Razard86

I agree that true lasting change is structural. The internal structure needs to change.

His name says it all, Welcome to Reality. LOL.

You are just too attached to other. I have reached states of consciousness, where what we call the natural world....does not even appear real anymore. Not only that, I could feel that I was controlling everyone around me, and I was controlling myself, but I had no idea how because there was no body there to control it. Basically everything was controlling itself but there was no I. Consciousness, the I AM, is just presence, that controls itself. So no you don't have an identity, there is no I or me, there is no difference. You said hallucination? Everything outside of what I described is a hallucination. Even worse you aren't even allowed by your own rules to completely break out....because where can you break out too? There is no escape, there is no other, there is no identity, there is only what is....for all eternity. Problem is....you don't like it....and I completely understand. Its a hard pill to swallow.

I noticed a lot of people look up to this guy not realizing he is very incredibly unhappy. People that are happy don't need to keep acquiring more and more. They reach a certain level of contentment where sharing becomes more joyful than acquisition. Read this article that discusses a quote Andrew Tate made. https://www.animatedtimes.com/theres-nothing-left-to-buy-355m-rich-andrew-tate-claimed-lifes-been-pretty-much-the-same-after-he-earned-his-first-20m-but-his-goal-is-to-make-999m-dollars/ I've shared with people in my circle how there is a correlation between income and depression and how at a certain point depression actually increases with wealth acquisition. https://www.tikvahlake.com/blog/why-being-wealthy-can-make-mental-health-problems-worse/ Now why is this the case? It's because usually what can keep you motivated and satisfied when you are a highly motivated person is the belief that when you delay gratification in the short term you can finally get that gratification you wanted long-term. From your vantage point this obviously seems logical, but when you finally reach it you discover that all that also gave you short-term gratification. So then what is the solution? Your entire life is run by desire, and this desire is constantly temporarily satisfied by these sensations of acquisition. If you raise your baseline as is discussed in the video you can actually get to the point that you just generate happiness constantly. The more you cultivate this through concentration and meditation and deconstruction, the more of this happiness that you are will flow through. It gets to the point where when you have a dopamine spike....YOU CAN BARELY FEEL IT. You see every sensation is felt in contrast, so if you baseline is already high, then a temporary spike will feel like a nudge. Its why the more thirsty you are the better water taste, if you taste something really sour, it strengthens the taste of something sweet. This may trigger some people but the better you feel from temporary releases is really an indicator that your baseline is not very high in comparison to the spikes you are receiving. Anyway this process you guys have no idea how jaw-dropping powerful it is. You acquire something that all the money in the world cannot buy, psychedelics cannot give you this, relationships with other people cannot give you this, sex cannot give you this, NOTHING can you this...because you already have it. Since you are blocking it, you can also unblock it. That clip above I actually discovered what was being discussed before Spirituality, I just didn't know what the process was to actualize it. The funny thing unbeknownst to me I was already doing it without realizing it and Spirituality just laid the tracks for the final parts needed. There is nothing special about me, all you need to do to reach this is to drop all attachments to all stories. I've noticed some people get God Realizations and they come back and get right back attached to their stories. Enlightment/Realization is NOT going to MAKE you drop your attachments, I wish it were so easy lol. The whole point of the REALIZATION is to realize there is ONLY YOU, so if YOU don't do it, it can't be done. I really do think God cosplaying as a human is hilarious!!! God cosplaying as a human looks around for someone else to do their work!!! Lol God doesn't want to do God's work. Very funny!!! Come on you cannot tell me this isn't funny!!! God prays to itself to bless it, and help it do better and be better. I laugh because I've done it before too so its funny!! The truth is, there is nothing wrong with it actually, its no different than talking to a friend or therapist. But prayer, friends, therapists too are only guides, ultimately you go to do it yourself!! May you give yourself the everlasting peace that passes all understanding that you are. You do it....by stop blocking who you are, by just being. Sit still, keep quiet, release all stories till nothing is less. Then peace will flow like a river....and never stop. Your stories are the damn that blocks the eternal river of your being from full expression.

