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lol. maybe if it wasn’t so damn easy to get a gun there wouldn’t be as mucn violent crime.

sex offender nithyananda

it is infinitely more useful to manifest inmer qualities and talents than external things.

you can’t prove you’re all that is, but you cannot disprove it. thats a very lebnizian monad statement. windowless. no access to the outside world. scary?! to the self in my next life I’ll not care enough to worry ?

today I had a succesful attempt! once again I made it to sleep paralysis during a daytime nap. I knew once I heard that loud dmt ringing noise that it was my chance, I tried a few different exit techniques and boom, there I was high above the couch as if I was reaaally tall standing over myself the room looked alien, very clearly my own but also… different. it’s hard to explain. it only lasted a few seconds, I think it would have lasted longer but I was caught off guard by the alien vibes I was getting and the fact that the ringing was louder this time. In my dream I did dmt out of the vape pen again. Dreaming about it is weird. my unconscious mind is still trying to process that intensity? you can blur the line between asleep and awake through consciousness.

I used to pop acid like it was candy back when I was young and dumb so my ego likes this, lol.

more mundane dreams today. had a dream conversation with my roomate, moved around in my bed. this time I was 100% convinced that I was really awake I think conscious OBE is very close I took a break from doing dream yoga because of sickness but I’m excited to get back to it keeping it in my mind will manifest it the last time I got reallly into it I actually had an experience where I rolled out of bed and then I went back to smoking weed everyday and forgot about it

want to revise this because too much overgeneralization people’s experiences are what ever they need at the moment but still, I don’t think the brain releases as much dmt as can be consumed exogenously, thus producing different experiences and I’m pretty certain my own death will be a lot more chill than my trips have been most of the nde trip reports I’ve read are just extremely peaceful and serene

what’s so dark about it? lmao

I didn’t fully AP last night but I had some very mundane dreams where all I did was sit in my room I believe that would be considered a false awakening Sooo Close I believe this dream yoga as they call it can help to prevent bad dreams. as a side benefit what if you maintained lucidity the entire time you were asleep ?

seeing the futility of nonduality and no-self “Emptiness, Pt. 2” by Mount Eerie The feeling of being in the mountains Is a dream of self-negation To see the world without us How it churns and blossoms Without anyone looking on It's why I've gone on and on And why I've climbed up alone But actual negation When your person is gone And the bedroom door yawns There is nothing to learn Her absence is a scream Saying nothing Conceptual emptiness was cool to talk about Back before I knew my way around these hospitals I would like to forget and go back into imagining That snow shining permanently alone could say something to me true and comforting

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tonight I will astral project. tonight I will astral project. I fully believe dimethyltryptamine has opened my third eye and blessed me with psychic abilities

people who think DMT trip = Near Death Experience have not experienced either NDE is closer to astral projection

the real-life traumas people go through make dmt look tame in comparison it’s such a beautiful experience. It’s hard to believe it even exists. God loves me.

It’s been about 20ish hours I don’t like eating meat at all but I am also very lazy and don’t cook

fasting because of DMT near-breakthrough dose and reapeated watching simulation video and meditating on the experience

I want infinite love and infinite sex

5 meo cleans the crown chakra

to me the most curious aspect of 5 meo is the reactivation. different from a flashback, which can happen after any intense psychedelic experience. clearly 5 meo primes the user to have future breakthrough experiences, sober.

@Jowblob for sure consciousness affects the consensus world. there have been studies suggesting the ancient mind actually experienced supernatural entities talked about in folklore. look up the bicameral mind.

ketamine is definitely the most recreational drug I’ve taken, it’s even more recreational than weed imo

datura hallucinations are supposedly very realistic, think schizophrenia , having full on conversations with people before suddenly realizing they aren’t there. hence why a sitter is necessary

@billiesimon the geometry also tends to have an aliveness to it. geometry that are also alien entities. in my last trip I used a vape cart that I could keep hitting while already tripping hard and they would get excited and smile when I was gonna take another toke

that reminds me of this gem