Breakingthewall

humans are a very strange animal. any other animal can understand quite complex things, but it has a limit. you can't teach a monkey to multiply, it's impossible. instead, the human can understand...everything. absolutely. If you teleport a human from 200,000 years ago to the present day, they could learn quantum physics or whatever. it would be said that the human being is called to completely dominate the mechanics of the universe. to be immortal, to be biologically modified, to adapt to quantum implants, to totally understand reality, infinity, god. what we are doing here will be spirituality for children of 8 years in the future. in a thousand or 2000 years human will be a god and will colonize the universe

A novel is not fake, it's a novel. This reality is not false, it's what it is. in my opinion, to think: all this is imaginary, it is ego. all this is what it is, and we simply have to abandon ourself to it. having the need to tell people that it's imaginary or something like that is totally contradictory. tell them they're not real? If they are not real, what need is there? but they are real in the same way that I am. the need to conceptualize is the problem. all that about: I am alone, I am creating others, it is something that we may have seen a few days ago with the help of psychedelics, but right now, at this moment, we are not seeing it. the thing is much deeper and very different from what we conceptualize now, so it is best to forget any idea and let go. Completely forget the need for someone else to understand me. go beyond the ego ultimately

In my opinion, is one more of the barriers that you put to avoid to go deeper. don't be scared and move on. enter it more times until you can be there. I found myself with another type of barrier and also had the feeling that I had to be helped by others. they are just obstacles that you put on yourself. mine was like this: I do 5 meo and there is a field with no limits of death . infinite absence. a vibe of total horror. just a barrier, a software firewall. swim in it and break it

Yeah, i know, before I was making the preparations, slowly but steadily. now the real begins. Thanks for the inspiration, great job.

continue with my training. Today I vaped 18 mg and I got for the first time totally became the indescribable without limit without feeling horror. What a liberation....no words. I think two or three times more like this, and I start with the most serious ROA

I'm 100% sure that I'm just scratching the surface, but i don't stop going deeper. Nothing is more interesting. Everything else are kids games. Anyway, i can tell you that I've gone pretty deep with psychedelics, not the deepest, but enough to became limitless. but so what? right now that's just a memory, remembers, that is fading. right now my experience is limited and dual, but ve seen enough to know that words are more and obstacle that anything else. I'm don't doing that lalalala, I'm listening everything that anyone say, but only as a curiosity, and you explanations use to be in negative. Like : you are wrong, Leo is wrong, etc. I'd like more to read about you experience or your perceptions

It's a game because no one can give you the answer. it is something you have to see and if you try to translate it into words, you have lost it. but it's still interesting to talk about this

You feel that maybe...that's the problem. first of all you must know yourself deeply, to the root. there is more there than you think. Layers and layers to be revealed. most people don't even scratch the surface, and live in the unconscious. This makes you drive the car blind. it is normal to have one accident after another

The thing is to find people willing to love and be loved, with no more interest than that, and be willing to do the same. and forget about connecting mentally and sharing ideas. share who you are, your essence. wants to give you, open you totally. but to fully open up you have to let go of the need to impress, to be valued. More than enough enough to be loved, and more important, to love

therefore, to say that reality is nothing is meaningless. existence exists, and the adjectives we put on it have no meaning since it is absolute, there is no inside or outside. the same goes for the no self. the self is the subject experiencing an object. in the absolute there is no subject and object, with which it can be said that there is no me, but at the same time, everything is me, since I am the absolute, because only the absolute is, and i am. It's a different way of me, but me after all So again the question: why it seems relative? A subject, me, perceiving objects. Why so deliberate? I'm asking only as a mental game, but i think it's interesting, even the thing is beyond logic

mine is at level 2 or 3, trying to be 1. I was at a solid 8, but I've realized that all that understanding and knowing is nonsense. I just want to open my mind to the absolute unlimited, and for that you have to remove everything else. and it is completely absurd to try to explain that or anything else to anyone.

