Breakingthewall

Well, but things started to get out of hand. imagine the American society of that time, blue, everyone in their place, etc. I recently saw the Apollo 13 documentary and you see what the public was like...they looked like robots. then lsd appears. at first an interesting curiosity, something even promising for psychiatric research. But it's starting to spread. more and more hippies coming from completely dysfunctional backgrounds taking lsd at crazy levels. timoty leary appears, preaching the end of the established order with lsd as a flag. manson and those crazy people do that murder. What was society going to do? fend. Psychedelics are seen as a potential disruptor to society, and with good reason. It was not the time, society was too repressed and I take psychedelics as the total liberation from the blue jail. today is very different. almost nobody is interested in them because almost nobody feels imprisoned. although they are! but on a spiritual level and almost no one perceives it

@Vlad_ Reading you, I would say that you have not yet crossed the last barrier. the absolute void in which there is no self, nothingness, which opens and the absolute total infinity manifests itself. Hallelujah. you fall on your knees crying and finally, you see. full understanding. the whole plenitude. complete freedom. You will never say again, I am this or that. is infinity. it is unthinkable, inconceivable. your mind does not encompass it and does not understand it either. your heart is filled with it and that's it. hallelujah brother, the glass that was empty has been filled. the infinite source from which endless pure love flows has manifested. And that's it, all that about others, me, etc., are little conceptual nonsense. infinite. and that's it

The human suffering is the key to enlightenment. If your suffering is intense and your vital impulse is also intense, you will seek the end of suffering like an animal searches for food. soon you will realize that with psychological strategies it is impossible to escape from it. whatever you do, the suffering is there. It is the dissonance between what should be and what is. this dissonance is anxiety, suffering. You can never equalize what should be with what is because what is ultimately is your mortality and what should be is above all survival. they are antagonistic. there is no way out of the trap. there is only one: the rupture of the shell that is your temporary human appearance and the real opening to the infinite that you really are. how to do this? Will is the key. Absolute, radical, unstoppable will.

the miracle of a piece of shit, molecular bonds that originate in the big bang, later forged in the furnaces of supernovae, processed by the constant and unstoppable evolution of life during thousands of millions of years, with enough energy inside to destroy a small city

man, that's the way. That is the integrity, the depth, the intelligence that the human needs to get out of the horrible toxic mud in which he lives the disease that he calls life. It has been a pleasure to read. ps: tuna is loaded with mercury

therapy is ineffective because it is the interaction between a therapist with a very low understanding of reality, of what it means to be human, with a patient with an equal or lower understanding. what will come out of there? a little emotional relief and that's it

If you talk about mystical love, in the sense that reality is love, okay, but human love, that is, my real commitment to give myself to you when I have to, to open myself up to you and love you every day, for that You should look for people who are authentic and noble. very difficult! what abounds are walking balls of lies, petty empty fakers terrified of not fitting in that they would betray their mother in exchange for social acceptance. Better not love those too much. with human love i mean. It's to be a fool, and If you do, your life could become bitter

I wish too to go deeper. It's the most beautiful thing that we could do imo

@OBEler thinking about it leads to nothing. if you break through the ice cap and dive into the infinite well that existence is, obviously "outside" is not a possibility. There is only my experience, which can be flattened, deformed, opened, expanded... but there is nothing else. I really don't get it. the explanation would say that it comes from the unreality of what my experience is. it is not really an experience, it is a mental mirage. my experience and your experience are the same experience. they only look like two. They are not, they are exactly the same, but with a kinda trick mirrors reflect infinite mirages. I have seen how the mirages unfold to infinity, and how all of them collapse in an instant in me. they are not real . You're not real, neither am I. Only the bottomless well that we both are right now is real. you are me, literally, without any difference, but it seems so because of the flat and empty hologram that is the mind game we call life

