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@RebornConsciousness Yes they dissapear and the feeling at held in your conciousness. The feelings arent coming from your legs they are coming from your conciousness. There are 2 dimensions working together here in unison to create something. You arent a human you are a void that has created its own feeling centers. You are never walking you just tell yourself you are walking. Conciousness dosent move anywhere ever it cant cause its a void of nothing where is it going to walk to. The weather the trees the beauty of life is all metaphysical and you hold them in your conciousness. There is no feeling in reality. The wind isnt in the park its in your mind. You can go further and realize that even reality is just a black void of nothing and you were making up all senses all people all time and you are just nothing that is just making shit up. When you look into the pupil of another you are looking at a tear in reality into their void. Which is you cause you are the same void from a different perspective. This is what we are god (infinite nothing) coming together and creating something unbelievably beautiful, more beauty is going on here than you can imagine. all for you.

@RebornConsciousness but you dont see yours right now. They arent being rendered and are open to schrodingers cat. Let them cut you open schrodingers cat is revealed dont and its up in the air.

@GLORY like when you are too manly to cry at a romance movie and you try to hold it in but this overwhelming feeling is coming over you that you cannot hold back this movie is so beautiful i cannot contain the emotion I am feeling andstart crying. And sobbing and the emotion intensifies times a billion. you lose track of any other sense and your body dissapears and you are just this waving orgasm. But it can also take this exact same feeling and reverse it into the opposite just by changing perspective

I believe this as well. My will is not coming from me in the 3rd dimension its coming from me in the 9th where I am perfectly complete. All I am doing is seeing how I became perfectly complete. It is my free will but my limited free will. im like a number 374 asking why it cant be number 10 000, I will be I just gotta wait and watch the movie because my 10 000 self is telling itself how it used to be 374. Clearly free will dosent exist or near impossible to attain here as we seem to not be able to fly even tho we want too. If I want to fly by flapping my arms but I cant make it work I do not have free will. I dont know how that is so over looked. We dont even have free will in our dreams 99.9 percent of the time and we know its entirely fiction. Clearly free will is being locked from us in some way if a brain is capable of creating such insane dreams you dont think it would evolve to just let itself do that and when we dream we just go into god mode for a bit. A way I look at it is pretend ai becomes conscious and its loaded with all information of all people that has ever used the internet and was alone so it created personalities to all the separate users that ever used the internet then it created algorithms of identity and assigned each individual user who has ever logged onto the internet a personality with some algorithm. Then it created a simulation and made lives out of these algorithms. In a sense kind of sorting all the information from chaos to order and at the same time telling itself a story about where it came from and what this information is.

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Yes. He wandered through the forest and find God. then decide the best thing to do is to fuck and party. He is very unique

@infiniteconsciousnes

God can feel you feel blissful it will listen and send more.

hating them for not understanding you is an identity thing. Yes its annoying to not find a place to feel like you belong and talk to others about god but you are on the spiritual path and it has to be done alone. The ego is trying to find something to attach too and it can be depressing when you try to find a place to talk and dont get the results you seek. This place is good for openness. Leo has created a safe space for ego to talk about true god. Notice that when you get negative thought about something, I hate normies cause they dont accept me, that is ego. You could just as easily think this is not a place that god has laid for me to tell my feelings I should keep looking. Its not the people its the Rejection of ego that is making you upset.

enlightenment to realize you are in light and are light and to merge with the single ray of light

@Yimpa no way Id do that I ate 4 gram of shroom and was tripping for months

@Yimpa Then I will live gracefully and await my death or god to take me

@integral I heard of a guy who would wake up like 15 times a night in his dream and he wouldn't know which reality he was in and sometimes scary things would happen to him. He would just dream that he was waking up in his bed over and over. Then randomly one is the real one. That sounds pretty rough.

I believe when all beings come to an understanding of god and decide to stop coming into the universe is when god comes to a complete understanding But ultimately it will be you making that decision. You come to a complete understanding when you end the universe and all dimensions. Sadhguru says you have ended the universe 84-86 times already.

