Breakingthewall

Vape 20 mg of 5meo DMT. You will realize that you have relaxed control for the first time in your life.

It is impossible for that to be so since it would be limited, and reality is infinite. everything is infinitely alive, and within everything there are infinitely many living infinites.

the problem with salvia is that it's not nice. It's like reality stops being a comfortable place and changes its texture. everything is sharp, evil, demonic. reality emits a background sound that is like the scream of a demon, syncopated, crazy. and everything jumps rhythmically, and shows you its sharp fangs. the entire reality breaks down into cubes, and loses its stability, reality bounces, and you must bounce with it, or everything will disappear. It's like a roller coaster that takes you on a tour of hell. It's very unpleasant, but at the same time it's funny

You can't allow or not allow the mental flow because"you" are the mental flow. the relative you is a mental construction created by the constant mental flow, which creates a kind of bubble that seems to enclose you and isolates you from reality. if the bubble disappears, you realize it didn't enclose you, but you were the bubble. the terror of loneliness comes from the fear of the bubble disappearing. you need to interact with others to feed it. If you are alone, you will talk to yourself, create conversation, evoke memories, etc. everything to maintain the illusion of a you in relation to what is not you. if the bubble bursts, there are no limits. you have to prepare yourself little by little for this

Yes, you have to let go the control. It is extremely difficult because control is a fundamental part of our human nature, that's is why let it go is not something that can be done at will, its the result of a trajectory .

great clarity, that's really how is it, a choice. when you are done with the twisted misery of the ego and you decide to truly let it go, to stop clinging to the mind. the grip of the mind is unreal, it's like a guy who free-falls out of a plane and can't stop gripping the harness with all his strength. it serves him no purpose, but it gives him a fantasy of control. The price of this fantasy is a stiff ride. the guy can decide to relax and flow or stick with the grip. But shit...it's not easy, the hands go to the grip every moment

@uriel its because you are focused in the relative. Relative exist in relation with other thing, so when there is not other, relative dissapear, that's why you feel fear. Absolute exist without anything else, it's always alone, but not really alone because it's surrounded by itself, since it ve no limit. You have to trascend the relative and realize the absolute, and it's no fear anymore.

Well, you have to be serious. Let's see, here and now the reality is, in it's infinite depth. are we going to be surfing on the surface of deception? craziness. We have to fully open ourself to the truth, now. is not easy! Why? This is what we have to understand. a fascinating game, but it has to be played seriously

then start working on it. that is, begin to free your mind of ideas and open yourself up to the truth. no idea is the truth, the truth is the now. Any label you put on it is a lie. It's hard work but it has to be done.

It's quite obvious that you are addicted to that suffering. The question is: do you want to get out of it or not? It is not worth saying: I will only go out if God has decided so before, since there is no free will. just answer yes or no

solipsism is true and false at the same time. your experience now is reality, and always will be, you will never get out of now, it is infinite. but at the same time, there are infinities now. and they are all the same. do you understand? not, right? normal, it is impossible to understand infinity

Exactly, you are the existence. Everything is inside you, outside don't exist, it's an impossible. About the others pov, it seems impossible to understand. It's because your pov is my pov. We are exactly in the same place: here, in everywhere, but with a trick of the infinity, it unfolds in infinite apperances. All of them are the same: you.

That's because they are still limited. In your direct experience, the barrier that makes you seem finite has not been completely broken. If it had, you would dance and shout looking at the sky: Hallelujah! because infinity is total freedom and total love, and apparent experiences are completely irrelevant

I would say that this more like this: nobody is dreaming nothing. let's see, infinity is, since it cannot not be. the absence of limits makes it inevitable that everything, absolutely, immediately, is. Since there were never limits, everything has always existed. infinite. the absolute total infinity is you, exactly now. Well, you... the total existence, but it's exactly you. At this exact moment, your experience is being created because the Infinite is blind to everything except the very thing that is creating your experience. any partition of infinity is complete infinity. then, at this exact moment, infinite experiences are occurring. yours is the only one because you are the infinite totality, and the others are the same. the mechanics of infinity is incomprehensible . if you die, your experience would be the entire infinity. but at the same time you are having all the other experiences, which are infinite. you've had them countless times. infinite, beyond comprehension. the finite is not real, it is an illusion. reality is infinite, and its magnitude is such that is equal to absolutely nothing. the cycles in infinity are infinite, it flows infinitely, it cannot not be, it is completely inexplicable because there is nothing else to explain it. something to make you lose your sanity That is why you can never be alone, you are always surrounded by yourself, by infinity. one experience is the same as another, they are only forms, and all the forms are perfect because they are. the essence is being, and it is you, always here, existing. It's an abyss. looking at it is vertigo, but it is total freedom

Better check Victoria Nuland, but probably you know her. Quite scary.

Yes, any conceptual framework is a barrier. but on the other hand...once that door is fully crossed, maybe a conceptual framework can be worked out. I don't know since my steps in the depths of what is are those of a baby. And here we are waiting for the new revelations of the psychedelic depths reached by leo. doubts, but at the same time respect, for the beloved leader.

It seems that this substance is normal psilocybin, at least according to the analyzes that have been done so far.

@justfortoday I remember very well what you said before. You said that only you existed, as God, that God was terrified of his solitude and therefore invented others, that each person you invented was going to be real in the future and you were going to incarnate all possible avatars, that reality was a screen projected to be seen in a void. you were very sure of that! then one day you did 5 meo, posted a report and didn't come back until now. Now you have a deeper and more solid vision. much more real imo. but maybe in a year you come back and your vision is different. don't you think? This is what happens with conceptual frameworks that try to capture the infinite. They are never exact, I think it is impossible. But good attempt.

@Princess Arabia i wasn't referring to you, in fact I hadn't read your post, maybe you wrote it when I was writing mine. I mean everything, the tons of words that are said in this forum, myself when I have used the word "god". we all have a lot of junk in our minds, a lot of ideas borrowed from others. in spirituality this is an obstacle. When I say self-honesty, I mean identifying that and eliminating it. empty mind, clean, without expectations. real opening to what is, nothing more

Let's see, people like a lot to see videos an full their mind with ideas, but a course with a lot of psychedelic involved... nobody is going to do that in my opinion

there is an obvious fact here. Almost all of those who use the word "god", or say "you are alone", "you are imagining everything", do so because they have seen Leo's videos and have integrated his teachings. they have integrated them so much that they truly think they have realized this. a bit of self honesty would be important and positive for any possible progress and it would also be positive to leave open the possibility that leo is wrong in many things. Maybe not, but maybe yes. Why to believe anything? It's a nonsense, let's empty our mind and then let's see

@Moksha interesting, i will check Exactly, that is. not every child is fit for that path. It is not something that can be forced for everyone, it is innate

@Moksha i don't mean the culture, i mean if you teach a kid now. I don't mean to teach him/her to fill his head with bullshits, but to educate him in the total absence of fear, in total acceptance, in total courage and in total openness to reality. Obviously, for that you have to meet those requirements first.

@Spiral Wizard Nah, now comes the good part, which is the alien awakening course, that is, an intensive psychedelic protocol at the rate he orders, applied to people who are probably looking for an escape route from their unhappiness and having money as a filter. sounds wonderful, doesn't it? Heaven on earth

What do you think about educating children in the awakening? mistake or evolution? It would be educating in not fear. total acceptance, and later, transcendence. but I don't know what result it would have