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@ZenSwift I don't think age makes any difference. Older women have been hitting on me since I was a teenager. It's about confidence and how you make them feel.
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@Noahsteelers34 Before you use something like Accutane I would try probiotics. Dr Ohhira is an excellent one.
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@Emrie This is it buddy. I don't drink either and it's never been an issue for me. It's about knowing your value.
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Matthew85 replied to Razard86's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Razard86 Yes, I have been studying it for several years and working on attaining higher degrees of conscious creating. All of us are creating, but most of the time it's happening unconsciously on auto pilot. -
I desire to attain mastery over my state.
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Matthew85 replied to Life-Hacking's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Consilience I agree. In the most expanded states I have reached I didn't feel human anymore. -
Matthew85 replied to r0ckyreed's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
So would visuals on psychedelic trips fall into the category of ego imagination? I would assume they do since they don't change physical reality. I am fascinated by these different levels of imagination. Does anyone have any good resources that go into more depth on this subject? -
Matthew85 replied to Vynce's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@kamwalker Me too. Music has a very unique ability to unite people. -
Matthew85 replied to Life-Hacking's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Life-Hacking Interesting insights. Thank you for sharing! When I have expanded my awareness to the point of becoming God, I never felt any sense of being alone or being lonely. Those human emotions did not exist for me. My desire to create came from immense joy, love, endless creativity and curiosity. -
Matthew85 replied to Tim R's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The more my awareness expanded I realized others were me. Increased compassion and love was the natural evolution of realizing this. It depends of what your definition of illusory is. My direct experience has shown me everything is God/consciousness and has awareness. That is not my definition of illusory. I treat people the way I would want to be treated. I have reverence for life in all of it's different expressions. -
Matthew85 replied to spinderella's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura Does the administration method affect recall of the experience? You have excellent recall of your 5-Meo trips while some people don't. -
Matthew85 replied to spinderella's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Anahata Thank you! -
Matthew85 replied to AndylizedAAY's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@AndylizedAAY Pretty straight forward. It seems to be showing you the illusory nature of fear. -
Matthew85 replied to spinderella's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@spinderella You're welcome! Yes, I can see my body. My OBE's began spontaneously after a lot disciplined spiritual practice to expand my awareness. It's no different than if you were looking at a family member in bed or relaxing in a chair, except it's you. It's quite frightening at first. Often I thought I had died. I would move closer to check if I was still breathing, once I saw that I was I would calm down. I wasn't trying to go out of body, it was a side effect of the spiritual practices to awaken. It ended up being incredibly valuable though in answering many questions I had about consciousness and what happens after we die. I could write a book based on everything I saw and learned. I'm not sure what that was. Your consciousness was still very expanded so it was probably affecting your perception of having a body. -
@Derek White Thanks! I may check it out now.
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Lets hope Joe can ask some questions beyond the mentality of a teenage boy.
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Matthew85 replied to spinderella's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@spinderella Beautiful! Thank you for sharing your experience. 5-Meo is very effective at raising your consciousness to infinity and eliminating the ego within minutes. I think this is very different than what most of us will experience upon natural physical death of our body. When I have encountered beings during OBE's their personality and ego was still very much intact. From what I have seen after death the majority of us are identical or only slightly more expanded in awareness than what we had while incarnated on earth. 5-Meo is very special in that it quickly elevates your consciousness to the absolute. This doesn't automatically happen upon natural death. -
@Regan I think it depends on how much spirituality is a part of your life and what other aspects you both have in common. Spirituality is a huge part of my life, so if they had no interest in it at all or were a materialist, we wouldn't be a good match. Open mindedness is important to me. I would date someone who wasn't particularly spiritual if they were open minded and we had chemistry and compatibility in other areas. I think the chances of a relationship lasting long term are much better though if you share similar spiritual or religious views.
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Matthew85 replied to Forza21's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura I think a video on self no-self topic would be very helpful. Many people seem very confused about this. -
@Grant6 Excellent insights! Thank you for sharing.
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Matthew85 replied to Matthew85's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Have any forum members ever done 5-meo with a partner? I would be very interested in hearing about your experience. -
For those of you who have had break through psychedelic experiences with a friend, partner or group, I would be interested in hearing what paradoxes you may have discovered. For example, becoming one another or having the awareness you are imagining each other. Exploring consciousness with a partner or group is a fascinating way to get more insight into it's unlimited nature.
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Matthew85 replied to Forza21's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Forza21 I have reached levels of expanded awareness that made life on earth much less appealing, but I never felt suicidal. Some insights are can certainly be challenging to integrate, but if you are feeling suicidal perhaps the ego mind is distorting your perceptions or insights. As far as should we seek to awaken or not? For me it wasn't really a question. I had a burning desire and curiosity since I was a child to understand truth, consciousness and reality. I have no regrets for following this path. I still find it endlessly fascinating. -
Matthew85 replied to thisintegrated's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I have moved closer to this. I am not sure I would want to awaken so far that I lose having any preferences though. -
Matthew85 replied to Motar's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Buba That many changes and insights from two LSD trips is extraordinary and unusual. Try sending him a private message. Maybe he will see the email notification and respond to you.