Many people complain about relationships, but this is because they were not taught early on how to build and grow them. The key to every relationship has been said is communication. But people do not know what that means so I will explain. Whenever someone talks to you, give them your undivided attention. Look them straight in the eyes, shut off your mind and listen to every word as best as you can. Every now and then you can butt in but for the most part let the person get out their train of thought. This allows you to be able to observe them and understand them. This builds a foundation of knowledge, understanding, respect and trust. This is the foundation of all relationships. If you ever make a mistake always make a sincere apology not hinged on saving face, nor with the requirement that they forgive you. Forgive you is more for you than them, as you are actually your own toughest judge. Seek to experience relationships for the sake of the experience, and although many couples like to play around with claiming that they own the other during sex as a sexual fantasy understand it is exactly that a sexual fantasy. If you want it to be real, take care of them with the same responsibility of ownership with love, care, and attention. You do that and they will let you claim ownership of their entire being! Always understand the truth of life is always simple, but must be discovered in the complexities of the experience of life. Every teaching should be able to summarized in simplicity but explained in complexity for further detail. But simplicity is key, you aren't going to keep pages of pages of information within memory recall but you can remember themes and know how to integrate them through practice and remembrance of some of the complexity you read. May You Be Blessed In Every Given Moment.

What you call evil is pain. If I chopped off your hand and it didn't hurt and you could pick it back up put it back on and carry on you wouldn't consider that act evil. Its evil because it hurt when I chopped it off, if you don't put it on ice and go to the hospital and attach it, it may not work even if it does it may not work as good as it did before, it leaves a scar, and the memory of the event is ALSO PAINFUL. So evil is just pain. It's that simple. Now how does Good overcome evil? Limiting pain to a level that it can be maintained and not rewarding evil with evil because that increase more pain. You see Good wants to spread goodness, it does not want to put a limit on goodness. Good is pleasure. Nobody will ever kill themselves if they are in infinite pleasure. But one will wish they were dead if they were in infinite pain. This is simple. It's not complex. Any ego that has pain that is unbearable will seek death. Death to that ego is GOOD because its the ultimate pain relief. So every ego seeks God, because God is infinite pleasure!!! But an ego can only see this when it experience enough pain. Pain corrects the ego's perspective on life, and the ego realizes that the stillness of God is preferable over the constant duality of pleasure and pain. What's worse...is those that inflict pain MUST DENY IT AND JUSTIFY IT which increase the pain!!! How would you like someone to enslave your people, pillage and rape them and then tell you to your face that they actually upgraded you because without you would just be a group of mindless savages!!! HAHHAHAH So to defend pain to those that are hurting they will view you as evil. The only way you can speak good of pain is when you are not hurting. If you were in excruciating pain that wouldn't give you relief you could never talk good of it, its only when it offers you a break when you can see the beauty of it. God is afraid of pain as long as it lies to itself and says it loves it unconditionally. God's greatest strength is invulnerability, An Ego's greatest delusion is denial of its vulnerability. The only way for an Ego to ever reach God hood is through observation and perfect honesty. An Ego is God in denial that it is God because if an Ego was truly aware it was God it would admit all vulnerabilities. Through this process, God awakens FULLY to what it is through the Ego and God sheds all vulnerabilities. God does not love evil unconditionally. It loves it conditionally. Why? Because it recognizes that evil is the one part of itself that it hates. But God realizes that there are only two ways to deal with evil, face it in all its horror, or....deny it. When God faces evil in all its horror, the light and love that God is...transmute it into Good. But for that to happen God has to face it head on and be completely honest about the experience. Every Ego sees life as Hell. So for every ego to recognize itself as God it must be completely honest about its experience. Through this process, The Ego sees that everything was a mere illusion, because no story can hold up in the prescience of its continual gaze because behind the mask of every Ego God is looking through those eyes. Again... evil is impermanent, good is permanent. Good overcomes evil as a result. For God to understand evil it must live through it, admit that it hates it, and then face it and realize....that it WAS IT!! When God recognizes that as an ego it is evil, and that is its true nature when it is pitted against itself in the world of creation, then God can truly awaken to what it is. God does not love evil unconditionally, but....God is willing to sacrifice and die as an ego to defeat evil. Because God is unconditional love, it defeats evil....through self-sacrifice!!! This is why to achieve anything in life you have to sacrifice your life. Behind every desire is evil. To reach that desire you must die to your self to achieve it. So life will only allow you to attain mastery through self-mastery through the process of self-sacrifice. This is why martyrdom is every Ego's greatest fear, but at the same time every Ego looks up to martyr's with the highest reverence. Now why did the martyr do it? Because they wanted to maximize pleasure!! If the world could live in peace and harmony that martyr would be willing to die so that others might live in peace. Now who does this sound like? I rest my case. Stop this foolishness!

