Elton

I am a complete auto pilot. No fucking control or am I a victim? I guess I'm playing victim time to grab the bull by his horns.

Once again I've not created the day I wanted but tomorrow I will, this just shows how greatly I can procrastinate... I would like to be aware of any feelings or sensations in the body while procrastination...

Again failed completely, Tomorrows best vision is to be the most aware most alert and most balanced.

@Peace and Love repeating numbers is helpful? I'm working on completly shutting my mind off and only concentrating of direct experience of physical reality within the framework of the body (Vipassana)

@aryberry even i'm struggling this guess self acceptance is my only option... Cause this work is causing my neurotic mind to come in the light. Awareness may also be curitive.

Again failed completely, I hope that I live tomorrow. Giving my body the respect and protection it deserves giving my mind mindfull rest and relaxation. Researching information related to automation. Do self actulization work sheets. Rest with a smile on my face Write the journal tomorrow

@Afonso try affirmations and visualisations at the same time so when you’re using the affirmations that I am completely independent of the good or bad opinion of others you also visualize those thought that come to your mind about people pleasing use your thoughts as your allies.

@Oneness life purpose is being the best version of yourself. What do you think would be the best version of yourself? Would it be having a nice healthy muscular body? Would it be having a nice family? Would it be doing some job that is meaningful and sparks creativity in you? Or all these things?

@Christian i can feel you bro but the problem is a lack of a big compelling vision. I used a lot of negative motivation in the past but the problem is that it fades away leaving you lazy and bitter. I am working on being motivated by the big vision I guess will have to use visualisation. Check out Leo's video of the vision for the actualized self I will be doing that myself.

Today's vision failed completely tomorrows best vision get up early exercise vote go to work and rest.. Giving my body the respect and protection it requires.

@Wisdoom sexual transmutation means transfer of sexual energy from one medium to another... According to Napoleon Hill a lot of energy is wasted by youngsters in sex If we can chanel it into another task it can do wonders...

@Lynnel always be hopefull no mater what I.am currently stuck and its quit emotionally taxing to be stuck, but I'm still hopefull about tomorrow... Even when I am powerless I am still hopefull of being powerful, but I guess just being hopeful is not going to help me. I need to take massive action.

@ElenaO yes I agree because I search for the same aspects wherever I go. Why am I replying to your post? Because I see a beautiful woman in the profile pic.

@ElenaO 0.1% and 00000.1% is the same thing you probably ment 0.00001 %, sorry for the correction.

@ElenaO because of the need for sex The need to be loved and wanted To love Basically sex and love for now; maybe to start a family after a decade..

I will definitely listen to it after being high today after work as today isthe perfect day the weekend ? thanks@tashawoodfall

@tashawoodfall and what is your last favourite habit? I'll listen to Abraham hicks sasmix today.. So that we can have something more in common to discuss... ?

@SLICKHAWK no haven't but being aware of breath is what I practice

On this journey towards becoming the best version of one's self I have been facing a lot of difficulties, Motivation has been running out, Laziness is creeping in, Neediness is creeping in lower consciousness values have been creeping in. Being aware of homeostasis and not being able to take the right action is like being handicapped... However I'm still optimistic about tomorrow about making my plans work the perfectionist attitude is also responsible for non actulization... I have many apps related to personal development infact all my apps are related to personal development I hope that they will provide some development however I have to make the change and no app can help but its a good medium for me and I would like to share my app list for all. Kindle Sectograph Life wheel Master in 10 K Freeletics Simple mind Stikk.com Evernote Parrot for recording voice Daily dozen to eat the right foods Conscious Alarmy Mimd tools Napoleon hill daily quotes I haven't been able to keep up and am encountering many pitfalls like addictions Laziness and am lacking powerful routines and motivation.. Life seems unsatisfactory my meditation has reduced to 20 min But it ain't about how hard you can hit its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward how much you can take and keep moving forward and thats how winning is done.

@Alii the day has started and there are many hours more left no progress yet but in the evening there will be progress.

@tashawoodfall you must be smoking some high quality stash ? the local weed here causes me to sleep and be lazy (or maybe I'm playing victim here and finding things to blame). @Redak real growth comes when you identify how desires and craving lead to misery and frustration, when you do emotionally difficult conter intutive stuff, when you are governing your self well, when you're being a leader, when you’re dealing with addictions and accepting things as they are and many more, actulized.org can be used for self growth. Many apps can be used for self growth, this process will be beneficial when the mastery mindset is applied when abundance mindset is applied, self growth is a never ending process to the point when you realise that there is no self to grow (I have not accessed this) I still struggle with the basis of self actualization.

@SLICKHAWK ya bro I do but facing lot of difficulties these days the sessions have dropped down to 20 min and the timmings are inconsistent.

@Nahm i cannot do that

@Tanuj i think we should meditate in the morning and night