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@Loveeee leave the soul trap that aliens have created on earth. Love yourself as God. When you die do not judge yourself with your life review . You are god God dosent judge itself. Do not reincarnate. Try to get as many souls out of this collapsing cell as possible. The alien came to earth as a virus and implanted something in the humans that make the doubt themselves so they will be trapped here. The earth is like a cell of God and aliens are like a virus they have hijacked the minds of man and are creating a soul sucking factory.

The ultimate truth is something that you wont be able to know but you can only know through direct experience. You can't prove solipsim false or true so its false or true depending on how you want it to be. From my nde experience we have death wrong and the opposite happens then what we think. We don't dissapear everything else except us dissapears.

God gave human decision to do what they want if you fuck a child and a mob kills you thats just fine in gods mind too. Whether or not fucking a child was good in gods eyes dosent matter when you are hanging from a tree. And if people kill you for it its actually God and satan showing you how they feel about it.

@onacloudynight why would anyone be a liar. Its learned by being punished for telling the truth.

@onacloudynight maybe you being a liar and not trusting anyone are connected. Start trusting people, feel vulnerable you wont get hit, then you will stop lying.

Yes you are correct I have been doing it and I can see the void when I unfocus my eyes like 15 times during meditation. Everything in my fov will turn grey then dissapears and I can see the void behind it. I'm not scared of the void anymore at least as long as I can remain in my physical body and witness it I don't know how I will act when I lose my body again. Life literally is just a game of looking at something being scared of it then accepting it as not bad and moving on. the first time it happened is so traumatizing i fell into depression for 8 years. The next time i enter the void I will try to be a good boy and sit quietly instead of throwing a tantrum.

My very first spiritual memory I have had was a dream I had when I was a child. I looked up at the sky and there were tiny people playing baseball on the moon and that scared me that tiny people could exist. I was 360 degree turning around the moon watching them and this scared me too for some unknown reason. I remember this dream as I think it was a way of my mind forming the idea that I was separate from reality and that things have a behind to them. They were not tiny people they were small people because the moon is far away and has a back to it. Things aren't growing and shrinking and changing shape they are going away and coming toward me.My brain was telling me these things through dreams and it was a nightmare to me because it was existentially challenging my reality. My first spiritual insight was probably that the universe is a cell within a cell within a cell I just didn't truly understand the significance of that until later.

I was in the void too its like you have no body so there is no self reflection. You feel lonely. The loneliness grows the sadness comes and grows as well. You have no eyes too cry no mouth to scream no way to express yourself. So it grows and it grows and it grows. Time dosent exist so you are just an infinite growing void of sorrow and loneliness. Then you pass out from the exhaustion. Then you emerge from the void again realize you are still in the void you cannot beleive it loneliness and sadness emerge again and again growing more and more then you go unconscious from the weight of this realization. This process happens infinite times till you finally you are null identity. Wake and dream are the same void. Forever.

@Holykael ok do that for 15 trillion years. then what. Wouldn't you really wanna try murdering someone after 15 trillion years. You probably lived a life where you were whining that God is torturous because you can't hurt anyone. You don't understand what is going into reality you are just upset about something.

I believe we are meant to live life like we are dreaming. Never hesitation always involved and never second guessing ourselves as gods

Why don't you just say something nice to them

@Theplay ask yourself are you ready to dissapear

Yes it is hard to remember specific. I would say when someone tells you their name repeat it to them outloud and consciously. Since my awakening time has been really hard to keep track of because like names dates of the week are constructs. I never know what day or week it is as its not stored inside of my mind anymore like a name of some random person I just met. I just check if I have to work tommorow and then its out of my mind.

You just have to stop caring so much. Keep them around and have fun with them if you want but realize they are npc. Respect and love them but never left them hurt you.

One time when I was meditating I turned my head and I could see the path my star was taking as it was rotating around my godhead. Like I was a proton in a cell and I am rotating around my center a black hole. We are dreaming atoms of god

@PenguinPablo your consciousness is your soul. Its a bubble of light that just turns off and on.

I have noticed that my mindfulness and not thinking about past or present has become very strong this year and lately have been having a feeling of nostalgia but for right now. I feel happy and cry because it feels like I'm experiencing a nostalgia for life in general. Imagine walking around like you are living your favorite memory but you've never experienced it before. Its not all the time but is becoming daily. I've learned to cry at home everyday when we cry I think we are disconnecting negative neuron in our mind and helps me forget about anything negative I have picked up during the day so I never have anything to think about.

@Romanov because God is a man in the sky. They don't even know where to start. God is me? what does that even mean they think. Im "name" not God. This is a belief that came with them at the beginning of their creation its not easy to crack. I tried to ask my mom she can't understand she says God is one. Well what does that mean for you then? They are clueless about reality as we all once were .

It is scary how fast you start forgetting about your other life in spirit realm. I feel some people could die and then just sit in the spirit realm and not even realize they are there. They will be there but not even realize they are existing and could sit there forever.

Why did he add leos video to use as a description of his own ideas.

Haha for sure but I am not any smarter I still have no idea what is going on and where I will be when I die all I know is shit is insane and not what we think. I do not know if leo has felt his brain hacked by aliens as he might not have said it because it sounds too insane to say outloud and will do nothing but turn people off of you.

Life isn't about suffering its about overcoming suffering . Let this be a year to overcome suffering.

For Andrew tate exiting the matrix is abusing women and having a weird fetish to degrading other males.

You need to cry you heal yourself. Crying is healing. Some people just broke your car and screamed at you its like you got jumped.

I didn't become god i just had a complete cessation of life except for those two extreme emotions. I just understood what conciousness was. The experience felt like all my neurons connected together in a specific way and it when they form together that way its like a hidden cheat code of the universe and then all the neurons in your brain start going we love you we love you and shoot their love inside of eachother. I have had another mystical experience but it is weird. Ego death isn't a big deal for me anymore it just feels weird more than scary. But I ate some shrooms again it felt like inside of my head was rock this rock was consciousness. Consciousness was wrapped in a plastic bag with the handles going out the back of my head. It felt like someone was pulling really handles really hard but I couldn't fit outside the tiny hole the bag was pulling me out from cause my consciousness was too big. It was wearing 500 t shirts and needed to be naked to fit through. So a voice in my head says ' you are wearing too many layers! Focus!' So I look at the wall and focus and then instantly all 500 shirts are ripped off and I fell on the ground and my body dissapears and I'm in the spirit realm. It looks like waves of red blue and purple star light everywhere. I move my body I cannot see it but I can still move. When I move my body it looks like a blanket is over it. Like move your body under your blanket and thats how it looked but it was a blanket of energy. I move around my house and I'm half in and half out of my body. I see a very tiny spirit flying around in the distance then I sat on my couch and now I'm completely put of my body. I can control my movement but I move around by moving my eyes not my body. I'm in 2d reality there are aliens there they are hacking my brain im not in control of anything there is a doctor. He starts mind wiping me. It felt like a printer squeezing out all my memories of my consciousness. I'm running away by moving my eyes to the left side of my vision but the printer gets me and is squeezing me. I instinctual just chant I am I am I am I am as its running me over and it allows me to keep myself from forgetting. Then all of a sudden I'm hallucinating an infinite library. I'm standing outside of it and a page flies into my consciousness and says this is you. Then another flies out thuds into my conciousness it says this is you. It does this 5 times and then I regained awareness of my body.