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If all metaphysical ideas are true by default And God is a metaphysical idea That mean God is true and its everything. In the same way beauty is true If you can deny beauty you can deny God. If you cannot deny beauty then God exists. This is the soul.

Today I randomly came up with this idea while meditating to keep my mind focused and looked to see if anyone came up with this. After 5 minutes of climbing a mental ladder I can feel myself become exhausted. I start to slow down of take a break and hold myself there. mentally only able to hold myself there on the rungs eventually you enter a state of no thought and just hold it there shaking on the ladder. My body starts to physically move .

@onacloudynight i think they are alien or lower vibrational souls. Maybe like hungry ghosts that are channel surfing conciousness and are trying to relive memories through you. So if you are smoking maybe someone who was severely addicted and wants to keep smoking but don't want to respawn. So they relinquish control and just watch your life. But they are connected to your channel so they can influence your decisions. So you could have like 5 entity watching the livestream of your life and they have a chat that you can't see but influence your thought. You could see how an extremely concious being could become you more than you are you by tricking you and then they get power over you.

I don't know how accurate this is but I read on the internet that hu was a word for God . So hu man means Hu - God Man - individual I just read more and it said the creator of the universe was masterbating and came and he yelled huuuuuuuuuuu Lol.

@Loveeee leave the soul trap that aliens have created on earth. Love yourself as God. When you die do not judge yourself with your life review . You are god God dosent judge itself. Do not reincarnate. Try to get as many souls out of this collapsing cell as possible. The alien came to earth as a virus and implanted something in the humans that make the doubt themselves so they will be trapped here. The earth is like a cell of God and aliens are like a virus they have hijacked the minds of man and are creating a soul sucking factory.

The ultimate truth is something that you wont be able to know but you can only know through direct experience. You can't prove solipsim false or true so its false or true depending on how you want it to be. From my nde experience we have death wrong and the opposite happens then what we think. We don't dissapear everything else except us dissapears.

God gave human decision to do what they want if you fuck a child and a mob kills you thats just fine in gods mind too. Whether or not fucking a child was good in gods eyes dosent matter when you are hanging from a tree. And if people kill you for it its actually God and satan showing you how they feel about it.

@onacloudynight why would anyone be a liar. Its learned by being punished for telling the truth.

@onacloudynight maybe you being a liar and not trusting anyone are connected. Start trusting people, feel vulnerable you wont get hit, then you will stop lying.

Yes you are correct I have been doing it and I can see the void when I unfocus my eyes like 15 times during meditation. Everything in my fov will turn grey then dissapears and I can see the void behind it. I'm not scared of the void anymore at least as long as I can remain in my physical body and witness it I don't know how I will act when I lose my body again. Life literally is just a game of looking at something being scared of it then accepting it as not bad and moving on. the first time it happened is so traumatizing i fell into depression for 8 years. The next time i enter the void I will try to be a good boy and sit quietly instead of throwing a tantrum.

My very first spiritual memory I have had was a dream I had when I was a child. I looked up at the sky and there were tiny people playing baseball on the moon and that scared me that tiny people could exist. I was 360 degree turning around the moon watching them and this scared me too for some unknown reason. I remember this dream as I think it was a way of my mind forming the idea that I was separate from reality and that things have a behind to them. They were not tiny people they were small people because the moon is far away and has a back to it. Things aren't growing and shrinking and changing shape they are going away and coming toward me.My brain was telling me these things through dreams and it was a nightmare to me because it was existentially challenging my reality. My first spiritual insight was probably that the universe is a cell within a cell within a cell I just didn't truly understand the significance of that until later.

I was in the void too its like you have no body so there is no self reflection. You feel lonely. The loneliness grows the sadness comes and grows as well. You have no eyes too cry no mouth to scream no way to express yourself. So it grows and it grows and it grows. Time dosent exist so you are just an infinite growing void of sorrow and loneliness. Then you pass out from the exhaustion. Then you emerge from the void again realize you are still in the void you cannot beleive it loneliness and sadness emerge again and again growing more and more then you go unconscious from the weight of this realization. This process happens infinite times till you finally you are null identity. Wake and dream are the same void. Forever.

@Holykael ok do that for 15 trillion years. then what. Wouldn't you really wanna try murdering someone after 15 trillion years. You probably lived a life where you were whining that God is torturous because you can't hurt anyone. You don't understand what is going into reality you are just upset about something.

I believe we are meant to live life like we are dreaming. Never hesitation always involved and never second guessing ourselves as gods

Why don't you just say something nice to them

@Theplay ask yourself are you ready to dissapear

Yes it is hard to remember specific. I would say when someone tells you their name repeat it to them outloud and consciously. Since my awakening time has been really hard to keep track of because like names dates of the week are constructs. I never know what day or week it is as its not stored inside of my mind anymore like a name of some random person I just met. I just check if I have to work tommorow and then its out of my mind.

You just have to stop caring so much. Keep them around and have fun with them if you want but realize they are npc. Respect and love them but never left them hurt you.

One time when I was meditating I turned my head and I could see the path my star was taking as it was rotating around my godhead. Like I was a proton in a cell and I am rotating around my center a black hole. We are dreaming atoms of god

@PenguinPablo your consciousness is your soul. Its a bubble of light that just turns off and on.

I have noticed that my mindfulness and not thinking about past or present has become very strong this year and lately have been having a feeling of nostalgia but for right now. I feel happy and cry because it feels like I'm experiencing a nostalgia for life in general. Imagine walking around like you are living your favorite memory but you've never experienced it before. Its not all the time but is becoming daily. I've learned to cry at home everyday when we cry I think we are disconnecting negative neuron in our mind and helps me forget about anything negative I have picked up during the day so I never have anything to think about.

@Romanov because God is a man in the sky. They don't even know where to start. God is me? what does that even mean they think. Im "name" not God. This is a belief that came with them at the beginning of their creation its not easy to crack. I tried to ask my mom she can't understand she says God is one. Well what does that mean for you then? They are clueless about reality as we all once were .

It is scary how fast you start forgetting about your other life in spirit realm. I feel some people could die and then just sit in the spirit realm and not even realize they are there. They will be there but not even realize they are existing and could sit there forever.

Why did he add leos video to use as a description of his own ideas.

Haha for sure but I am not any smarter I still have no idea what is going on and where I will be when I die all I know is shit is insane and not what we think. I do not know if leo has felt his brain hacked by aliens as he might not have said it because it sounds too insane to say outloud and will do nothing but turn people off of you.