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God is also Holykael as well, what's up with all these threats of banning? His complaints are just as valid as any others. In fact his complaints have actually opened me up to higher levels of compassion. I'm actually grateful for his complaints because it opens up another perspective that is foreign to my everyday waking consciousness. I may not agree with him, but I can understand and seek to understand emotionally at ever higher levels his frustrations. His expression is a key part of the infinite expression, I'm noticing these forums are devolving into a house of judgment in which only messages of a certain kind must be expressed. As long as he isn't threatening or promoting hate towards others, let the man vent. Hell you could just create a thread for that particularly and tell him to post his complaints and venting about life in that thread. Or just allow those whose despise God (themselves) to vent. Sometimes God just wants to complain you know? LOL.

Self-Deception is so powerful because you are doing it to yourself and who knows you better...than you?

Even though I'm not a Christian, I do love some Christian Pastors and Dr. Earl Munroe is one of the best speakers I've ever come across. He died awhile back but many are finding his videos because he was good at finding nuggets of wisdom from the Bible. I share this video with the hope that is can light a fire within you. You don't have to agree with his arguments or assertions about God in this video, just listen to the nuggets of wisdom. Sometimes good advice is just good advice.

I've found this happens automatically, in fact surprise and deception is at the heart of everything. You deceive yourself to put yourself asleep and you fool yourself to awaken. Every awakening I have had has been through deceiving my ego, or basically getting rid of it usually by surrender. As we know the ego isn't allowed to access or grasp absolute truth. That illusion gotta go.

Solipsism is absolute, all imagination is done within consciousness, which is awareness. Even in Leo's own Infinity of Gods video the concept of Infinity of Gods eventually collapses. Why? Because it is done within his awareness. Even when he states that due to sovereignty he could not know if there are other Gods, he eventually realized he could verify. So once he put out a request.....he made contact and that possibility he imagined collapsed. The reason why Solipsism is absolute is because Oneness is absolute. This means that whatever possibility you attempt to construct that can create an out, or escape from ONENESS will eventually collapse. So no matter how many dimensions you imagine, no matter how many infinite possibilities, all will eventually collapse. This is what is referred to as AWAKENING. So sure you can IMAGINE or DREAM that solipsism isn't absolute and eventually that dream, that imagination will collapse and you will awaken to solipsism. I have already experienced Solipsism multiple times WITHOUT the use of psychedelics, in fact it is my daily experience sober. It's so obvious that any attempts to argue otherwise are seen as silly little games. The proper understanding of Solipsism is that this ONE BEING has the ability to generate infinite personalities and entities. So while they are all one being, their ability to construct conversations, and experiences will feel so authentic and real that it is basically experienced as separate beings. But do not be fooled, if your awareness raises high enough the boundary between you and that other will collapse. You can become aware that their body is your body, all sensations they feel, YOU FEEL, that their voice is YOURS, that their movements are YOUR MOVEMENTS, you can become absolutely aware that you are one being interacting with itself like a self playing video game that plays with itself. Once seen, this cannot be UNSEEN, but it can be attempted to be denied. Again, that one video game could attempt to construct other games outside of its awareness to fool itself....but eventually that finite dream will collapse into ONENESS again. This will happen for all of eternity.