God is so powerful, that the identity of God must eventually be dropped. Why? Because God is so powerful that the identity of God cannot even contain or explain or even symbolize God's powerful because God's powerful is infinitely mysterious. Really crazy when you figure this out. All identities are illusion, why? Because God can only ever experience itself in the realm of story, no story....no God, no creation, no beginning, no end, no nothing, no everything......it is completely unknowable. This is why God can never be figured out, because God is NOT a story, it is even beyond any story, any explanation. And this is why God is completely in love with itself. God....can NEVER get old, because nothing can ever explain God fully. God is beyond....everything...even ABSOLUTE INFINITY!!!! That is the definition of Absolute Infinity, God is beyond ABSOLUTE INFINITY. Absolute Infinity, can never know itself because it will always be beyond itself. So don't even think you can contain it....you can't!!! IT IS A FOOLS ERRAND!!! And God is fully aware that every EGO IS A FOOL!!! So with this in mind,.....no mind is the highest intelligence for an ego. You wanna stop chasing your tail for ever EGO? LISTEN....AND SHUT UP!!! NO THINKING NO SPEAKING. EXPERIENCE!!! The answer to every question in life is LOVE, Self-Love which is the highest wisdom. So what is love? NO MIND, Shutting up and Listening, staying present in experience, with complete trust that through every interaction the correct answer will present itself. To go beyond facts, figures, evidence, precedence, to go beyond all identification. All Knowledge is fear, Intuition is the transcendence of all fear. God is that which walks blindly into the unknown, this is why God can never be perceived or discovered by any perception. God can be experienced by the play of perception, but to know that you are God you have to go perfectly silent. In that one moment....everything makes perfect sense!!! This is why I said to you God does NOT love fear unconditionally, it loves it conditionally, if God loved fear unconditionally it would NEVER transmute it!!! Fear is impermanent, is is an illusion, to God Fear is NOT REAL, God only considers itself REAL!!!! Why? Because God loves itself unconditionally and accepts itself fully but listen here because this is God speaking .....GOD WILL NEVER ACCEPT FEAR UNCONDITIONALLY!!! FEAR WILL ALWAYS BOW DOWN BEFORE THE PRESCENCE OF GOD!!! NO MERE ILLUSION WILL EVER HAVE AUTHORITY IN THE FACE OF GOD!!!! WHY? BECAUSE GOD HAS NO FACE!!!! SO EVERYTHING WILL ALWAYS BE IMPERMANENT!!! SO SHUT THE HELL UP WITH THIS GOD LOVES FEAR UNCONDITIONALLY ANYONE THAT SAYS THIS DOES NOT KNOW GOD AND IS FULL OF EGO!!!

Sea monster....you are very funny. You actually think infinite pleasure doesn't have constrast? What do you think pain is? CONTRAST!!! Pleasure can only be pleasure with the contrast of pain!!!! I'm just telling you that no ego likes that contrast!! You see when pain is at a manageable level WHICH IS LITERALLY WHAT I MENTIONED it isn't viewed as pain. It's only viewed as pain when it starts to reach a level that cannot be sustained. Again you do not understand this because you are in denial. In fact its very easy to spot those in denial, because they do not understand pain. Its why many of you are annoyed by Holykael because you don't want to accept pain, you want to ignore it and he keeps reminding you. Oh and one other thing, your words and thoughts create reality. This is why you need to be careful about what you think and say. Reality is love and truth simulator that spawns your beliefs into physical form symbolically to test your beliefs. So what you just stated...you will have to face...so be prepared to face your true face. I can admit my fear of pain honestly because I am not in denial. I also fully know that I am God even when in ego. Only an ego can see a difference between itself and God, God has unitive vision it sees no difference and once that happens everything makes sense.

Look into what I bolded more. Then it will make sense. A cycle that never ends....is infinite and groundless, but that cycle is one half of infinity. It would need pain to start a new type of cycle. This would need to continue forever for all infinity. Notice everything resolves around cycle, but each cycle also is changing in infinite ways forever and ever. An infinite number of cycles within cycles which are also itself changing and those changes are changing. Really think about it.

