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Though not a fan, some UK drill hits as suggestion: And of course you got Grime classics: The list just goes on and on. I think the artists out of UK are going to take over rap game this decade, every US artist wants a collab.

I just think sadhguru comes from a stage blue environment in india, where from a young age society trains you to see those things as drugs, and drugs are bad. He definitely still operates in stage blue. He even justifies a lot of useless rituals and dogmas in Hinduism, I guess that’s how he maintains his followers in India ??‍♂️

I've noticed that under certain situations, I go through a rush of negative emotion/thought where I think about doing something extremely heinous to someone. For example, if a dude checks my girl's ass out, instead of being calm and collected as I should be, I have a strong urge to confront and hurt the dude. Sometimes I get thoughts of breaking all his bones and curb stomping him. And I feel like at that stage of consciousness, I would have zero sympathy for that person. When someone at my level (friends, girlfriend, people my age generally) talk or act condescending with me, I get a rush of anger and want to hurt them (of course I restrain myself and don't act upon this). If I kiss my girlfriend, and she doesn't reciprocate, I sometimes feel like grabbing her and just bashing her in her skull. Of course the reality is that 10/10 she's stressed and dealing with serious family issues. Never the less, I have these thoughts. I know this all comes from some unchecked insecurities, but I don't know if having such graphic and violent thoughts tends to be a result of that. A lot of times, I want people to have the same respect for me that I have for myself, and if I don't get that, or people are oblivious to that fact, I get the same thoughts and have these feeling for them to see me ass a god. My assumption is that a lot of this anger came from unchecked hurt that I've experienced growing up, dealing with bullying, being isolated from social groups, and being used as a doormat. For the longest time, I always felt that these experiences created unnecessary limiting beliefs preventing a good social and dating experience in high school and college. I mean for fuck sakes, the first time I kissed a girl was 20 years old SMH. But that was the past. Things are looking good now. I'm in a serious, happy relationship, I have a job offer lined up and I'm almost done with college (literally in a week). But I still don't understand why I have these angry, violent tendencies. It's bad. This is tough to admit not going to lie, but I do inflict self harm to subdue them. I bang my head, clap or bang my hands together, and hit my legs when sitting down. In a way, this is was my way of getting out this violent energy without hurting others.....but I also don't want to hurt myself anymore. Recently I restarted my meditation routine, and its been helping in the sense that I'm aware of the sensations my body and mind go through when dealing with these violent episodes, but it hasn't completely stopped them. What can I do? I feel like the only thing stopping me from inflicting harm on someone whom I hate is sitting being bars for life. If that didn't exist, hypothetically, I don't see me restraining myself. I know that these come from deep seated insecurities, and that I do have to work on myself. I am starting to work on myself again, but I want to eliminate these violent tendencies. What else can I do to subdue this violent/extreme negative energy. P.S. If the above is too graphic, I'm genuinely sorry for ruining your day. If you meet/know me in person, I will never ever hurt you. I wouldn't hurt anyone, not even a cat, but these violent tendencies are hurting me at the end of the day. I want them to just STOP.

I know Jungle and garage are huge there as well

What's the problem?

I think England got a fair shot, I mean Marcus Rashford, Raheem Sterling, Jadon Sancho, Harry Kane, the list goes on

https://www.nytimes.com/live/2022/05/14/nyregion/buffalo-shooting An 18-year old white male went on a shooting rampage, killing ten people at a supermarket in Buffalo. He specifically targeted a supermarket in a black neighborhood, and has admitted this to be racially motivated. Why isn't the media reporting on this as an act of terror? Why is it that this kid got to surrender and have a try in court, when innocent black men don't even have that luxury?

You are failing to understand that white supremacy is essentially a conspiratorial political agenda, it's a system.

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First of all, you got all the love here buddy, and I mean that Second don't put yourself down. Don't try to be like the "bad guy" just to get sex, because you will find out that that life is extremely miserable, and comes with a WHOLE set of demons on its own. Sex, girls, all that are just an aspect of life, not the entire life. You want to work on you right now, and try to give yourself the utmost respect. I applaud you for opening up, and I encourage to do the same for yourself. If you are doing spirituality for gains, I don't think you will be too happy. Spirituality is about finding the source of truth and creation, and the more you go on this route, the more you realize that all this chasing of money, women, sex, and pleasure is senseless and highly unconscious. When you have a burning desire to know the source of creation, to experience it, and to embody it, if you truly want that, you would be at a place where you would not mind dying alone. It's also helpful to have a conscious, authentic life purpose, and to work towards something greater than yourself. What is uniquely you? What are your strengths? And how can you contribute these strengths in this lifetime, in an authentic way. If you put this as your number one desire, need, and ultimate goal, then you will realize that you won't care for anything else, and you might even see that all of these things will come naturally by itself. And about fully enjoying the nature of intimacy in this life, go about it with a positive attitude. When you go out and see an attractive woman, don't get intimidated. If you notice yourself getting horny, don't feel bad, as some extreme feminists might make you believe. You are not a creep, you are just a human with needs. Instead, walk into that feeling of horniness, and shoot your shot. Don't think about what you are going to say, just follow your instincts, follow that sexual desire, because you know how do it, it's in our genes, you are human. Just shoot your shot. You won't make 100% of the shots you take, but the shots you make are the shots that you take. You are not some "unattractive nice guy", you just simply need to put in more work in that area. Just like sports, some people have a natural inclining, while others have to put in a little more time. But at the end, anybody be an amazing basketball player if they put in the time. So next time you see that cute barista at Starbucks, or see that single girl at the bar, just approach, don't think, just shoot the ball. Move into that sexual urge, and let yourself be spontaneous. Flirt, make flirty comments, wink, all of that. And if things are going well, if you feel that tension growing, get a number, or even set a date. You do it, as it shows that you are taking initiative. Hope this helps!

TYT, while they do present some good perspectives politically, fail to open up to and understand the full spectrum of humanity.

Wow, these practices have been helping a lot!

@MsNobody Brazil gonna make it to Finals this time around, I know it in my gut

I forgot about that LMAOOO I'm so happy Germany won, I made $150 bucks that day

Comedy reality series of the year

Gotta be Italy hands down

I was thinking about doing a Vipassana retreat right before I start my first job. I know it would cost me a good $1000, but would it be worth the money, especially right before my first job. Is there a risk of it coming in the way of my performance at my first job?

After reading some of his work like "The Stranger" and "The Fall", I think Camus' perspective best captures questions we have as MODERN men. While the Buddha, Socrates, and other Ancient philosophers brought many profound questions in the history of humanity, the questions that Camus presents in his works can easily relate to our day to day lives. I think the way he presents Absurdism in his novels is so hitting because it relates to our everyday modern realities. If anyone wants to get into Absurdism, definitely check out "The Stranger".

Literally the same here. If there's one thing that The Stranger taught me, it's that we all die the same, no matter how great we are. Really put things in perspective.

I'm everywhere

Yea presents it rather comfortably

The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho Siddartha by Herman Hesse The Stranger by Albert Camus Crossings by Alex Landrigin

Its much better than smoking

Thanks for the reference @Kksd74628

Assassin's Creed Hands down Don't really play co-op, but COD multiplayer is a hobby of mine (occasionally) Retro game would be Super Smash bros Online FPS is CSGO hands down