Inception
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Post #86 Doesn’t feel like my life anymore.
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Post #84 Woke up feeling like shit. Unemployed. The quest goes on nevertheless. I’m learning a lot about myself these days.
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Post #82: Maze Nothing changes I’m still in the maze. Not to self: Whatever happens remind yourself that you’re still a fake rat within the fake maze (unless you escape of course). I eat, sleep and live in the maze. I’m the only rat. Just a lonely little rat. I respect the maze. I try not to underestimate it.
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Post #81 I swear to God I’m going to figure you out mind. I’ll devote every single bit of energy i have to solve you. From now this is my sole purpose.
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Post #80 I’ll never blindly trust myself and my mind again. Huge mistake.
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Post #79 My goal is to understand the mind as thoroughly as possible and to uncover my deception. I want to become a psychologist.
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Post #78 I continually watch and get off of seeing how many have seen my profile and this thread. I’m attached to this profile.
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Post #77 The grind continues. Life is a maze. A lot of deception out there. Don’t get lost in do i have free will or not, just keep going. Our mind is tricking us. Leo’s the only one we can really trust. Let’s not get paranoid though, that’s a trap!
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Post #76 The next couple of years are going to be pure dull grind and an uphill battle
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Post #75: No self, no problem The goal is not to improve myself, but to get rid of myself. ”No self, no problem”
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Post #74 My ego (me) is completely dysfunctional. Yesterday marked the sincere (i think) beginning of “my” spiritual journey. For the first years of my life I didn’t have an ego. For the next decade and a half I didn’t knew I had an ego. For the next half decade I knew about, but wasn’t serious about the work. Only now am I ready to do the work.
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Post #73: Grounding I’m taking a break from anything mystical from now on I’ll be focusing on cold hard practicality. ”Keep your mind ever on the Star, but let your eyes watch over your footsteps, lest you fall into the mire by reason of your upward gaze” - Three Initiates
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Post #72: Meta To think you can completely avoid fear and pain is foolishness. You have to go meta. “The problem is not the problem. The problem is your attitude about the problem“ - Captain Jack Sparrow
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Post #71 I wasn’t losing the plot, I was finding it.
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Ah i see. Yeah, I can still do that :-)