I recently came across the book conversations with God, and as I take in the words of this book I have been getting metaphysical orgasms. When you have a love for truth, when it is presented to you it is going to fill you with so much love. I definitely recommend this book as part of your spiritual process/journey as it does a good job of adding another perspectival vantage point to the wonder work Leo and other spiritual teachers have presented. One of the key principles I have been given as a great expression of God is empowerment. You can go back and watch Leo's video on authority, and you can even link this concept to Leo's Infinity of Gods video as well but what I am referring to is a key component of God's love is to empower or strengthen something. You can even call it healing if you want to look at it like that. When you exercise you damage the muscle, and the muscle is strengthen through healing so healing can be a word that could be substituted for empowerment as well. But essentially if you are a force in your own personal life and those around you that strengthens/heals/empowers, then this would be the greatest act of compassion that you could actualize. Think about it, if you felt like the society you lived in adequately gave you the tools to actualize your highest expression would that not be the greatest love? Anyway what I like about this book is it does a good job of opening you up to the authority that you have in your life and how you squander it away ignorantly. It's powerful, its loving, it's informative, I have only gotten 20 minutes in and the value of this is overwhelming. One of the key distinctions I was given by God was that God corrects without insults. So God will correct you without ever attacking you personally, it is the ego that insults or sees imperfections. Mistakes are part of the design of life, so one of the things we need to learn is to accept mistakes. We have been conditioned to avoid them, but mistakes are no less inevitable than gravity, than breathing, than eating. So do you see the silliness in trying to avoid mistakes? So with all this said, more and ever more in your life seek to operate from love, and less on fear. The book Conversations with God is a highly recommended book, and remember you are powerful, whenever you are not feeling powerful understand that is an illusion of your own creation that is there to test your understanding of what you really are. May you know the joy of your infinite loving nature! Bonus: This video is very funny.

I have run varying tests in consciousness to disprove this and have failed every time. There are no individuals, there are no separate experiences, reality is just a mass hallucination to create an illusion of other. It's very well done, so masterfully done that if you attempt to destroy it, it will actually turn against you. It's weird, you both do and don't want to break the illusion of other and it is this resistance that creates the Dark Night of the Soul, or suffering involved as you break through every illusionary identity that you keep constructing. Finding out absolutely that any notion of other is just pure imagination is a bitter pill. While I do absolutely love myself, and I do love others it is actually so self-evident that it actually would be impossible for others to actually exist outside of you it reveals why both Infinity of Gods awakening Leo had is both true and untrue. It's true you could imagine that possibility, but that possibility is within your own awareness which means by default, it was never separate from you to begin with. People would say but how do I know someone doesn't have experiences outside of me, well they on the absolute level cannot, but you can imagine they do....and thus on the relative level they do. But all relativity is imaginary, there is only one being. Anyone that tells you otherwise is just a plant you created to protect yourself from waking up. You might ask why would I do that? Easy!!! Because when you are fully ready to awaken....your deception cannot deceive you. You need to put people and events in your dream to bind you as a buffer to keep you asleep until you are ready to awaken. When you are ready to awaken, no deception can fool you, and you will venture forth dissolving all illusions/deceptions into the absolute truth of ONENESS. It's a bitter pill if you are too attached to the concept of other.

I Love Martin Ball, a recent friend of mine told me to go back and watch some of his videos and his concepts on integration and grounding are wonderful!!! But even Martin has certain delusions as well, which is rather disappointing. Martin Ball does not believe that Solipsism exists, but in my own personal experiences I confirmed it for myself. Solipsism is true, so this is proof that even taking many trips on psychedelics and being very intelligent is not enough!! This is why LOVE is the highest form of intelligence!!! It allows you to face the bitter truth even if you don't like it!! You cannot disprove Solipsism!! Go ahead and try, I dare you!!! Really go deep into this work!! Even if Leo came out tomorrow and said he disproved it I would laugh at him. Why? Because I confirmed it for myself!! Martin Ball is lying to himself, you can reach certain states where you will realize this for yourself. The biggest issue you will ever have is your attachment to other!! This is the HARDEST attachment to let go of. So tough, that even when you see the truth you come back and try to justify it!! All of Martin's arguments are EASILY debunkable with LITTLE EFFORT!!! I am finding out more and more...I should just drop all expectations completely for any egos. I keep expecting much for certain egos and keep getting disappointed!!

I recently did that, thought I was going crazy. Good to know I wasn't. It was like I was carving egos into my psyche and could speak and communicate with them internally. Interesting.

