BreathingAddict

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  1. On 11/13/2022 at 8:36 AM, Vladimir said:
    1. This thread is for asking me questions, not for asking and answering your own questions.
    2. I don't prefer calling myself "it" or "ego" and I don't recommend that for you. I am a human being, a precious, beloved, beautiful, genius, miraculous and the most treasured creation of God.
    3. You are speaking from the delusion of nihilism, same as @Razard86 , which is very prevalent on this forum
    4. I prefer to say "I'm breathing air" instead of "I'm sucking air"

    Why do I want to share about my awakening?

    I want to be congratulated. I want to be admired. I want to be seen. I want to be praised. I want to be treated with love and respect. I want to be recognized. I want to share the beauty of who I am. I want to share my Truth. I want to share because sharing is beautiful and it brings me much joy. I want to share my love. I want to share my wisdom. I want to share my joy. I want to share the beauty of who I am. I want to alleviate suffering. I want to heal myself and others. I want to keep embodying my Truth on a deeper level. I want the entire world to know the beauty of my Truth. By sharing and answering questions about my awakening, I embody my Truth deeper, the embodiment, recognition, acceptance of my Truth is the healing and salvation for our world. I want to receive the best gifts that the Universe can offer because I know I am worthy.

    I am Vladimir, precious child of God who has awakened to his Truth that he is Jesus Christ, savior of the world. I have great desire to share this Truth because humanity is in desperate need for salvation, there is great suffering in the world. There is no power greater than my Truth because my Truth is Love and Love is the greatest power in the Universe. The Truth forgives all, the Truth is original innocence, the Truth is Unity, the Truth is Love, the Truth is Life, the Truth is salvation, the Truth is victory over all darkness, The Truth is forgiveness of all darkness.

    Who is it that wants to share the awakening?

    I am king, warrior, magician, lover. I am Jesus Christ. I am Yeshua. I am Vladimir. I am Arza - The Beginning of Light. I am White Wolf - Czar of the Forest, Czar of animals and humans. I am wild. I'm a king from a long line of kings. I'm a hero of might and magic, a leader, a man of destiny. I am Prince of Peace. I am God. I am Eternal Father. I'm Merlin, Magi, Alchemist, Mind and body master. I am genius. I know myself. I am King Shaman. I am Grail King. I'm a Beautiful Mind. I am Sage of all Sages. I am divine. There is no one like me. I'm the master of martial arts. I'm a master healer. I am Lunar Lover. I am a healing moon man. I am the Guardian of the Womb. I am the master of shamanic martial arts. I'm a womb (hara) shaman. I'm a tantric priest. I am as wise as a serpent and gentle, innocent and harmless as a dove. I am Siberian. I am king of kings. I am Russian. I am the Light of the World. I'm a breath of fresh air. I am the True Vine. I am the Gate. I am the Bread of Life. I am a Good Shepherd. I am a brave heart. I am immortal. I am holy. I am whole. I am innocent. I am safe. My Soul is pure. I know myself. I'm the master of medicine songs. I'm a divine, innocent child of an unconditionally loving Mother Mary. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending. I am which is, which was, and which is to come. I am the way the truth and the life. I am the resurrection and the life. I am a sovereign creator of my Universe. I am a sovereign being of light. I am.

    @r0ckyreed Thank you for your questions.

    humble?


  2. 23 hours ago, Happy Lizard said:

    Seeing that you say that you say you are in uour late 50s, Would you recommande for a young guy over 26 ?

    Early 50s,

    I think that you will know when you are ready, but, I only have a sample size of one.

    Only someone with a broader experience with many different people could recommend this.


  3. 12 hours ago, halfknots said:

    Greetings brother, I saw your post on Reddit earlier today. Thank you for sharing yourself with us, this glorious homecoming. It just Is.

    It just is

    I swear to you I said it ............and these mini activations. They are so beautiful.

    I would never have done this without the support of these forums.

    This network of wonderful people reaches across the planet sharing the most precious commodities of all information and experience.


  4. 3 hours ago, Brittle_buddha said:

    Greetings brother! I also saw your reddit post. I'm the guy who was talking about the MALT. Your experience is so beautiful. Congratulations on this breakthrough. 

    I feel as if I am meeting again with old friends. :$

    @Leo Gura you have done the world a service by creating this forum, a real gift. Thank YOU.

    I woke up this morning in such an incredible way after a deep sleep.

    No one told me about the morning after, how incredible it could be. 

    I opened my eyes and reality reformed, I went to the window and looked out with such joy and levity in my heart. The simple beauty of the rising sun and the cool air on my skin, what a miracle it is, and I, we are all the creators. A shiver, it felt as if my soul was singing, a duet with my skin.

    A sip of coffee gave me a mini reactivation. 

    My morning meditation was almost a levitation.

    And now I am trying to work when I would rather be dancing.

