Breakingthewall

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  1. And why you created that nightmare? (Humans i mean). Maybe a kind of game . All the human existence seems a difficult game that must to be solved
  2. become a Korean office worker with major depression?
  3. Here. I remember your 5 meo report like 2 years ago, I read them together with others when I started experimenting with the substance. I remember that a friend gave it to you vaporized and I remember the impressions. They inspired me to go ahead with it. your publications will be welcome
  4. causes permanent changes. once a breakthrough has occurred, your mind will not be the same, it will lose rigidity. once the solid barriers of the ego have been pulverized, they rise again, but you, the individual, have realized for the first time in your existence that they can be vaporized and that there is existence without their support. those barriers will still be there, but your subconscious has received a clear message: they are not set in stone. in fact they are not real
  5. Why infinity creates distinctions? can not be calm being infinite? if in the end, it is infinite, one thing doesn't matter as another... why so much complex deliberation? What's the plan?
  6. Why do you exist as an human right now?
  7. @axiom You don't understand that the bottomless void is all possible possibilities creating a singularity, and that singularity is you. it is, shall we say, a natural phenomenon. when the void occurs, as it cannot be otherwise, the absence of limits occurs. the absence of limits translates into existence, automatically. all that can be, is. instantly. this is infinity. But it goes beyond. infinity, as it cannot be otherwise, is one. Is multiple, but at the end, is only one, because, as it cannot otherwise, all the multiplicities collapse into one. this is where the matter occurs. That one, how could it be otherwise, is you. there is only one. you are, therefore, you are the one. the one is everything possible, therefore, it is omnipotent. the proper name for one, only and omnipotent, is god
  8. pain is sweet when you know it's love. refines you, removes superfluous fat, makes you firm.
  9. 5 meo takes me to absolute zero, it erases anything. there is absolutely nothing, zero. At first it is really horrible, since you are not there either. reality is absolute nothingness. this can lead to a feeling of absolute absence and death that is not fun to experience. I'd say it's total horror. but if the void is held long enough, it deepens. that is, the void perceives itself as unlimited. at that moment, the revelation takes place. Infinity. the void, that is, you, expands and encompasses infinity, if it can be explained that way, since it is unfathomable. you recognize yourself as the total infinity. Total freedom. what you always were. the sacred source that flows from the depths of nothing. Total joy. total love. enlightenment. the prodigal son was lost but has come home. Nothing, not even your wildest dreams of glory, comes remotely close to the hallelujah of absolute freedom.
  10. Yes, you need to know that infinity divided by any number = infinity, and that zero equals infinity, since anything divided by zero, even zero itself, equals infinity
  11. you are reality, so the idea that reality can exist without you is meaningless.
  12. You have accepted Leo's ideas as belief. big mistake. complete delirium. those ideas are just a pointer, not the reality. what you have to do is become infinite, and then maybe those ideas can help you integrate that with everyday experience. reality is infinite. and you can't think about that, so stop thinking about stories and start deconstructing your barriers. not to form other barriers with the ideas of leo
  13. the only solution is to fight. every day, every minute, to be a little freer each time. refine, eliminate the superfluous. little by little, millimeter by millimeter. fight for your life. meditate, eliminate Netflix, meditate more, eliminate bad relationships, eliminate bad habits. purify yourself. little by little you will start respecting, loving. will, strength, determination. As far as I know, there is no other formula. if not life eats you. it's not a game. ending up old, depressed, lonely drunk loser is a lot like hell. or homeless. watch out!
  14. It is a great opportunity to learn to set limits. You have nothing to lose, just set yourself free by telling him exactly what you think every time. forget any correction. it's like a game. if you give even a millimeter, you lose. your barriers have to be made of steel. the goal is to never, under any circumstances, do anything you really don't want to do. If you have the slightest doubt between yes and no, say no. This is free therapy, take advantage of it. this guy will make you stronger
  15. Not perfect but with a real will to love and to give oneself. if not, why waste time with closed people who will only generate unhappiness and pain around them?
  16. everything is infinite. there is nothing finite, it is only the appearance of finitude. your mind is a limiter that makes the infinite seem finite, the indefinite seem definite. So the answer is yes and no. yes, your thumbs hitting the keyboard are god. and no, since there are no thumbs on the keyboard, just the appearance of it
  17. Being an absolutely selfish evil stupid son of a bitch when I was a teenager and my mother was sick alone in a foreign country surrounded by motherfuckers, but I don't regret it. I was a stupid son of a bitch and there was nothing to do with it.
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  19. You are right, my advice was too selfish. But when you're in a situation of isolation that can be perpetuated, you have to get out of there no matter what. if you are there, you will not get out easily, you have to use any means at your disposal
  20. if you could experience a couple of hours of the crucifixion experience, and then calmly maintain that suffering is nothing to you, then ok
  21. True, fictional, because we the humans are deeply stupid and we have created a society so stupid, narcissistic and empty that it only produces vain egomaniacs with perpetual maturational delay. women by nature are wonderful and happy, but they are full of shit, insecurity, neurosis, falsehood, false expectations, tons of idiocy. more than men, which is saying a lot. Be a woman seems to be really difficult
  22. Thanks for the compliment
  23. Woman: love, joy, heart, happiness, goodness, magic.