Breakingthewall

vape 15 mg of 5 meo twice in one day, three days in a row. Before each time, meditate for two hours. dedicate those three days only to meditate and contemplate. the door will open, almost sure. Forget the words and the ideas. They are nothing

life is not long or short. is now. are you happy now? stop and look at this honestly, without projecting how happy you are going to be when this or that happens. You will see that there is anxiety, almost always in everyone there is. Hold on to that anxiety .ride on it and understand what it is, why it is happening. stop avoiding yourself with stories. penetrate yourself to the root, understand why you are generating this incessant anxiety. break free. Hedonism is a trap, it's obvious. A naive strategy to scape from anxiety that create more anxiety. The real pleasure is clean, simple, austere

two ideas: if reality is unlimited, why is it going to be limited to a single perspective? If you're hiding from yourself that you're creating reality, why couldn't you also hide from yourself the fact that you're experiencing infinite perspectives right now? Keep one thing in mind: you are not the dreamer, you are the dream. the dreamer is not a "you". the you who perceives a bubble is completely unreal

No, you are not imagining. You are the dream. And you are being imagined. It's difficult to see that you don't exist, because who is going to see that? You? What exist and dreams is not you. it is the indefinite, the void, god. nothing remotely resembling "you". and the void is dreaming infinite you, since it is unlimited, and none of the you are nothing

It is not easy since the ego is anxiety. anxiety is the distortion between what should be and what is, and the only solution is to equalize them. anxiety can be a background noise, that from listening to it so much you think it doesn't exist, until it shuts up and you realize that it was always there. the only solution, imo, is to really realize that what is is what it should be, including going blind or having your penis amputated, to take two examples, and accepting it fully and unreservedly. Not easy.

I'm more worried about the fucking hpv shit. Some weeks ago a girl told me she had it and I took the test and I have one of high cancer risk. it's supposed to go away in two years, or never. so I have to give up sex for two years (or for ever). or do it only with the girl with whom I share viruses. what do you think about hpv?

I think it is not a bad number, since if you start a serious relationship having had few experiences, you will always have the feeling that you are missing something, and that can seriously undermine your relationship. fuck with many, see that it is something relatively empty, find something special, better, Deep. and you stay there with no regrets

@Consilience you are right, I'm sure it would be a great help, just as books or conferences were at the time. we will see if it appears spontaneously, when the student is ready

How to find that kind of people? meditation retreats? some kind of communities ?I don't know anyone like that. the Indian tradition always talks about teachers, lineage, etc, but isn't the spiritual path the opposite? pure intuition, never beaten path

Fight. step completely out of my comfort zone over and over again, as much as possible, thousands of times

whoever doubts it is that he does not understand the friendship between two human beings, only the mutual use between two egos

existence cannot cease for one reason: it exists. it does not pass from one point of non-existence to another, since those points do not exist, they never existed. if existence lasted an instant, that instant would be eternity...but anyway, who knows the mechanic of existence? Only speculating

@Wildcattt555 I'm also sorry if I sounded aggressive before. I just think it's unrelated. micro dose and full doses for spiritual development. and I don't think Leo is degenerating from drug addiction, but that's just my opinion. I agree that the excessive use of psychedelics to seek experiences is completely negative, but not because of what the psychedelic does to your chemistry. it is because of what your need for experiences means. a void that must be filled that you disguise as a spiritual search and that is ego. deep imbalance

It is not like this. if you start a thread about such a serious topic, and also interesting, I read it completely, I think there are good points, and suddenly I read that about silicon valey and wealthy people and I feel a blow to the face, nothing more. I'm in my right to express my opinion. You could answer and show me why I'm wrong, agree with me, or ignore me. This is a forum

there is no manual for enlightenment. it is a process that has to come out of yourself. a change of perception of reality that when it starts starts a cascade reaction. many things can trigger it, suffering is one of them

Don't get angry. If you are in a forum you are explaining to everyone. I was just saying that I was shocked to read those things. you are supposed to talk to intelligent people who have been deeply informed, there are not people who think that if they do it like that in silicon valey, it will be that they know something that we do not

In my opinion, a energy vampire is a narcissistic. that is, people who look for a reaction in others to feel validated. Usually it is a reaction of admiration, but it can be another, even hatred. it means that you feel incomplete and seek (unsuccessfully) that the energy of others completes you. indeed, most people in the world are to some extent

That's pure demagoguery, don't you think? people who microdose do it for other reasons. and say that if the rich do it like that, it will be for a reason... omg

the main problem imo is that many have an awakening experience or several, but later, in their normal life, they are completely trapped in the illusion of separation. this creates a lot of confusion since awakening is incorporated as a belief, and you are in no man's land. For me, the solution to this is serious and constant meditation to prevent the ego's barriers from rising again. if there is constant openness, the problems are approached from another angle and the solution is possible

You are talking of your finite mind, confusing it with god. In a sense, it's true that you, someone here, are creating everything with your mind, but you ve started the house from the roof. First you should realized that you are a creation too. God is emptiness and you can't grasp it with the mind

Depending. Right now, no. but after meditating for two hours and vaping a micro dose of 5 meo, I easily reach that state, glimpse of infinity. without 5 meo sometimes too. Regarding the others, there are nuances: from the point of view of infinity, the others, and myself are imagined, this becomes obvious. Only I exist, it is not a self like that of the person, but it is what I am so i could say without doubt: I am that. it is obvious that right now I am the timeless limitless void and that everything apparent that is happening is an illusion. the problem is when you go back to the person's point of view. it still seems that the others are a creation of the mind, but of the illusory individual, and this does not make sense since it is obvious that the others have their own apparent experience just like me. I would say: my nature is the absolute void in which I recognize myself as eternal, alone and unlimited, and apparently a dream is happening (how, I don't know). This dream is the only one that exists, for me, as a dream, others are in my mind. but it is also the only one that exists for you, as a dream. at that moment I understand it, right now, not even close But again, in my opinion, awakening isn't about knowing those things, it is about to know, or be, feel, your true unlimited nature. empty the glass of ego and fill it with truth

awakening is none of that, knowing that this is a dream, etc. that's a side effect. awakening is knowing what you are, and it is not something you can do with your mind. it is something that when it happens, you think: this. of course. what I have always been, what I had forgotten. and fills you totally. The problem is that for this to happen there is a huge and solid obstacle: you

In my experience, The only way to truly forgive, and this for me is very recent, is to realize what others are. they are exactly you. another form imagined by the void, the same as you. You are the void, you are them . there is no one to forgive (I know it sounds like a non-dualistic cliché). I was a bit fool in my comment, apologies

@Preety_India that is because @Kksd74628 has a touch of condescending superiority that could provoque an anger attack to Buda ?. But same time he use to do good points

the end of the rabbit hole is the absolute emptiness that is god, and cannot be understood, only be. the best advice is this: Not 200 times are needed, but some yes