Breakingthewall

I didn't read, i checked the site time ago and i found an official communication from the us, but now it seems it's working again, but maybe just the site, not the factory.

I read the new, but yesterday after to write the post i search and i didn't find. I will check again

man, one last thing. Do you see the aggressive condescendence in this message? Observe and realize. Why? because you feel threatened. I see clearly through you. I see your attachment to stories, your inability to let go. your need to "have arrived". friend, open up to the present. it is infinite and it is god. hallelujah, wonder and beauty. but first you have to drop all that ballast. And first you have to realize that you have all this ballast. So, you have to UNDERSTAND what the fuck is this.

the ego is survival. Survival creates duality, as there are agents outside of you that threaten it. This causes a capsule to be created that divides. you, inside the capsule, and what is not you outside the capsule. the cement of duality is fear, which keeps you inside the capsule. everything is an illusion, since your survival is not really threatened, but it really seems so, that's why you have to be extremely smart to twist the whole situation and realize how things really are. spirituality is nothing special, it is the real understanding of what reality is to have a clear vision, an infinite vision

This doesn't sound asshole, sounds very reasonable

There is only one thing

This is not god in one side and this moment in another being enabled by him. This is god, but it's hidden to himself in himself. A difficult trick. to think that there are several things is to go into deep sleep. in fact, the dream works because it seems that there are several things. there is only one, and it is exactly this, this moment. We have to penetrate it and get out of the illusion

capital or not, is the only thing that exist. the work is to break the separation between you and the now, open yourself up to it and thus allow the now to open up and reveal what it is

No, you are this moment. And yes, this moment is a dance of love

How do you know? How was your experience? I'm sure that there is not before, there is just this eternal moment. You will never get out of this moment, in all eternity. Fortunately, this moment is infinite in depth.

Not two. Try to understand what this moment is, not to look anything outside it. Outside don't exist.

on a relative level, it's all neural connections in your brain, perhaps quantum, that create a kind of robot that responds to certain inherited and environmental stimuli, creating a kind of software, and that's what you are. at an absolute level, that of the fetus and birth is just a mental idea. There is only now and it is infinite, it seems to follow a time line but it is a memory trick that is being created right now, like a game to keep you inside, like in a dream

Well, if you're not interested in sharpening your mind, this exercise doesn't make sense. But I'm addicted to this, so don't start ?

I think the main lab, lizard labs, closed because the owner exported tons of heroin to the USA, and they caught him.

@Schizophonia ??? I've been looking at him for a while, and the truth is that he seems to me to have the face of a good guy. Well, Maybe a bit....too proud of being a good guy....but no, he really looks like a nice guy. frank, open, direct, that does not hide anything. On the other hand, the second one has the face of a son of a bitch who would open your wallet if you leave it near him.

@Moksha you don't realize what the dream is, it's a very difficult trick to see. a very serious effort is needed. I'm not saying you don't have a realization of the absolute, there are many ways to realize the absolute, many degrees, but for me it's important to realize what is this directly. I need to see it! because it is what I am. to see it you have to have a flexible, liquid mind. the mind that twists loses its limits, it is released. These are all fundamental steps, there are no shortcuts. We are talking about getting out of the dual delusion, of truly perceiving, cleanly, without deception. This is freedom, because let's see, you already are the absolute, but what good is it if you don't see it? If you are trapped in the illusion? Because, believe me, if you see two, you are sleeping. I'm sleep 97% of time, eh. Of course, you can feel the absolute while you are dreaming, but being awake is another level. Is the total openess.

Relative means in relation with anything. Absolute means that isn't in relation with anything. No more. Btw, you didn't explain how you realized that the absolute is changeless.