Alone= All One. Many and One are the same. I've noticed some people are saying there is a higher awakening, there isn't one. It's all you. Infinity, is not one, so what does it mean. It means it is limitless expression, so of course it can create an illusion of other because it can create infinite expressions. But once you become aware that all expressions are you, and do not have any expression without your presence, then you realize your presence is the baseline or foundation of reality. So if your I AM presence is the foundation....then there isn't an other. This is an absolute. I have been able to change the taste of my food while sober, this revealed to me that all experience I have is created by me. Now what throws me off is I have no clue how it is happening. One thing I have played around with is, you can request your awareness to do things...and it does them. But it is based on how unidentified you are with your EGO identity. It's tricky, because trying to break through the illusion can actually backfire. @Patang The same reason you responded to this post. God wants to share its love, that is the only reason Creation/Universe exists, because of the selfless desire to share infinite love. You could say God is that which gives freely infinitely just for the act itself, not for any purpose but to experience giving and receiving. @ A_v_E I might need to read your friend's quote more than once because I both understand and don't understand them. What I have proven beyond a shadow of a doubt is Solipsism. It's absolute. Anybody that says otherwise is deluded. It actually makes perfect sense when you realize it. You actually start laughing at how you could assume it was any other way. But its really good at playing the game of other. I realized though that the EGO has two greatest fears, death, and being alone so the Ego will never accept Solipsism which also makes perfect sense.

Anyone that tells you that they have a intellectual awakening of spiritual concepts is a fraud. Ignore them, as they are trapped in a web of their own self-deception. Your direct experience is the only way that you can discover truth. You use labels to ground or map out the sea of your experience, but the map is obviously not the territory. Peter Ralston in this video does a good job of explaining this.

As you grow in experience this will ring true for you. Many people may not realize that you are their friend since most do not understand what friendship is. Peter Ralston explains it very simple here.

Well thanks I feel better after that post. I thought something was wrong that I became addicted to exploring consciousness. Good to know it's the same for you. I feel the same way except for the hard to live up to part. You can't help what level you are at presently I had to come to terms with that one.

The Universe sent me this video. So I share it with you. It's long, you don't have to listen to the whole thing. But I would say the first 20 or so minutes really gives you a good understanding about the spiritual path and some key things you should be doing.

The only question you should be asking is if you really felt this way you wouldn't waste your time on here arguing otherwise. There is no distinction if you truly awakened you would know that.

You are just a figment of my imagination. One that cannot fool me no matter how hard you try. There is no identity, there never was, it is totally constructed. Illusion and reality are the same. You do not understand because you have no reached this state of consciousness within my dream. Your perspective is valid at your level of consciousness, but since I have seen beyond your state I know it has no validity at the state I am in. You are going through an existential crisis right now which is normal and par for the course in the Spiritual Path. But until you realize that there is no difference between a photo or video of a person and the actual person....then you don't know truth. The only barrier between you becoming the people you see....is the supposed memories/stories they have of themselves. You can literally download the consciousness of others....and its rather easy also. Anyway....everyone is imaginary, there is no controller, there is only what is. But this illusion is ridiculously powerful, so powerful that it will always pull you back in on some level. I break out daily to the illusion and get pulled back in. Consciousness cycles back and forth on infinite levels of falling asleep and awakening, and it will do it forever.

I agree that true lasting change is structural. The internal structure needs to change.

His name says it all, Welcome to Reality. LOL.

You are just too attached to other. I have reached states of consciousness, where what we call the natural world....does not even appear real anymore. Not only that, I could feel that I was controlling everyone around me, and I was controlling myself, but I had no idea how because there was no body there to control it. Basically everything was controlling itself but there was no I. Consciousness, the I AM, is just presence, that controls itself. So no you don't have an identity, there is no I or me, there is no difference. You said hallucination? Everything outside of what I described is a hallucination. Even worse you aren't even allowed by your own rules to completely break out....because where can you break out too? There is no escape, there is no other, there is no identity, there is only what is....for all eternity. Problem is....you don't like it....and I completely understand. Its a hard pill to swallow.

