Breakingthewall

We call love a feeling that exists towards something or someone, for example towards your mother . Also in the mystical sense it is said that reality is love. Really what we call love is existence, when we love someone it is that we perceive the absence of barriers between that person and us, reality flows. Loving ourselves is simply accepting ourselves. then, love is simply the absence of barriers. The barriers are made of fear, therefore, love is the absence of fear.

You could try to snort 10 mg. Maybe for you is much more stronger and stable, for me it is. Also I would try mushrooms and LSD, after a breakthrough with 5 meo, the ego dissolution with those substances is much more easier

2 cb or 6apb aka benzofury perform a similar function with less hangover, but some hangover. but for me the perfect substitute is 40/ 50 ug of lsd

Exactly. MDMA is a narcissistic lover. At first seems perfect, but after a while you start to see it's game.

Not agree, there is a final awakening, the undifferentiated immutable total infinity, your true nature. when you let the self fall into the void. Then the cosmos starts.

the self that tries to survive is ultimately illusory, but the existence that you are is real. If the self disappears and infinite existence remains, what would you call what you are? I? It is difficult to let go of the bastard who wants to survive, once done, there is life. the limitless depth, the beauty. But the self always is pushing

For free of course, right?

If I were you, I would propose the main objective of psychedelic work to release control. forget the rest, understanding, knowing, realizing God. All of that is basically control, greed. To go through the door you have to don't mind about going through the door. Your goal is to let yourself fall into the void, nothing more. break the barrier: you.

From the point of view of reality, everything is a perfectly balanced structure. Everything fits together, complements itself, in perfect synergy. nothing is missing and nothing is left over, to make the cosmos rotate in the precise direction. Birth is not better than death, or health than illness. From the human point of view, everything is divided into good and bad, this is the engine of the evolution of life, if it were not like that it would be static. Life is born with a carrot to chase and a flame to run from. This is our basic software and from there all human complexity branches out. The carrot is the continuity of life, the flame it the end of life. Both are illusion because the life has not end, but they are the engine of evolution to more complex patterns. As they are illusory, they can be transcended, and the true nature can be realized. That's the work that we are doing, not easy of course

You will never be able to make a detailed concept map, but maybe a rough outline. At least something closer to what reality is than the actualized idea: God gets bored and hides from himself to have the pleasure of meeting again, there never was a Big Bang, God deceives himself with that to build a bigger set. credible for his deception. Anyway, I can't avoid to try, just a mental excerscise without any importance. The real spirituality is to be able to get out of the conceptual mind

the problem with words and concepts is trying to understand reality starting from them, when they are the final part. You cannot arrive at the color red from the concept, but you can experience red and then structure that experience with the conceptual mind. the conceptual mind exists and has its place, the problem is when it takes the place of reality itself. How far can reality be understood directly? is to check. The first step is to know that you will not understand anything with conceptual mind. you have to see the color red in a direct, pure, complete way. then you could make a map of what the color red is. it is a perception, an image in your mind, a manifestation of infinity that excludes the color blue, etc. But these are all just words. the color red is the color red. you have to look at it totally, and become the red, without the intrusion of thought. That's the real understanding of the color red. Later, if you want, you can think about it and make a map, since we have a conceptual mind

True, getting out of the conceptual is necessary to realize reality, we have to be able to do it at will, but if you are in the conceptual it is inevitable to try to make a map of reality. Maybe it is not impossible, the conceptual mind is reality itself, and its ability to understand does not have to have a limit. Do not confuse the map with reality, but maybe you can make an accurate map.

The question would be: do you think that there are many experiences, or that the experience that is happening and is creating a you now is absolute?

In the sentence you just said there is a subject, you, doing something, dreaming, with a result, an experience or a dream, and you are going to do it in the future, temporality. I see it differently. the self is not the creator but the result of the appearance of perceiver and perception. the total reality that is defined in a pattern that appears as this experience is impersonal, it is not you, it is not boring, it does not hide things by playing games, it is reality sprouting, your ultimate nature but not "you". and temporality is an apparent barrier. The future is in another dimension than the present. This barrier is fictitious, like any other barrier in infinity .you only perceive your experience because you are your experience. experience is relative, it is created by limiting the infinite to appear finite, because the infinity is not an experience, since it's not "happening", it's absolute, immutable by definition. Is it possible for this experience to happen simultaneously? I think so, since in infinity there is no difference between simultaneous and successive, and it's obvious that if one experience is apparently happening, it's not the only in the eternity.

@Vladimir in my opinion, you are wrong. You define reality by dividing between good and evil. a very Christian paradigm, and false. There is no evil, life is one. existence is life. All that you perceive as bad is the pressure that life imposes on itself to create itself and grow in complexity. Do you think that disease, predatory animals, war, scarcity of resources, are evil? mistake. war is life. You are creating a duality in which you exclude what is not to your liking. you want a reality of happy pink unicorns. No... that's not how things are, nor will they be.

Its possible. Women really like MDMA, I would say that it fits their energy more than that of men.

So, what's life? What's death?

MDMA drains serotonin from your brain, so for two to three days afterward your brain will have a shortage of serotonin. the more conscious you are, the more you will notice this, and it is extremely unpleasant. It is also cardio toxic if used very often, and seems that can cause permanent damage in the cells that produce serotonin, but this is not sure and I guess It could happen only with chronic use. but not only this, on a psychological level I find it false. it makes you loving and open in an artificial way. Like a sugar overload in your mind. that is why it is so successful at night party. It helps interaction and openness to others, but it is not you who opens up, it is a sweet and cloying faker, who the next day will give you a double hangover, that of serotonin and that of the faker

Thats the Leo's idea about reality. Do you think that's true? I think that our experience is relative. What is absolute is what lies beyond experience. You are reality but as an experience you are part . For me it's obvious that life have a meaning, an evolution.

Its not what I meant. If you see me walking in the street, do you think that I have an experience, or do you think that I'm just an image of your imagination without real experience? Because according the solipsism is the second.

Do you think that in the eternity of existence only your current experience has existed, or do you think there have been others? If there have been others, where are they now? in the past?

the beauty, the perfection, the complexity of the cosmos are enormous. It's art on an incredible level. the mind of the universe is pure harmony, extreme creative power, total joy of creating itself. When you can get out of the prison of human psychology and your mind is an empty space, beauty and art manifests.

there is a way it is very simple but not so easy to achieve. dissolve all structure until there is no barrier, form, idea, limit. whatever remain is the absolute truth. You are also now, but the form veils it, since it has a lot of prominence, it is difficult to see through it. but if you have dissolved it many times, you see through it more easily

This thread is interesting because the guy has some good points, but it is clear that his dream is to create a cult around himself and receive money. This is typical in spirituality. In his case, I don't think he has any success, but he serves as an archetypal example.

I wouldn't worry, I'm sure that feeling will go away in a few days. mdma is a toxic substance that is better not to use. It also has a fake touch, something very opposite to 5meo dmt. a cloying love that leaves a hangover. I will never touch it again. if you want a powerful and perfect combination, lsd + 5 meo dmt. If you also get up and allow your body to exorese itself in movement, all your energy will be released. it is something wonderful