Bob Seeker

I use The Formula, as described by Bashar now. check it out if you want to live a life that is more intelligent than your mind and social upbringing would afford you.

I just got access myself! Have no idea what to use my credits on tho!

Many people practice Law of Attraction, and we can all create more or less what we want, but this typically is ego inspired, as we surround ourselves with a comfortable life with security and sensual goodies. spiritual work is also driven by ego. It will ultimately benefit us, but driven by ego, even one man’s need for spiritual growth/environment conducive to that can negatively impact the world, and distract him from an even greater more intelligent path he is unaware of. A path that is presumably God’s true will for him. The highest path possible for him. How can one follow this path? How could he navigate? how would he even decipher it? must he be God realized/Have Jesus power to be capable of it? Is the average seeker condemned to create from ego up until the very end point of powerful and lasting God realization?

It’s almost like I know what not to do- don’t be egoic, selfish or shallow, but I don’t know what TO DO

@puporing so maybe I am being too all-or-nothing about this? Maybe that is because the idea of following God’s will full blown is more inspiring or cool sounding. I’ve always been very all-or-nothing. This might be because I don’t care very much about many things and the things I do care about I am so attached to that I can’t stomach the idea of failure so I either pretend not to care about them or need to get them 100%. Also, what kind of identity can be built from living an average life or getting average results? That feels like death to an ego like mine I’m thinking. Who wants to be a “good guy”. Nobody! We want to be Jesus. The full blow living Christ, the blazing heart of God. This desire is natural but the ego corrupts it.

I’ve tried lower doses of mushrooms before and have had Clear sense of my self as imagining all of reality. I felt love and had insights about creation, and I wanted to go deeper but the low dose prevented me from going too deep. If I raise my dose I imagine that the effects of the mushrooms will get so wonky that it will basically be distracting and frightening and insane. I want to go more directly to the source. That’s why I think 5MeO would be a great choice. I just don’t know that I can handle the dramatic and rapid ego death and being shot out of a cannon into oblivion. I can’t even imagine what that is like. Would it be safe? I don’t really believe in using trips as practice for other trips. That could lead to a bad time.

I hereby swear, that I will dedicate myself to my current job in sales, casting aside my doubts that I can do it, and will perform well. I will then proceed to move to a cheap rental in Tennessee, and start a business in my free time, and continue to work hard at sales until I am ready to take the business full time. Then I will do so and follow through to the best of my ability.

Could buy land outside Europe. Also, how did this guy do it?

Is it better to have your eyes showing to communicate better? I like wearing them cuz it’s so bright here in Texas.

dope. I was inches away from moving to Mexico, but I don’t want to be impulsive. I’ll be visiting soon and then may move there permanently

Crazy. I’ve never had a void experience like that. How many Mg THC?

@Jodistrict where, in the general sense, did you do your ceremonies? Did you travel? agreed.

Agreed haha. Edibles have scared me many times more than mushrooms.

@Razard86 Thanks for sharing. I imagine I may encounter such ego death on somewhat normal doses of other drugs, due to my sensitivity and highly existential mind. I’d best be careful. Likely won’t go straight for 5MeO now that I’m thinking about it. Even weed can make me feel like I seriously F’d up for taking it.

I’m not sure I would pass the physical, but I am generally healthy. anyway, it’s something I just considered, as there are a shortage of donors and they will pay you decent for it. i just think the idea of having offspring to don’t know it quite strange. Wondering what you guys thinking about it. honestly, it could make you decide to mature more quickly, knowing you might be a father in a way.

@Leo Gura By Gahd. This guy low key scares me but I’ll check it out. Thanks

I want to increase my separation from my emotions, physical pains and problems. I want to be the witness to them as they happen to (not me). What are the best contemplative tools for this, psychedelic or not?

Maybe try a tiny bit before to see if u have negative reaction also test it

@Leo Gura okay. but separation must be an ingredient, right? I mean if there is not separation, what will keep me from continuous suffering?

Not sure exactly why I’m going but maybe there is something there for me. i believe it is legal to do psychedelics there if administered by a legitimate shaman, but I wouldn’t want to risk messing with Mexican law outside of that.

I’m trying to be more honest, and I’m not motivated for anything, I think because I have a hatred toward life. like it would be more painful to participate fully in this game when it has been so evil to me. Maybe I will need to do healing work. Not sure.

Animals only act selfishly because evolution programmed that through survival of the fittest. Anything unselfish simply isn’t here anymore. this would not happen naturally with AI because humans will keep them alive even if they are themselves unselfish. Especially if they are unselfish. it would have to be intentionally programmed into it or otherwise could happen through evolution of the AI but would take a long time to happen naturally. we will not even know how to program selfishness for quite a while after achieving “self-aware” AI, I bet

I’m starting from scratch. 1 approach per day, and only when I can do that consistently I will add another approach and so on, until I max out for reasonable approaches. I’ll have different counts going for daygame and night game, try to get more approaches on weekends. Starting number is 3 Thursday-Saturday. My biggest fear right now is if a girl actually hooks and then I am stuck because I can’t handle the intimacy. also, if I approach a group and then her friends are staring at me and It’s just more judge mental eyes. I like how that’s written “judge-mental”, cuz they’re only judging me in my own mind. But philosophy can’t save me here lol.

My best friend in college was a feminine guy. He honestly just really was himself, more than most people and was comfortable. He just built really good bonds with people, some of them women, and sometimes the emotional connection would turn into a dating opportunity. he also used a dating app and was explicitly looking for a date and he got a girl from that.

@Raze I will build up to a good amount t per day. Only starting with 1 i agree about the trauma part. Do u have a simple in the moment practice you use?