Breakingthewall

@Javfly33 Yes, yes, I know. I think God made it that way because He couldn't do it any other way. it had to be that way. But we must not underestimate human pain, which is the engine of evolution. if you leave the wheel you see that everything is software, a trick to make us dance that we ourselves do. but what about those who don't see it? his pain is enormous. I walk down the street and I see people caught in a terrible trap, in the end everything will be fixed, they will be free, but first, the matter is not funny

God is quite a tyrant. what matters to him about his hamsters is that they run on the wheel, that they do what they have to do. His happiness is irrelevant. Yeah, he's the hamsters, I guess that's the only way for them to run. the thoughts, the whole movie, are software for the monkey to prosper, exist, survive, advance. a scam, but the monkey is a soldier and he did not come here to have a good time

the past is a construction of your mind, since .... the present is another construction of your mind, unless you are in a mindless state, pure empty consciousness, then it will not be past since it will be all the same. To remember something, you have to give it meaning, and that is what the mind does. it shapes, limits, encapsulates the present moment, and thus can be classified in memory. and so you create the world. the whole world is a mental creation

what you call your life is basically your ego. The whole story, the movie, every image, thought, idea, is your ego, a creation of the mind, illusory and unreal. the real is empty, nothing, without hold, unlimited, undifferentiated. the solution: detach yourself from your ego completely, undo the ties with your story. dare to enter the void, to be the void. It is not easy to substitute something for nothing, it is true, but as the saying goes, nothing is going to make you happy until nothing makes you happy

the Christian god is a triangle, the Muslim cannot be represented, the Hindus are elephants and things like that, and in Buddhism there is no god. what do you have? Zeus?

Hah yeah, i thought more or less that, that's why I deleted. I was thinking in my own attachments

Could be , i see deliberation looking my life, as if each thing had a purpose, and observing the world the same, evolution, desire to be more ... something. but probably these are egoic projections

from an absolute point of view I agree with him, there is only joy, beauty, unity. but from a realtive point of view I see a blacksmith shaping, twisting to straighten, softening to harden. with a goal

yeah, I'm not talking about enlightenment, just curiosity of the mind. Speculation

Yeah, but i think it's a wrong map. Probably it's Impossible to know, God's designs are inscrutable, etc. but it is impossible not to wonder, especially seeing the deliberation

@Mason Riggle interesting point of view of Alan watts but I don't share it. that that reality dreams for fun and is bored with perfect dreams is to humanize reality. It seems to me that design tends towards something, very deliberate, passionate, enormously ambitious and powerful, and deliberation. But it's humanize too. who knows towards what. Probably it is something that creates itself from itself in an improvised way.

looking at my life it seems to me that this is a deliberate plan. circumstances that make you sleep and then wake up. I wonder the reason for all this. Apart from the answer "infinite love", I have the feeling that it is something necessary, but for what? do not know. what do you think?

What could mean that?

I would say that reality creates itself taking itself as an example. something appears from the absolute nothing, a base, and that base takes itself as an example to create, and is limited by itself. He does not know where he is going, he just creates spontaneously ... is that so? because on the other hand I once had the realization that God does not create in stages or steps. that there is no evolution. but that doesn't make sense

practice masturbation in the company of others I would rather call it fucking

The clouds are the perfect sky...but how to see that when you are lost in them? You have not to remove the clouds, you have to remove the you. But how?

I think it meaning that your mind is opening, the work pays off. Two days ago I also had the strongest sober opening ever. I was sitting on the subway thinking: then, if memory were zero, how would the perception of reality be? Obviously, time would not be perceived, and ..... suddenly, the collapse. I saw with absolute clarity the illusion that my mind was creating, the projection in all directions of ideas, memories, and their phantasmality. my nonexistence as an individual, and that of everyone else. what else? what individual? all are projections and under those projections the obvious shines. I got out of the subway and the blue sky was perfect, pure art, and the green of the trees was made of goodness, it was overwhelming and I cried. I sat down and the realization came to me that things do not happen in steps, there was no beginning, no big bang. will it be like this? I don't know, but at that moment things went wrong. I thought: why all this? this scam. why this deception? a sense of evil appeared, and my mind lost most of its openness, but since then my feeling is to live surrounded by brilliant beauty. The work works

everything seems very clear when the clouds part, and you say to people: don't you see the obvious? the sun is there. But don't forget that when your sky was cloudy you only saw clouds. pointing out the sun is useless, the thing is point out the triggers of the dissolution of the clouds

doing this is impossible for the ego. That is why self-help, like Eckhart tolle, although it reaches many people who understand it conceptually, does not lead to real liberation. the ego cannot say to itself: hey, stop being an ego

reality is real, it is what it is, the whole thing. what is illusion is the separate individual, and this illusion creates a perspective of reality that is unreal, or false, in the sense that it defines what is undefined

the point is that we do not see to what extent everything is ego. I see it doing a mental exercise: I imagine I have no memory at all, zero. what remains is the truth, the rest is ego. it is total madness, memory extends, encapsulates reality, classifies and orders it ... in a way governed by its usefulness. a survival software. we are millions of memory units doing this, encapsulating the only reality that "we" really are , but these units, the "we", this software, is something empty, completely unreal. we really are reality, not software, but we acquire ghostly life as software. for what? with what objective? It seems somewhat sterile, crazy. but those questions and those answers are the ego, they don't mean anything at all...the point is that there is not your bubble and my bubble of perception. Both are mental constructions. Remove the memory from your bubble, what remains? It's the same than mine, the only. multiplicity is illusion, nothing is happening. it just seems like it.

True, although when reading your post a little voice told me: yes yes, enjoy, but the important thing is to deepen and understand reality. the ego in one of its facets. never shut up

It is quite shocking and even terrifying to see that everything you thought was your life was a mirage, but no more terrifying than knowing that in the near future you will get sick and die slowly in a hospital to disappear as if you and the world had never existed. Everybody accept the second option, so is quite irrational be so scared of the first one

No, 1/3 more or less, i read it sometimes, but short snippets randomly . I find it fascinating that in each line there are allusions that touch deep but not directly, speaking to your subconscious . the part where they speak of the father as infinite emptiness, his vibration is love, which they call the son (I think I remember) for example. I also find the story of how it was made fascinating: an atheist psychologist in the 70s who says she wrote it at the dictation of something superior. reading it certainly seems to be the fruit of genuine inspiration. For example, i just open randomly and i read this (sorry the bad translation) The truth is exempt from illusions and, therefore He dwells within the Kingdom. 2Everything that is outside the Kingdoms illusory. 3When you discard the truth, you noticed it same as devoid of it.4 upon conceiving another kingdom to which you attributed value, you did not keep Enthusiastically, only the Kingdom of God, in this way, you carefully excluded part l. 5 What you have invented has imprisoned your will and you have once been sick, you now have to be healed

@Inliytened1 @Adamq8 thanks for your compliments, love is reciprocated !. I read all your posts with great attention