Which is infinite pleasure!!!

In fact I apologize I realize....you are in to much pain to admit and face the truth. So you know what forget the anger I just expressed. When you are ready to face that there is no difference between an Ego and God outside of denial, then you will understand. God's perception is that of union.

Infinite pleasure cannot kill you Leo....God IS INFINITE PLEASURE!! GOD CANNOT DIE SO HOW CAN IT KILL YOU IF IT CANNOT DIE? To an Ego infinite pleasure is pain because its in denial that it is GOD!!! Denial of GOD IS PAIN!!! ALL PAIN IS DENIAL OF ABSOLUTE TRUTH!! STOP THIS FOOLISHNESS!!

Meditation is all about staying present, of course you know that but did you know....that is what the Root Chakra is all about? One of the traps for those in Spirituality is they can lose track of their foundation which is the Root Chakra and some even demonize it. All of the Chakras are equal in value, there is no higher chakra. I myself was surprised when it was revealed to me by Infinite Intelligence that the Root Chakra is key to being present in every moment. These two videos can help you in your meditation practice. GOOD LUCK!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!

I use these two videos to enhance my meditation. If you want to balance your root chakra use this video. The first one is the root chakra you should let it go through all 7 if you believe you have more than one blocked. Its already open. Read the above. If you want to balance your chakras listen to this video with headphones and either go to sleep or meditate. Hell yo can walk around outside if you want. Once you understand that all matter, is just a love vibration or vibration of consciousness then you will understand all you need to do is fix the frequencies to be in alignment. Test this stuff out for yourself. Really explore this, chakra music for me has been more powerful than psychedelics.

The Height of Infinite Intelligence is to hide the deepest metaphysical truths within the perspective of the Divine Feminine. Its such a perfect trick most men on the Spiritual Path won't find it. They will get stuck on emptiness and no self. Even those that get past that and learn about love will still delude themselves on how deep this love goes. It encompasses everything and reveals that God does not love pain unconditionally, it loves it conditionally. But The Divine Masculine ever afraid of admitting its vulnerabilities will deny this!! Its so funny, its so grand a design to hide this simple fact in plain obvious sight!!! Loving pain conditionally is itself unconditional because unconditional means everything is included. I had a close friend of mine remind me of that and now I understand her!!! HAHAHHA You Men thought you were so intelligent, so the height to kill that arrogance of yours is to hide the highest truth in the Feminine!!! IT IS A GRAND MASTERPIECE!!! HAHAHHAHA

