Breakingthewall

Friend , are you in the psych ward right now? If I were you, I would stop thinking about what could be and what could not be and I would try to move forward, eliminate ballast, refine my mind. life is a difficult adventure. Each one has his cross, being a victim will not help you at all. I understand that you want to warn of the dangers of psychedelics, but now you are alive. optimize your situation. put your will to improve. you will improve.

How do you know I'm suffering? Are you sure you aren't suffering? It is difficult to know who is deceived and who is not, but there is a detail. when someone is truly awake there is a clarity, a spontaneous intelligence that manifests itself without the need to assert itself. the true teacher does not demand to be recognized as such, others perceive in him the clarity, the truth expressing itself. there is something that I see in you that shows me the incompleteness of your enlightenment, the inability to see, to perceive, to appreciate, what it is, the manifestation. the manifestation is the absolute. you say: the manifestation is false, only the absolute is real. you're wrong

De the confidence you speak with can confuse a lot of people. I see in you the need to be right, to be the only one who understands, to give as a fool what others say. I like you, but I think you have a barrier that you cannot see, which after all is nothing more than your ego. I hope you get to see it and open your mind. keep in mind the possibility that you are deluded, that you are not enlightened. Many before you were sure about that and was an egoic delusion. I see in you too much need of show that you know and others are deluded. I hope they don't block you, because you contribute, and, as I told you, I feel sympathy for you, but I think you are victim of your ego

Love is not a feeling, love=be=reality. Because reality could be nothing, as you say, but reality is. It's Impossible to denying that. You are arguing for a semantic meaning

It is the complete unity, where there is no longer you and the other, there are no differentiations or limits, so there is nothing, and at the same time it is everything. there is the complete certainty that this is you, you always were, and as although you are nothing, you are, that being is a complete joy, absolute joy, love. love is a word that the ego says after, remembering. nothing is a word that suggests absence, and what there is is presence, fullness in emptiness. it is something that happens when the ego leaves, but the ego can understand it. look around you, fullness, life. is the manifestation of being.

true, and you can also wake up to the fact that the body where that unreal self seemed to be, is equally unreal, and that the ground you walk on, which seems very solid and real, is not either. that everything is an undifferentiated soup with apparent differentiations, patterns that order the same substance, and that this substance is made of nothing, ideas related to other ideas. So the self is just as real or unreal as the solar system

the i has the same existence that any other mental construction can have. if it's real, it's a mental construct, that's all. the point is to understand what it is, and who understands it is the i itself. all the posts in this thread have been written by an i. you have to give the i the value it has, to say that it does not exist is to deny a reality. It is not something material, you cannot touch it, but it is a stable mental construction that occurs in 100% of humans. exists, obviously

Not agree. If you wake up, wake up, it doesn't matter if it's 1 minute, doing psychedelics, walking down the street or watching a movie. a question: have you done 5meo? because it is not the same as lsd at all. Both are called psychedelic , but no more

@Moksha Thanks for sharing. Yeah, i think meditation is the key , stop doing and be

the body is not a material thing. the atoms that make up the body are not the same now and in a second. they are constantly being exchanged with other equal atoms, which come from the "outside". with "" because there is no such thing as exterior or interior. the body is a pattern that organizes those atoms that are being exchanged in an incredibly precise way. quadrillion atoms each in its exact place. what is it really? a concrete idea, materialized in the middle of the whole, without limiting except for its shape, its pattern. really mixed with everything

there is only the present, what it is. the i is the opposition to what it is. you cannot oppose to what it is, it is. you can imagine that you oppose to what it is. therefore the i is imaginary But in another sense, In a relative sense ,it's different. You have to opposite to what it is, because if you don't, you will die, so the i is real and necessary. But...the life and death are imaginary, you can relax and merge with the present, do nothing. Nothing is going to happen. So the i is imaginary But...are "you" going to "do" that?

How did you have that realization? or is it something you access on a daily basis? I know it wasn't through psychedelics, so it will be meditation. could you explain?

happiness is simply accepting the present completely and living it without projecting desires. once you see it clearly it becomes possible. meditation is the way.

Could be, but just like Leo said he has seen how God creates reality, it is possible to see how reincarnation works, past lives ... or so they say

I still don't understand why, with so many spiritually versed people in this forum, the subject of reincarnation seems like a kind of taboo. all mystics, ahem ramana maharashi, have talked about it. Intuitively the idea of an evolution towards greater consciousness life after life seems real.

Shadguru and others says that they know about their past lifes

just intuition: you are here to evolve, you have a mission to fulfill, there is a huge orchestra and you are a part. you do your job, you contribute your part to evolution. you disappear. The pattern that you have built in your life serves as the basis for another pattern, that will continue your job. everything tends towards something, more complex, more perfect, and here we are weaving the fabric, fictional individuals with a mission.

According to non-duality, experiences of infinity with psychedelics, I would say what they have pointed out above. this life is only appearance, reality is infinite, you are infinite now and you will continue to be. Nothing is going to happen and nothing is happening now, but ... many mystics of all time speak of reincarnation. current shadguru for example, but many others, practically all. I would like to understand how, if we are not really separate beings, there is reincarnation. something tells me that it is so

If I am in the present, any day is good. if not, anything is shit

Well Or maybe no one is having sex, and the asphalt on your feet is not as solid as it seems. rather it is an idea, a fine varnish behind which there is absolutely nothing

@Ilan When did you stop the antipsychotics? I deduce that many months. what you say is happening to you sounds quite mysterious, a large-scale energy blockage. 5meo is an energy releaser. maybe trying low doses is not such a bad idea. but before that I would try meditation for several hours a day, no matter how difficult it may be at first, to feel yourself, what is happening in you

The best trip report i read

@Thought Art namaste brother

I did not understand well why people were so enthusiastic about Leo's teachings, they seemed quite selfish, shallow. until after a year of daily meditation, and psychedelics from time to time, I had a total dissolution of the ego with 5meo and there was infinity, unity, and it was love, and it was me. This lasted a short time, but it started a cascade of rapid change in me. I see the unity in every moment, the ego is a thin layer and the unfathomable is right here . Now I read and listen to Leo and it seems absolutely correct, straight to the point like an arrow, clean of nonsense. the truth is expressed through him in a masterful way

the ego is the set of concepts, ideas, memories that make up the i, right? then the spiritual ego is to replace part of that baggage with spiritual ideas, concepts. and feel superior to the "normies" for it. true spirituality is non-ego, not believing in thoughts or ideas. not to tell yourself I am god but to live it.