Breakingthewall

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  1. because dark-skinned men are perceived as less civilized, potentially more dangerous, irrational, violent. so in a cold approach, the Caucasian will always have an advantage. and if he is blond and blue-eyed, even better. he is perceived as trustworthy, obedient to the norm, educated in the hive, master of his primal instincts. women find this reassuring
  2. You are unlimited but you seem limited. The illusion is perfectly done. you can't get out of it. you are doing exactly what you want, but you think you want something else. If a stone falls on your foot and crushes it, it is because you wanted to, although it will seem to you that it is the last thing you wanted. because you do not realize that you are god, there is a masterfully placed barrier that prevents you from seeing it: you. a work of art of deception
  3. try to understand where is the interacting with your mother that limits you, imprisons you. surely there is something and you, unconsciously but wisely, react by protecting yourself. try to understand and when you do, try to communicate openly. My mother died when I was 17, I was stupid and mean to her lately, and now I find it very sad. My mother always wanted the best for me, but I couldn't stand her protection, always being on top of me. I wanted to get rid of her as it was, I was even glad in some way that she died and now I think that's a big shit. take advantage while you can to do things the best you can
  4. seeing god in the mire of human existence is the challenge of being human. being human is the ultimate challenge. that being full of fear and lies, apparently horrible, miserable and evil, rotten and demon-possessed, which is pure perfection. the ultimate game
  5. What I am is...i don't know . How it's possible? Why are we lost in that mess that we call life, if we are that indescribable perfection? How could I keep the door open to the indescribable beauty that I am? Why does it close, and I go back to being a worm wallowing in the mud? but no problem, I am that
  6. you're asking about finding bliss by meditating, not about how to fix a car engine. what kind of answer do you want? something very concrete to an absolutely vague question?
  7. I have once tried mixing freebase with vinegar and a little water and using it as drops in the nose. I bought some ph strips from the pharmacy, and wet a corner and with a little vinegar it still shows basic, since free base is strongly basic. with a little more vinegar it shows neutral. Freebase is more likely to irritate tissues than vinegar, which is a food product. free base is not and is very basic. think that caustic soda is basic too
  8. are you completely honest with yourself about what you want to do, what you want to give of yourself? Are you sure you're not making other people's goals yours? because perhaps what happens to you is that you, wisely, are rebelling against what you, stupidly, are imposing on yourself
  9. reality is absolute, but by virtue of a clever special effects trick, a kind of mirror box, it appears relative. you can go as far as possible into the relative, into the division, and you will find a sense of falsehood, of unreality. you can reverse the path and return to unity, and you will find joy, the divisions will disappear, and ultimately you will discover that there never were, that nothing ever happened. a strange trick
  10. The issue is not to silence the mind but to dissolve the barrier of the ego. the ego is supposed to be the thoughts, therefore we deduce that in the absence of thought there is no self. that's not true. it can be the not-self with thoughts and be the self with all its granite solidity in silence. when the self dissolves the mind takes on unlimited depth, and bliss occurs. this happens during meditation, but in my experience the ego has had to be completely vaporized several times before. this can happen with very serious and intensive meditation practices or with 5 meo. If you have not broken the granite block that is the ego, being silent for a minute will not help you much, only as a mental control practice
  11. god is unfathomable depth and suffering is deep and unfathomable
  12. only the river is not going to become the ocean. It's already the ocean right now, it just doesn't realize it. nothing will change, what is, is. it is a simple matter of perspective.
  13. First, what you say he did was normal for any influencer of the time. nobody looked down on you if you captured slaves to castrate them. second, it has wise and profound phrases. in my opinion it is a very basic religion created to handle ignorant people, but who knows... you have to have an open mind. the sufis are very deep and they were muslims
  14. Yes, that emptiness is fullness. It's empty but it is and it's impossible to grasp with the mind. Thanks for asking, explaining about the ego i explain it to myself
  15. Of course, who wants that stupidity if you can have the truth? One minute of truth is better than a life of material success. But it's easy to get lost in the ambition. Happens to me every day
  16. yes yes we are all one, but I want girls and money.
  17. Yes, it's . calling it nothing makes no sense. it is existence. you can feel it, but not define it. it is empty but it is, and you can become the absolute that it is, indescribable. So you are that. More, you can realize how in that moment you are creating yourself. The body, the reality. Because you are everything. If not, who would be? But same time, if your body, the reality, dissapear, you are nothing. Absolute empty, but still existing.
  18. They seem very specific to me. Let's see... do you understand what the ego is? How through language have you created a conceptual mental image, a matrix, and how have you substituted reality for this matrix, and become addicted to it? Do you see your dependence on the concept, on the idea transmitted by others? reality is not conceptual. the concept is a tool to manipulate reality, to survive as a species, but it possesses us like a demon. we are an infinite being of unlimited depth, but we are stuck in survival software. There is nothing I can say about the unlimited, only about the limited: break it.
  19. I would ask him: do you realize what a trap the ego is? If you haven't realized, there's nothing I can tell you. If you have seen that clearly, you have already taken the first fundamental step. now you have a great job to do. your mind is full of barriers, the need for handholds to hold on to. of fear of freedom, of not knowing. you have to break them. How? first, really desiring to be free. wanting to open up to the truth. sit for hours alone in silence. Hit your structures with psychedelics. free yourself from the conceptual. dare with true freedom.
  20. the mind ceases to be a parceled-out field where everything is classified, and becomes a shapeless well where there is room for love, genuine happiness, inspiration and true self-confidence to arise.
  21. meditation, deconstruction of mental patterns, contemplation, psychedelics with the intention of deepening. nothing that is conceptual, nothing that nobody can say. the real is beyond words
  22. I started here because I was attracted to psychedelics to go deeper and here we talk about that. no teaching interests me, only sharing points of view that almost nobody is interested in and reading points of view and experiences of very intelligent and brave people who do not stop at any limit. but it's just a hobby. real work is not translated into words
  23. @Illusory Self maybe your mind is telling you: this is not satisfactory. It's not what you were born for. you can give more. you can be more. you can develop much more. You are a human. go out to battle. give it all. less is misery. just an idea.
  24. in our apparent reality, everything has an origin, a development and an end. we can't think of anything that doesn't follow those rules. but reality is absolute and works according to other laws. it is something alien to us, incomprehensible. but that is the reality. there is no origin, there is no time, there is no limit. it is something normal if you are absolute. the same as it is normal to have a beginning and an end if you are relative. only that the relative is apparent. really, it is absolute. that is, the relative is an illusion. there really is no beginning or end of anything
  25. Yes, the ego is misery. Although I am in business, and I really like the survival game, the expansion of the mind, the opening, make life a beautiful experience. each time it is more like a dance and less like a military parade.