@JoeVolcano So? There is nothing? What is nothing? Me walking on the street right now?

there is only this and there is not outside or inside, but this has a depth that we cannot see. we only see the surface. the dream and the dreamer are the same, so the purpose is within the dream, but the dream is everything. so the question remains valid: why this?

No, the purpose could be the cause of the dream, not something inside the dream.

It seems that human nature has a very powerful side that tends to deep dysfunction, suffering, war, both internally and externally. society is only a reflection of the human interior. even so, there is a positive trend. at least at the entrances to the cities there are no rows of impaled people as a warning. Even so, the human being is cursed, expelled from Eden. that is our destiny. For me, the only possible path is total transcendence. the ultimate goal of being a human is that. or so it seems to me. the human being is an enigma in itself, a labyrinth that only has one solution: stop being human

Yes, i was talking about the dream, if it is a larger context or not. If there is a purpose or not.

It depends on how you consider it. Does the dream have any purpose? It seems extremely deliberate. is the dream evolutionary? Or is the concept of evolution foreign to the consciousness of God? from our mentality it seems impossible for something to be without purpose. you can say that the purpose is to be, but it is already a purpose. be more complex? all traditions and mystics have spoken of reincarnation. continuity, evolution. It seems logical. although your idea also seems to me

in Roman law the paterfamilias could kill his wife if he wanted. 200 years ago, the figure of honor killing was in almost all penal codes. the native americans sold their women if they wanted, God took out a rib from adam and created the woman to keep company and serve the man etc etc.

If you have some inner harmony, you are in your weight and you take care of your appearance, you will give off some good vibes even if you are not the prototype of a handsome man. enough to spare for a conversation to take place easily. the difficult thing for me is not to start, but after the chemistry flows. if for example you put yourself in a nice plan, little friend, accomplice, etc. it's almost always insecurity imo. something like: I'm a cute puppy, love me. anti-sex. because we are afraid to let masculinity flow, since it can be something aggressive, we are half castrated, I don't know. The fact is that a woman who wants to let her femininity flow with a man, is not going to look for you to protect her and all that, but to feel horny for you. if not, in the end you find one who doesn't feel hot for you but who doesn't see you as a threat and feels safe, and tries to get you for a boyfriend... terrible to fall into that, but very common imo. It's like to prostitute yourself. You can't find real flow, so you make a kind of deal, you guarantee acceptance in exchange for them guaranteeing it to you

When you interact with a girl in a male/female way, the issue is that your masculine part comes into contact with her feminine part. You have to let it flow, and it's not easy in many cases since we have fragile masculinity, so you need the security of a relationship for it to flow. making it flow in something casual, on the street, is an art, and to be able to practice it you have to understand the obstacles you put on yourself. Most of women can't have quality sex , almost never

If you do microdose of 2 mg, it's 0,2 mg of 5 meo, almost nothing. Do you feel it? I use to microdose 5 meo, maybe 3 mg, to make my ego lighter, thinner, but without erasing it. it is very useful. it is not to understand, or to see, it is only to soften the barriers. another thing is a full dose, that for me continues to impose great respect

Yes, Jesus flagellated before the mockery of the people, and then nailed naked to a cross, writhing in agony like a worm before the gaze of his executioners, possessed by the greatest pain, the greatest impotence, the greatest humiliation. and suddenly, he realizes that this atrocious suffering opens up and is the glory of existence in all its intensity, in its absolute beauty, in its totality.

inside and outside are appearances. obviously it seems that there is inside and outside of you, if it were not so, you would not need to realize that it is not so.

@Jodistrict have you tried synthetic? are there differences?

That is. To achieve this, each one must be intuitive and do what is necessary, understand what hinders free flow, and act accordingly. sometimes psychedelics are necessary, other times meditation, also changing habits, companies, occupations. it is something that encompasses everything