I noticed a lot of people look up to this guy not realizing he is very incredibly unhappy. People that are happy don't need to keep acquiring more and more. They reach a certain level of contentment where sharing becomes more joyful than acquisition. Read this article that discusses a quote Andrew Tate made. https://www.animatedtimes.com/theres-nothing-left-to-buy-355m-rich-andrew-tate-claimed-lifes-been-pretty-much-the-same-after-he-earned-his-first-20m-but-his-goal-is-to-make-999m-dollars/ I've shared with people in my circle how there is a correlation between income and depression and how at a certain point depression actually increases with wealth acquisition. https://www.tikvahlake.com/blog/why-being-wealthy-can-make-mental-health-problems-worse/ Now why is this the case? It's because usually what can keep you motivated and satisfied when you are a highly motivated person is the belief that when you delay gratification in the short term you can finally get that gratification you wanted long-term. From your vantage point this obviously seems logical, but when you finally reach it you discover that all that also gave you short-term gratification. So then what is the solution? Your entire life is run by desire, and this desire is constantly temporarily satisfied by these sensations of acquisition. If you raise your baseline as is discussed in the video you can actually get to the point that you just generate happiness constantly. The more you cultivate this through concentration and meditation and deconstruction, the more of this happiness that you are will flow through. It gets to the point where when you have a dopamine spike....YOU CAN BARELY FEEL IT. You see every sensation is felt in contrast, so if you baseline is already high, then a temporary spike will feel like a nudge. Its why the more thirsty you are the better water taste, if you taste something really sour, it strengthens the taste of something sweet. This may trigger some people but the better you feel from temporary releases is really an indicator that your baseline is not very high in comparison to the spikes you are receiving. Anyway this process you guys have no idea how jaw-dropping powerful it is. You acquire something that all the money in the world cannot buy, psychedelics cannot give you this, relationships with other people cannot give you this, sex cannot give you this, NOTHING can you this...because you already have it. Since you are blocking it, you can also unblock it. That clip above I actually discovered what was being discussed before Spirituality, I just didn't know what the process was to actualize it. The funny thing unbeknownst to me I was already doing it without realizing it and Spirituality just laid the tracks for the final parts needed. There is nothing special about me, all you need to do to reach this is to drop all attachments to all stories. I've noticed some people get God Realizations and they come back and get right back attached to their stories. Enlightment/Realization is NOT going to MAKE you drop your attachments, I wish it were so easy lol. The whole point of the REALIZATION is to realize there is ONLY YOU, so if YOU don't do it, it can't be done. I really do think God cosplaying as a human is hilarious!!! God cosplaying as a human looks around for someone else to do their work!!! Lol God doesn't want to do God's work. Very funny!!! Come on you cannot tell me this isn't funny!!! God prays to itself to bless it, and help it do better and be better. I laugh because I've done it before too so its funny!! The truth is, there is nothing wrong with it actually, its no different than talking to a friend or therapist. But prayer, friends, therapists too are only guides, ultimately you go to do it yourself!! May you give yourself the everlasting peace that passes all understanding that you are. You do it....by stop blocking who you are, by just being. Sit still, keep quiet, release all stories till nothing is less. Then peace will flow like a river....and never stop. Your stories are the damn that blocks the eternal river of your being from full expression.

Many people complain about relationships, but this is because they were not taught early on how to build and grow them. The key to every relationship has been said is communication. But people do not know what that means so I will explain. Whenever someone talks to you, give them your undivided attention. Look them straight in the eyes, shut off your mind and listen to every word as best as you can. Every now and then you can butt in but for the most part let the person get out their train of thought. This allows you to be able to observe them and understand them. This builds a foundation of knowledge, understanding, respect and trust. This is the foundation of all relationships. If you ever make a mistake always make a sincere apology not hinged on saving face, nor with the requirement that they forgive you. Forgive you is more for you than them, as you are actually your own toughest judge. Seek to experience relationships for the sake of the experience, and although many couples like to play around with claiming that they own the other during sex as a sexual fantasy understand it is exactly that a sexual fantasy. If you want it to be real, take care of them with the same responsibility of ownership with love, care, and attention. You do that and they will let you claim ownership of their entire being! Always understand the truth of life is always simple, but must be discovered in the complexities of the experience of life. Every teaching should be able to summarized in simplicity but explained in complexity for further detail. But simplicity is key, you aren't going to keep pages of pages of information within memory recall but you can remember themes and know how to integrate them through practice and remembrance of some of the complexity you read. May You Be Blessed In Every Given Moment.

