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@Max1993 this is a good explanation long but indepth

@UnlovingGod Ive had my time with women, I found god and I dont need women's bs. If someone comes around that is tolerable then maybe but it hasnt happened in a long time. The rest of my life here is for non attachment and god worship, if god gives me sex I will take it but I dont intentionally chase sex. I am a philosopher and the kardashians and clothing are not on my interest list, as well as talking about someones day and interests. If i could have a woman with the mind of a man it would be a good fit.

@UnlovingGod Yea prob best not to do it all the time as you can make it feel better if you wait awhile. Jerking off because you are bored barely gets you anything and waste your energy. But if you wait longer you can get this really good feeling in your stomach randomly through the day, almost feels like your about to have sex constantly, like the feeling of a woman putting her hands down your pants and shes about to touch it, all the time and your stomach sinks

Googles definition of hedonism is pretty wild What is an example of hedonism? A hedonistic lifestyle is one of pleasure-seeking. For example, someone who does drugs and has reckless sex without care for the harm done to others but only aiming for their own pleasure could be seen as having a hedonistic lifestyle. What makes a hedonist a rampant sexual predator? And everyone does drugs maybe thats the definition but its not what we are talking about at all

was leos false teaching that we actually should just smoke weed and jerk off all day. All I hear is people demonizing it, why wouldnt I live the good life if god gave me the chance

@Max1993 you probably hear peoples thoughts all the time you are just mistaking them for your own. You have one thought and thats intuition

@Max1993 you feel as if we are in different locations possibly across the world talking on the internet but thats not the case there is no location in the universe except the centre. You are layered over me in the center of the universe. You are inside my mind and im inside yours but we are the same thing

@Max1993 Its the exact same as a dream. All characters are played by 1 thing and all povs are layered over eachother. Imagine youlooking at someone you and that person are in the exact same location in the universe. Looking out into nothing

@Max1993 I dont know I have never done it, I have only done shrooms twice One time i saw god and the next I saw alien. But its not about trying to articulate truth its about getting an understanding of it. When you do you will know you will have a physical reaction, or metaphysical reaction. It will feel physical but all reaction is metaphysical you will see

yes I drew alot in paint as a kid takes 10 second I dont know what happens when you die. Maybe you just become a voice in gods mind begging it to give you a chance to do what you desire, maybe you go to heaven and you can do whatever you want forever then come back down to the universe. Maybe there is a level up system and you go to another planet or reincarnate as a worm on earth to sit in shit and then be eaten by a bird

kinda like this You arent the human you are the void and the void is everyone and its the only thing that exists. If two people look at eachother its the void looking at the void with nothing in between it Where you think your head is is an infinite void of nothing not a head

They are just ignoring mega facts that have been proven because they are liars. They dont want to look like absolute idiots. Its reverse santa. Imagine having to admit that everything you have done irl was just an imaginary character and santa was more real all along. The same when people tell you santa is a lie and you have to admit metaphysics is not real. You say bullshit then throw a fit or deny like a fucking baby. Science has done nothing but cripple humanity.

My brother had a demon squeezing his balls when we were kids. He would often drop to the ground cause his testicle hurt for no reason.

Its a demon squeezing into your space. I think called Alice in wonderland syndrome . I would get it when I was a kid and I'm pretty sure 2 demon attach themselves to me when I had scarlet fever as a child

Catholic is the biggest scam I've ever seen. They worship Jesus. Jesus say call no man father except God. then they have a guy called father stand on front of the and spread blasphemy on God and are tricked into worshipping this fucking idiot thinking they are worshipping God. How ignorant can't you get open your fucking eyes and ears you idiots. In terms of religion its the most degenerate and clueless. Then they use the symbol of him being crucified as the center of the religion. Jesus won't be off the cross until this abomination is destroyed. He's still on the cross to this day suffering in his own world because of this. Thousands of years he saw he will be on the cross when he died and he's like bro seriously?!

Everything exist inside imagination except for the one imagining. You are inside imagination to me and I'm outside I'm inside imagination to you and you are outside. But you can never know if I'm outside so it defaults to only you.

The o ly thing I have to do is work all free time is my time as I didn't fall into the baby trap. I spend it smoking weed and playing with my cats and thinking about god and learning about god. On Friday me and the boys get together to drink and play magic and league. I have no interest in women as I am in love with god

Sadguru says the same thing he is not a Buddhist. When asked who is the most important person in your life sadguru says whoever is in front of him. Because no one else exists. He also says he never read any scripture of any religion hindu Buddhist christian cause its all trash

You are doing it right now. God is happiness if you walk down the street and birds and people aren't singing to you you are doing it. Cause its happening Try an experienment before you go to sleep picture scenarios where you are doing something and everyone and everything is happy and singing to you out of happiness people trees houses the clouds everything

Sense of self is different than ego. You can live without a sense of self easily all animals do it. They are just there watching a movie an urge comes and they do. But I don't think you can function without an ego and the ego is changing all the time. Ego is everything I have learned about reality. And sense of self is I exist as a certain object in reality. I don't think humans get this until like 4 - 6. You didn't exist until you were 4-6 but you could navigate the world somehow. Everything you looked at was you until you came to a conclusion you are not what you are looking at but the opposite. But this is the wrong conclusion. I think sense of self comes into play with a lot of kids by the fear of death. The realization that they will die. Its a fundamental lie and you sort of dissasosiate from God consciousness and become something else. And now you have to die to return to it

@Husseinisdoingfine everything in nature is naturally meditative. A fire a creek flowing grass and trees. A waterfall you can stare at these forever and trance out

If you are awakened you are a genius. Maybe not mathematically bit Spiritually you are genius you have discovered which cannot be picked up by senses and therefore genius. The only reason mathematically genius people are recognized is because people can see their genius.

God love you as a soul but the body is a tool to do things the body is unimportant it has no meaning or feeling its just an object in 3d

@Jowblob def easier said than done i wasnt even concious in the void. While i was in there i didn't know i was there and when i was out i completely forgot i was in it. I thought I just dreamed it but then I ate some mushroom 8 years later and the mushroom told me that I was in a void then and then I understood what conciousness is instantly and kundalini awakened. I don't know how I will react if I go back. All I know is it was probably the least fun thing I've ever experienced in my entire existence as a soul. Id rate my experience with void 0/10. It indented my soul so much I was very depressed for 8 years after and I was going to kill myself if not for the mushroom . Infinite abandonment forever is no joke and I wouldn't wish it on anyone But these are the things we have to deal with

I had nde and it felt like a sinking feeling in your stomach times infinity and it keeps expanding infinetly then you stop and are void and its kinda like sleeping but you are aware. Then you snap back alert and the process starts again for ever until you become a void of nothing in both alert and unalert states. Then you can come back into a body. I beleive learning how to become void in 3d will help you hit the void be a void instantly and then you spend less time fighting in the void. And respawn instantly. I hear sadguru explain this in one of his videos and he said that what hell and heaven is it can be pleasant or unpleasant depending on the state of mind on death. If you die paranoid you will expand paranoia into God tier paranoia if you die laughing you expand into God tier laughing In my case I became infinite abandonment