Breakingthewall

You are supposed to meditate to get closer to the truth, that is, to lose the illusion that you are a human who has to have the best possible human life, with his memories and his stories, and realize that everything is the present moment

i am the infinite making love to itself, it's a movement, a flow. it's a noun because i am, but my nature is flowing . The noun is always moving, it's a verb too But yes, first is i i guess... difficult to say for now

the thing is: are you aware that right now you are the infinite making love to itself? And if so, how deep is your love? this is what it all comes down to god, as the bible says, is the verb. It is the infinite act of making love, which arises spontaneously due to the absence of limits. you are that eternal act. Understanding is a tool to deepen that act. the human kit is a very obsolete device and difficult for this purpose. It is full of obstacles that prevent seeing. we are emerging from the mud. That's why we have to use psychedelics. But well, psychedelic are part of the human device, maybe it have a lot of possibilities if it's well used. this is the game. let's play it thoroughly

but the goal of doing 5meo or psychedelics in general, at first, is not to realize things and then remember them, that's memory, ego. It is to thin out the barrier of space-time illusion that veils the reality of what we are, to see through it permanently. once this is achieved, the psychedelic trip no longer aims to break the deception, but to delve into the truth, for pleasure, beauty and understanding, since psychedelic trip is not different than sober state, both are just the reality . The difference is that in a sober state, a huge part of you is focused on the space-time illusion, on functioning and surviving.

Yes ,I could spend my life drunk, surrounded by prostitutes and snorting cocaine and that would be infinity. but the reality is that there is a movie that seems to be happening. I choose to get out of the movie and plunge into the present moment, and expand it, break its apparent limitation and realize its infinity. I am this present moment, nothing else exists. the whole movie is just a movie. but it's well done and it catches me, I can't get out of it, I can't get off the train. It is moving and does not stop. I want to stop, completely. so i vape 20mg of 5 meo dmt, which is nothing more than an illusion within the film, but it erases the film, stops the train. there is no longer a movie, there is an absence of limits, nothing more. absolute freedom of the infinite present moment. and I realize that I am that. Limitless depth...and then, you realize what you are. Absolute. Perfection. God. Hallelujah.

No, but it can do tricks. It can be you for a while, then me for another while, and when it's you, it erases the memory of being me, and vice versa. You, as a finite being, are your memory. At the moment that you are, only you exist, you are existence. but when you talk to me you are not talking to a robot, you are talking to yourself at another time and with another memory. a clever trick. At the end everything is a dream so doesn't mind. The thing is: only this present moment exists. It's the existence . Get deep in this moment, it's everything that exists, have existed or will exist . Everything else, you , the others, the things that are happening, are just nothing, images.

You are a door, a jail that imprision the infinity. Your mind is a very complex structure, with many layers, designed to keep you in the illusion of finiteness. it's almost impossible to break this without chemistry. and with chemistry it is not easy

just my opinion. since I have not seen in others understanding at that level. It may sound silly to you because you don't see the understanding that I have, but it is what it is. btw, I don't usually watch his videos. I have seen two or three. For what? they are just words. but leo understands infinity, the level of depth he has reached is incomprehensible, I would say. I would say that I have been in the point of Leo for some years ago, starting to get used to infinity. I understand what he's doing, although I am at a more initial point. of course, you are free to think that this is bullshit. I'd tell you that this is the way to get out of the prison of the mind, to expand to infinity and multiply your level of consciousness, we will see how far Again, I'd recommend you: become infinite. Many times. This is the way of understanding, freedom, evolution

It's extremely difficult to understand leo. I thought the same than flyboy said many times. He shows little patience with others, he has very little empathy, he repeats that he is the only awake person in the world, which makes many think he is crazy, he says incomprehensible things like that he wants to transform into a alien in front of the cameras, he is intimidating when he interacts with others, he likes to go to clubs to pick up girls, all that. but the reality is that leo has discovered the true awakening. Leo understands reality better than anyone. Sounds extremely stupid, but Leo is more awakened than Buda and Ramana maharshi ?. It's true, not a joke. That being said, don't believe Leo, but he can serve as inspiration and guidance.

