BreathingAddict

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  1. I think I was as deep as possible, it felt that way.
  2. 5-meo-dmt My journey reached a climax this morning. I got it. It just is. It is fantastically simple That is the miracle of creation. I have spent over 7 years getting to today. Through some difficult challenges. I have read, researched, prepared, and meditated. I have used all the other substances. I accept and love myself. Today was my first full 5 meo, experience. I have had a few beautiful low doses, of handshake experiences, I have done it with a guide who introduced me to the substance, but today it was me alone in the forest. Me in nature, alone. When I did it with a guide he told me I was a natural, and it felt very natural to me. I have seen the videos and read the reports on the dangers of this substance, and I perhaps somewhat arrogantly or recklessly decided that the dangers did not apply to me. It is impossible for me to describe the intensity and the beauty of the experience I had this morning, It is alarming even how quickly it appears to be fading from my memory. I have been trying to find people similar to myself to connect with, but it is not easy. I am a married man in his 50s with young adult kids. Psychedelics seem to be made for me. In my 7 years, on multiple substances. I have not had an experience, that has not been beautiful and valuable. My life has improved in all aspects. I am healthier, happier, I am less stressed. I love life. I have found some people who are on the path I am but I do not know whether it is due to my lucky biology, or my outlook but I seem to be blessed in many respects. What sets me apart from others I have met on the way: I always have very positive experiences, others I have met seem to have milder or more negative experiences. I do not have any significant underlying traumas that I am aware of. I am not trying to heal anything. I do have a wonderful time on these substances but I treat them with respect and am not frivolous. I am brave - (reckless?), I am ready to try to explore further into my psyche and the nature of reality and existence. How do I go back to my mediocre job during the week, when I have been god on the Weekends? "Before enlightenment; chop wood, carry water. After enlightenment; chop wood, carry water.” I know that it is unlikely to succeed but I am looking to form a real-world relationship with others with who I could share my experiences with. Resonate is a nice word, it gels nicely with the vibration one feels from 5-meo. I live in Israel
  3. Early 50s, I think that you will know when you are ready, but, I only have a sample size of one. Only someone with a broader experience with many different people could recommend this.
  4. Thank you, Know that if you accomplish nothing else in life, you have helped make the life of one man better.
  5. It just is I swear to you I said it ............and these mini activations. They are so beautiful. I would never have done this without the support of these forums. This network of wonderful people reaches across the planet sharing the most precious commodities of all information and experience.
  6. I feel as if I am meeting again with old friends. . @Leo Gura you have done the world a service by creating this forum, a real gift. Thank YOU. I woke up this morning in such an incredible way after a deep sleep. No one told me about the morning after, how incredible it could be. I opened my eyes and reality reformed, I went to the window and looked out with such joy and levity in my heart. The simple beauty of the rising sun and the cool air on my skin, what a miracle it is, and I, we are all the creators. A shiver, it felt as if my soul was singing, a duet with my skin. A sip of coffee gave me a mini reactivation. My morning meditation was almost a levitation. And now I am trying to work when I would rather be dancing.
  7. Every Dolphin always smiling Being close to one, will always lift the spirit Laughing at the absurdity This is it! It is, what we make it.
  8. I do not think psychedelics helped me with ADD, I have however found meditation to be very effective. It will be exceptionally challenging at first, you just need to be disciplined and persistent. If you can do this you will notice over weeks and months that you are gaining control over some of your symptoms and that meditation instead of being a tribulation will become a pleasure.
  9. Why will it degrade? When you say fast how fast do you mean?
  10. Found this on Coconut Tek DMT-NEXUS for NN Hyperspace Fool's COCO Tek For Insufflation Of DMT: 1) Take your dose of DMT and place it in a small shotglass. 2) Mix with enough mildly hot water so that 1 drop will equal 20 mg spice (use more water if needed to dissolve everything). 3) Add a touch of vinegar to convert freebase to acetate (not needed with salt spice). 4) Add a few drops of COCONUT CREAM (not oil, not water)... until solution is cloudy and white. 5) Mix thoroughly and suck it up into an eyedropper. 6) Drop the drops into your nostril while inhaling to spread them over a larger surface of your nasal mucosa. https://wiki.dmt-nexus.me/Ingestion_Methods#Hyperspace_Fool.27s_COCO_Tek_For_Insufflation_Of_DMT:
  11. At which point did he describe the methodology? I have been curious about this also and would love to know more. The video is very long and I skipped around looking for what you described without success. I did love Leo's Dreamcoat outfit.