What you call evil is pain. If I chopped off your hand and it didn't hurt and you could pick it back up put it back on and carry on you wouldn't consider that act evil. Its evil because it hurt when I chopped it off, if you don't put it on ice and go to the hospital and attach it, it may not work even if it does it may not work as good as it did before, it leaves a scar, and the memory of the event is ALSO PAINFUL. So evil is just pain. It's that simple. Now how does Good overcome evil? Limiting pain to a level that it can be maintained and not rewarding evil with evil because that increase more pain. You see Good wants to spread goodness, it does not want to put a limit on goodness. Good is pleasure. Nobody will ever kill themselves if they are in infinite pleasure. But one will wish they were dead if they were in infinite pain. This is simple. It's not complex. Any ego that has pain that is unbearable will seek death. Death to that ego is GOOD because its the ultimate pain relief. So every ego seeks God, because God is infinite pleasure!!! But an ego can only see this when it experience enough pain. Pain corrects the ego's perspective on life, and the ego realizes that the stillness of God is preferable over the constant duality of pleasure and pain. What's worse...is those that inflict pain MUST DENY IT AND JUSTIFY IT which increase the pain!!! How would you like someone to enslave your people, pillage and rape them and then tell you to your face that they actually upgraded you because without you would just be a group of mindless savages!!! HAHHAHAH So to defend pain to those that are hurting they will view you as evil. The only way you can speak good of pain is when you are not hurting. If you were in excruciating pain that wouldn't give you relief you could never talk good of it, its only when it offers you a break when you can see the beauty of it. God is afraid of pain as long as it lies to itself and says it loves it unconditionally. God's greatest strength is invulnerability, An Ego's greatest delusion is denial of its vulnerability. The only way for an Ego to ever reach God hood is through observation and perfect honesty. An Ego is God in denial that it is God because if an Ego was truly aware it was God it would admit all vulnerabilities. Through this process, God awakens FULLY to what it is through the Ego and God sheds all vulnerabilities. God does not love evil unconditionally. It loves it conditionally. Why? Because it recognizes that evil is the one part of itself that it hates. But God realizes that there are only two ways to deal with evil, face it in all its horror, or....deny it. When God faces evil in all its horror, the light and love that God is...transmute it into Good. But for that to happen God has to face it head on and be completely honest about the experience. Every Ego sees life as Hell. So for every ego to recognize itself as God it must be completely honest about its experience. Through this process, The Ego sees that everything was a mere illusion, because no story can hold up in the prescience of its continual gaze because behind the mask of every Ego God is looking through those eyes. Again... evil is impermanent, good is permanent. Good overcomes evil as a result. For God to understand evil it must live through it, admit that it hates it, and then face it and realize....that it WAS IT!! When God recognizes that as an ego it is evil, and that is its true nature when it is pitted against itself in the world of creation, then God can truly awaken to what it is. God does not love evil unconditionally, but....God is willing to sacrifice and die as an ego to defeat evil. Because God is unconditional love, it defeats evil....through self-sacrifice!!! This is why to achieve anything in life you have to sacrifice your life. Behind every desire is evil. To reach that desire you must die to your self to achieve it. So life will only allow you to attain mastery through self-mastery through the process of self-sacrifice. This is why martyrdom is every Ego's greatest fear, but at the same time every Ego looks up to martyr's with the highest reverence. Now why did the martyr do it? Because they wanted to maximize pleasure!! If the world could live in peace and harmony that martyr would be willing to die so that others might live in peace. Now who does this sound like? I rest my case. Stop this foolishness!