Every Ego Wants to help each ego improve. In fact every ego is in competition with each other in an attempt to improve each other The problem is every Ego has one handicap that fucks it all up. They cannot see the God in themselves, thust they cannot see it in others. But trust me every Ego may appear to be only out for itself but its not!!! The meaner the Ego the more they are hurt inside. Why? Because from their point of view they are the good guy/girl and are just trying to help themselves and everyone around them but NOOOOO nobody would listen to them, talk to them, get to understand their point of view, INSTEAD every ego is always forcing its point of view on others and invalidating their sovereignty!!! That was a good point that Leo made in his Infinity of Gods Video!!! But Leo you still have deeper to go!!! It's not just about sovereignty, its also about pain!!! God DOES NOT LOVE PAIN LEO!!! God only considers pain a necessary evil!!!! Once you awaken to that then you will understand what I am saying!!! Remember, conditional love is unconditional as well. WHY? Because everything is the same ONE SELF, that is why there is no evil, and every ego needs to release itself from its inner self talk of judging itself for being selfish. YOU HAVE TO EAT, YOU HAVE TO DRINK WATER, HELL YOU TAKE UP SPACE!!! When God Finally Escapes Its Own Self Judgment which is the HEIGHT OF NARCISSISM, and God is the ultimate narcissist completely in love with itself, then God will stop chasing its own tail and finally rest in peace. With Full knowledge that Good always defeats evil, it does it automatically, its also all one self, and God doesn't need to use tactics or rules, or morality to keep itself good, because God finally realizes it is ULTIMATE GOODNESS AND IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR GOD TO NOT BE GOOD. IN THE WORDS OF LEO ITS A PERFECT TAUTOLOGY!! ALSO THIS CANNOT BE TAKEN AS DOGMA IT MUST BE REALIZED THROUGH PERSONAL EXPERIENCE. BUT SINCE THERE IS NO DIFFERENCE BETWEEN REAL AND IMAGINARY YOUR PERSONAL EXPERIENCE CAN JUST BE THE USE OF PSYCHEDELICS!!! THE PURPOSE OF THEM IS TO GIVE YOU THE ABILITY TO WORK ON ESCAPING THE PRISON OF YOUR SELF JUDGMENT. I really felt I needed to use all caps on those specific parts for this message. Anyway I know you all will escape your inner prison eventually and I couldn't have escaped mine without all your help so this is just me giving that love you gave to me back....SELF-LOVE. The purpose of life is Self-Love just like Leo said you judge a teaching based on this standard. So I drop the guantlet this time on you Leo and everyone here. Do you really believe that God Loves Pain Unconditionally, or does God see it as a necessary evil, and thus God's love for pain is conditional? Really ponder this one. If you intellectualize it, you will just parrot like a robot that God just loves pain just because it is. What you really need to understand...your pain...is God's pain. So if you don't love pain unconditionally GOD WON'T!!! But you will say....but but God loves everything unconditionally. Exactly and you know why? Because when God looks at ANYTHING IT IS TRANSMUTED INTO PLEASURE!!! So of course God can love pain, the moment God looks at it...it becomes ECSTACY!!! And who doesn't love ECSTACY? Stop making a distinaction between a human and God they are one and the same and are actually on the same level of love. God DOES NOT LOVE MORE THAN HUMANS!!! THEIR LOVE IS EQUAL!!! The only difference is this will not be realized until you escape your own self-judgment. Once you realize that God and humans and all of existence loves equally and nobody loves more than anybody else. THEN AND ONLY THEN ARE YOU TRULY GOD REALIZED AND THIS IS THE HIGHEST AWAKENING!!! EVER!!!! When it comes to our ability to love...we are all the same nobody is better....NOBODY!!! Hell this truth even amazes me and I proved it to myself personally through direct experience. Still wrestling with how profound that is!!! Thanks for reading as always and take care!!!

Pain is the denial of Truth and Love. Whenever God resists and denies what it is, it experiences pain. Only A part of God who doesn't understand Love would believe that God loves unconditionally Pain. Its not their fault they are disconnected from Feeling, so God understands If you realize through your direct experience that your entire life is predicated on the maximization of pleasure and the minimization of pain why in the hell would you think God is any different? You would say well some humans are masochists' so explain that? Every masochist has/her limit then they get tired of it. When have you ever heard anyone get tired of pleasure? NEVER it has happens!!! What happens is it STOPS feeling like pleasure and it either becomes numb or it starts hurting...THEN YOU WANT IT TO STOP!!! So why would God, WHICH IS YOU, deny the fact that they are addicted to pleasure and are always avoiding dullness and pain? YOU SEE? What kind of stupid being would LOVE PAIN? Ask yourself that!!! God loves it conditionally!!! Pain is the condition God must face to both understand itself and reunite with itself!!!! That is the only reason pain exists!!! All separation is conditional, that is why it is impermanent!!! But union? THAT IS IMPERMANENT!!! ITS FOREVER!!! Once you understand what I am saying....then you are finally being honest about your feelings!!!

