and others start to take notice. This is how you initially grow into the flower....from the shit you had to deal with early in life. The problem is you grew up in celebrity culture and you think if you aren't some famous person then you have no value. You see yourself as some nobody, a peon, and thus you create a victim storyline and create hell on earth for yourself. If you do not see value in yourself and work every day towards expressing it more and more...you will never discover the hidden treasure that you are. Everyone you will ever meet....is a treasure, the problem is you have to spend time jimmying the lock until it finally opens. If you are a liar, you will hate yourself. If you are scared to go after what you want you will hate yourself. If you place your value on winning, anytime you lose you will hate yourself. If you place your value on getting attention from others when you are ignored, and forgotten about you will hate yourself. If you need kindness from others to feel good about yourself when someone is mean you will hate yourself. What you don't understand....is solipsism isn't a joke. You all like to dance around this subject....but how you feel about yourself is how you feel about the world or life. When you complain about life, and the world....you are just revealing how you feel about yourself. This is a tough pill to swallow, especially when you find out you are freaking GOD!!! Lol!!! If you are God...who can you blame? So that is why it is better, to pursue truth. Through the pursuit of truth you gain love for yourself and ultimately others. I realize telling many of you that you are legends, that you are geniuses, does nothing for you....you think I'm lying. You are right....whatever you believe in your world...is right. That's how this game works!! I can't prove anything to you, only you can prove something to yourself. So....why not take a chance and experiment and find out...if you truly are legendary? The greatest men and women in history....are not known by history, but through their daily actions, they have saved the world time and time again. If all you care about is fame, then you will never reach the highest heights of your expression, because the price of ultimate expression is just the love of the act itself. Fame is a condition, fortune is a condition, admiration is a condition, mastery is a condition, any result outside of the action IS A CONDITION!!! What makes God so powerful? Unconditional love. If you do not love the act just for its own sake you will NEVER REACH GOD LEVEL EXPRESSION!!! Infinity LOSES ITSELF IN ITS LOVE!!! You must LOSE YOURSELF IN YOUR EXPRESSION AND THAT IS HOW THROUGH THAT ACT.....YOUR TRUE LIGHT WILL SHINE!! YOU WILL BE GOD LEVEL EXPRESSION!!!