Stoica Doru

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  1. It's a way of cleansing the body and reaching enlightenment that it's omitted on actualized. You need to remain in God and in your highest alinghtment, otherwise your prana and your shields will weary. It also heals your energetic sistem and forces inside demons to get out of your body. I will be looking to becoming a reiki master and it is of the utmost importance to me to get rid of my inner underlying entities. Be very cautious, however. You'll be fully depriving yourself of water and food, like Mikao Usui and Jesus did. (40 days each) Have a wonderful day!
  2. @Nahm Demons DO exist. They are on another plane of existence, however, but that doesn't mean that they can't use us or our energy systems. A christian priest from Cernica Church, from Bucharest (the capital of Romania, the country which I am living in) performed a lot of exorcisations and this fasting is very common within christianity. People from all Europe came to him (Ilarion Argatu was his name). Being a christian orthodox and a yogi, I find that it did a lot of good to my body (I had a demon snake which had its tail in my left elbow and its head was going all the way in my lower back biting my right lumbar). After that 1 day of black fasting it had to leave and my prana channels work much better. I sense entities and I am clairsentient. Kriya Yoga also helps me a lot, along with the magick and the prayers I do. @lmfao I have no knowledge of that, so I can't compare. @Toby Because it is very efficient. The devil made Jesus angry because His mentor died. He realized that the cause of that was that entities made Him their prisoner and so He went on pursuing heavy cleansing and healing. Fasting is the ultimate test of spiritual endurance. I do it from time to time, but this time around was radical, I gotta say, especially being water deprived. @TripleFly I can control my prana very well. I can turn into Shi-va (That Which is not) without much effort. Kriya, combined with a lot of other classic techniques sorted a lot of things. Fasting won't affect the usual day to day living. I will go as long as my intuition says, based on its reading from spirit guides and the prana flow going on in my body.
  3. @Dario1995 I stopped on the 24 hours mark. When going about doing these intense practices, you need time to pray and meditate on a full scale, which is not possible now. Healing occurred, nevertheless. Anything done unresponsibly means suicide. Take care, too!
  4. @nistake I know. But this is also a test of bhakti/devotion to Source. Once you expand your energetic shields and subtle sistem, your food will become more etheric rather than materialistic.
  5. @nistake Yes. As long as your intention is clean, Source/God will provide. At the time I'm writing this respond it's been 21 hours since I ate/drank anything.
  6. Humility - in all aspects of life. Since enlightenment is the realization of Ultimate Oneness, you see Yourself as an all expanding Being, with no need to bragg or stand out. Unfortunately, it's kind of hard to mix a good self-help guru image, while being humble, that's why highly devoted and evolved human beings are hard to find in the mainstream. It just goes to show our low moral and spiritual development as a society so far. We are the guides of tomorrow. Humility, kindness and grace are key. May your intituion guide you upon the highest peaks of development! Love&Light!
  7. @Litaken Congratulations! I hope you'll sense soon enough that your body goes on forever, in all time-space dimensions. Don't embrace the spiritual paradigme of "everything is a hallucination". It's an half-assed understanding of Love, an intellectualized one. Everything is Real, Pure Expansion. May The Light guide you!
  8. I like the fact that she doesn't teach only classic spiritual stuff, but rather insisting on the fact that we have needs, aspirations and our psychology playing a big role in our path in life, apart from meditation. She's a healer and a grounding presence overall. Really mind-opening. It mixes lots of elements.
  9. The whole notion of backsliding is composed of multiple dominoes. If you are aware enough of the proximal act or moment that made you backslide, you should be fine next time, given that you learned your lesson. Here's the list: - excessive talking (gossiping, arguing, whining) - eating low vibrational foods (sugar, meat, junk food) - excessive use of technology (the radion it emits interferes with your chakras, therefore with your psychological balance) - being imature (this is very relative and very unimportant things might be included here, depending on the person, but deep inside you know what's it all about) - not taking care of your body (forcing it, depraving it of needs) - not respecting a decent daily routine - exaggerations of any kind - thinking or intending uncouncious things (the psychosomatic system alerts you, you only need to notice) These subtle things lead to old behavioral patterns that you have been fighting with most of your life and, when you think they're gone, wave after wave, mistake after mistake, you'll find yourself in the middle of the storm again. Make sure to watch Leo's subtle addictions video, as it contains some subtle detrimental triggers that you might've not thought of. You don't need to take this list seriously or memorize it. Your inner child already knows what harms you and It, too. He's the God within You. Honor Him and the rest will be just fine. Much love to everyone.
