Gesundheit2

From automatic to auto-magic. Enlightenment!

I've kind of given up on personality traits, since most people are shit and unstable, anyway. It's only a matter of time until a person shows their true colors. This applies to friends, too. Right now, just looking for sexy, because it's stable and guaranteed at least.

You're Green, so you're fine. But I'm not sure about your dog unless it's Yellow. Or Turquoise, maybe.

Easily by socializing with other people. You are a mirror, and everyone else is also a mirror. You can only recognize your self through the reflection you see in others. Avoid solitude for the next few weeks. Interact with real people as much as you can, and you will get over this state sooner than you expect. No one ever is beyond help. Most of the times, yes.

This has nothing to do with having an "ultimate cause" to live life. For example, I eat because I feel hungry, I know what I do and why I do it, that's conscious eating. I don't eat because I think that I have to use food as a fuel to achieve a certain vision, that would be neurosis. Now, I can, and I do have a vision and a greater purpose, but I am detached from it, such that I don't care if it gets fulfilled or not in the end. As long as I'm surviving, nothing else matters.

Can you explain how that is a contradiction? Please don't tell me that you think that the only way to be conscious is to have a cause to live (or die for).

How?

What is it exactly that sounds contradicting?

To say that there is an illusion implies that there is a truth behind the illusion. And to say that there is a truth implies that there is an illusion happening elsewhere aside from the truth. But who is saying? Just sayin'.

@Someone here Conscious survival because I'm aware of myself and surroundings most of the time. Wherever I go, and whatever I do, there's always a feeling of presence. I don't live life like a zombie. I am not blind or unconscious like most people, although I used to be so. There's very little automatism about my life. That's high consciousness. It's very distinct from blind/unconscious living.

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I really don't. And to be clear, I am not continuing life, per se. That would require a will and an effort, which is ego. Life is happening and unfolding, and I'm simply not standing in the way. I'm going with the flow of things. It's that simple. It's a shorter version of what I said right above.

How is consciousness equal to "knowing"? Consciousness is non-prescriptive, only descriptive. Observation is not active, it's passive. Reason for staying alive is an active judgment. And it's unnecessary. For example, trees don't seem to have a reason to live, and yet they continue living regardless. In this case, we might call it passive, yet conscious attachment. But for me to detach from life, that would require active effort, whether conscious or not. Breathing is passive, it happens automatically without my egoic will, I can only become aware of it. On the other hand, trying to stop the breath is an active seeking and going against life, it's ego.

Reason is logic. Life is prior to logic. Continue breathing as long as I can.

Do you have any advice on how to develop state-flexibility?

1 million subscribers out of 2.29 billion YouTube users. That's a 0.043% attraction rate. And I'm sure some of them are there for the stage Orange stuff only. Now, apply that rate to real life. If Las Vegas has 2.6 million people, that makes Leo's chances of authentic attraction very small. Only 1135 people from all the 2.6 millions. Let's be optimistic and assume that half of them are women between 20 and 30 years old. That's like 550 woman. And we haven't yet touched upon sexual attraction. We've only covered similar interests. Sorry for the all math though. You probably hate me now even more

Haha absolute truth! But still, isn't an advanced person supposed to be able to act stupid on demand? After all, if you can't be stupid, doesn't that mean that you lack integration? lol.

Lack of death.

Therapy and/or shadow work.

@Thunder Kiss Did you even read a single word in my post? I didn't go near confidence. I don't know where that came from. And jeez! Right off the bat calling me closed-minded just because I said "another theory"? Alright, I am closed-minded. Let's stop right here. Please.

I have another theory. I think women desire the rarest men regardless of so called "trauma" or how good or bad the men are. I think 2000 years ago, good benevolent men were the sexiest and most desirable because they were rare. But now that they are plenty, women shifted towards the bad men because they are rare. Ego at its finest.

Don't blame me. Blame Leo's shadow side that brought me here ??