Breakingthewall

i think the solipsism video is an excellent tool in spirituality, the work of a genius. is a video that tells people: do you want to awake? look at this, here, now, you. don't look outside. outside does not exist, awakening is this, now, you. immerse yourself in you, there is nothing else. Do, and you will find the reality, the depth.

Yes, the main deception that prevents awakening is the perception of something outside. the video, if you take it as true, removes that perception and can cause an awakening. that does not mean that reality is exactly like that, it means that for you it is like that. once we have broken the barriers of the apparent, we have to leave the conceptual aside and start to perceive directly. probably the solipsism video is genius. I would say that he removed it so that only those who were really interested would see it, hoping to cause real awakenings.

@Carl-Richard very good compilation, good work. I think Leo did the solipsism video thinking that taking that perspective would help people awake, not because it was true, at least not on a relative level. The video has done many question his sanity, perhaps he achieved his goal

Maybe, but the "real" reality is this experience, the rest are just ideas. the now is the reality, everything that appears is within the now. outside of now is impossible. it's just an idea that arises in the now. Does what appears in the now have its own consciousness? this is just a question that arises in the now, it doesn't mean nothing, nothing means nothing, just be now. that is the absolute, where all us merge in one. All us share the same now, we are the same, in the same place, same moment, same "experience" that seems fragmented.

Yes, almost all of us understand this, what is not so easy to understand is why it seems that there is a guy typing on a phone. where are the infinite multiverses? and the rats, intelligent and stupid? and razard? everything is contained here and now, but I only see a fucking phone.

solipism is true in the sense that your direct experience is reality and you will never get out of it. outside of your direct experience it is impossible, it does not exist. It's like saying out of infinity. but that does not mean that the others are not real. Here is the difficulty or impossibility of understanding this. the others are also your direct experience, but you are blind to it. being blind to it is equivalent to not existing, but they exist potentially in this now, like everything else. Like, they will exist when you stop being blind to it, or they existed when you were not blind to it. When you talk with anyone, you talk with yourself in another when, another dimension. Both are real, but for you, only your experience is the reality, the whole absolute

All these stories are interesting and in some way, maybe they can be useful, but the only important thing in this work is to open yourself to the infinite total absolute, and that it fills you with perfection. This is something real, not a story of how things are

I think it's simple, your experience is reality, and it always will be. you will never get out of it, in the eternity of existence, so this present moment now is absolute. the others are within your experience. do they have experience? it's irrelevant. this moment now is the absolute of existence . Imagine that you are jumping once per second for each being, and you only remember this specific experience. This is all the experiences, each one in its moment. it does not matter. Now, right now, the only thing that exists is this. The rest is just ideas in your mind. the real reality is the experience, and you will never get out of it. You, that's to say me, of course

@LSD-Rumi it has an explanation, it is totally obvious. there are no limits, since there are no limits, everything is. It could not be a simple infinite empty nothing, because nothing excludes something. nothing is excluded because that would be a limitation, and what could limit it? can not. the infinite total absolute is the result of itself, it cannot be otherwise, it is the only possible possibility.

It seems that existing is painful

Lions are evil for the zebras, because they are separated, are two. at an absolute level, the good/bad differentiation does not exist. there is more or less apparent separation. if you are apparently very separate, in great duality, perhaps you find it fun to torture children. If you are less separated, closer to the unity, you will feel love towards them. If you are very close to the unity you will not tolerate harm or insects. If you are in absolute unity, you will be God and you will be love. Really, we are that, and the separation is apparent, so the evil is apparent, but in our apparent experience it's real

reality is absolute. that is not good or bad, it is absolute. good or bad are adjectives that we put according to our preference. if a guy breaks legs for pleasure, is bad. if a guy cures legs for pleasure, is good. Why? Because we don't like that they break our leg, and we like that they cure us. Both are ultimately absolute. To say that reality is good is like saying that reality is yellow, but even more stupid. Like, mom please, tell me that reality is good