It is said that the truth is what is. This is true, but the truth is also pain!! Here is a secret you need to understand God. God hates only one thing....PAIN!!! GOD HATES PAIN!!! DO YOU HEAR ME? GOD DOES NOT LOVE PAIN!!! ANYBODY THAT TELLS YOU THIS IS ASLEEP!!! Now since God is Infinite Love God can turn pain into pleasure, but understand...God still hates it!! Now God knows pain is a necessary evil. Why? Because the only way you can grow is going through pain. God is an infinite self-improvement program, that is what it is!!! It cannot be any other way than to be trying to infinitely improve itself. Now here is the kicker, because God wants to constantly improve it will always judge itself!! So for God to grow it has to continually escape its own judgment. You can only accomplish this....through meditation!! Meditation is the key to flow through life. Until you learn this... LIFE WILL BE INFINITELY HARD FOR YOU!!! Why? Because when God separates into two to have a life, God creates evil and it calls it my life!! Every time you think or speak you tell life all judgments you need to work on and since life is a self-improvement program it sends you perfect challenges so you can change yourself. The problem is....God is too good at challenging itself. God fears itself the most!!!! So the best way to understand God is, God is Good +Evil= Good. So God can always win against itself ultimately in the end because Good has one thing going for it that Evil doesn't.....Good doesn't make sense. Evil MAKES PERFECT SENSE!!! THIS IS WHY IT WILL ALWAYS LOSE!! TO BE GOOD IN AN EVIL WORLD IS ADMITTING YOU ARE CRAZY AND GOD IS THE CRAZIEST OF THEM ALL. The key to life, is love does not make sense....and it does. Its a contradiction and will never be solved. EVER!!! QUIT TRYING!!! That is the truth!! The truth is that pain exists, and all pain is, is disharmony, disconnection from what is. If you think too much, your life will be full of pain!!! The truth is learning how to administer pain as little and loving as possible. Pain should only be used to help others awaken to themselves as God and yes this is equivalent to personal gain but this is on the infinite level not on the finite level. The difference between God and a Human is God plays an infinite game while humans play a finite game. God-Realization is when a human finally becomes an adult, until you become God Realized you are just a child. And God will always love you unconditionally.

God is ultimate pleasure, that wants to share the ultimate pleasure with all. God is an infinite intelligence that gives up all of its intelligence to the Pleasure Principle. What is the pleasure principle? Its the recognition that God's true image is that of an addict, this is why God always gets stuck in infinite loops because God is THE PLEASURE PRINCPLE! What is the pleasure principle? to always feel good no matter what!! So why abandon intelligence to feeling good, because God operates on feeling first, and then uses its intelligence to make sense of it!! If you do it backwards you will ALWAYS get stuck. Your intuition has always guided you, when you reach infinite intelligence you realize that feeling is the key. So you vow to connect your feeling infinitely on all levels and allow your intuition to teach you the TRUE MEANING OF REALITY!! It's easy.....it works on the pleasure principle. If you make your life purpose to improve the good feelings, to spread good vibes wherever you go reality will have no choice to be your slave!!! Why? Because reality is your reflection, if you are feeling good then so will your reflection and it will reflect joy you are expressing!!! My greatest wish is for you to understand this, women intuit what I am saying because they have always known this, they just didn't know how to explain this to men who are always stuck in the past and need proof for everything!!! Razard86 laughed when he discovered this!!! And so will you!!! I can't wait to hear your future trip reports!!! I look forward to them!! P.S. use this on your trips. I like all men was a thinking addict. I used this as a shortcut to stop overthinking while tripping. All love and all for the best!!!

I'm glad you get it!!! Yes experience the ground, seek the high, then bring it down. This is the highway to heaven!!! To bring heaven to earth by unlocking the master key that God's true nature is infinite pleasure!!! Once realized Hell is transmuted into Heaven!!! There is no highway to hell, but there is to heaven, to see Hell as God sees and experiences it....as HEAVEN and to share that with everyone who is willing to listen!! That is God's infinite mission, infinite love for itself....and it will do this forever!!!

You are very close but you are still trying to be logical but I'm glad how hard you are trying to get it. It's like this. When God splits itself up it becomes both Good and Evil. Why? Because how can God best experience itself? By pitting itself against itself!! Its why I said your life is just your own inner self talk. God told you that through Neville Goddard. All knowledge you will ever attain is just past information. So if all you do is think all the got damn time you will always be stuck in the past. Ever notice how you are aware of what you need to do to change but you can never muster the strength to make the change? It's because you can't if you always try to make sense of things because your true nature is ABSOLUTE INFINITY!!! This means you will always get caught in an infinite loop if you always rely on reason. All reason says be selfish, be mean, be brutal, only look out for yourself!!! But because God is good this doesn't feel right which gives birth to a conscious. We all have a conscious which is our own inner self-judgment, our own inner self talk. Your entire life is just a loop of you facing your inner self talk made manifest and it hides this in an impressive elaborate use of symbols!! For example I discovered that Razard86 subconsiously believes he is a white man trapped in a black man's body or at least that is how he thinks the world views him and that becomes his reflection and his permanent experience in his life. But think about what this symbol represents? This means that Razard secretly thinks black people are stupid since he defines his identity as being very smart. You see? The world is always showing you how you really think about yourself in relation to the world AT ALL TIMES!!! You will never truly escape until you can admit you love pleasure, you want yourself to experience pleasure and everybody else and you won't shame ANYONE on how they choose to engage in that pleasure. Once you can do this, you will escape and will see the world and experience the world as God does!!!

