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I will definitely listen to it after being high today after work as today isthe perfect day the weekend ? thanks@tashawoodfall

@tashawoodfall and what is your last favourite habit? I'll listen to Abraham hicks sasmix today.. So that we can have something more in common to discuss... ?

@SLICKHAWK no haven't but being aware of breath is what I practice

On this journey towards becoming the best version of one's self I have been facing a lot of difficulties, Motivation has been running out, Laziness is creeping in, Neediness is creeping in lower consciousness values have been creeping in. Being aware of homeostasis and not being able to take the right action is like being handicapped... However I'm still optimistic about tomorrow about making my plans work the perfectionist attitude is also responsible for non actulization... I have many apps related to personal development infact all my apps are related to personal development I hope that they will provide some development however I have to make the change and no app can help but its a good medium for me and I would like to share my app list for all. Kindle Sectograph Life wheel Master in 10 K Freeletics Simple mind Stikk.com Evernote Parrot for recording voice Daily dozen to eat the right foods Conscious Alarmy Mimd tools Napoleon hill daily quotes I haven't been able to keep up and am encountering many pitfalls like addictions Laziness and am lacking powerful routines and motivation.. Life seems unsatisfactory my meditation has reduced to 20 min But it ain't about how hard you can hit its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward how much you can take and keep moving forward and thats how winning is done.

@Alii the day has started and there are many hours more left no progress yet but in the evening there will be progress.

@tashawoodfall you must be smoking some high quality stash ? the local weed here causes me to sleep and be lazy (or maybe I'm playing victim here and finding things to blame). @Redak real growth comes when you identify how desires and craving lead to misery and frustration, when you do emotionally difficult conter intutive stuff, when you are governing your self well, when you're being a leader, when you’re dealing with addictions and accepting things as they are and many more, actulized.org can be used for self growth. Many apps can be used for self growth, this process will be beneficial when the mastery mindset is applied when abundance mindset is applied, self growth is a never ending process to the point when you realise that there is no self to grow (I have not accessed this) I still struggle with the basis of self actualization.

@SLICKHAWK ya bro I do but facing lot of difficulties these days the sessions have dropped down to 20 min and the timmings are inconsistent.

@Nahm i cannot do that

@Tanuj i think we should meditate in the morning and night

I currently see my self Upper-Limiting, what do I do? Gay henrics says focus your attention to the main issue. Any new ideas on this?

The job becomes your entire life, And money becomes your master, You start loosing sight of focus, Death creeps in faster, The authentic self starts decaying, It is robbed of its full potential, You start walking ass backwards, The results you want is not tangential. Oh self help gurus give me a magic pill, Give me a technique, The void which will fill.

I love hugging and kissing too it does create a lot of passion; but i desire to provide more passion through intercourse. I think that could create a deeper connection. @Epiphany_Inspired

@Arman i don't know ya what I enjoy about being a victim but I have to admit that I do.

In the past few weeks I meet with two accedents. One when I just returned from vipassna meditation retreat.. The guy on the bike was riding on the wrong side of the road and dashed me from behind I had many bruises and my wound took more than a week to heel,but I didn't hold any grudge against him. Today I met with an accident again a guy in the car broke the signal and dashed me I was on the bike nothing happened to me but I am really annoyed now I can clearly see how I'm affected by holding a grudge againt him but I soo wish I could break his windshield with my hands catch him by his collar put him on the gloor and take a big piece of stone and bring it near his face then he would know how it feels like to be aware of death. Life is so unpredictable and these accedents have made me scared both the times it was not my fault and there were chances I could die. I wonder why I'm so scared of everything.

When I was in a challenging situation installing my company machine things were not going as per plan, I had to improvise on the machine program as well as the hard wiring as well as many electronic issues, as I was experiencing temporary failure I could hear all the motivational videos I was watching, ' winners win and loosers loose ', ' what does a 5 hundred million dollar a year person do the 50000 dollar a year person doesn't do ' and ya I was getting motivated to 'win' but I realised that I wad judging my self as a failure... @Leo Gura do you still see motivational vedios? So guys Is it a good idea to stop seeing motivational vedios as it puts you in a judgemental situation of yourself when you’re not succeeding? could these vedios lead to neurosis?