Yes, i understand what you are saying and if i start thinking i reach the same conclusions, but the reality is that this thoughts and conclusions are just ideas that appears in my direct experience. They have no meaning, just an experience that is happening. The absolute is my direct experience. Nothing exist except this. The thing is like a trick. It's impossible to understand with the logical mind, at least i can't

think that you are the absolute infinity, existence itself. This is the reality. and think that you can never get out of your direct experience. therefore your direct experience is total existence. can not it be a different way. crazy right? your direct experience is the infinity. It's very strange and i don't understand it mostly of time, just in some moments

By definition, only direct experience exists. you will never get out of your direct experience, because if you do, that will be your direct experience. If you go into full god mode and have direct experience of infinite povs simultaneously, that will be your direct experience. thinking whether others exist or not is a thought that is occurring in your direct experience. it is not true or false, it is a thought. real as direct experience, indifferent as to its content. we can speculate what we want, these speculations will be part of the direct experience, but we can never, in any case, get out of it, therefore, our direct experience is the absolute

what it is about is to raise your level of consciousness as much as possible for as long as possible. and act as always, that is, doing what you want. Only with a low level of consciousness you want some things and with a higher one, others.

Most of the boxers I know are toxic, bloated turkeys who seek to validate themselves by extolling their masculinity through fighting. but most people of everything else are also similar, so it is what it is. The question is whether you can face boxing seriously without inflating your ego when you win and deflating it when you lose. It doesn't matter winning or losing, just the dance. order in chaos, the pure instinct that develops the technique learned unconsciously, automatically, to be fearless in the danger. It's extremely beautiful. Nobody is going to give you money for boxing, so why such nonsense about winning? but to be honest, i didn't arrive totally to this point. at least I realized my idiocy when my ego fluctuated, that's already a step. You have to polish your idiocy little by little, since we all have it very attached . I had to stop due to two cervical herniations, otherwise I think I would get it

totally. I was a retarded who went through life thinking I was very smart when I was a bag of anxiety covered by survival mechanisms. same as most. psychedelics released the energy flow, the real understanding. and still starting.

You mean attachments to other people? i don't know... avoiding attachment I guess, but some real alliance because you need in life

Not with 5 meo, but a few months ago i took lsd and went for a walk on the seafront in a small town on sunday, and what i saw was violence. violence in families, in couples, in friends. all intoxicating each other, limiting the others. Parents attacking their children with their mere presence, couples full of fear and tension. quite a horrible festival. of course, maybe it was all or part my projections.

Have you tried showing this to someone?

if you want to learn to box, you have to put your ego aside. You have to look at how you do it and others do it, understand the dynamics of combat, both physical and mental, you have to identify your mistakes and what you do best. Learn from others that are better than you, fighting with them. you have to be absolutely humble in order not to get stuck. you have to watch yourself and polish yourself like a metal, little by little, enjoying the process, enjoying the movement, becoming more perfect every minute, micron by micron. and you also have to make that situation normal for you, if you get hit, be able to don't break down, be patient, keep looking for your chance. Not easy at all all this is very instructive for many other fields of life

The thing is that we have to understand. We are in a labyrinth and we must understand it so as not to be caught in it. it is incredibly complex. It's a magical maze. It has layers and layers. It's a cosmic pastime. if you start it, you must follow it to the end

God is the bottomless hole from which reality aka infinite love flows. It doesn't have the slightest logic. but the way in which the created reality is structured is absolutely logical

we are pushing in a direction that no one is pushing. is the beginning of a movement in the path of the human: the real understanding

Its like a trip reading your post. I don't know what you're talking about in many things, but I would like Have you reached a state of constant openness, without psychedelics?

Lucky you. I am sometimes open to infinity and my existence is beauty, and the next day i am no longer open, and my existence is pain.

Since a teenager, the non-stupid individual tries to lower himself to stupidity in order to fit in. they are years surrounded by absolutely stupid beings, devoid of love, dry, empty. incapable of the most basic understanding. far more backward than a caveman and even an ape. crazy, sick, deceived, dead in life. getting out of that well is a feat