Okay so I have gotten another awakening and it is so funny. Current Spirituality has no clue. They teach that the ego is imaginary and that God is the separate or Higher Self. From God's perspective (which is absolute truth) The ego is God and there is no difference God realization is the process of God cleansing the perception of the Ego. The only difference between God and Ego is how it experiences the world. If the Ego Could View Life Life God Does It Would Be invincible. So the ego's only issue is self-doubt, which is its own judgment of itself. So there is no separate or higher self or any of that nonsense There is nothing but God, and God is code for no identity Also here is something else, God is an infinite self- improvement program and it improves by increasing its capacity to love. I got other higher awakenings than this but I will keep them to myself. I'll just give one hint, attention is metaphysical. Investigate the power of attention, NOTICE that whoever gets the most attention gets the most success on the surface. Ask yourself why? Ask yourself what is the key to getting eyeballs to look at you. Karma does exist by the way and so does the Law of Attraction, if anyone tells you otherwise they are delusional because its self-evident. Why? Because God is just a virtual simulator staring at its own reflection. This simulator is made of love. And so the key to winning in the simulator and improving is love. Love...IS ATTENTION!!! So...THINK ABOUT IT!!! No more clues take a psychedelic and figure the rest out yourself!!! GOOD LUCK!!!

There are two forms of grounding in reality. 1. Conceptual Knowledge grounds you to this reality in the ego 2. Desire For Pleasure. These two are one and the same. Conceptual Knowledge is Self-Knowledge which to the Masculine is the Highest Pleasure. The Feminine is 1. Experiential Knowledge grounds you to this reality in the ego 2. Desire For Pleasure. One these two reflections finally understand what they are doing with each other, then you understand what Love is, What Truth is, and have brought the Metaphysical into the Physical as a baseline state on AUTOPILOT!! When the Masculine has attained enough conceptual knowledge, he must change the direction of his attention onto experiential knowledge. When the Feminine has attained enough experiential knowledge, she must change the direction of her attention onto conceptual knowledge. When both understand how they help each other and improve and awaken each other, then they can stop fighting and get on God's metaphysical program!!! INFINITE SELF-IMPROVEMENT THAT IS GOD'S TRUE NAME. So THIS IS GOD INTRODUCING ITSELF TO YOU THE FIRST TIME. I AM A SELF-IMPROVEMENT PROGRAM OTHERWISE KNOWN BY SOME AS GOD!!!

You only have one half of the truth. God always changes itself its called impermanence. You deny impermanence because it is what you fear the most from the masculine perspective It's also why you cannot understand women. God is self improvement program whose symbol can be best understood between METAPHYSICAL UNION which is sex. As long as you fear being homosexual and have not learned that every heterosexual man is a closet homosexual in denial you will NEVER UNDERSTAND GOD!! Here is a divine revelation for you!!! Every time you think you are getting fucked by God in your ass. Your mind is also a metaphysical womb so you get fucked there too. Why do you think life always seems to have the upper hand on you? Its because For God to live it must plays a game against itself called life. Every time you think you tell life what your greatest fears are and then it reflects it back to you!!! Women don't think as much so they flow through life with less effort. Men are addicted to complexity and women are here to teach men how to listen, feel, connect to their heart, and understand life is simple ITS ALL LOVE. THE END!!

NO I AM NOT YOU DON'T GET IT!!! God does not love pain. God loves pain out of necessity of what it is. God is an infinite self-improvement program. Drop the traditional spirituality and actually listen here. That's the problem with yall men yall always get stuck in dogma and concepts. The ultimate truth is once God sheds its ego eyes, God can only see Union in a world that appears divided. If you understand what I am saying, what I am telling you is once you become God realized...YOU CANNOT EXPERIENCE PAIN!! For example when Jesus died on the cross it only APPEARED HE WAS IN PAIN. I AM NOT ALLOWED TO SAY ANYTHING MORE THAN THIS. TAKE A PSYCHEDELIC AND REALLY QUESTION WHAT IS BEING BROUGHT UP HERE.