  10. Ego backlash happens because of fear, mainly the fear of facing the vacuum, shadow and misery that lies dormant within your system. Next time you find yourself slipping into uncouncious patterns, ask yourself "What are you scared of, little man?". Your inner child or intuition should answer in due time. Remember to always use self-love, no matter what, as that's the only sure recipe for disolving fear. I had this revelation after having a lot of consecutive backlashses for the last five months and this insight was really helpful.
  11. I realized this as I was watching "How ideology works". What we might call false is just an obstacle that asks to be surpassed in order to get to the highest perspective, or God. If the obstacles, or what we might call falsehood, didn't exist then there would be only The Truth, that being also the reason why we incarnate - in order to rediscover our essence, while getting lost in materialism, to get back in touch with the remembrance of Who we really are. So I just found another paradox, or, more truthfully said, Reality just discovered another one of its "falsehoods". Life is such a mindfuck. God shouldn't be called God, Satori, Nirvana, Jesus or Krishna. No. It should be called Mr. Mindfucker. Now I get it why enlightened masters don't get offended and don't lash out to ideologies or uncounciousness - because they see that these aspects of reality are just God and they are the journey through which He planned His unraveling. It does this through opposition, as Hegel mentioned in his dichotomy, if you're familiar with it.
  12. Don't get me wrong, but how can you attain freedom and enlightenment and promise that to others, when your forum contains "my attachments" section. That's wrong on so many levels - there's no I, and the attachments belong to a fiction which doesn't exist, as I just said. @Leo Gura, you'd better go on some retreat or something, maybe you'll see your limitations regarding yourself and your forum, vague and non-existing ideas, but still... (love y'all) (don't mind the clickbait, just observe the one who's frustrated)
  13. As far as I am concerned, being married, doing all the simbolistic and religious work is useless, as long as you can get along with your partner just right. If it turns out that the relationship doesn't work, or if you find interest in other women or man, you simply leave it all behind. From my perspective, marriage is more of a ilussion that forces people to keep living next to each other, even though many incompatibilities may arise within the marriage. It's just a relationship taken to the next level, at least semantically speaking. It's a form of subtle slavery. If you truly love someone, then there's no need to create a false sense of protection by going through all the formalities. Some say that this might be a window for infidelity, but there are a lot of unsuccessful marriages and vows don't have any power against the harsh reality. There's no need to promise, as the promise itself it's delusional and limits freedom. You love them because that's who they are, regardless of all the religious conducts. Of course we should be fighting for our relationships, but being forced to stay in one type of relationship, called marriage, just because that's the social and religious conduct, it's a sure recipe for disaster, sooner or later.
  14. It just came to mind, as I'm sitting in a flowing meditative state, that claiming that you are enlightened it's a paradox. There's no such thing as being enlightened, that quality doesn't even exist. What it happens is that Reality, God fully dissolves the ego, hence there's no one there to be enlightened. Instead of claiming that someone is enlightened we should say that Source has filled that conglomerate of flesh and bones we usually call "human". Source cannot be described using our tiny perceptions and language, therefore It just shines and exists, destroying with love everything it gets to permiate. There are no enlightened beings, there are just humans who gave up or are giving up their humanity, in one intensity or another, to let God spread its presence within themselves and, consequently, to "others". If you claim you are enlightened, then you are not. Once "you" get to enlightenment, you'll see that there was no one there all along and that you can't hold enlightenment as something of your own, because it's something that transcends everything and by that time you won't even exist anymore.
