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What bothers me a little is that everyone is like perfectly prepared and articulated and super stylish so it feels like some authenticity is lost there. But I still like the video. I recently had a project play in theatre about self love where we shared our struggles with self love to the best of our capacities. I didn't do it because I felt like I was selling my soul a little with that but I am questioning that. Sharing in smaller intimate groups/ or with special people might be the best of both worlds.

We are all a bunch of random people with mostly no real life connection and the first the we wanna do together is beating ourselves up or trying to show who has the best game? I dont like all this competition. It's like everyone is trying to get the highest status because a new group might emerge. We are a spiritual forum you now..

@LastThursday Thanks! Just did the technique. Definitely gave me an interesting feeling. I am not sure how big the effect was. I am looking for other similar techniques as well. Just realized that I can use it on many other aspects of my psyche as well. Thank you very much again!

I recently read a poem about how it feels to be homeless. This is what I find interesting about it. A homeless person probably won't articulate their hurt so transparently. What they lack for that is self love and self acceptance. So it's a very weird and rare view to bring a low view of reality all the way up to something poetic.

So Switzerland represented by Nemo won the Eurovision Song Contest 2024 with the song "The Code". It's about a non binary person finding their identity somewhere outside traditional gender norms. The original video is not on YouTube. You can watch it here: https://www.ardmediathek.de/video/eurovision-song-contest/schweiz-nemo-the-code-oder-esc-finale-2024/das-erste/Y3JpZDovL25kci5kZS9mOTZlZjcxYi1kMGIzLTRjMWItYTI2MC1iZWEwODY0ZDliYjk Or just the song itself: [Intro] Wo-o-oah [Verse 1] Welcome to the show, let everybody know I'm done playin' the game, I'll break out of the chains You better buckle up, I'll pour another cup This is my bohème, so drink it up, my friend [Pre-Chorus] Oh Oh This story is my tru-u-u-u-u-u-u-u-uth [Chorus] I, I went to hell and back To find myself on track I broke the code, wo-o-oah Like ammonites, I just gave it some time Now I found paradise I broke the code, wo-o-oah Yeah [Verse 2] Let me tell you a tale about life 'Bout the good and the bad, better hold on tight Who dеcides what's wrong, what's right? Everything is balance, еverything's light I got so much on my mind And I been awake all night I'm so pumped, I'm so psyched It's bigger than me, I'm gettin' so hyped, like [Pre-Chorus] (Oh) Let me taste the lows and highs (Oh) Let me feel that burning fright (Oh) This story is my tru-u-u-u-uth [Chorus] I, I went to hell and back To find myself on track I broke the code, wo-o-oah Like ammonites, I just gave it some time Now I found paradise (Ohh) I broke the code, wo-o-oah (Ohh) [Bridge] Somewhere between the 0s and 1s That's where I found my kingdom come My heart beats like a Somewhere between the 0s and 1s That's where I found my kingdom come My heart beats like a dru-u-u-u— [Vocalization] [Chorus] I, I went to hell and back To find myself on track I broke the code, wo-o-oah Like ammonites, I just gave it some time Now I found paradise (Ohh) I broke the code, wo-o-oah, wo-o-oah

@Nivsch I didnt really give a shit about the German singer. He was maybe 10% more interesting because of his nationality. I think its kind of a German thing that you cant really be proud of your country because you that would mean that you somewhat connect to a dark part of German history so you try to have more of a European identity instead.

I would love to do social events with the forum that sounds fun. Maybe we can all vibe on a certain level. I am not interested in debating though, I dont know enough politics to debate well, I am tired of veganism debates and spirituality isnt something you can debate well I think.

A person who is confident enough to do that doesnt even come in the situation of having not enough friends. I would love to have your care free way of thinking about it. I will get there again.

@Princess Arabia I didnt get that you were sarcastic.

wtf!?