Hehe i don't believe it, it's totally obvious. if you do not understand this it is impossible to understand anything. only your direct experience is real. Imagine you were a fetus. where would the cosmos be? what would you be? the cosmos is relative. relative means that it exists in relation to you. In other words, it only exists when it is in your direct experience. Sorry, not in your experience, because there is no you that experiences, you are the experience. it is essential to understand this. this experience is the absolute and only from it does understanding come. the absolute is veiled, but is this, there is nothing else, it is impossible, don't you understand? you will never, in eternity, come out of your direct experience. nor when you are god without veils. What does this mean? that direct experience has no "outside". does not exist! You see it? because direct experience is existence. damn, it's clear right? you have to forget all ideas except one, very useful: not two. just this in mind. not two. do you understand? There is nothing outside, there is only you. do a mental exercise, take this as absolute truth and focus on now. that is the only valid spirituality. you can focus on the now with psychedelics too, as there is no difference between psychedelics and sober, both are direct experience, so the absolute. The moment you think about the cosmos, or whatever, you create duality. nothing exists outside of you, that is first course of spirituality. So, explain that realization if you can and want. How the infinity can be changeless if it's unlimited? Changeless is a limitation. The absolute takes many faces, and all are real. But over all, the absolute is this, now. If you observe it carefully, you will realize that it's god.

it's not that simple imo. the cosmos is just an idea, like everything. there is only one reality, this. now. nothing else is real, it is only real as an idea that appears now. the mind must be absolutely empty of ideas like "cosmos" or "changeless" if it is to have a chance of understanding. No one else can understand, only you. nothing that has been said has the slightest value, only what is directly understood here and now, focusing absolutely in this moment, so in the reality. we will see

that's how it is. but at the same time, this moment is the absolute. perhaps it would be necessary to distinguish between absolute and god. absolute is what has no opposite, or exterior, what is only and infinite. this moment is all of that, and yet I can realize its infinity, that is, i am infinity, and there is no problem, on the contrary, it is freedom, joy, depth. but this moment is not only unlimited infinity, it is something else, and that something must be veiled. it is an infinite flame of love that just by insinuating itself will make you fall to your knees bathed in tears and will teach you humility, and if it were to open up completely, it would burn and disintegrate you. do you want to be disintegrated? no, since the experience is unfolding. what is the way now? this exact moment is god veiled . the veil is necessary so as not to burn yourself, but same time we are trying to break the veil. so? maybe the option of leo, explore the structure of the dream, understand the manifestation of god to understand god.

We are in apparent movement because we are scaping from god. Because God would kill us. we are god separated from himself with a trick that is movement. without the movement we would no longer be us and we would be god. we want to be ourselves and avoid being god, that's why we move. Why we don't want? I don't know. Probably because the fear, that is the cement of duality. I don't know how the thing works, I suppose that it is something like that God wants to explore the infinite, because in the infinite is all the love and God wants to go deep into it eternally, because it's wonder, so he casts a fear spell on himself and he fragments, veiling himself, hiding himself from himself in himself, and duality is created. and this duality branches out exponentially to create dual universes in which god plays his funny games, including torture, madness, hate, addiction, hell. once the die of duality is rolled, nothing is guaranteed. A simple duality, like protons and neutrons, does not imply great risks, nor great wonder. a more complex duality begins to imply more possibilities of turning towards hell. but anything goes for the sake of beauty and magnificence to dive deep into infinity. Just speculation of course

Id say that madness means something as simple as lack of objectivity. there are many degrees of this, for example a slight degree is the one that always sees its political party as good and its adversary bad. He is not objective, he needs things to be one way and it distorts reality to suit its needs. A more serious case would be the one who believes that the CIA is after him, and reads any news in the newspaper and sees it as a coded message to secret agents who are going after him. He needs to believe that. the question is why? I would say that both the mild and the severe cannot bear the trauma that being human means. They cannot face their fragmentation, their loneliness and their lack of love, so they make up stories to avoid seeing reality directly. At the end all of us do that. All we are insane in the sense that we can't face god. God is too pure, too perfect. It's a hurricane of love that would kill us, so we made up stories

A river is something relative, and its flow is relative. relative means that it is relative to you. that is, it exists because you exist. but while it exists, it is absolute, since it exists and everything that exists is. what is not relative is you. you always exist, since you are the experience itself. So, what is the river while it exists and therefore is it absolute? is you.

Heaven must be conquered, inch by inch.