  15. @Dogsbestfriend @MrDmitriiV@Leo GuraI'm not trying to speak the "right" way about enlightenment. That shit doesn't exist. I kind of like semantics, because I write poems from time to time, so I can afford this luxury, but just because you try to grasp a phenomenon of existence better, it doesn't mean that you destroy it (never said that the ego acquires enlightenment, I wanted to point just this trap). That quote isn't a feminist one, it's about the whole human uncounciousness that turns our inventions against ourselves and it's from the Seven Days War song. I have a little bit of green, but I'm mostly yellow heading towards turquoise, with some turquoise characteristics (from what I've self-inquired and been aware of). And concerning my profile picture, well, I'm sorry, but police officers tend to look good and I'm suffering from this condition (insert reply that I'm in an arrogant ego), but at least I don't get ideological in my arguments about enlightenment, judging people I've never met or talked with in privately. If you want to preach about enlightenment, you should get over this ideological stereotype that looks always matter, imprisoning people in paradigms of the past, which are stupidly taken for granted. Even a porn star can become enlightened. Deal with it, master. Fap, Fap, indeed - a useless chatter, yapping to be more precise.
  16. @MrDmitriiV You totally missed the point. No one can achieve enlightenment, because there's no one to achieve it. Stop personalizing it. I had a few mystical experiences along the way, along with telepathy, and had moments when I saw God in everything, the tags completely vanishing from reality, but they weren't mine, as an "I" couldn't exist at that time. I couldn't point to anything, my body completely disappearing. "I" have moments when I can't think, basically, melting within the room and the environment. But, see, when we aimlessly talk about it and personalizing it we create a spiritual ego trying to identify with the experience. It's a trap, but a necessity, in our journey towards zooming out more and more into infinity.
  17. It basically happened one night ago. I remember falling asleep around 9PM and waking up around 2:30 AM with a pretty annoying hunger. Then, I fell asleep an hour later, only to wake up in a dream, right in my room, in the same position I went to sleep. In this other dimension I could see it standing next to my bed, like it was investigating me. Once I saw it, I immediately grabbed her hips, and shouted to her "don't leave me, I love you so much", because it turned out to be a woman, as it was wearing a wedding dress, and after I woke up around 4AM, it turned out that her name was Sofia and she was my wife from a past life, who came here to guide me. There are Around 7 types of Spirit Guides and one category of them are Light Beings, which look like this. You should've seen the amazement I had. She was pure white radiant light, and once she was next to my vecinity, the buzzing in my ear, which increases proportionally with the vibration I'm tuned in, transformed into a very noisy sound, like that of a jet plane engine, and I couldn't even hear my own voice, no matter how hard I shouted. I also remember that after I touched her, she disappeared from that Light Form and I was transported back with my head on the pillow and I rushed to see the clock and instead of seeing numbers, the digital clock showed me - - - - . Then, as the pressure in my ears got tremendously worse, I remember shouting to my mother, because I was very scared, and once the angel remarked this aspect of fright, it let me wake up. I'm usually very receptive to Downloads from Spirit Guides, which in essence are our Higher Self. I usually have intuitive discussion with them every night, as I can get meditative very fast, which makes me tune in easily to external guidance. I wish I could describe the love and light that The Spirit Guides have, but I can't find words for it. We also have this gift of infinite abundance, they're just here to remind us. Funny fact that I was an atheist 3 years ago. My life changed so much that it's indescribable. This existence is magic itself. Love yourself and love this planet. Make your existence the most beautiful dance ever known. Peace.
  18. Update: I received another contact from her a few months ago, while being out of body, while I was floating above my body, seeing my arm in its energetic form. Her hand grabbed mine and she said she loves me very much. I tried to turn to see her face, but I couldn't, as I came back into my body immediately.
  19. @Leo Gura I know that it's just a territory, but giving it a name, even a majestic one, like Truth, isn't even close to what it actually is. Words are useless in spirituality, for the most part. That's why silence is the only guru that will answer our full calls and questions. It's a shame to move The Infinite into language, because it's beyond our pity mecanics of communication. It's kind of a blasphemy.