When they first fall for the lie they like it, when they find out they feel betrayed. Find intelligent high quality women who can see beyond manipulation. You will corrupt your whole being with that and will attract low quality toxic people in your life. It's like saying: I know I am doing something stupid but I am doing it anyway because I want to suffer. And this is not an attempt of balance from you, you are greedy with wanting to have 3 girlfriends at once. The friend who betrays that girls has nothing holy in his life, he is probably very far detached from god and miserable. You know I kind of get it but you know it's stupid. If you thought this was intelligent you would have already done it by now.

You can make indie games with the purpose that they have a positive impact on the world.

You have different parts of your brain. We often underplay that the more primal parts of our brain play a huge role in our perception of reality because it would reveal that we still have a lot of wild monkey in us. If you do a lot of stuff that triggers the monkey mind in you (like wild sex) it's gonna have a big impact on your psyche.

I voted for them as well among two others. The song is obviously just a small insight into their perspective so they could sell a fantasy but I voted for them anyway because it sounded relatively authentic. It's probably getting much attention now and it shows how big the gender topic is and how much encouragement non binary people get. This feels a bit like a small milestone.

@Nivsch Great to hear! I watched it with people of my theatre group, it's a great opportunity for a social event. And I liked Israel as well. I liked how in Germany we were super happy to be in the upper half. In football for example many Germans are only happy with winning international events like FIFA but because Germany usually sucks in the ESC we have a very humbled ego there which is so refreshing.

Yeah now that it's up again I am going to block it.

Theologians have some Kick-Ass lines: "Wir lieben oder sterben, so sind wir des Herrn" Röm 14.8. in English: "We love or die, so we are the Lord's." How I read it: We are both closest to god when we love or die. 🌹💀

Little enlightenment experience while I was sleeping: God creates the universe with everyone good and loving. But now nothing is happening because everyone wants the best for each other.. I saw an eye and something in me was curious how the lower eyelid would look like if it was cut open. I wasn't interested personally in seeing that but something in me, some absolute curiosity which just didn't want to limit itself and wanted to experience everything took over. And then I had an awakening. I realized that because I wanted to experience everything the world needs to contain evil and conflict so certain situations arise where certain perspectives can be achieved.

This would be the ideal scenario. We get a task which is impossible to complete but we seem to get closer all the time and the task seems very important. It also doesnt restrict us in a negative way.

If human life is like a video games and video games are boring without drama, we need to create some. While there is plenty of drama in the world there seems to be the potential for peace in the long run. Are we scared of that boredom? Do we unconsciously protect ourselves from that scenario and do bullshit because of that? I heard this saying so many times "If we had a common enemy for example if we got attacked by aliens internal wars and racism would be gone." My thought is this: Maybe we need another drama bigger then ourselves so that we can solve our problems here on earth because we know for certainty that more drama is still to come. But how do we create drama in a conscious way? As a kid it's easy. When you play you create some artificial drama. It gets all the better the more you are invested in the drama, then you really live it up. There is a non explicit understanding that we all act in a way that this drama is real but no one says it because then it would give the show away. Especially adults that get real mad hype you up. It's just so sad that they dont see the game they are playing. The videos are just for fun. Gris is beautiful but boring because there is no drama. I felt so unenlightened that I got tired of it lol. The other one is Putin being hyper up about war because his life gets meaning again.

In ancient rome they had bloody circus games and bread to distract society and keep them quiet. Is a strategy similar to this good? Like what if instead of circus games video games became something of political importance. Or is this already happening with sports? Is this the whole point of it? Is drama something that happens on its own anyway? Or does it need political collaberation?

Somewhere Sadghuru said that Bruce used some kind of yogic techniques to achieve his abilities but that doing that is unhealthy and dangerous.

If selfness to care about yourself and develop yourself so that in the end you are strong enough to help others.

I heard on a podcast that in open and poly relationships extreme levels of jealousy can occur but that the people involved usually learn to live with that. They still become jealous but they see it as normal. They accept their jealousy. For me at least this sounds like an achievement in personal development.

Its to much to read for me. Could you make a short summary?