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@Anahata No, I'm still working on myself for that to be a good life-changing experience instead of something extremely negative.

@universe I'm 17 years old.

You're right, I first need to learn how to handle those kinds of routines. Also, I have the same problem with the life-purpose course.

I had a dream of running away from a man and the interpretation from online of being chased in a dream is that there is something I am avoiding in life. How do I find out what it is? I think it has something to do with the avoidance of truth and something I am unwilling to surrender. Basically the dream goes like this: I was going to the park and then I see a man which felt like da ja vu in the dream. I had a really bad feeling about this man and just as I was about to run and if I remember correctly, I think the man shouted, "I know where your Mom lives". I was running from him but then my conscience told me to turn around. As I did, I ran to the man and was on the ground surrendering right in front of him. As soon as I did this the man left me alone. What do you think about the dream?

It really seems like I am not focusing on contemplating any specific thing. It also seems like I am not focusing on any specific video or book. How do I narrow down my focus to get some real results? My focus still needs to be balanced however but narrowing down my focus would already be an improvement.

@Kksd74628 Right, I am not using a system right now and yet I'm no longer stuck. Why does it happen when I do get stuck though?

@itachi uchiha Why are you recommending 2 books on mastery? What is the difference between the 2?

@Batman Basically do introspection right?

@itachi uchihaSo that is why it seems like I am going to broad with Actualized.org, because I am currently in a maze. I trust in this process, thank you.

@Someone here I'm with you on awakening even if it seems like I am questioning you too much although they are valid questions.

@Breakingthewall Isn't Leo still seeking? How do you know that Someone here has reached the highest Awakening?

This is such great work, I can also expect having Leo's book in the future once it gets released! I will be looking into this work on the forum as well!

I didn't know that Infinite Waters was platformed here, what does that even mean? What is that supposed to look like on the forum?

@EvokeI suspected the same thing about Infinite Waters being a conspiracy theorist and was looking to see if I was right but Leo told me and someone else to stop spreading conspiracy theories. This may be a bad sign but maybe Leo was not talking to me since it seems like he doesn't want to de-platform Infinite Waters. He believes that life is a simulation controlled by AI while Leo says that life is a dream. I am not conscious of either of them being true but I don't understand why Ralph would demonize AI. It seems like he believing that there are evil AI entities because he demonizes AI. This was not in the video but this is important to mention and is related to what I'm talking about: Infinite Waters dismisses conspiracy theories saying that the word "conspiracy" was used by the FBI and that it's used for manipulation. I think that it makes Infinite Waters more vulnerable to self-deception since any theory liked by his ego will work for him. I do agree with the government censoring people who are against COVID since it's difficult to find both sides of the argument whether or not these vaccines should be taken. I don't think that I could repeat what I hear about it nor would it be useful to not think critically. About Infinite Waters, talking about the war itself , Ralph seems to already be talking about popular opinions but adding his own spiritual beliefs on top of that.

@thisintegratedWhat do you mean when you say that it would be wrong to assume that a bee has as much existence as humans? And what do you mean when you say it brings less to existence within its lifetime? Does infinity care less about the bee? If not, then how come it brings less aspects of infinity compared to us? Are you saying that people create more than bees do? Why don't you just say that? I don't think that is what you mean though and I don't get your comparison with bees and humans.

@Carl-Richard It seems like stuck in general so it seems like I am just dabbing with consciousness work. Maybe be more decisive with what I should do? There's really not a good answer to this question because if I knew I probably would have resolved it.

@Leo GuraIf Vimeo does not let you have your videos back, what would you use instead?

So that is why your explanation from your blog about deleting the solipsism video got taken down twice! If Vimeo does not let you post on your blog, would you post it on YouTube? Seems like there is a conflict going on with you and Vimeo.

@Someone hereYou started a separate forum saying that you awoken to the fact that everything is imaginary, why did you start a new one?

@Someone here Also, I am not against contradiction if paradox is appropriate but I simply don't see any self-reference or self-reflection with the quoted part of what you told me.

So the video does not contradict Leo saying that watching videos is not enough. However, Leo said that contemplation will not awaken you so how does contemplating for hours help you awaken? Also, there are a lot of ideas that cannot be easily verifiable. Leo posted a video that is supposed to help me verify that I am God, I also think that I should also repeat the video a few more times. I really cannot explain my open-mindedness towards awakening, it seems like my state of consciousness is its own ground when it comes to open-mindedness and that my reasons for it is ultimately groundless and that I can could have been close-minded. I really cannot explain why I have a calling for Awakening.

@Vibroverse Good question, I don't have a good answer other than that I have no other explanation of how I was acknowledged at the current moment. As for my dreams, I guess I can say a 4th wall break is reflecting back to the nature of the dream or who I am in it.

A long time ago, when I first began to be more consistent with watching Leo's content, Leo responded to my thoughts and actions. At first, it seems like I am telling you coincidences but I just knew it could not be coincidences even though Leo posted those videos ages ago (one of them I remember are about belief systems). The 4th wall break that is the most convincing to be one is when I USE to play video games while listening. Something got my attention and then said, "See, you were doing whatever you were doing, and then you were like yeah! I need more of that!" This could have happened because of some kind of communication form of consciousness. Another one was when Leo asked me who I was and then I silently responded that I was nothing and then he said, "Don't give me high conscious answers like your nothing, no tell me who you as an ego think you are!" I had no answer and then he went on with the video. Another one has the least evidence because he was not asking me a question or did not respond to what I was doing but he spoke my thought saying "he is just trying to sneak his beliefs". He then said that he was offering something different and went on with the video. If Leo does not remember, it could be because of a different state of consciousness. If he does, I would be surprised which would be a secret between him and I. I just wanted to share what happened. And it's not like I had the urge of sharing, (I'm okay with my solipsistic bubble), I was doing more productive things.

@Phil King That's what I thought too about Leo's content and awakening, but apparently Leo verified the reports on awakening to be valid and that he deleted the video to "not spoil the dream".

So there is this math program that I want to be consistent in but it feels like I am moving too slowly with the spiritual practices. I understand that survival comes first but I didn't work on the program yesterday. I can also take a break from Actualized.org by doing the spiritual practices but I needed Actualized.org to know where to get started. Should I take a break from Actualized.org or keep going?