@Jowblob there is an important nuance. God is not alone in the void. God is imagining the void. the void is just another experience, like having a coffee. there is no void, there is only god. If you have many times the experience of the void, you will understand

Exactly. This is something quite normal imo, since breaking human handholds is not a game, but this is not talked about much because this has not happened to Leo, I suppose because he is naturally especially detached. If nobody encourages you to continue, it is possible to stay at this stage, as it seems that it can happen to the op. He believes that he has seen the foundation of reality, the same as we thought. It also took me about a year to dare again with a total dissolution of the ego, and again it was the same. emptiness, absolute absence, horror. I had to do it 4 times until the nothing opened. once it opens, that's it. infinity, awakening . After that, the real thing starts. but you have to get there first

@Godishere It is incomplete, the same thing that happened to you with the tiles in the bathroom. I've been through that too, terror of emptiness, of loneliness. the last bastion of the ego. when you go through it, infinity manifests. getting stuck before is a mistake, subconsciously you are traumatized, it has been imprinted in your psyche that the foundations of reality are something very negative. you have to go through that. It seems incredible that being a human is such a complicated matter, but it is

Excess creativity, and excess activity in general, is often a way to escape. A way to get away from the here and now. I'm not saying it's your case, but it's a possibility. If this is so, it is a form of addiction, something that is used to cover up a dissonance, a source of anxiety. If this is so, the solution is to go deeper, understand. we're not ready for the real deep exploration until we get all of that sorted out

if you become infinite, it's a literal thing. you are infinite, you. total intelligence, total freedom, total power. is what you always were. you stand up with your arms up to the sky and scream until you can't anymore. It's wild, you can't imagine. You have hit the infinite jackpot. you are god...it is not imaginable. It doesn't matter to you at all if there are others or not. there are no limits for you. only glory, total joy. power. it's too much to be true. it is an explosion of endless existence. hallelujah friend because you are that. let's dance, let's sing. all this is infinite glory, endless perfection. Do you remember your greatest happiness when you were a child? Multiply it by infinity, it's more than a human can bear.

just keep in mind the possibility that that's not the full opening. there is something missing from your description: infinity. you have not become infinite, the last barrier has not been broken. there is no loneliness or negativity, there is total freedom. infinity is unknowable

Not agree, there is no loneliness in infinity. you accompany yourself infinitely. there is absolute perfection, absolute freedom, and the expression that comes closest to describing this is hallelujah. What you said before about God being surrounded by infinite nothingness is wrong. God is infinite nothing. the emptiness that surrounds you is imaginary. empty or full is the same. infinity total absolute has no problem, nothing to escape from, it is perfection. if you really become infinite, your heart opens to total love. This is it, it just doesn't look like it. You have to break the illusion even more, until there is nothing left.

In the end you have to forget all that, the religions, what Leo says and basically everything. You can use some Leo's ideas as help to free you mind if they are useful to you, but do not accept them as truth. Use Leo as an inspiration, what he's doing is real. You could do it too. true spirituality is the real exploration of what you are. you have to go completely out of what you have learned. It is useful at first to help you free yourself from the structures that imprison you, but ultimately you have to leave it behind. what you are is real, limitless depth. You have to throw yourself into the pool without knowing what's inside. "knowing" is an illusion.

Imo words only serve to dismantle the trap created by words. understanding is without words. everything conceptual is superficial. the deep is not articulated, it is fluid. Words also perpetuate the illusion of the other, of the need to constantly contrast with others to feel that you exist. they are addiction. I am addicted of course

fear is what happens when you believe the movie in your mind is real

Yes, it is what it is, but you can spend your whole life skating on the surface of the lake or break the ice and go diving inside. thinking that one thing is the same as another and staying on the surface, is what I call "idiocy". Let's call limitation.

well, satisfaction or not, what it is is what it is. the thing is to remove from the experience that is happening all the layer of meaning and limitation that keeps us tied to the surface and realize that you are the whole thing and dive into you. not doing it is catastrophic imo. Idiocy. We have to completely get out of mental constructions and get into the real. the real is infinite. it's like it's a game. until you pass the phase of mental constructions and limits, you can not start with the next phase: go deeper

Well, there's a huge difference between not having done it and having done it. I mean to deconstruct your mind, separate you from all the handles and stories, and also become infinite, let's say, 4 times, with 5 meo. you're free. before you were not, you were trapped in the dream. this is something absolutely real, you realize what you are. afterwards, there is only one possible way: to go deeper, for a simple reason, the deeper, the more beauty, more harmony, more breadth. so that? just vocation to break the limits

No, the thing is real. I have thought more than once that Leo is delusional, that he is a narcissist, that the only thing he wants is to stand out and show that he is smarter than the others. I have come to the conclusion that this is not the case. Leo has found the real way to dig deep. This is real, they are not stories. If you really seek the truth, break the illusion and see and understand what you are, Leo has the key. it is not too complex. Deconstruct your mind until there's nothing left. do psychedelics, especially 5 meo and become infinite hundreds of times. and that's it. you need to have the firm will to do this to the end. a kind of vocation

all of that is pretty irrelevant imo. they are handles that we use to balance our ego, to make a solid story. reality is infinity. It is what manifests itself in a complete dissolution with 5 meo. the only thing we can do is become infinite and then, when the apparent limits come back, try to see through them, soften the solidity of the barriers and understand spontaneously, without clinging to any philosophical system

Are you sure about that? Could you share a link?