Breakingthewall

@Siedah tell your friend that she can't imagine what's behind nothing because it's unimaginable. It is the absolute and it is you. It is the peak moment of your life. you just have to have the courage to completely disappear. to become infinite nothing

Don't be....Those if are not for my understanding, are for the understanding of who reads the post, obviously. I could simply say: infinity. all the rest are intellectual constructions. That's what we do here, we elaborate intellectual constructions that help us free ourselves from other limiting intellectual constructions. direct experience is limitless, it just doesn't seem like it

I know one thing and that thing explains all the other things: reality has no limits. This is so, and there is no doubt. if reality is unlimited, reality is one, since the absence of limits means that, ultimately, there is no separation between anything. If reality is one, obviously, I am reality, since I am, and there is nothing else. Since there are no limits, there is no death, or birth, therefore, any appearance that something is happening, of a time line, is pure illusion. everything is now, everything is one, everything is me, appearing to be multiple, temporary and separate. so there is only one thing to do: I immerse myself and dive in the depth, since the other dimension, the linear one, is false What do I find by diving into the limitless depths of myself? a mysterious jungle of intricate beauty that unfolds endlessly, made of pure love.

I know one thing and that thing explains all the other things: reality has no limits. This is so, and there is no doubt. if reality is unlimited, reality is one, since the absence of limits means that, ultimately, there is no separation between anything. If reality is one, obviously, I am reality, since I am, and there is nothing else. Since there are no limits, there is no death, or birth, therefore, any appearance that something is happening, of a time line, is pure illusion. everything is now, everything is one, everything is me, appearing to be multiple, temporary and separate. so there is only one thing to do: I immerse myself and dive in the depth, since the other dimension, the linear one, is false

weed always has a cycle, you find out and it's fun and laugh with your friends, then it's introspective and opens your mind, and then it's an idiot habit that makes you smoke eating junk and watching junk and lowers your life drive to zero. then you realize that it is undermining your life and you leave it. After this, many years, I use it again, but with great caution, only sometimes, for the mental clarity it provides, insight, perception. once a week maximum, and very little, 1 or 2 puff from the bong and that's it

@Siedah that out of the nothingness has happened to me many times and it is extremely horrible. You are not there, it is infinite, empty, absolute and dead nothingness. very traumatic. This nothing is the last frontier. you have to go through it. When this happens, I immediately go back to taking a high, maximum dose. you return to nothingness, but nothingness opens. you are the absolute infinity. there are no words. Hallelujah. it is the whole reality. Atomic bomb. Enlightenment. tell your friend to go beyond there or she will have a lifelong trauma, nothingness is horrible

we have to understand reality (so you), at all levels. It is a non-conceptual understanding, beyond the mind.

If i were you, i would be extremely skeptical about vipassana preaching. That of the calm mind like a pond is pure repression (again imo). It is not about calming the mind, it is about understanding the chains that bind you in the ego's nightmare. you are being limited by a circular software that works continuously and you are not going to turn it off by force. you have to unravel its secret, it's like a game. Meditation is useful, it is a tool that gives you understanding. but full opening to infinity also requires triptamine, in my humble opinion. When I say that the will must be total, it is that once you are aware that you are trapped in a trap, your will to get out of it must be unbreakable. 24 h x 7 watching, pushing, breaking. a prisoner with a spoon digging. only that exists. jail and the will to break.

Well, but things started to get out of hand. imagine the American society of that time, blue, everyone in their place, etc. I recently saw the Apollo 13 documentary and you see what the public was like...they looked like robots. then lsd appears. at first an interesting curiosity, something even promising for psychiatric research. But it's starting to spread. more and more hippies coming from completely dysfunctional backgrounds taking lsd at crazy levels. timoty leary appears, preaching the end of the established order with lsd as a flag. manson and those crazy people do that murder. What was society going to do? fend. Psychedelics are seen as a potential disruptor to society, and with good reason. It was not the time, society was too repressed and I take psychedelics as the total liberation from the blue jail. today is very different. almost nobody is interested in them because almost nobody feels imprisoned. although they are! but on a spiritual level and almost no one perceives it

@Vlad_ Reading you, I would say that you have not yet crossed the last barrier. the absolute void in which there is no self, nothingness, which opens and the absolute total infinity manifests itself. Hallelujah. you fall on your knees crying and finally, you see. full understanding. the whole plenitude. complete freedom. You will never say again, I am this or that. is infinity. it is unthinkable, inconceivable. your mind does not encompass it and does not understand it either. your heart is filled with it and that's it. hallelujah brother, the glass that was empty has been filled. the infinite source from which endless pure love flows has manifested. And that's it, all that about others, me, etc., are little conceptual nonsense. infinite. and that's it