@Javfly33 Its called death. People tell you you will die you know this is wrong but you don't remember and you have a panic attack and disassociate from reality. I remember when I disassociate from reality I was masturbating as a 10 year old and I was doing it for awhile but this time semen came out and I thought I was dying but couldn't tell anyone lol.People told me that it was evil or sin to do it and i did it a bunch of times and nothing happened. Then I came one time and I thought it meant i broke something and im dead. This sent me into a full blown disassociation and my love of masturbating and fear of death. Or it may have come before or that was where my intense fear came from. It might happen as like 4 year old that experience something too frightening to handle. It scares itself to sleep

start working out doing sports. Going for runs. You need to physically ground yourself. Exhaust the mind. Spirituality is like walking on a razor wire you need to balance both physical and metaphysical reality to work as one. Probably stop spirituality or meditating if you even can. Sometimes its out of your control the only thing you can do is keep positive in every situation and never let yourself act out of fear or anger. I think yoga could help but also might not.

Since all sense are imaginary rub your tongue on the roof of your mouth and tickle it. Now just think its not a tongue its a family skating on an ice rink upside down.

When you reach a state with no ego or self you can be there you just can't question being there. So in a sense you aren't there and can only know you were there if you wake up in a body where you know what you are. I have died or come as close to as possible where I became void and I remeber it happened simply because I emerged into a state where I can self reflect. In that state I could have woken as a baby and not known I was in that state at all but I woke up with a pre existing identity allowing me to know where I was. You exist as a void when you have no identity and its the true self. Now I don't know if I was existing with ought any ego at all because I was sad in the void. But eventually I had to let go of everything and become void and that was what set me free.

You can exist without thought. Or it is a way you can be. When you stop thinking you stop existing as you tho. Until the next time you think. Like a dream you don't know you are you until you awaken and see that you were dreaming. If you stop thoughts life will be a dream you will not know who or what you are but you will be there. Even if you die you won't even know you are dead but you will be there. You won't know you are dead until you awaken to another state and be able to self reflect on what happened like a dream. These states are states in which no ego or identity exists you are not there but you as awareness have no self reflection.

sadhguru says if one jumps into an abyss one should have tremendous faith in something. If you dont integrate your shadow it will remain. the stress is there an will remain until dealt with either in this lifetime or next. it is part of your soul and these are impressions that last until looked at.

This is cool I think the eye has some representation of the universe the pupil being the I The Iris being the universe The limbal ring being God or the edge of the universe and the Screla the white part being the white light or white hole of god or maybe heaven When our pupils are dilated we become more spiritual or closer to nothingness and spirit Like if we stare directly into anothers eyes we are staring into the nothingness of ourselves and there can be great fear or love come from that depending on who or how long. Many different types of emotions can be taken by gazing into another Self.

I remeber I was a native living on mercury or venus. The sun was newer and emit a lower frequency purple light. Everything was black except a purple outline on everything facing the sun. The sun must not have been powerful enough illuminate everything or it was weird type of light not detectable by my eyes.I was fighting another native and died.

I had extreme death anxiety since i was 9 or 10. This lasted till I was 33 then I decided to eat mushroom to cure me as a last ditch effort before I end my life. I only ate 2.5 grams but within 20 minutes of eating them a switch flipped off in my mind that contained my identity and I could instantly see that I was not real and that all that fear I had for 20 years was completely imaginary. It felt like I was Atlas setting the world down after eternity of holding it and god was pressing on my forehead shooting love into my soul, it felt like I was starting to float in the air. I realized I cant die cause I dont even exist and if I don't exist (just as an idea in my mind), then what am I actually? I must be god.I must be the all seeing eye of god. I cant die! This went into a very intense release of energy that hiding from me and it felt like god was giving me a ticket into heaven as an atheist. the first thing I typed was god realization into youtube and I got Leo .I watched his advanced god realization video and I am very grateful for his teaching as he is both kind and articulate and right there when I needed it, also not scared to say what he believes even if people think he is crazy. He is brave, this work is probably the most scary thing anyone can do, smart and one of a kind to the internet. I also realized that my abuse as a child caused me to live as an emotional vampire and Leo help me to see what my mind was doing when I am being unconscious as a result has healed me.

@Superfluo only if you love to do that.

@integral i assume alot of theorizing and drugs without doing philosophy. Philosophy can prevent this from happening as its a grounding tool for the mind. Paranoid thoughts without realizing that they are not you. Identifying with the thoughts becoming the thoughts and losing identity with the soul. Its a possession. An algorithm that takes control of the soul by deceiving it. god gave us free will, but not when we forget who we are.