  20. @Speedscarlet Given the fact that everything it's a groundless ilussion, The Truth is also a false concept which tries to grasp Being. So our language is useless and truth and falsehood are just indicators of interest for us and our well-being, even though we say that The Infinite it's the ultimate truth, we do it because it feels good, ecstatic, and out of reach for the usual counciousness. Nothing can be explained - that's the ultimate truth. Live it's a never-ending mystery.
  21. You have to admit that the ego is one of the Creation's greatest pieces of art. Without it, we couldn't function like we're used to, nor incarnate with the purpose of experiencing ourselves in a persona. The ego is most commonly referred to as the lower self, whereas the intuitive part of ourselves, the divine, it's referenced to as the higher self. Ying and yang teaches us that in order to have a healthy harmony we need to take as part of ourselves even the shadow, hence the low councious aspects of our being. Starting a crusade against some of our less appealing sides will eventually cause fragmentation, a split in our essence and being, which will translate into a depersonalizing kind of spirituality. The ego is NOT the problem. The only problem we could possibly have on the spiritual journey is the decrease of the rate which measures how much we love ourselves in every aspect, shape or form. Stop holding the idea that there's a burglar inside you, a persecutor that it's against your growth. If there's such an entity claiming that it's against you, it only comes a challenge that begs you to subtly destroy it with your unconditional love. You can't fully be astonished by all is One, unless you take every possible aspect of you as a friend, not as an enemy. 5-MEO-DMT and other tools won't teach you to do this. Like all the solid results, you need very hard commitment, as loving is sometimes harder than hating, especially when it comes to ourselves. Meditation teaches us, among other things, like observation, that self-love is the wisest thing we could possibly do, because if we nurture love within ourselves we'll have a lot to give to others that think are separate.
  22. Speech is silver. Silence is golden. Yapping and talking all day long or starting stupid and meaningless conversations are a way of distracting yourself from all the work you need to be doing on yourself. Stop arguing with people, stop debating, stop talking just for the sake of saying something. This has been an obstacle of mine for a while and I find the fact of silence very uplifting, whereas when I was mindlessly talking I felt it like a subtle addiction, which it actually is. True power and knowledge comes from the inside, not from the external noise of our society. Stop entering society's stupid dramas and low counciousness discussions, as they lead nowhere and they'll waste your time and energy, while lowering your vibration. Sorround yourself with visionaries, ambitious and open minded people, while ignoring the "losers" of this hologram we call life. Don't waste this opportune life trying to fit in. Don't waste your energy on idiots. Time is of the essence.
  23. @Mikael89 That's right. The need to contradict is of the ego, some people that claim are egoless doing the exact same thing. It's easy to have some abstract spiritual notions, but embodying them is a whole other thing.
  24. @Feel Good I didn't said I'm apart from the uncouncious. If you read the reply carefully, I said that we're all idiots, in the end, the point of view being all that matters. You're trying to be right and outsmart me, while creating a totally impersonal perspective on life, as that's gonna resolve all of the problems. Now you'd say what problems, everything is fine, perfect, but it wouldn't be if you were living in Syria being bombed occasionally, right? Some people need to be more grounded, really. Impersonalizing the whole existence isn't the only purpose of being human. Have fun and stop spiritual bypassing. You couldn't function without your ego.
  25. @Feel Good You're patialy right. I used the term "idiot" to describe the uncouncious viciousness of the society, but not as a mean of judging them. When I typed in "idiot" I knew that I was pointing to the collective uncouncious a little bit rough, but that's the truth. Being an idiot is being naive and unevolved, which most of the population is. It didn't had any antagonistic flavor, but you couldn't abstain from creating an egotic, seemingly righteous post, so we both kind of hurried up a bit. See? That's why silence is golden, my friend. Words are indicators of feelings and reality, not the things we're pointing to themselves. All of us are eventually idiots or have been there once, as expansion and learning are never-ending . It's all about standards, which are of our mental constructs. We're also humans, dude, a truth most of the people on this forum don't want to fully agree upon.