Breakingthewall

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  1. It is the complete unity, where there is no longer you and the other, there are no differentiations or limits, so there is nothing, and at the same time it is everything. there is the complete certainty that this is you, you always were, and as although you are nothing, you are, that being is a complete joy, absolute joy, love. love is a word that the ego says after, remembering. nothing is a word that suggests absence, and what there is is presence, fullness in emptiness. it is something that happens when the ego leaves, but the ego can understand it. look around you, fullness, life. is the manifestation of being.
  2. true, and you can also wake up to the fact that the body where that unreal self seemed to be, is equally unreal, and that the ground you walk on, which seems very solid and real, is not either. that everything is an undifferentiated soup with apparent differentiations, patterns that order the same substance, and that this substance is made of nothing, ideas related to other ideas. So the self is just as real or unreal as the solar system
  3. the i has the same existence that any other mental construction can have. if it's real, it's a mental construct, that's all. the point is to understand what it is, and who understands it is the i itself. all the posts in this thread have been written by an i. you have to give the i the value it has, to say that it does not exist is to deny a reality. It is not something material, you cannot touch it, but it is a stable mental construction that occurs in 100% of humans. exists, obviously
  4. Not agree. If you wake up, wake up, it doesn't matter if it's 1 minute, doing psychedelics, walking down the street or watching a movie. a question: have you done 5meo? because it is not the same as lsd at all. Both are called psychedelic , but no more
  5. @Moksha Thanks for sharing. Yeah, i think meditation is the key , stop doing and be
  6. the body is not a material thing. the atoms that make up the body are not the same now and in a second. they are constantly being exchanged with other equal atoms, which come from the "outside". with "" because there is no such thing as exterior or interior. the body is a pattern that organizes those atoms that are being exchanged in an incredibly precise way. quadrillion atoms each in its exact place. what is it really? a concrete idea, materialized in the middle of the whole, without limiting except for its shape, its pattern. really mixed with everything
  7. there is only the present, what it is. the i is the opposition to what it is. you cannot oppose to what it is, it is. you can imagine that you oppose to what it is. therefore the i is imaginary But in another sense, In a relative sense ,it's different. You have to opposite to what it is, because if you don't, you will die, so the i is real and necessary. But...the life and death are imaginary, you can relax and merge with the present, do nothing. Nothing is going to happen. So the i is imaginary But...are "you" going to "do" that?
  8. How did you have that realization? or is it something you access on a daily basis? I know it wasn't through psychedelics, so it will be meditation. could you explain?
  9. happiness is simply accepting the present completely and living it without projecting desires. once you see it clearly it becomes possible. meditation is the way.
  10. Could be, but just like Leo said he has seen how God creates reality, it is possible to see how reincarnation works, past lives ... or so they say
  11. I still don't understand why, with so many spiritually versed people in this forum, the subject of reincarnation seems like a kind of taboo. all mystics, ahem ramana maharashi, have talked about it. Intuitively the idea of an evolution towards greater consciousness life after life seems real.
  12. just intuition: you are here to evolve, you have a mission to fulfill, there is a huge orchestra and you are a part. you do your job, you contribute your part to evolution. you disappear. The pattern that you have built in your life serves as the basis for another pattern, that will continue your job. everything tends towards something, more complex, more perfect, and here we are weaving the fabric, fictional individuals with a mission.
  13. According to non-duality, experiences of infinity with psychedelics, I would say what they have pointed out above. this life is only appearance, reality is infinite, you are infinite now and you will continue to be. Nothing is going to happen and nothing is happening now, but ... many mystics of all time speak of reincarnation. current shadguru for example, but many others, practically all. I would like to understand how, if we are not really separate beings, there is reincarnation. something tells me that it is so
  14. If I am in the present, any day is good. if not, anything is shit
  15. Well Or maybe no one is having sex, and the asphalt on your feet is not as solid as it seems. rather it is an idea, a fine varnish behind which there is absolutely nothing
  16. @Ilan When did you stop the antipsychotics? I deduce that many months. what you say is happening to you sounds quite mysterious, a large-scale energy blockage. 5meo is an energy releaser. maybe trying low doses is not such a bad idea. but before that I would try meditation for several hours a day, no matter how difficult it may be at first, to feel yourself, what is happening in you
  17. The best trip report i read
  18. I did not understand well why people were so enthusiastic about Leo's teachings, they seemed quite selfish, shallow. until after a year of daily meditation, and psychedelics from time to time, I had a total dissolution of the ego with 5meo and there was infinity, unity, and it was love, and it was me. This lasted a short time, but it started a cascade of rapid change in me. I see the unity in every moment, the ego is a thin layer and the unfathomable is right here . Now I read and listen to Leo and it seems absolutely correct, straight to the point like an arrow, clean of nonsense. the truth is expressed through him in a masterful way
  19. the ego is the set of concepts, ideas, memories that make up the i, right? then the spiritual ego is to replace part of that baggage with spiritual ideas, concepts. and feel superior to the "normies" for it. true spirituality is non-ego, not believing in thoughts or ideas. not to tell yourself I am god but to live it.
  20. It is very difficult, unless you are enlightened too. there are people with a well-learned lesson who know how to explain things. it is possible that they themselves think they are enlightened. the only way is intuition. the truth is intuited. and he who does not intuit it is because he has it contaminated by the clothes of the ego. The more true integrity there is in you, the more you will be able to recognize it in others. the closer you are to the truth, the more you can intuit it in another person
  21. living things self-design to survive. survival in humans depends largely on their adaptation to society. it also has the peculiarity of language. in humans it occurs whenever the desire to survive, manifested as a desire to adapt, occupies an enormous space. the human is valued as others value him. if it were a monkey the matter would be relatively simple, a few screams, alpha male, females, etc. but the human has the language. with it he creates a huge world of values, ideas, concepts, castes, projections, memories, which inevitably occupies his entire psyche and is lost there, creating the appearance of an individual. Getting out of that maze is not easy, in fact it is extremely difficult. here we are trying to undo the tangle
  22. Of course, In most cases it will be useless, but not because of false experience, but because of lack of maturity. But if someone has the clear intention of dissolving his ego because he has realized what it is, but he cannot, since it is the ego that wants to dissolve itself, psychedelics are practically the only way. other ways could be to renounce the ego totally to weaken it, such as locking up for years to meditate, fasting, etc. the traditional way. but almost nobody is willing to do that. And why to do that , if there is a short cut that works?
  23. @taotemu it isn't to trust the psychedelic experience, the point is to use it to dissolve the ego and thus realize the truth. the ego is also the truth, but they are the trees that do not let you see the forest. You have to cut them down or better vaporize them for a while to see / be with total clarity. I perceive many trees deeply rooted in you. I see how your ego plays to don't give up.