This dream keeps appearing in sleep again and again not everyday but a lot of times... Can somebody help me understand what is going on? The theme is this, next day is an exam and something or the other is happening to stop me from giving it,either I'm not prepared, or I have lack of material or I am unable to reach there. @Ayla? Do you know anything about dreams the one you see while sleeping.. Now if you ask me who is the one thats dreaming, I don't know but why is this particular theme being so aware?

25 th Nov I got a new job seems really magical how come I got the offer letter on the 25th? Went for vipassna then it was amazing but I have been Upper limiting since then the next day I met with an accident and fear is become so intense I fear so many useless things can't maintain balance in my life addictions have come back to me with great power. I have faith that I will work my way back to create an extra ordinary life where I'm living to my fullest potential. Nect year is going to be powerful.

The past year I've been learning a lot about myself and about human psychology in general 99% from Actualized.org, its been frustrating at times and sometimes its been great. The ground has been dug deep and now it is time to lay the foundation. This post is an introduction to my journey to life, to this new year, I'm going to be 25 on 25th and I recomit to the following 1. To be on the hero's journey 2. To be on the mastery process 3. To remain a 100% committed and to take 100 percent responsibility of my life 4. To start honouring the 10,000 rule 5. To write this journal every month from 25th June till I die. From today starts my preliminary preparations for 25th June. The next update will be on the 25th

@Arman hehehe

When I was very small like 6 years old I would dream of being with multiple women and even now I have this fantasy, does that child have to die and I will transend? isn't this what everyone would like to have but everyone is repressed by society?

@Prabhaker this construction of society is useful as everyone are not developed emotionally and are ignorant and polygamy can make them feel suffering. this construction can also be made out of Compassion at the same time when a man indulges in one relationship if he is not ignorant he will also know that externals cant give satisfaction and so by maintaining a monogomous relationship he will try to not hurt the feelings of others and also himself cause craving lust and passion leads to suffering.

I just came back from a 10 day Vipassana meditation retreat, the experience was awesome not any enlightenment nor awakening, existance seems magical again I would not be a meditator if not for Actualized.org thanks @Leo Gura thanks actulized.org I love you I am so so grateful so so grateful... I have no words.

@Leo Gura but I also felt Pride as since I've been meditating daily I could get more out of it also I felt extra ordinary also at the last day you get to talk I spoke to a girl and I immediately knew that the craving has arised to get to know her and ask her no. the whole retreat we were thought to observe craving and not react but I got her no. anyways.. many many revelations happened many many things thats you speak to us was also truely experienced, You have given me life again Leo initially I would call you bro then teacher fuck! now I feel like calling you my father, anichya anichya anicya... You might be on a really high level of consciousness where you have so much compasion for us all... I observed this even in my assistant teacher once I was intensely suffering and I told him and his eyes became moist and my eyes became moist too.. The 5 alarm a day to observe your emotions exercise will make so much sence now. Really direct experience is king

I'm going tomorrow

My Life purpose is self actualization . It means creating the best possible self, to rise to your highest potential. Not finding your lifepurpose creating it .(i came across a similar quote on freeletics website... it was like you don't find yourself you create yourself and there was this athlete with his awesome ripped body.) but i started this new thing its called the 15 min journal before sleeping i journal about how my next day would be if it had to be an ideal day for me...I learnt this technique from Mia Rivel (she is a Life coach) let me try this for at least three months and see what wonders it can work.... the 15 min journal is an idea in one of the products of brain garage(you tube channel) i wonder what that might be ... i will ask him and see maybe he gives the key sentences or something like that... i also made another book for leos worksheets i'm planning to write it neately with dates and all,and go through them every week or maybe read it after the 15 min journallist. i will also keep you posted about how well this type of journalling helps... I will also let you guys know about this technique. by the way my fellow self actualizes i'm in homeostasis come and give me some love and compassion like a good support system thanks :-) ;-)