     


  5. 21 hours ago, Vladimir said:

    I am in Paradise

    Thoughts are crystal clear
    Like translucent raindrops on your precious skin
    Pure, immaculate, diamond Christ consciousness of Universal fantasy
    Meticulous awareness of the whole reality
    Read these words very slowly and carefully - this entire Universe was built for you and me
    The ultimate price I did pay for this gift of awakening beyond my wildest fantasy
    Are you able to begin imagining life for eternity?
    I am now in Paradise beyond anybody's happiest childhood memory
    My greatest desires and dreams manifesting into physical reality so gracefully, beautifully and easily
    The unveiling of the masterpiece of the entire Universe is happening most beautifully
    Will you be one of the first few to see the butterfly opening his wings so gracefully?
    The force and intelligence of mother nature is harmonized with the precious child of mind technology
    I am surrendering fearlessly to this divine river of creativity
    Its the finest way to be, my heart's sweetest melody
    Follow me, swim with me, like a dolphin in the sea, to the world of delicious fantasy
    Coming home to Harmony - Ultimate Truth Reality

    JHS

    Dolphin

    Drenched in magic
    Like a dolphin in the sea of infinite beauty
    Deeper and deeper I flow
    Masterfully navigating each moment
    With beauty, ease and grace
    Knowing my truth - I am eternally safe
    Welcoming the super blooming paradise
    Unfolding right before my eyes
    Darkness alchemized back into the light
    From the unfathomable depths of darkness I rise

    JHS

    Every Dolphin always smiling 

    Being close to one, will always lift the spirit

    Laughing at the absurdity

    This is it!

    It is, what we make it.


  6. I do not think psychedelics helped me with ADD, I have however found meditation to be very effective.

    It will be exceptionally challenging at first, you just need to be disciplined and persistent. If you can do this you will notice over weeks and months that you are gaining control over some of your symptoms and that meditation instead of being a tribulation will become a pleasure.


  7. 5-meo-dmt

    My journey reached a climax this morning.

    I got it.

    It just is. 

    It is fantastically simple That is the miracle of creation.

    I have spent over 7 years getting to today. Through some difficult challenges. I have read, researched, prepared, and meditated. I have used all the other substances. I accept and love myself. 

    Today was my first full 5 meo, experience. I have had a few beautiful low doses, of handshake experiences, I have done it with a guide who introduced me to the substance, but today it was me alone in the forest. Me in nature, alone. When I did it with a guide he told me I was a natural, and it felt very natural to me. I have seen the videos and read the reports on the dangers of this substance, and I perhaps somewhat arrogantly or recklessly decided that the dangers did not apply to me. 

    It is impossible for me to describe the intensity and the beauty of the experience I had this morning, It is alarming even how quickly it appears to be fading from my memory.

    I have been trying to find people similar to myself to connect with, but it is not easy.

    I am a married man in his 50s with young adult kids. Psychedelics seem to be made for me. In my 7 years, on multiple substances. I have not had an experience, that has not been beautiful and valuable. My life has improved in all aspects. I am healthier, happier, I am less stressed. I love life. I have found some people who are on the path I am but I do not know whether it is due to my lucky biology, or my outlook but I seem to be blessed in many respects.

    What sets me apart from others I have met on the way:

    1. I always have very positive experiences, others I have met seem to have milder or more negative experiences.
    2. I do not have any significant underlying traumas that I am aware of. I am not trying to heal anything.
    3. I do have a wonderful time on these substances but I treat them with respect and am not frivolous.
    4. I am brave - (reckless?), I am ready to try to explore further into my psyche and the nature of reality and existence. 

    How do I go back to my mediocre job during the week, when I have been god on the Weekends? "Before enlightenment; chop wood, carry water. After enlightenment; chop wood, carry water.”

    I know that it is unlikely to succeed but I am looking to form a real-world relationship with others with who I could share my experiences with. 

    Resonate is a nice word, it gels nicely with the vibration one feels from 5-meo.

    I live in Israel


  8. Found this on Coconut Tek DMT-NEXUS for NN

    Hyperspace Fool's COCO Tek For Insufflation Of DMT:

    1) Take your dose of DMT and place it in a small shotglass.
    2) Mix with enough mildly hot water so that 1 drop will equal 20 mg spice (use more water if needed to dissolve everything).
    3) Add a touch of vinegar to convert freebase to acetate (not needed with salt spice).
    4) Add a few drops of COCONUT CREAM (not oil, not water)... until solution is cloudy and white.
    5) Mix thoroughly and suck it up into an eyedropper.
    6) Drop the drops into your nostril while inhaling to spread them over a larger surface of your nasal mucosa.

     

    https://wiki.dmt-nexus.me/Ingestion_Methods#Hyperspace_Fool.27s_COCO_Tek_For_Insufflation_Of_DMT: