Alex_R

When i take lsd, all the time, i dont know why is it.

Also work on get over the need of approval of your parents, check this

Just pick something and stick to it, try to solve the maslow hierarchy of needs , is that not enough for you? what do you want? You can find huge meaning on simple hard life like the stoics, check that.

That was a legit awakening, congratulations !

There is a high chance of Ego loss with 5meo dmt, its feels like literally dying, if you are prepared for dying go for it. But you lose anything by postponing this trip and build yourself up with at least 3 or 4 lsd trips, then you know if you are really prepared for 5meo or not.

Take psychedelics and realize that all of reality and yourself are just thoughts and you can change them in any moment. After that, you can consciously tap into any better "Belief" that you want using the typical Affirmations exercises, Praying, etc..

Fully acceptance of reality as it is

It was the same for me, i have the theory that the more non-dual content you consume your consciousness rises x10 more when tripping than normal people do.

I've lost my ego and god realized with 150ug after 4 trips on lsd and 2 on mushrooms. If you have consumed too much non-dual content of leo or other spiritual teachers there is the chance that you will not be able to hold your ego so with that dosage you will need to be prepared to surrender to death, otherwise dont take it or prepare some benzos as trip killer.

Carlos Castaneda - The Fire from Within

You are imagining that you have no access to the unconsciousness, that is why then you take LSD and hit the God consciousness you become aware of all of your deep fears, energy patterns on the body, etc..

High IQ topic

just try with low/no breakthrough doses, or maybe microdosing

Check the omad carnivore diet from JP daughter

@Leo Gura Im sure that if you write a book with your dmt experiences he will interview you

I want more non-duality content to binge on saturday nights

25 yo

https://www.originsofconsciousness.com/origins-of-consciousness/is-there-an-infinite-mind-hoffman Reality is an Infinite Consciousness Exploring Itself Forever. Neuroscientist Donald Hoffman on “Conscious Realism” This is real, its amazing!

I use to have some suicidal ideations before my breakthrough doses of LSD so when i take them and while i hit the Peak/God realization it was revealed to me that i just need to take traditional help like therapist, make friends, go to church, exercise, etc. if i want to help myself. What psychedelics will show you is that everything is mind, this universe is mind and so is yourself and also all of your problems are on your mind, they are just thoughts. So if you want to get rid of your depression or bad mental states you just need to DECIDE to get rid of that and tap in another better mental state, it was always under your control.

You will need to surrender to the fact that life is suffering and get rid of your Neurosis or negatives thought streams may be not possible if you are not enlightened That is the ultimate Meta approach and doing this you will encounter the infinite love and pure happiness of reality itself, absolute love for reality as it is and not in another way.

Just focus on the motion and keep awareness Stay out of your Head

Take 150ug of LSD and watch yourself merging with The Present Moment

It depends if you want to cut fat or build muscle, for cutting Fasting is the best you can do, but for bulking it might be possible that you end up not beign able to process all the calories with just one or two single meals a day. In any case you need to take 2x your weight in protein every day regardless or not you are a vegetarian.

Go to the church or join some blue/ orange stage group that will help you on hold you accountable , they are the best for that. Also the best that you can do in this situation is to re-build your ego around the fact that you will become a go-getter person with super strong work-ethic, like what david goggings did

If you do the pomodoro technique it will take less, if you have proper nutrition for focus take less, etc etc.. And also if you are talking about jobs or money you can get rich by just beign above average in a couple of competence fields, 10000 hours are for world-class skill level.