blackchair

yeah, i tried everything trust me, only thing is to go slow, and in my small (but beautiful city) there is no turquoise gay men I'm afraid so i have to play "their" game if i want any kind of intimacy.....

there is point in everything, even in suffering.

thank you, but I'm afraid baby steps for me, I'm single for 5years now and to "get" a normal boyfriend is a huge win for me, and then if he is open to deepen our sex life it will be great, i don't want to scare him with "mumbo jumbo" on our first date (witch will happen this week)

congrats!!!!

music, dancing meditation (even tho my brain meditates 24/7 if i allow him to do so) movies, coffee with friends and family walking in most beautiful town in the world..... praying to God

god, Jake is so hot in that movie.... I'll get banned from this forum for trolling

no, it will enhance everything.

no, I'm done with learning for 10x lifetimes my bf will teach me everything, #lazy.

no.

first i need to find boyfriend for this

every fetish is some kind of "escape" from reality, contemplate about it, and reality is that you want to be loved and love and build real intimacy with someone, i know this doesn't help at all, but my english is bad sorry.

best thing about language and communication and yellow/turquoise is that I'm talking to myself all the time, sometimes it fu*ks me in the brain ? so i talk to God instead

pls calm down and try not to end up in hospital again....

do tell more, i LOVE good drama

@asifarahim hmmm what is your definition of wage slavery?

didn't you tell us all to know our place or something like that and that you are done with spirituality month ago in a rant?

i would if I wasn't across the globe

no, go to doctor.

lol, cute , two the "craziest" ppl on this forum got together and are going clubbing, i wish I was your wing man

i don't know but I'm scared of getting 33 years old, I'm 32 right now, but if Sadhguru say it's good then i will trust him, and I'm a little bit tired of spirituality, more exhausted with it, maybe i need a break.....

i have literally nothing to loose heal my eyes and nothing else.....

i have problems with my eyes, i surrender it all to God and in 9 months my eyes dont burn when i go go to sleep or I don't have blurry vision anymore but the road is long and hard, but you are on right track, infinite love should heal....