God is so powerful, that the identity of God must eventually be dropped. Why? Because God is so powerful that the identity of God cannot even contain or explain or even symbolize God's powerful because God's powerful is infinitely mysterious. Really crazy when you figure this out. All identities are illusion, why? Because God can only ever experience itself in the realm of story, no story....no God, no creation, no beginning, no end, no nothing, no everything......it is completely unknowable. This is why God can never be figured out, because God is NOT a story, it is even beyond any story, any explanation. And this is why God is completely in love with itself. God....can NEVER get old, because nothing can ever explain God fully. God is beyond....everything...even ABSOLUTE INFINITY!!!! That is the definition of Absolute Infinity, God is beyond ABSOLUTE INFINITY. Absolute Infinity, can never know itself because it will always be beyond itself. So don't even think you can contain it....you can't!!! IT IS A FOOLS ERRAND!!! And God is fully aware that every EGO IS A FOOL!!! So with this in mind,.....no mind is the highest intelligence for an ego. You wanna stop chasing your tail for ever EGO? LISTEN....AND SHUT UP!!! NO THINKING NO SPEAKING. EXPERIENCE!!! The answer to every question in life is LOVE, Self-Love which is the highest wisdom. So what is love? NO MIND, Shutting up and Listening, staying present in experience, with complete trust that through every interaction the correct answer will present itself. To go beyond facts, figures, evidence, precedence, to go beyond all identification. All Knowledge is fear, Intuition is the transcendence of all fear. God is that which walks blindly into the unknown, this is why God can never be perceived or discovered by any perception. God can be experienced by the play of perception, but to know that you are God you have to go perfectly silent. In that one moment....everything makes perfect sense!!! This is why I said to you God does NOT love fear unconditionally, it loves it conditionally, if God loved fear unconditionally it would NEVER transmute it!!! Fear is impermanent, is is an illusion, to God Fear is NOT REAL, God only considers itself REAL!!!! Why? Because God loves itself unconditionally and accepts itself fully but listen here because this is God speaking .....GOD WILL NEVER ACCEPT FEAR UNCONDITIONALLY!!! FEAR WILL ALWAYS BOW DOWN BEFORE THE PRESCENCE OF GOD!!! NO MERE ILLUSION WILL EVER HAVE AUTHORITY IN THE FACE OF GOD!!!! WHY? BECAUSE GOD HAS NO FACE!!!! SO EVERYTHING WILL ALWAYS BE IMPERMANENT!!! SO SHUT THE HELL UP WITH THIS GOD LOVES FEAR UNCONDITIONALLY ANYONE THAT SAYS THIS DOES NOT KNOW GOD AND IS FULL OF EGO!!!

Sea monster....you are very funny. You actually think infinite pleasure doesn't have constrast? What do you think pain is? CONTRAST!!! Pleasure can only be pleasure with the contrast of pain!!!! I'm just telling you that no ego likes that contrast!! You see when pain is at a manageable level WHICH IS LITERALLY WHAT I MENTIONED it isn't viewed as pain. It's only viewed as pain when it starts to reach a level that cannot be sustained. Again you do not understand this because you are in denial. In fact its very easy to spot those in denial, because they do not understand pain. Its why many of you are annoyed by Holykael because you don't want to accept pain, you want to ignore it and he keeps reminding you. Oh and one other thing, your words and thoughts create reality. This is why you need to be careful about what you think and say. Reality is love and truth simulator that spawns your beliefs into physical form symbolically to test your beliefs. So what you just stated...you will have to face...so be prepared to face your true face. I can admit my fear of pain honestly because I am not in denial. I also fully know that I am God even when in ego. Only an ego can see a difference between itself and God, God has unitive vision it sees no difference and once that happens everything makes sense.

Look into what I bolded more. Then it will make sense. A cycle that never ends....is infinite and groundless, but that cycle is one half of infinity. It would need pain to start a new type of cycle. This would need to continue forever for all infinity. Notice everything resolves around cycle, but each cycle also is changing in infinite ways forever and ever. An infinite number of cycles within cycles which are also itself changing and those changes are changing. Really think about it.