Yessss! life is deep, beautiful like a mysterious jungle. sweet as a childhood spring. Magic. infinite, limitless, like diving in eternal coral reefs. It is wonderful to be able to remove the limiting walls of your being and to be able to flow freely

The human suffering is the key to enlightenment. If your suffering is intense and your vital impulse is also intense, you will seek the end of suffering like an animal searches for food. soon you will realize that with psychological strategies it is impossible to escape from it. whatever you do, the suffering is there. It is the dissonance between what should be and what is. this dissonance is anxiety, suffering. You can never equalize what should be with what is because what is ultimately is your mortality and what should be is above all survival. they are antagonistic. there is no way out of the trap. there is only one: the rupture of the shell that is your temporary human appearance and the real opening to the infinite that you really are. how to do this? Will is the key. Absolute, radical, unstoppable will.

the miracle of a piece of shit, molecular bonds that originate in the big bang, later forged in the furnaces of supernovae, processed by the constant and unstoppable evolution of life during thousands of millions of years, with enough energy inside to destroy a small city

man, that's the way. That is the integrity, the depth, the intelligence that the human needs to get out of the horrible toxic mud in which he lives the disease that he calls life. It has been a pleasure to read. ps: tuna is loaded with mercury

therapy is ineffective because it is the interaction between a therapist with a very low understanding of reality, of what it means to be human, with a patient with an equal or lower understanding. what will come out of there? a little emotional relief and that's it

If you talk about mystical love, in the sense that reality is love, okay, but human love, that is, my real commitment to give myself to you when I have to, to open myself up to you and love you every day, for that You should look for people who are authentic and noble. very difficult! what abounds are walking balls of lies, petty empty fakers terrified of not fitting in that they would betray their mother in exchange for social acceptance. Better not love those too much. with human love i mean. It's to be a fool, and If you do, your life could become bitter

I wish too to go deeper. It's the most beautiful thing that we could do imo

@OBEler thinking about it leads to nothing. if you break through the ice cap and dive into the infinite well that existence is, obviously "outside" is not a possibility. There is only my experience, which can be flattened, deformed, opened, expanded... but there is nothing else. I really don't get it. the explanation would say that it comes from the unreality of what my experience is. it is not really an experience, it is a mental mirage. my experience and your experience are the same experience. they only look like two. They are not, they are exactly the same, but with a kinda trick mirrors reflect infinite mirages. I have seen how the mirages unfold to infinity, and how all of them collapse in an instant in me. they are not real . You're not real, neither am I. Only the bottomless well that we both are right now is real. you are me, literally, without any difference, but it seems so because of the flat and empty hologram that is the mind game we call life

Yes, i understand what you are saying and if i start thinking i reach the same conclusions, but the reality is that this thoughts and conclusions are just ideas that appears in my direct experience. They have no meaning, just an experience that is happening. The absolute is my direct experience. Nothing exist except this. The thing is like a trick. It's impossible to understand with the logical mind, at least i can't

think that you are the absolute infinity, existence itself. This is the reality. and think that you can never get out of your direct experience. therefore your direct experience is total existence. can not it be a different way. crazy right? your direct experience is the infinity. It's very strange and i don't understand it mostly of time, just in some moments

By definition, only direct experience exists. you will never get out of your direct experience, because if you do, that will be your direct experience. If you go into full god mode and have direct experience of infinite povs simultaneously, that will be your direct experience. thinking whether others exist or not is a thought that is occurring in your direct experience. it is not true or false, it is a thought. real as direct experience, indifferent as to its content. we can speculate what we want, these speculations will be part of the direct experience, but we can never, in any case, get out of it, therefore, our direct experience is the absolute

what it is about is to raise your level of consciousness as much as possible for as long as possible. and act as always, that is, doing what you want. Only with a low level of consciousness you want some things and with a higher one, others.

Most of the boxers I know are toxic, bloated turkeys who seek to validate themselves by extolling their masculinity through fighting. but most people of everything else are also similar, so it is what it is. The question is whether you can face boxing seriously without inflating your ego when you win and deflating it when you lose. It doesn't matter winning or losing, just the dance. order in chaos, the pure instinct that develops the technique learned unconsciously, automatically, to be fearless in the danger. It's extremely beautiful. Nobody is going to give you money for boxing, so why such nonsense about winning? but to be honest, i didn't arrive totally to this point. at least I realized my idiocy when my ego fluctuated, that's already a step. You have to polish your idiocy little by little, since we all have it very attached . I had to stop due to two cervical herniations, otherwise I think I would get it

totally. I was a retarded who went through life thinking I was very smart when I was a bag of anxiety covered by survival mechanisms. same as most. psychedelics released the energy flow, the real understanding. and still starting.

You mean attachments to other people? i don't know... avoiding attachment I guess, but some real alliance because you need in life