Elton

This dream keeps appearing in sleep again and again not everyday but a lot of times... Can somebody help me understand what is going on? The theme is this, next day is an exam and something or the other is happening to stop me from giving it,either I'm not prepared, or I have lack of material or I am unable to reach there. @Ayla? Do you know anything about dreams the one you see while sleeping.. Now if you ask me who is the one thats dreaming, I don't know but why is this particular theme being so aware?

25 th Nov I got a new job seems really magical how come I got the offer letter on the 25th? Went for vipassna then it was amazing but I have been Upper limiting since then the next day I met with an accident and fear is become so intense I fear so many useless things can't maintain balance in my life addictions have come back to me with great power. I have faith that I will work my way back to create an extra ordinary life where I'm living to my fullest potential. Nect year is going to be powerful.

The past year I've been learning a lot about myself and about human psychology in general 99% from Actualized.org, its been frustrating at times and sometimes its been great. The ground has been dug deep and now it is time to lay the foundation. This post is an introduction to my journey to life, to this new year, I'm going to be 25 on 25th and I recomit to the following 1. To be on the hero's journey 2. To be on the mastery process 3. To remain a 100% committed and to take 100 percent responsibility of my life 4. To start honouring the 10,000 rule 5. To write this journal every month from 25th June till I die. From today starts my preliminary preparations for 25th June. The next update will be on the 25th

@Arman hehehe

When I was very small like 6 years old I would dream of being with multiple women and even now I have this fantasy, does that child have to die and I will transend? isn't this what everyone would like to have but everyone is repressed by society?

@Prabhaker this construction of society is useful as everyone are not developed emotionally and are ignorant and polygamy can make them feel suffering. this construction can also be made out of Compassion at the same time when a man indulges in one relationship if he is not ignorant he will also know that externals cant give satisfaction and so by maintaining a monogomous relationship he will try to not hurt the feelings of others and also himself cause craving lust and passion leads to suffering.

I just came back from a 10 day Vipassana meditation retreat, the experience was awesome not any enlightenment nor awakening, existance seems magical again I would not be a meditator if not for Actualized.org thanks @Leo Gura thanks actulized.org I love you I am so so grateful so so grateful... I have no words.

@Leo Gura but I also felt Pride as since I've been meditating daily I could get more out of it also I felt extra ordinary also at the last day you get to talk I spoke to a girl and I immediately knew that the craving has arised to get to know her and ask her no. the whole retreat we were thought to observe craving and not react but I got her no. anyways.. many many revelations happened many many things thats you speak to us was also truely experienced, You have given me life again Leo initially I would call you bro then teacher fuck! now I feel like calling you my father, anichya anichya anicya... You might be on a really high level of consciousness where you have so much compasion for us all... I observed this even in my assistant teacher once I was intensely suffering and I told him and his eyes became moist and my eyes became moist too.. The 5 alarm a day to observe your emotions exercise will make so much sence now. Really direct experience is king

I'm going tomorrow

My Life purpose is self actualization . It means creating the best possible self, to rise to your highest potential. Not finding your lifepurpose creating it .(i came across a similar quote on freeletics website... it was like you don't find yourself you create yourself and there was this athlete with his awesome ripped body.) but i started this new thing its called the 15 min journal before sleeping i journal about how my next day would be if it had to be an ideal day for me...I learnt this technique from Mia Rivel (she is a Life coach) let me try this for at least three months and see what wonders it can work.... the 15 min journal is an idea in one of the products of brain garage(you tube channel) i wonder what that might be ... i will ask him and see maybe he gives the key sentences or something like that... i also made another book for leos worksheets i'm planning to write it neately with dates and all,and go through them every week or maybe read it after the 15 min journallist. i will also keep you posted about how well this type of journalling helps... I will also let you guys know about this technique. by the way my fellow self actualizes i'm in homeostasis come and give me some love and compassion like a good support system thanks :-) ;-)

@Duco James what is penmanship?

actualized.organization

@cheng chi man awww we all feel the same don't try to fill it with smoke cause it will never fill like that .... fill it with life .... don't use the void as an excuse to smoke ...

Respected Leo, @Leo Gura This is Elton from Actualized.org from the time I have seen your vedio on the million dollar question I've been trying to find my Lifepurpose. I decided to go with automation engineering one and a half years ago as I thought that it was very important but was it meaningful? One year ago I got a job as an Automation engineer and in three months I realized that ya... it was important but not that meaningful to me no significant contribution to the world and all variations in this feild would be drivin by lack of love from my side. Then I gave a lot of thought to music which was my hobbie for many years, yes it would make me feel good but was it important and meaningful and is it worth the cost I will have to pay to be a master? the answer is no. I have had many ideas ever since I've purchased the life purpose course but many fears and many many doubts, if it would be important it wouldn’t be meaningful to me and vice versa. But lately I considered self actulization something that I've already been doing and it is meaningful it is important and I love the mediums which is myself. But how do I turn this into my career? maslow has done it and you have done it.. can I do it too? also I've not finished the life purpose course entirely I've reached the exercise where I have to read 3 biographies which I will. Do I go to the next session of the course of making it real or do all the remaining exercises? you are already my meta mentor and every week I learn from you I would love some advise related to self actulization. its a very very very broad field and I want to master it I love it and I don't understand how anyone cannot love self actualizing but how do I make this my career it seems impossible for me.. Who would pay me to self actualize?

@Firebirdz it seems like I brought the course yesterday and now 8 months have passed

@Firebirdz i'm still descovering it

@Schulzy @Gavalanche do what you love and what your passionate about is what I have learnt from this course so that would be true learning of self actualization wich means mastery which means practice... I don't know about helping others, now its all about just learning all this material seriously, but no idea yet of transformation of this into business. Detachment from outcome needs to be practiced lets see now I will not go to the part of making it real (I've just now got this idea) like right now that I'll just apply one by one all these core concepts to self actulization carring out my normal job and usings leos strategic motherfucker fucker video and many other such vedios..I sence that my life is going to transform radically I have many interesting ideas. Tomorrow morning I've decided to break free from homeostasis and go all in. this thought also just arose now.

@quantum yes

@PetarKa recently I came across an author I didn't read his book but I've seen some of his vedios the name of his book is how to not die, he emphasises on hoe meat and dairy products can cause cancer and its worse then smoking.

I had a pretty good streak going while meditating after which I broke it by skipping a day. Got back to my old habits of smoking and laziness and feeling bad about my job and financial situation.. I have definitely Upper limited although I managed to get back on track with meditation but my daily routine has been desrupted I feel like my current job is pointless which is true but have been experiencing a lot of negitivity lately I wonder if all this is a result of missing one day? I have to get back to my powerful routines and abstaining from bad habits its the same old homeostatic situation; I'll do it from tomorrow ;and then tomorrow never comes. I have also stopped self hypnosis and I wonder if all this could be a result of that.. First when I was in such a situation I would run to Leo's vedios or download some apps that could help me now I don't even find all that interesting... Whatever is controlling me has to be changed I don't know what to do now how do I get back on track without any self help products like vedios or hypnosis or apps ; why can't this come to me naturally?

@Soulbass i was just kidding about the name. .

@Nic mastery by George Leonard

Keep going and don't fall asleep. @Afonso

What do you do while experiencing negative thoughts or feelings? In reality you cannot run away or hide you have to face it allow it and accept it. the more you try to run awsy the more hurt you will be Self acceptance and awareness has to be practiced.

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