What would you say about a guy who works as a torturer in the dungeons of any medieval castle and who subjects his clients to weeks of the most excruciating pain keeping them alive as long as possible with maximum suffering and who enjoys doing it? It's a challenge to see the love in the hate. This guy, for example: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gilles_de_Rais Seems quite bad

Sure, the problem is that maybe what you always wanted was to be a sex slave from the congo and get raped with a bayonet

The big problem we us the humans have is lying. we lie to ourselves all the time. our life is a running software of lies. you remove a layer and another appears and another. even the spiritual ones supposedly in love with the truth are a ball of lies. do you see the lie in you? No? that is because you are a good liar, an artist of lies and farce. every word you say carries its load of lies, every thought you articulate. Realice that you are liar and a scammer, or it's impossible to awake

Agree, when you realize the infinity once , the glass is filled. It's like you've been blind all your life and you finally see. The prodigal son has returned. It's perfect happiness and total love, because it's everything. but if instead of once you have realized infinity 20 times, it is closer to the surface in your baseline. The thing is that your mental structure is not compatible with infinity and you forget it, but if it happens many times, you make changes to make it compatible. If you realize the total absolute infinity, it doesn't matter if it's with drugs, sober or sleeping. is the absolute total infinity

it is not enough to have realizations. They are useful, necessary, but they pass and you are left, miserable, needing human love so as not to sink. addicted to others, sad, stupid little human. you have to get out of there. you have to understand, and abandon the attachment to the ego, or life is total shit. but it is extremely difficult. guide me life, as you are doing, putting me to the test harshly. forcing me to drop all the little crutches that served me to live in deception. leave me naked like a worm in the immensity of your solitude. I don't cling to false stories. help me to let go everything because i know that are all lies.

the mistake is thinking that awakening is knowing something. It is not that, it is to be open now to infinity. and obviously there are degrees, because if you were in the maximum degree, you would be god creating universes now, and you are not realizing that completely, you would have to stop being human.

Don't you understand that the only awakening is now? awakening of the past is imaginary, that is, it is in your imagination. So what is your degree of awakening now? right exactly at this moment. because this moment is the only thing that exists. How deep can you go into the now? What degree?

@Inliytened1 @Inliytened1 how do you know, if you never did psychedelics?

THC is too confusing imo. Useful, i do sometimes, and sometimes i got total openess with it, but mushrooms or LSD are another level. And 5 meo, of course

@Inliytened1 I'm not talking about Leo's episodes, but about his way of approaching spirituality by doing psychedelics. his ideas are just ideas, they can be useful or not, the absolute truth is infinity, you can't talk about it, just be it. But you can understand what this now is. Well, you could understand it if you let go the need to be so total enlightened. But if for you it's important, ok. Anyone has his preferences

@Yimpa good description, i agree, but why not to try another psychedelics?

It depends on what we consider awakening. for me it is realizing the true nature of reality: the absolute infinite total. it is unimaginable because imagination is finite. and you can realize the absolute infinity, but if it is hidden again, you forget it and that realization has no value, it is memory, ego. you have to be open to infinity full time, if not, you are asleep. It's a level of awakening, but even so, it's not total, we don't realize god. i had a minimum glimpse. Believe Leo: we aren't god realized. At least I'm not. But i realize the infinity right now. It's a matter of deep understanding, when you understand, another level opens to you

The awakening proposed by Leo, which works, is instantaneous and gradual at the same time. it's gradual because it requires deconstruction and understanding, and it's instantaneous because it happens with psychedelics, especially 5meo in a moment. with 5meo you have an opening to total infinity but when it closes, after a short time you forget it, since your mental structure is not compatible with it. then you enter a phase of integration, of understanding, which reaches a certain level. then you once again have a total openness to the absolute. Hallelujah! but let's not get excited, it closes again, and another period of integration, deconstruction and letting go of attachments . more psychedelics, start over. infinity is getting closer to the surface, but it is still covered by the thousand veils. 5meo opens the door for you, but then it is you, with your intelligence and your will, who has to identify what are the veils, what keeps you locked up in appearance. because you want to open your being completely to the truth. who has had a glimpse, and thinks that this is all... well, maybe it is all for him